Kaya Ts: More Jiya( Part 3: Page 7)

"My life had gotten stuck, it has never been so hard for me to digest some brutal facts leaving some exceptions. But this fact that my best friend Ronnie loves me and my father had suicide and I am in love with someone who doesn't even care about me is so much for me to digest. I mean I am also a human being who wants to express her emotions, feeling to someone. But no one is there for me. I am feeling very lonely. Because no one here respects my decision, my love, my friendship and that no one includes my best friend also, my childhood friend with whome I had always shared my secrets, my feelings, my emotions. But today instead of helping me to go through this feeling which I am not able to name, she is telling me that my feelings are wrong, my love is wrong and I am feeling very helpless. I am feeling frustrated, I wanted to cry but in front of whome. I cannot cry in front of my mother, I cannot see the pain in her eyes when she will see me crying. I want to let out my all frustration but on whom I have no one who can console me now. No one is there to tell me that everything will be alright, everything is going to be ok. "

Ananya came out of her thought when she saw Tarini at the entrance talking to Khalid. She does not want to see her now but can't do anything. She hears what Tarini and Khalid are talking and she got more angry and frustrated . They were talking about the file which Kabir had asked Tarini to give Khalid. And Tarini also mentioned that the file was in his bedroom and it was difficult to find the file

But Ananya was not angry and frustrated on this but she got angry and frustrated because richa also heard everything and she passed a look to her telling "look, I told you ". She again started thinking that why life has become so difficult for her.

Tarini saw Ananya and passed a genuine smile to her and ananya also gave her a forced smile. Tarini went out. Ananya then saw Ronnie, he looked shattered but what is her fault, she cannot even imagine to hurt him like this. He looked distraught. She went upto her

A-ronnie mujhe tujhse kuch baat karni hai

Ro- Ananya yaar plz abhi mujhe tujhse koi baat nahi karni, mujhe thoda time de main thik ho jaunga

A- Ronnie lekin...

But he left and this is the thing she hated the most nowadays. Nobody is ready to listen her everybody is avoiding her or talking about their thoughts to her or asking her to follow their advice only.

Then her eyes stopped on a cabin door, it was Kabir's cabin,which was empty as he had gone to Singapore , she lovingly stared at the cabin with tears in her eyes. She knows that if she will tell him of her problem then he will definitely help her but how it is possible as he does not consider her as a friend also, but she herself has broken the friendship, but she does not want to, then why, why the hell she done that. Because she wanted more than a friendship or she was scared that he will never reciprocate her feelings or some other reason she was not aware of.

She slowly headed towards his cabin and stood in front of his seat, the EIC chair. But she doesn't know what to say, she just wanted to pour her heart out in front of someone and she will exactly do that now

Hello friends, I know I am very late in updating my ff's but I will update them soon

Here's the new ts maybe of two parts so plz tell me if I should continue it or not

And yeh bhi koi puchne ki baat hai you should definetely continue

Thanks for pm too

That's nice

Please continue soon dear

Keep it up Vaishnavi.

Good Luck

Sutapa

Thankyou so much Dishi

I will surely continue

No need to thanks for the pm