After avoiding the forum ever since the news of Sid leaving came out, I have finally decided to address my feelings.
Everyone summed up their feelings and I agree with all of them. Sid has the right to make his own decision. It is his career and it's his choice to take any action he feels fit.
But I cant help but feel cheated. I feel betrayed.
I have never been as emotionally invested in a show as Tashan-E-Ishq. And to have leave Sid leave now comes as a blow that I shall never recover from. I FEEL BETRAYED.
Many of us have spent countless hour writing fics, supporting and trusting CVs even when they failed to deliver and put in our whole heart and soul into this show and forum, and this is how we get repaid?
I know I am not talking rationally. I am sorry for that but iT IS NOT FAIR!!!
I have cried at nights ever since this horrid horrid news came up because I am in love with this show and to now have it butchered like this breaks my heart. I AM CRYING!!!!
Tashan-E-Ishq was my sole emotional outlet and now even that is being taken away from me and I don't know how to handle that.
And along with Sid, many of you amazing, amazing people are leaving too. I have grown far to attached with all of you to handle this well. You guys are the best people in my life. This forum is my second family and to see is breaking is painful.
I am beyond distraught, emotionally and mentally.
Please help me.