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--Anna--

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Posted: 9 years ago

Hey everyone!😊

I was not supposed to post this on the forum, but then Shona (You know that I Love you girl) and Nitzu (I love you so very much my superwoman!) asked me to post it here so that it is not lost in Twitter and Whatsapp conversations. Just my two cents (probably more than 2 cents 😆) ! I have not been watching the episodes and definitely not coming to the forum - but I decided to do a marathon of the past few days today just to get my fill of the tears and SwaSan's separation. Actually a couple of us made a pact to watch the show together and cry together and it worked.😆😆Oh how we have been crying since then. Yukti, Nitzy, Shru, and Lanny, love you ladies!😳And Shona thanks love for keeping me up to date with every little thing!😳

I LOVE SWASAN - SO FREAKING MUCH LOVE THEM! And its not them - its the idea of love they project! They project LOVE SO beautifully!

SWARA - I have never doubted Swara's love for Sanskaar but I have always have had a problem with her showing it and today I finally felt that love! Yes, I can never see her in the same light as before again because even if I do (and I am sure such scenes will come to irritate me) but this one scene will bring me back! I have always felt that Sanskaar loves Swara more and Swara does not prioritize him enough but the last episode FINALLY made me believe that Swara loves HER Sanskaar just as much! She looks forward to their future just as much as him. She LOVES him, She TRUSTS him and she is FOR HIM AND HIM UNCONDITIONALLY. It will all come down to him - ALWAYS! Just like it will all come down to HER for HIM ALWAYS! {Thank you CVs for fulfilling my wish of seeing Swara the way she was shown! Kudos! 👏👏)

The love that they project is nothing but LOVE! LOVE is not being happy and romantic - its not manipulation - it is not sex - its that craving you have only for each other and no one else in the world. When everything is ending, its that one person you think about!

Its that little moment in which Sanskaar's attention did not get diverted even to his hurt sister - his own little sister who was shot but was focussed solely on Swara and to only save her (and yes bashers, I am sure you would love to bring this up - but we all know Uttara was not hurt or everyone would have focussed their attention on Uttara) - Love is when both of them - both Swara and Sanskaar had their arms stretched and hands out looking to just go to each other and be with each other - Love is to think of no one in that one moment where you can think of the whole freaking damn world but you only think of that one person - Love is when Sanskaar could only think of saving Swara and Swara could only think of somehow helping him reach her so that she could go back to him . Love is that little smile that came on Swara's face when she saw Sanskaar had come to save her Love is when Sanskaar did not think twice before picking up the gun to kill another human being because that would save the love of his life. Love is the little argument in which both wanted to save each other and not themselves Love is when Swara knew that Sanskaar would die and sacrifice himself completely but not let her go - and she was his confidence Love is when he believed in himself and 'their future' because of her and aimed to save her. Love is when he while she realised that he had saved her and she was free to be with him - HE realised it he may lose her again Love is that they both tried to survive for each other and Love is when even while dying her last words was her confession! If that was not enough Love is him going breathless when she fell - him jumping into the water without any care in the world Love is him breaking down because his existence makes no sense without her!

I mean come on - SWASAN DEFINE LOVE! 😳

And you know what breaks my heart - after so much happened she will lose her memory - she will have nothing that will remind her of him - NOTHING. She will not have the bangles, the locket and not even the mangalsutra. She has nothing of his now and he has to live with everything of hers! The memories were all shown in backward and ended at Gerua which was their first proper acceptance of each other and HE is going to be stuck there!😭😭

And yes I have been crying! Crying throughout because I don't think there is any other way to deal with this! I did not even focus on Laksh and Ragz (I liked both of them by the way - no overdramatic Swaragini nonsense and it was SO GOOD to see Laksh support Sanskaar and Ragz too!) - I only focussed on SwaSan and Sanskaar in the last scene. Needless to say, I am heartbroken!😭😭

I kept thinking - they are the first couple in the whole TV industry who define love for me and sorry to say but there is no couple that matches this sort of love - at least not for me and I love love stories! A love like this - I have not seen. They are Love! If this is not love then nothing is! ❤️ Love like SwaSan's is how love should be - nothing more and nothing less! 😳 And I am so upset for Sanskaar! 😭😭And I know Swara will come back - but its going to be too painful for him! Just way too painful! 😭

And lets not even get to the BG score - it was haunting!😭

I don't think I have ever cried so much for two characters and I have done a lot of crying in my TV history (people from IPK forum must be aware 😆)! I actually realise I LOVE VAHE as SWASAN MORE in heartbreaking scenes than in romantic scenes! They are brilliant - their strength is such scenes - Initially it was just Varun but by god Helly is fabulous! She has finally outdone herself. She matches VK in the scenes and infact performed better than him too in some of them! Helly and Varun freaking deserve an award for this!👏👏

Love

Anna 😊

P.S. : There might be many errors in this post - Once I am done sobbing, I will edit. And please refrain from any bashing !

P.P.S. And TO ALL MY SINGLE LADY FRIENDS - Don't get married if you dont find your Sanskaar - its just not worth it!😳We can manage without a guy like Sanskaar pretty well too, Thank you very much!😆

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Nityah

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Posted: 9 years ago

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Sis... I love you for making this post... you have said it so beautifully...
I have to say many things too ... but I will need to regroup myself first...
I will be back with my bit in morning... 😳

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Anna...

I told you this yesterday..I will tell you again today... your post is so beautiful and deep... 👏👏You described last 3 days in a way that none of us could have.😳 LOVE is indeed SwaSan. ❤️❤️

Last 3 days... what to say about them... I have loved all SwaSan moments but the events that occurred this week left the everlasting imprint on my heart. I can never forget these scenes. They are the most painful moments in SwaSan life but their loved burned brighter and shone brighter than ever.❤️💔 I have never ever cried this much as I have cried with them and for them.😭💔 🥺 Even now I feel like a mess.

People many times try to measure love by how happy a couple is with each other but the true depth of ones love shows when the time is the darkest. And SwaSan showed us there is no limit to their love. They love each other so deeply, so irrevocably that no one can measure it.😳❤️ All you can do is just see them in awe. Their struggle, their fear, their tears were not for themselves but for each other. When Swara was being taken away by Rajat and their hands slipped away; Sanskaar was crumbling but he didn't let himself because SHE needed him. Swara struggled without any fear about her safety to go to him because she can see HIM slowly breaking apart. But when their eyes met in that last moment; they had lit up with new determination to come back to each other. Her struggles had more vigour in them and in his eyes the fire of determination to get her back and destroy that monster who was causing her the pain was brighter.

In the car scene, Swara knew even though the monster has tried closed the door, nothing can stop HER Sanskaar to reach to her, but she also needed to pave a way; to keep dropping hints about her whereabouts because He was coming to take her back away from this nightmare. Those flashbacks when she was having while dropping her bangles broke my heart into millions pieces. 💔 🥺 Then it broke more when he reached to that junction when Sanskaar lost the sight of their car; his desperate cry for her... But then he saw her bangles and remembered the sweet smile she had given him. Once again his resolve to find and get her back as soon as possible strengthened. ( Sanskaar's BG music in that scene was so hauntingly beautiful; It had enhanced the potency of the scene so much more🥺). And even they were away from each other; they were still each other's strength. She knew he was coming to save her but she never stopped struggling. She was determined to make things easier for him; so she kept struggling. That car accident and even having such a bad injury she didn't stopped; She struggled more then and almost got free. And when Sanskaar reached at the accident site.. my god the look of hope and fear on his face and then that resolve to kill or be killed when he took the revolver. I was crying but I was damn proud of them. 😭😭

And Oh my God !! That smile that lit up on Swara's face when she finally saw Sanskaar there. It was so beautiful.❤️ She was a mess but she was a beautiful mess.❤️ Her eyes shone brighter and OFC that smile. And Sanskaar, he was angry... he was so angry on that monster for hurting her so much but also he was also relieved that she was finally once again in front of him. But then when Rajat put Sanskaar on gun point along with her... the sheer terror and panic in Swara's heart... 🥺 Her dialogue... "Nahi Rajat tum MERE Sanskaar ko kuch nahi karoge !! " He is the most important person in her life... She was ready to give away her life but she can't see any harm brought to him.❤️💔

But then even she is the most important person in his life. He was also ready to give his life but he was not ready to leave her in the clutches of the monster a moment longer. They were arguing there but it was so completely out of love and worry for each other. Their trust on each other was so beautifully displayed.❤️ She was sure; he will save her and his aim will not miss its target and Her words gave her the confidence that he can save her and nothing can stop him in doing that so he took aim and he hit it with perfection. And then for a moment everything was perfect ; she was free from that monster.. The smile that lit up on her face and then the shock and fear... I am again a crying mess damnit...😭😭😭 His life once again seem to slipped away from him... That was such a terrifying moment... The fear on their faces that they might lose each other... 🥺

And then the most heartbreaking and devastating scene... Their struggle to reach each other... 🥺🥺🥺🥺

He had almost her in his grasp.. and she was relieved too... her smile had said so but then just like that everything .. their whole world crumbled... 🥺 she slipped from his grasp... That scene... the shock and terror on their faces was so heart wrenching.🥺🥺 She knew she was going to die but then she smiled and told him she loves him.. because she wanted him to remember her smiling and remember their love.. she wanted to remind him that their love is the most beautiful thing happened to her and she is glad for that. Because it was his face that would be her last memory before embracing the death. 😭😭❤️🥺

But for him it was like time stopped...like someone ripped his heart from him ... all he was able to see was her smiling through tears...all he could hear was her declaration of love. That was so painful to watch ... right now too just remembering that scene makes me want to bawl like baby. 🥺🥺🥺😭😭

And then their moments flashed in front of him in that single second and next thing he did was to jump after her without any hesitation. He was still determined to get her back. And then when everyone told him that he might have lost her for good...His breakdown... his anguished cry...

It was like it was him that died..somebody took away his soul and maybe thats true... because Swara was his everything. 🥺😭🥺

In the last 3 days I have cried so much... SwaSan were at their very best. I agree that we always knew that Swara loves Sanskaar very much but never ever the depth of her love was portrayed so beautifully.. Her love is as potent as Sanskaar... as deep as his... as immense as his...!!😳😳❤️❤️❤️

Kudos to cvs for giving such brilliant scenes to us...👏 but biggest applause to VaHe...👏👏⭐️⭐️ They both were at the very best of their performance. It was them who truly breathed life into SwaSan... they made us bawl like babies... Varun as always was perfectionist.. And Helly...by god the girl have come such long way... Frankly speaking she made me cry more than Sanskaar... Her change of expressions on as Swara fell from cliff was so good... and again her smiles.. so pure... She breathed a new magic in Swara's character all over again. And Varun... what should I say..I got speechless by his performance... the agony...the pain of Sanskaar ... the way he emotes them is brilliant ... He can make you feel every emotion that Sanskaar feels by his expressions... Both VaHe can do that... So proud to be their fan... they made me fall in love with SwaSan all the more deeper.😳😳❤️❤️

It seems like a end of chapter in their story ... but for me its prelude for next chapter... their story will never end in our hearts ever. 😳😳The upcoming week will again be filled with pain and tears. Its going to be a roller coaster ride for us. As you said Swara will have nothing of his.. atleast materialistically... She will have her love for him but it will be buried so deep within her heart.😳❤️

And for him ..he will have every small thing to remind him of their love along with their memories. 💔

They both have a hard road in front of them.. But I believe that somehow they will cross this together.. helping each other..finding each other ... falling in love with each other all over again❤️❤️...and making us fall in love with them all the more...😳😳

Sorry for writing so much... but I really needed to pen down what I felt these days... 😵

Love

Nitzy... 😳

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BB_CallmeC

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Posted: 9 years ago

And you also know that I love you so much.😃 And thank you for making this post.

You already know how I reacted and what went through me when I saw the scenes. Didn't I tell you yesterday that you are going to love them both? 😃

You already know how much I cried. And the only scenes still keeps flashing in my mind is Swara's last smile to Sanskaar and Sanskaar's breakdown in front of DP. And every time I think about it, it just feels my eyes with tear again. I had a good control on my crying today coz I was so drained from crying yesterday the whole day. But when I read your post and Kavya's KDR, I again started crying. Yesterday, I was able to make a post only because I had not seen the episode then and was only going based on the small videos I saw and the pictures. And when I saw the episode after, I just cried, cried like a baby. Couldnt even reply to the comments on my post to be honest. It was that bad. But today, there was no way I could write anything. I was completely numb. Not crying but speechless. And when I read your post and KDR, and I was like finally mere dil ki baat kisine toh boli.

The pain, desperation, love, angst, fear, hope, love everything was defined by VaHe in such a beautiful way. They are living up to the titles they have been bestowed: Best Actress, Best Actor and Best Jodi. It was so damn natural. I told you how yesterday I felt like breaking my screen and running to Swara just to hug her when she was smiling, despite being in so much pain. Today, I wanted to do the same for Sanskaar when he breakdowns after seeing the locket. My babies, I just love them so damn much.

And I love you. And thank you once again for agreeing to make a post on this.

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.FairyDust.

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Posted: 9 years ago

Anna 🤗

I wish I could come and give you this hug for real, like really. You already know how and what I feel about the episode and your beautiful post but I want to post it here again, this post DESERVES that!

The way Swara was screaming for Sanskaar from the car, his expression and that BG (both Swara's BG when she was breaking the glass and his when he found her kangans are haunting me till now, they made the scenes so beautiful ❤️) when he found her kangans, the determination in Swara to get to Her Sanskaar and the way she broke open the windows and jumped to run back to Her Sanskaar, Sanskaar's expressions and the way he had a mix of hope and fear when he was approaching the crashed car that had taken his Swara away 💔, the look in his eyes when he found the gun and grabbed it, determined to go to Any extent to get his Swara back...

And then one of THE MOST heart breaking part and THE BEST part for me - the beatific smile that lit Swara's face when she saw that Her Sanskaar has finally found her. That smile was as if she was in heaven and her angel was with her, a fiend was dragging her around like a rag doll and she was bleeding and hurt but once glimpse of Sanskaar and Swara was at peace ❤️. GOD that smile, at this point I started crying inconsolably 💔💔. I did have tears since I started watching but what made me bawl like a baby was her smile when she sees Sanskaar💔 . That was some phenomenal moment and defined volumes of her love for him. THIS was what I always wanted to see from Swara. It had no dialogues but in those few seconds I got alot insight of her love for him, something like this and after all these months I finally got to see it! ❤️ I can say that those few seconds have forever changed how I look at Swara and I can never look at her the same way again, she won me over in these two episodes and made me cry and grieve as much as I did for Sanskaar, and for people who know me and know how much I love Sanskaar and how much he means to me, this is quite alot. But Swara deserves it, she EARNED it in these two episodes. I loved her and she does love him so so much, does not show this love always but when she does like these two days, it's just too beautiful. Painfully beautiful ❤️💔.

She made me cry as much as Sanskaar and that surprised me as I knew Sanskaar and VK would make me bawl but Helly as Swara was a surprise and she HAS lived upto her best actress award. 👏 Take a bow VK and Helly 👏

You have described everything so beautifully that I dont have to recount all that again , but I would like to add - The worst was he almost had her, but she knew she was going to fall because of that fiend and with one look down at the water and back at her Sanskaar, she gave him a last beautiful smile and fell 😭💔

And oh god their screams calling out to each other 💔 and Swara's parting gift to him - I Love You Sanskaar 🥺❤️

SwaSan were unbearable to watch, individually and together too. So much pain, So much love.🥺❤️

I always thought I knew how much Sanskaar loved Swara but no, today when I saw them, I just realized its too much for any of us to even get an inkling of, their love is the deepest AND the purest and as you said, they DO define what and how Love should be ❤️

Lots of love for this post 🤗❤️

And you know I love you too 🤗

- A proud SwaSan fan ❤️

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Nupur

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Posted: 9 years ago

SwaSan Is Love, Love Is SwaSan!

That's IT!

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tootiefrootie11

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Posted: 9 years ago

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Anna- my love, this is so beautiful in its angst- just like the episode yesterday and today. I will write more tomorrow but am too fragile right now and rather incoherent. Yesterday marked a near collapse for me in terms of holding myself together but I burnt in agony and couldn't cry and today I feel choked with wanting to sob like I don't want to stop. I will write tomorrow when I can string sentences together better.

Love,

Unres:

Anna, I am really embarrassed about the delay in unres'ing this but you know I am sorry for that 😳. I simply cannot do justice to this post with my reply as the way you have described SwaSan and their unconditional, overwhelming and utterly overpowering love for each other makes me want to weep when I read. Each word is so perfectly representative of SwaSan and shows how and why we all ADORE these two to distraction. They have transcended being just a "tv couple" to being an epitome of all those elements that you so wonderfully described and explained. They truly do bring life to the word soul mates. It is hard to imagine a love like this but when you watch SwaSan and their journey it truly creates magic for you. And in this phase that has come through beyond wonderfully. It is a true testament when a sensible viewer can be made to change their minds and as you say the way Swara is finally shown in this track- as she always was but like you say, for many that couldn't be seen before but now blazes out, was truly the highlight. With Sanskaar there is nothing I can say that will ever encapsulate the power of love so overwhelming it creates a love story one can only dream of. This is the sort of stuff that generated couples like Heer-Ranjha, Romeo-Juliet and I have to get them in, my Elizabeth and Darcy (I know its a totally different focus and ethos but I mean in the senses of what typifies epic).

This para from your post:

"The love that they project is nothing but LOVE! LOVE is not being happy and romantic - its not manipulation - it is not sex - its that craving you have only for each other and no one else in the world. When everything is ending, its that one person you think about!"

👏 This truly had me moved- it is so aptly said, one need not say much more. Grasp this and you get SwaSan IMO and if you get them- you get how their love is truly EVERYTHING!

Lovely post like I said before Anna:)

xoxoxo

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--Anna--

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Posted: 9 years ago

Originally posted by: .FairyDust.
So I was weeping and trying to sleep and came here on impulse found THIS 😲
Anna how did i not know of this? WA pe kaha thi ye? 😲

anyways, RES for now
I know that whatever you've written is really really beautiful 🤗
and i will read and unres tomorrow, I'm not in a position to now 💔
now back to crying myself to sleep 🥺

Sabse pehle WA pe I sent to you only! Check your WA! 😡

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APUDEEP

@Apudip

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Posted: 9 years ago

Beautiful post Anna 😊

VaHe are amazing specially Helly 👏

Swasan represents pure, divine and unconditional love 😳

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sia08

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Posted: 9 years ago

wonderful post👏

do write more here anna

you are absolutely right swasan define true love

for me before them whichever jodi i used to ship was on basis of how good looking they are or how good they look together

but it the first time for me that i am liking a jodi not only basis of look but also for its story

and till now all jodi that i had shipped my favourite swasan and its now really difficult to beat its place in my heart for any other future jodi for its beautiful journey