I don't blame Roshni

Ok...so some might not agree with me. Which is fine. I saw the episode again for better clarity of Roshni. So when she went passed Sid when he wanted to give her a hug, that was not intentional at all as she was in a total shock. Her shock went away before the funeral. I have a strong feeling that between the time of shock and the funeral, something happened. I'm sensing not a threat but her self guilt. It does seem odd for her to feel like that. But I think of it this way. Yash said, "because YOU loved Sid, your mom died." What I felt is that Roshni herself wanted to leave everyone and start somewhere else a fresh. I felt in her mind she thought because of her in everyone's life, all have been hurt and killed. First Rohan died, Shiv died, Sid almost died, and now her mom. She probably felt all but Rohan did die or almost died saving her. I felt this way was when she was talking to Sid, she barely looked at him in the eyes. She kept looking away. Then before she boarded the train there was real tears in her eyes, which showed how she hated leaving. Lastly, when she saw Sid there was fear, because she knows if he saw he would have stopped her. He would have begged her to stay and she would have gotten weak. I think in her POV she is distancing herself from her loved ones thinking without her all will be safe. Also, I think she was not on the train at that moment. She might have tried to get another train thinking Sid won't be able to trace her. I think she changes her name after finding out about the crash, because she wants Sid to believe she is dead, so he can move on and be happy.

Originally posted by: ChurriCreationz

Ok...so some might not agree with me. Which is fine. I saw the episode again for better clarity of Roshni. So when she went passed Sid when he wanted to give her a hug, that was not intentional at all as she was in a total shock. Her shock went away before the funeral. I have a strong feeling that between the time of shock and the funeral, something happened. I'm sensing not a threat but her self guilt. It does seem odd for her to feel like that. But I think of it this way. Yash said, "because YOU loved Sid, your mom died." What I felt is that Roshni herself wanted to leave everyone and start somewhere else a fresh. I felt in her mind she thought because of her in everyone's life, all have been hurt and killed. First Rohan died, Shiv died, Sid almost died, and now her mom. She probably felt all but Rohan did die or almost died saving her. I felt this way was when she was talking to Sid, she barely looked at him in the eyes. She kept looking away. Then before she boarded the train there was real tears in her eyes, which showed how she hated leaving. Lastly, when she saw Sid there was fear, because she knows if he saw he would have stopped her. He would have begged her to stay and she would have gotten weak. I think in her POV she is distancing herself from her loved ones thinking without her all will be safe. Also, I think she was not on the train at that moment. She might have tried to get another train thinking Sid won't be able to trace her. I think she changes her name after finding out about the crash, because she wants Sid to believe she is dead, so he can move on and be happy.

But regardless felt bad for Sid. He has no idea what is happening...I have a gut feeling there is more to all of this which will come out within Season 2. Raghu track had some comic relief to it, but this one will be filled with emotional moments.

OK now all can bash or argue...this is how I truly felt.

okay i kinda agree to a point but you know what, when you have someone you supposedly love and who loves you unconditionally, and have went way beyond in all aspects of your life for you, trials and test comes your way , you dont ever treat people like sh*t, i mean come on roshini has excessively taken sid's love for granted. she actually listened to a loser like yash, i think some gumption in needed, if you are a level headed, literate person you are supposed to act rational, not like a nagin, which is what i think roshin has display, any way i do agree , she was never on the train but she wanted sid and everyone to accept that so they wont come after her. i am not bashing you or anything but this is how i feel , mind you i like roshini, but i am very just, and i think she did sid a huge injustice. now you can bash me😆

Originally posted by: eastmeetswest

okay i kinda agree to a point but you know what, when you have someone you supposedly love and who loves you unconditionally, and have went way beyond in all aspects of your life for you, trials and test comes your way , you dont ever treat people like sh*t, i mean come on roshini has excessively taken sid's love for granted. she actually listened to a loser like yash, i think some gumption in needed, if you are a level headed, literate person you are supposed to act rational, not like a nagin, which is what i think roshin has display, any way i do agree , she was never on the train but she wanted sid and everyone to accept that so they wont come after her. i am not bashing you or anything but this is how i feel , mind you i like roshini, but i am very just, and i think she did sid a huge injustice. now you can bash me😆

Churri...awesome post.. I too said d same..she thinks its all becsz of her..that ebry1 s gone..

churri agree and ia mnt sayng ros is right bt her pov is clear and she never blamed sid fr this bt their love which was just impulsive and am sure post leap all will come to its place she will realise it wasnt right to leave sid alone as even he too was totally devastated like her

I completely agree with you.. Its nice to keep seeing some more positive souls around here..