I am so sorry- An Apology.

I would ask you as a friend,

Please don't cry.

But I know no words of mine,

Can erase your pain.

So I beg you,

For my sake...Mine alone...

Please don't cry...

You can shove me away all you want...

Pound me,

Tear my hair...

Slap me,

But don't say you are sorry...

Girl, you are precious.

And so fragile...

Seeing you breakdown,

Sucks the life out of me.

That gasp of apology,

Makes me more feeble.

All I want is,

For you to stop hurting.

...Anything and everything it takes...

I guess this is the first time I have actually felt more for Shravan😳 in a Suman- centric episode...especially with Nikita's dazzling performance.

The one moment to take back from the episode for me was the I am so sorry'. Nikita emoted it so wonderfully.👏..and Shravan's response to it was so realistic.

An apology. Isn't that what he had wanted all these years? So heartfelt it had been, and it had melted him twice as much as her Thank You'...in fact he hurt along with her so much that he couldn't take that burden of her apology...or her need to say it just then.

The writing is beautifully sublime!

As always Chicksoup your post are amazing

wow soup! Glad to read your post.
All this while , right from that night she pushed him away till now, he has been receiving the shocks of his life. The person who means the world to him is being shredded piece by piece every single moment.
He has worshipped her all his life, admired her for her ferocity, always saw her as self competent and self sufficient, till the point that he mistook her facade as selfishness for everything.
But now he is burdened with guilt for things he didn't do. He feels so much for her. All that matters to him is what she thinks and says. She said, Jo nanu chahte hai, on face value he denied her but he just did what she wanted.
All he wants is to give her whatever she wants.
He gives it all away with abundant love but little acknowledgement from her carries him to seventh heaven. In flashback, her public defense for him in front of that lady, that hair ruffling gesture for the birthday gift all that gave him so much of happiness.
And now, before party he was actually pleased to be around her, in the car after fixing it, the phone call after she receives medicines he was very pleased with the call that he had a soft smile after she hung up, the wait on the day after she lamely apologised, he so wanted to see her.. Even at the party, for most of the intimate dances, he was with her. Post party, he was hellbent on keeping her out of trouble. And so shattered that he did what he did to vent out his anger...
And the thank you...gosh! such a tender expression!! And he blushed! ❤️

such a long post! I am surprised I wrote this!

Yes, that one moment Shravan must have realized that the mirror Sumo had been holding out to him for so long was a sham. She was so broken, lonely and a girl who so wanted to fit in, ironically couldn't even fit in amongst her own near and dear ones. As much as Nikita was superlative yesterday, it was the simple shaking by Shravan and saying that do you trust me... shows the journey he has traveled. From companionship, to that of hate, to extract revenge for a past wrong, to understanding where her bullishness stems from and finally that he needs to protect her at all cost. Not to let her be defeated.👏 Yesterday, Nanu and Sumo emotions were seen in abundance but what shall stay with you a for a long time is an image of a man who is going to fight the whole world just to wipe away her tears.

chick finally 🤗
ur posts always are so well written i dont know what to say

Originally posted by: niara12

As always Chicksoup your post are amazing

Originally posted by: potterginny

wow soup! Glad to read your post.
All this while , right from that night she pushed him away till now, he has been receiving the shocks of his life. The person who means the world to him is being shredded piece by piece every single moment.
He has worshipped her all his life, admired her for her ferocity, always saw her as self competent and self sufficient, till the point that he mistook her facade as selfishness for everything.
But now he is burdened with guilt for things he didn't do. He feels so much for her. All that matters to him is what she thinks and says. She said, Jo nanu chahte hai, on face value he denied her but he just did what she wanted.
All he wants is to give her whatever she wants.
He gives it all away with abundant love but little acknowledgement from her carries him to seventh heaven. In flashback, her public defense for him in front of that lady, that hair ruffling gesture for the birthday gift all that gave him so much of happiness.
And now, before party he was actually pleased to be around her, in the car after fixing it, the phone call after she receives medicines he was very pleased with the call that he had a soft smile after she hung up, the wait on the day after she lamely apologised, he so wanted to see her.. Even at the party, for most of the intimate dances, he was with her. Post party, he was hellbent on keeping her out of trouble. And so shattered that he did what he did to vent out his anger...
And the thank you...gosh! such a tender expression!! And he blushed! ❤️

such a long post! I am surprised I wrote this!

Originally posted by: indranigupta

Yes, that one moment Shravan must have realized that the mirror Sumo had been holding out to him for so long was a sham. She was so broken, lonely and a girl who so wanted to fit in, ironically couldn't even fit in amongst her own near and dear ones. As much as Nikita was superlative yesterday, it was the simple shaking by Shravan and saying that do you trust me... shows the journey he has traveled. From companionship, to that of hate, to extract revenge for a past wrong, to understanding where her bullishness stems from and finally that he needs to protect her at all cost. Not to let her be defeated.👏 Yesterday, Nanu and Sumo emotions were seen in abundance but what shall stay with you a for a long time is an image of a man who is going to fight the whole world just to wipe away her tears.

Love rules and conquers the world😃

As usual, brilliant post chick

Hey I am new to this forum and read this beautifully penned down analysis.

Originally posted by: Ri21

chick finally 🤗
ur posts always are so well written i dont know what to say

i guess this is the second time where shravan sees suman breaking down.

and how both the time he tried not reveal more about his feelings but was just being there for her as a friend.
about nikita i have nothing to say. she is new this telly world. its her second show and really its clean bowled

she is phenomenal. and namik speaks with his eyes. both of them together made the scene so real.

hats of to them
i really loved one line from his amazing dialouges

main tumhe harne nahi dunga. 😊

this just said volumes but suman was not really in a state to understand anything.

its really amazing to see how both of them confess their feelings for eachother with their actions indirectly but never notice it

and "i am so sorry" that was amazing. like suman was scared that she might loose him again. so the sorry came out instant. she cannot afford to loose him again and how shravan still stood there nodding his head saying its ok. coz he wont leave his sumo now after knowing who is the real suman tiwari.😊