Posted:
"I have waited for you... Since childhood... Since when I even doesn't know what does love means... But what have you done..." She closed her eyes in despair... Remorse that is chewing her insides mercilessly...
****
"Suman... The name is enough to create havocs in me... The name which held so much of pain, remorse, despair... Yet seems so peaceful to me... I did loved you damnit!! But you destroyed it..." Standing near the big window he closed his eyes preventing that pearls to escape which has occupied HER place...
****
They were married, though a simple arranged somewhere love marriage... That was decided much before they even know the meaning of life... Yet, it didn't take long for these opposite people to fall in the web of emotions...
He admired her cute bubbly nature... A hard nut to crack yet perfectly blending with that tinge of innocence... Stubborn so much, that can bring devil at your feet... But understanding too when it comes to relations...
She admired his hard and strong personality that was enough to explain his powerful personality and charisma... His aura, so commendable that oozes out royalty from his every move... His mysterious personality just magnetized her towards him... A strong pull...
****
Fishing out his cellphone he dialled the person he desired the most...
After few rings...
A comfortable silence settled between them as she picked up the call... Their heavily slow breathing are describing their longing for each other...
"Won't you even clarify now also??" he breathed against the phone speaker...
She bit her lower lip to muffle the cry that is threatening to escape her lips... Keeping the gadget on her heart, she indicated the velocity her heart is pumping out the emotion oozing out with much more intensity... Allowing it to tell her condition ... Her miserable condition to him... Her... Yeah now also HER Shravan ...
"Come out..." He hissed knowing she won't be able to say anything when emotions are stirring so harder in her...
Running along the tingling of her anklet she ran upto the main door... She kept fidgeting with the lock, in anticipation with her shivering fingers... Finally it got opened...
There he was standing, just in front of her, the little drizzle has prompted itself to heavy rainfall... Almost lashing him out... Seems like nature is with her, wanna punish him...
Both are soaked... Just not in water, but something that is now at peace... Watching its beholder...
The little distance now bothered them, this distance is now mocking at their rueful emotions...
Seems like tired of that mocking, she ran into him vanishing the distance, that few moments ago seemed so heavy...
Little tremors ran along their spine... The separation of weeks just added flavor to their 'Milan'... Clutching his prized possession, his whole self washed in relief... Pressing her more into his heart, he let his handful organ to tell his tale of missing her terribly...
Never rains are his cup of tea... But today this rain... A special rain... Just provided him with the medicine to cure his wounded heart...
"Just say something... Just something sumo... I can't bear silence anymore..." His husky voice rolled in her ears...
Eyes closed in love, suddenly held fierce demeanor in them... Making him frown when she pulled out... Pushing him with full strength, she held his collars...
"Kyu kra esa?? Tell me... What's the need to put yourself all through this..." he shouted in annoyance... God knows what he is talking about, that's what she hate, she left him for some reason known to her only to die in that big four walls that is called house when she is there only her...
This accusation, doesn't went well with him that day also when she left him to die without her every single moment and now also... Pinning her on the car's door... He moved himself dangerously close to her... Not letting her moving an inch...
"For what damn reason you left me sumo ?? Aisi kya vajah thi... That you just walked out of my life... Damnit. " he pressed her more into himself...
"Your disgraceful love..." She whispered, her dark orbs piercing right through his soul...
"Wh..what??" he took steps back watching her in utter astonishment...
Taking long strides towards him... A tight palm ripping the strong force of water gelled up with air landed on his face with a force... His red agonized orbs, straight shot the arrow of anger, making herself flinch...
"Why the hell you donated your blood for me, when donors are available..." he looks so helpless at the moment, the fear of losing her had chewed him up these days... Making him lose him sanity... she is having a risk at that moment due to her down health but then also she donated coz he had a major accident...
He looked at her, bewildered at the moment... Yes she did that... But how to tell him donors were not there and he won't allow her to donate... AB negative, the rarest species of blood... Getting a donor of this blood group that to urgently, not possible... So a little lie just to save him escaped from her territory...
He stood their watching his own life shattering into pieces... Sitting on his knees, words escaped from his mouth breaking him deep down...
"That's the reason you left me..."
A haughty consent from her side irked him more...
"I can't leave with the fear that, whenever something bad happens to me you will put yourself at risk too..." something she knows from starting, if something happens to her, he won't be able to survive... Just his little health issues cause her to hype up with tension...
Pulling her in his embrace, he stood their tasting almost all the sweetness of her lips... The rain has stopped...
Now she knows she won't be able to escape from his sinful disgraceful love...
****
Another OS
For u guys
Love Ishita
Shramanholic
I love u Namik Paul
