ArShi Drabble: Heir of Darkness|Part 16|4/12/17|

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Yagya

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Posted: 9 years ago

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Heir of Darkness

Sometimes to live is the most courageous thing to do. Just live. Not fighting, not winning, just living. I have always taken that just as a quote but today I figured out the reality behind this simple sentence as I stand bereft of my love who sought someone else.

People see the fame, the success and the name I won out of my hardwork but all that is nullified with the loss of the person whom I held as my most prized possession. I had lost the biggest war of my life even after winning many which now lay forgotten in the dark abyss of my mind.

Hearing the taunts on being in a live-in relationship, being termed as the controversy lover meant nothing in comparison to what I feel today. What I feel now as the person whom I thought to be my solace goes around with the person who threatened to kill me. My solace has withered off, and so has my peace. All that remains is the pain that kills me from within.

This stress was destroying me from within since days but it's final destination was finally found today as I was informed that the owner of my soul, the person whom I considered as my everything was with the person tormenting me. I had been a rainbow. A rainbow with nine different emotions. But all those emotions converged into one single color, the most prominent of all; black, the color of darkness. The darkness which filled my life and the darkness which evaded my heart.

I looked around me for one last time, hoping that if I had an afterlife like people believed, I would never remember these. I was running away from everything that reminded me of the sin I committed, sin of loving someone unconditionally.

My thoughts raced towards my parents. Parents who couldn't hear my pain in the voice. My parents who pushed me into financial crisis and ended up making Arnav the only branch in the whirlwind which I could hold on. But my last thoughts had the names of my fans on them. The fans who loved me unconditionally and stood with me through thick and thin. It is a shame that we have to part.

I held the rope of strangulation with my hands with the sanguineness that I would embark on a journey to find Khushi; happiness and myself lost in the atramentous moments of being the heir of darkness for months.

At last my adamant heart running behind the one ignorant of it would rest in peace, my soul pining for solace would rest in peace, my mind sulking in the agony of love would rest in peace. I would rest in peace. Away from the people who cared less about me. Away from the people who made me a part of their lives with love. I would finally be Khushi I was not allowed to be.

I finally see the light which would cut off the torture of being the heir of darkness of beautiful and exquisite pain.

I finally see Khushi, the smiling one and the lively one.

I finally see me and I finally won myself.

The biggest and my last victory.

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RIP Pratyusha!

Disclaimer: This is just something based on her true story. I included the claims of Harshwardan Singh in it too. This drabble is not meant to offend or hurt anyone's sentiments. If it has, sincere apologies.

INDEX

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Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8
Part 9
Part 10

MESSAGE

Part 11
Part 12
Part 13
Part 14
Part 15
Part 16

Part 17

Edited by ..AgniJyotsna.. - 7 years ago

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DreamDesignz

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Posted: 9 years ago

Res ❤️

Unres😳

Damn you gal 😡😡

u made me my tears to flow even without my knowledge😭

It ws so simple to read bt so heart wrenching 2 feel, dat beautifully u have written

a gal betrayed by her own peoples, her luv, finally engulfing darkness 2 feel free frm all d pain🥺

Not a supporter of suicide bt can understand life sometimes push us 2 d point where we feel nothing worth of living 💔 bt instead of givin up on dis lyf we should move on from d things n persons who made us feel dat we have nothing left worthy 2 live😡

i knw it's easy saying den doing bt givin up our lyf 4 those 2 whom we worth nothing wouldn't make any difference 2 dem bt emerging urself in strong way n showin dem dey r also nt worth of us is their biggest defeat.😡

all i cn understand frm d update Khushi is betrayed by her luv n own peoples wen she needed dem d most bt lukin fwd 2 knw d whole story 😳

Continue soonishhh

n yup i blabber a lot wen i am disappointed or too happy, so beware😆

Edited by princessm16 - 9 years ago

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Mally

@-CrazySobtian-

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Posted: 9 years ago

This is so heart-wrenching and you have written it so beautifully *_*

I absolutely loved it and the ending made me tear up a bit. I hope no one has to go through what she went through. She never deserved it. RIP Pratyusha!

And I really don't get why people care so much about other people so much. Like if they want to be in a live-in relationship then let it be! Just mind your own business -_-

Why give them a hard time for no damn reason? -.-

Back to the drabble, I love how you have described her feelings so well. I think this has to be my favorite drabble! <3

Edited by -CrazySobtian- - 9 years ago