Alvida Twinj- Ts

Hello, guys I'm back with another attempt. This one for Jerry because she asked me to write another os. I am not good as the other writers of the forum but just giving it a shot. Because this ts has been eating my mind since 5 days and so I decided to jot it down. Warning I like sad stories so it is. So scene starts from the hospital scene when twinj reach the hospital there are alterations. And the song is in pink. No proof reading done, so please pardon all the errors. Hope u like it. Happy Reading

ALVIDA

Part-1

The doctor comes out and says Manhoar's bypass surgery has to be done immediately, shocking everyone and he leaves. Everyone present could feel the tension gripping in the atmosphere with every passing minute after the operation light goes green the tension worsens. Usha who is crying inconsolably says to twinkle- Yeh sab teri wajah ho raha hai manhos ladki. Chali ja yahan se.Twinkle did not say a word because she understood usha's condition but was hurt. Kunj comes near his mother and says- Maaa and usha immediately hugs him and he tries to console her and looks at Twinkle as he did not like the way his mother insulted her.

Time seems to go at a very slow pace than it normally did. Queries were building up and eating Kunj and now he could not bear the weight of the queries anymore and decides to vent out his frustration, pain and what not on twinkle. He holds twinkle hand to her surprise and says-Chal. Twinkle asks-kahan? He does not reply her query and the drags her outside the hospital.

While Kunj dragged her out, she could feel her adrenaline gush up anxious what will happen now? But she trusts him. That he will not hurt her. He says- mai jo puchuga sahi se jawab dio. Kya tujhe yeh sab malum tha? Twinkle- haaan. He gets infuriated and a feeling of betrayal overshadows him. Twinkle continues- par... He presses his finger on her lips and says- par...var...mujhe koi safai nahi chaiye samajhi tu, and removes his finger from her lips and holds her arms harshly and says- kyun kia Twinke tune aisa? Tujhe trust toh karna chaiye tha na yaar? Twinkle is first hurt but when she sees the pain in his beautiful orbs she forgets her own pain. She desires to shout and say Kunj I trust I trust more than myself but I kept quiet because of Papaji, but keeps quiet remembering her promise. As, it is said when you do not have the correct answer silence is the best answer, that is what Twinkle thinks of doing ,but when sees her relationship is on the verge of end she thinks of saying that once Papaji gets alright everything will be ok, she takes a deep breath to compose herself and says- Kunj... Her arms ached due to his iron grip but she keeps mum because her mental pain outweighed her physical pain, Kunj jerks her away and say-maine kaha mujhe koi safai nahi chaiye. Tu sach mai sayappa queen hai. Aj tujhe pata hai Twinkle mujhe kya feel ho raha hai. A curious twinkle says- Kya? Kunj says- Tu mere zindagi ka voh chapter hai jo mai regret karta hon, and I wish mai is chapter ko erase kar pata par karn nahi pa rahoon. Aj tere karan meri family ki yeh halat hai. Nahi tu hoti aut tera ex- boy friend yuvi hamari life mai ata. aur nahi yeh sab hota. aur nahi par tujh pe jo vishwas tha khatam hogaya. Chali ja kahin par jahan par mai tujhe dekho hi nahi and hands her the car eyes. The moment he said this he regretted it but he did not show it he maintained his angry look.

The moment she heard this she could feel something inside her broke. Yes, of course her heart broke into tiny pieces never to be mended again. She knew he is angry, upset and needed a shoulder to cry. He also feels betrayed but this not what she expected to hear. He could see a lone tear lone down her cheek and then there is a stream of tears rolling down her cheek as if promising never to cease. She could not hold her guard anymore she lowered it down and let her emotions flow. His eyes well up too seeing this so he turns himself so that she does not see him crying. She feels that her tears did not affect him today as he is to hurt. Whereas, today it affected him the most because today unwillingly he had become the reason for her tears and he hated himself for it.

Alvida yarra alvida.

Ho rahe tumse judaa

Le chale sare gham tere

Khush rahe yarra tu sada.

Tumse bhi zayada hongi yaadien pyaariyan

Hum don ki apni, apni lachariyan.Ab hanste haste khushiyaan vaaariyaan.

Twinkle is ready to leave because he asked her to and everything she had few hours ago is lost, her family, her beautiful world and especially Kunj. She says with a hoarse voice- Kunj... Kunj say- Twinkle please ja yahan se. Mujhe aur koi bata nahi karni. She just wants to hug him once, she does not know when will see him. She covers the gap with baby steps afraid if he will get more upset but she needs it. She gently encircles her hands around his waist and gives him a hug and cries. Kunj feels some relief but he does not react but he says to twinkle mentally- Kash twinkle yeh sab hua hi nahi hota. Toh aj hamari life ki sabse special day hota. Both desired that the moment lasted forever that they could cling to each other forever but fate had something up its sleeves.

Twinkle breaks the hug and says- take care Kunj and starts and that is when Kunj turns and sees her go. He could feel a pang in his heart. His heart shouting at him to stop her and his mind to let her go because his family needs him now. Alas! In the civil war between his heart and mind his mind emerged victorious.

Ab jeena ko janee ko koi rasta

Tanhayion se hoga ab dil ka vasta.

Hum khud hi khud ko ab ab to kardnge lapata.

Maan le tu aise

Hai zara bhola sa

Jante hain waise nibahani kaise .

Na chodde yarriyaan

Twinkle turns to have a last glance and luckily she does have a last glance and their eyes meet, boring into each other trying to take each and every drop of pain in their heart away. Twinkle turns to leave and so does Kunj.

. Yaari yaari har koi karda ve

Yaari har koi karda ve

Kardave ... kardave...

Who pagal who jhalla ve

Ab jeena ko janee ko koi rasta

Tanhayion se hoga ab dil ka vasta.

Hum khud hi khud ko ab ab to kardnge lapata.

Maan le tu aise

Hai zara bhola sa

Jante hain waise nibahani kaise .

Na chodde yarriyaan

Twinkle sits in the car with a heavy heart inserts the key and the car roars to live and drives away and Kunj sees her going away and he could feel his heart rip off. Tears gush down his eyes. He broke her against his will. His helplessness forced him to do so. His life forced him to choose his family not his love and he hated it. He hated himself for hurting her.

Maan le tu aise

Hai zara bhola sa

Jante hain waise nibahani kaise .

Na chodde yarriyaan

Someone is happy seeing this. Yuvi is proud of his accomplishment and gives a pat to himself. He is about to follow twinkle but he feels someone's hold on his arm and sees Mahi. Mahi days- Yuvraj tum yahan andar chalo and she drags him inside to his dismay but he keeps mum because he did not want anyone to doubt him. Kunj also goes inside and sees the operation theatre light go off and the doctor comes out and says that the operation is successful and the patient will get conscious after some time and everyone feels relieved except Yuvi. Bebe aasks kunj- Twinkle kahan hai? Kunj says- and she comprehends everything and she says- yeh tumne theek nahi kiya kunj kamse kam uski baat to sun leta. To Kunj's rescue a nurse comes and says patient has regained consciousness and they all go to meet him. Everyone enters looks at everyone us surprised not to find Twinkle. Usha breaks the silence and says- ji a bap kese ho? Manohar- Twinkle kahan par hain? Usha- Us manhos ka naam mat lo , usi ki wajah se apki yeh halat hoi hai. Manohar comprehends the whole matter and says- Tum sab Twinkle ko galat samajh rahe ho and then he narrates the incident from a to z. Everyone is taken aback.

Phew! I'm done with the first part Hope u enjoyed it. Next part is below

Warning this is very lengthy. I used another song here also it's in pink again.

Part-2

Kunj could feel that his world has stopped. He wishes he had a time machine to go to the past and he could fix has created. He sees Yuvi fiddling with car Keys as he is ready to go and search Twinkle and throw a success party when Kunj sees the keys he immediately snatches and runs out. Yuvi says- kunj, and decides to follow him as he knows he's going to find twinkle, and he could not afford his perfect plan to go in all vain but babe stops him saying- puttar tu idhar ruk ja, teri idhar jarot hai. Yuvi could not deny because he is playing Mr. Goody. Kunj remembers his words - Tu mere zindagi ka voh chapter hai jo mai regret karta hon, and I wish mai is chapter ko erase kar pata par karn nahi pa rahoon He is ashamed of his act. He tries to call Twinkle but her phone is switched off. He thinks Twinkle please kuch bhi stupid mat karna. Main guilt handle nahi kar paonga. He inserts the key and the roars to life and he rushes towards sarna mansion.
Twinkle is sitting on the bed and crying and says- kunj mai tumhari life ki voh chapter ho na, Jise to erase karna chacta hai toh mai tumhari wish poori jaror karogi after all pyar karke aur tumhare saath rehke jo khushi deh nahi paye par agar mere jane se tumhe voh khushi milegi toh mai chali jayengi and kisses his photo which is next her. And gets up and packs her bags and leaves saying- I wish kunj teri syappa queen ki life mai pyar milna bhi hota par shayad babaji ko yeh manjor nahi hai.

Jaane kaise

Toote rishtoon se bikhre hai ye pal

Mano jaise gham ki palkon se chalke ye paal

Kyun adhoori yeh kahani

Kyon adhoora yeh fasaana

Kyun laqeeron mein iske alvida

Kunj is driving in full speed as he is afraid Twinkle will take some wrong step and is busy thinking about the eventful day he had when he does not notice a truck coming towards his car. The honking of the truck gets him out of dreamland. He could not stop the car, so he immediately turns the steering wheel and the car goes and hits the tree and Kunj who is passing out could feel blood oozing out of his head and people gathering around his car but all he could concentrate is on his Twinkle.

Umr bahar ka saath de jo, kyun

woh hi pyaar ho!

Kyun na mitke jo fanah ho, Woh

Bhi pyaar ho!

Naa adhoori yeh kahani

Na adhoora yeh fasana

Mar ke bhi naa hum kahenge,

Alvida

Bairiya mere rabba

Kyun hua mere rabba

Yun na dhavi

Yun na dhavi

Do dilaaan di yeh kahaani

Next thing Kunj remembers is feeling a hand which ruffled his hair; he knew the touch it belonged to Twinkle. He smiles and opens his eyes and says- tu agaye. Twinkle says- kaise nahi ati tumhe meri jarorat hai. That is when he hears the door creak open and sees a nurse holding his phone- sir sorry apke ke phone ki battery khatam ho gaye hai is liye apke family members ko inform nahi kiya. That is when he turns to see Twinkle she is gone. He gets up from the bed his head still ached, he takes the phone from the nurse and says thank you. She says- sir apko rest karne chaiye, but he pays no heed. He goes to the reception area and pays the bill and hires a cab to go to the sarna mansion.

Mit bhi jaaun, na mite ye kaisi pyaas hai

Dooriyon mai khoke bhi tu mere paas hai

Kunj pays the money to the cab driver and rushes inside his house and calls - Twinkle...finds Twinkle's stuff missing. Kunj says- mai tujhe nahi jane dunga Twinkle. He rushes down and asks the servant- Kaak apne Twinkle ko dekha. He says- Kunj baba voh apne dost chinky ke yahan ja rahi thi. He sees the car keys on the table and is rushing towards chinky's. Kunj finally manages to reach chinky's house without dying because he feels the guilt inside him will eat him up. He rings the bell no one comes for at least two minutes he rings the bell again and again. Chinky opens the door and sees Kunj at first she is normal after seeing kunj because she knew he will come here some time or later but when sees his bandaged forehead she asks- kya ap theek hai? Kunj ignores her query and storms in her house shouting-Twinkle kahan hai tu? He looks at chinky and bursts at her- Twinkle kahan hai? Chinky- voh chali gaye. Kunj is shocked- kahan? Chinky- Voh toh mujhe nahi malum nahi par yeh de kar gaye hai( handing over the letter). The moment Kunj holds the letter he could feel his heartbeats increase as he anxious to know the contents of letter. He unfolds the letter and starts reading it- Kunj tumhe kaha tha ki main tumhari life ka voh chapter hun jo tum erase karna chacte ho par kar nahi pa rahe. Chalo main tumhara yeh kaam asaan kar deti hun chapter erase nahi ho sakta toh ka khatam toh ho sakta hai, at least tumhare liye itna toh kar sakti hun. Daro mat kunj koi naya syappa nahi khada karne vali hun, bas tumhari life se ja rahi hoon. Wishing you all the happiness life can give you. Thank you kunj hamesha mera saath dene ke liye. Haan honestly bolon toh aj bahut bura laga par it's ok I understand Kunj ki tum bahut hi jayada stressed out ho aur jo tumne kaha voh sacha hi toh tha. Jabse tumhari life mai aye hoon ek ke baad ek syappa khadi kar rahi hoon. I hope mere jane se tumhari life ke sare problems solve ho jayenge. Mai nahi janti ki tumhe yeh letter kab milega kyunki maine chinki ko kaha ki yeh letter tujhe tabhi deh jab tu mere bare me puche. Mujhe pata nai ki kab hum dobra milenge ya kabhi milenge bhi but saach bolono toh tumhare saath spend kiya hua har ek pal bohot special tha. Jane se pehle main tumhe kuch kehne chacti hoon.. kya pata kal ho ya na ho. Cheeh... kitne filmy line hain . Kunj mujhe pata hai abhi tum full on senti mood mai ho. Dekho na tumhare karan kitna ganda joke mara hai maine(Kunj smiles in the midst of his tears reading this line) . Kunj kabhi keh nahi paye but I love You! Aur haan relax karo ki tum mujhe I love you nahi bol paye. Maine hamesha tumhari ankhon main tumhari syappa queen ke liye pyaar dekha hai. Aur guilty mat hona please. Tum bhi kya yaad rakhoge kunj.. maine tumhe maff kiya. Par... mai Babaji se naraz hon is jhalli ke life mai pyaar karna toh likha babaji ne par pyaar pana nahi. Jab babaji se milongi toh jaror puchongi. Maine kuch dino pehle ek novel padhi thi ji ka moral tha ishq sacha vahi jise milti nahi manjilen. Shayad hamari love story bhi aisi hi ha. I wished ki hamra confession special ho, par babaji ki wish ke samne humari kahan chalti hain.Kunj take care and I hope jab tumhe yeh letter mile sab kuch theek hogaya hoga. Aur kabhi bhi meri kami mehsoos ho na toh don't worry mai hamesha tumhare paas rehungi tumare dil main. My love is like the wind you can't see it but you can feel it , Aur agar ho sake toh life mai phir kise pyaar kar lena. Promise mang kar ya bol kar force toh nahi karongi ki yeh meri last wish hai. Par please try. Aur haan agar pyaar ho bhi jaya toh kise dosri syappa queen mat pakdna ek sambhali nahi gaye dusri toh bhul hi jao. Anyways Kunj maine bohot bakwass karli. For the last time Kunj I love you. Bye! - Teri aur hamesha teri syappa queen. Kunj could feel tears streaming down his eyes he could not let her go. She could not leave him with this mammoth guilt within him for life long to live with. Kunj asks chinky for her car keys and leaves. He thinks where she could go airport no airport is closed due to red alert, train she hates long journeys and is afraid to travel alone, then bus stand, yes and he drives to the bus stand with the determination to get his love back, Unaware of fate's game.

Kyunk ki tu meri kahani

Kyunki tu mera fasana

Ab kabhi phir na kehene Alvida

Kunj is busy driving when he stops seeing NO ENTRY board and lots of cops standing. He gets out and asks one cops that why the road is closed. The cop replies that they had got a threat from the terrorist that today there would be blast in one of the transport hub and we suspected it to be the airport so we closed the airport but our information is wrong the blast is either going to take place in the bus stand or the railway. Hearing this Kunj could feel his heart shriek in fear. He asks the cop to let him go as his wife is there and when they are busy having an argument they hear a sound which almost pierces their ears and then they see red and orange flames, fire and all present there register there in their mind that a blast has happened. Everyone runs to bus stand so does Kunj praying that Twinkle should not be here. He reminiscences the day's events their special moment together, when they could feel love in the atmosphere, in their hearts, in their blood. He rings her phone and thankfully the ring goes, but what scares him is he hears the ring from the nearby. He knows her ringtone he cannot fail in recognizing it. A lone tear trickles down his eye; he thinks this cannot be the end. This cannot. .. He could not think anymore he felt that his mind has frozen. He sees the dreadful scene around him there were dead people around, injured people around him and blood yes lots of blood was spread here and there as if it is water and he looks down to see that his white sneakers are smeared with someone innocent's blood. He says - Twinkle tujhe mujhe aise chodke nahi ja sakti yaar in barely a whisper.

Teri yadoon ko sehelata hoon

Pal mai banke bikhr ta hoon

Jis jahan mai kho gaya ho tum

Kya nahi hain wahan

Tuti tanhayion ka gam

He rings her phone once more with trembling hands hoping, praying that his ears had heard something wrong, but Alas! When he rings the phone he hears the ringtone again and turns to see the phone ringing in a pool of blood, his heart seemed to be bleeding. What he never imagined even in his nightmares seems to be turning into reality. Losing his Twinkle is worst than a nightmare. That's when he sees her lying in a pool of blood. His recently shivering legs seemed to have gained an applaudable energy, he runs near her and that moment he loses all his energy, his legs feel like jelly so he simply sits down and gently keeps her head on his lap and pats her face saying in a meek voice- Twinkle.. She could not go without saying goodbye. She could do this injustice to him. A semi- conscious Twinkle say- Kunj tum agaye gaining her conscious. Hearing her did calm his heart a little bit. She continued- Chalo Babaji ne meri itne toh sun li. Last time tujhe dekh toh liye. Kunj gets angry and say- Kahin nahi ja rehi hai tu na Amritsar chodke na mujhe chodke samjhi. Mai tujhe permission nahi deh raha hun main tera pati hun aur meri permission ke bina kahin nahhi ja sakti, samajhi tu nahi Amritsar chodke aur nahi babaji ke paas, samjhi jhalli kahinki. Tu mujhe syappa mein aise chodke nahi ja sakti samjhi, tu syappa queen hai tere paas har problem ka solution hota hai. Aur maine sorry bhi toh nahi bola Please Twinkle... and he starts crying. A weak smile spreads on Twinkle's face and her trembling hand gently wipes his tears he holds her hand and give it a gently kiss and says- Paar.. Kunj zindagi aur maut babaji ke haath mai hai mein kya kar sakti hun? Aur haan.. maine tumhe kab ka maff kar diya. Aur agar tum mujhe jane ki permission nahi doge toh eventhough mujhe bhoot aur atmaon se dar lagta hain un dono mai se ek ban kar bhatk ti rahongi. Kunj tum apni Twinkle ke saath aese karoge very bad... Kunj Sarna .Aur yeh chot kaise lagi? and tries to keep breathing as she is finding it difficult to breath and she knows her life is slipping away, but she could not go before assuring that he will be fine so she tries on to hold on her life. She is not afraid of death right now as much as she is afraid what will he do after she dies. Kunj also notices this and he says- mein serious hoon Twinkle aur mazak ke mood mein bilkul nahi hoon. Aur chot laga gaye bas details jane ki jarorat nahi hai. Twinkle says- mein thodi na mazak kar rahi hoon. Theek details nahi batani hai toh mat bato, mein thodi na mar rahi ho jane ke liye.That's when they hear the ambulance sirens. Kunj says- Twinkle dekh ambulance agaye sab theek ho jayega. Twinkle keeps quiet for two reasons. First she did not want to give him false expectations and second she knows somewhere he knows she will not make it all he is trying to soothe his paining heart. Curb his fear of losing her.

Bairiya mere rabba

Kyun hua mere rabba

Yun na dhavi

Yun na dhavi

Do dilaaan di yeh kahaani

He carries her gently and she winces in pain he says- sorry kissing her forehead and continues saying- please Twinkle ... and takes her towards the ambulance. Twinkle whispers- please kunj.. He knew she is asking for permission to leave him. How could he? But then how could he act selfish? If he gives her the permission then she will be in ease. Ease from all the pain. He says- theek hai while keeping her on the stretcher. She feels his pain but she is helpless she holds on to his hand as she wants to feel him each and every moment before she departs from the world. The doctor immediately starts the treatment and puts some gel on the defibrillator (it's a device used restore normal rhythm of the heart) and puts it on left chest and the other beneath her chest and switches on the machine. She sways with moment of the machine and her body lands on the stretcher with a painful thud and she could feel difficulty in breathing and she gasps for breath. This scares Kunj. The doctor says- sorry sir it's too late, we cannot save her. It is better if you... He understood what the doctor meant the doctor steps aside while Kunj comes near Twinkle and captures her in a bone crushing hug and says- I love you Twinkle. Even though her every body part ached when he hugs her, her heart rejoiced capturing her last moment in his arms and she says in a whisper- I will be watching over you. Please mere pyaar mai dedvas mat ban jana. Live your life Kunj aur mein babaji ke paas tumhare intezaar karongi I love Kunj and bye. She has an immense pain in heart because she is departing from him but she still wants to keep her brave front because she cannot see him in more pain. Kunj knew her inside out he could feel her fear. Twinkle breaks the hug and gently pecks his lips. Kunj closes his eyes trying to feel their first and the last kiss when their in love. Trying to remember it as it happens to keep it alive in the memory lane and then she hugs him tightly letting her guards down sobbing. After some while he could feel her hands losing the grip and then they fall down, he could fell her heart beat stop. He makes her lie on the stretcher and asks the doctor- please? He wants to buy some more time to stay with her he wants the doctor to say she has just fainted. But doctor nods indicating she is no more. He could not feel anything except pain, that could not be described and his mind equivalent to non- functional. He hugs her for the last time feeling the pleasure of her body with his and lets the tears which have seemed to promise never to cease flow. His life seemed to come to a standstill. With no Twinkle his future seemed also blurry. The pain of losing her seemed inevitable and never ending.

Jaane kaise

Toote rishtoon se bikhre ye pal

Na kehna

Mano jaise gham ki palkon se chalke ye paal

Alvida!

Kyun adhoori yeh kahani

Alvida!

Phew! I am done. Vaise toh I was supposed to write another part which revolves around the after -math of Twinkle's death, but I could not my heart is too heavy after writing this. But if u wants I will try and write it. I Know bakwass hai . But I am still waiting be it positive or negative comments. I would like to know your reviews. Thanks for reading, Ana.😃