--Rey POV--
I can't believe where the time passed away. It's been three months since I have known her. There is no doubt about how I feel about her. She is the girl for me. The one girl who is only made for me. We compliment each other to the T while making up for each other's faults at the same time.
I smile as I close my diary and look up. We are sitting out in the courtyard. It was a beautiful summer day, and the teacher is holding the class outside. Kriya and I are leaning against the same cherry blossom tree with our shoulders occasionally grazing each other. She has finally stopped jumping at every small touch.
I think she doesn't even notice it anymore. Ummm... nope. She does. She does. If those blushes, those fumbles, those hesitations, and those sneaky innocent glances are any indication, she notices it. I smile big knowing I'm the reason for it all. For once, I will gladly take the blame.
"Stop fooling around and pay attention. I won't be your partner if you don't know what you are doing," Kriya hissed at me from the side. " My ever parhako friend," I say teasingly as I flung my arm loosely around her shoulder knowing she will take it off immediately. "You know na I'm very smart. I totally know what's going on,"I say with my celebrity arrogance that comes once in a while.
She blushes and immediately removes my arm, and I don't try to put it back knowing better. "Yeah, right," she says rolling her eyes and turn her gaze back to the teacher moving a little away from me.
"Stop daydreaming and focus," Kriya hissed again slapping my arm. I smirk and turn to face front but every few minutes my eyes would wonder to her seeing her flawless skin sparkle in the sun or the small hair strands that would bother eyes. Sometimes I want to take it between my fingers and play with it. I want to confirm if it is as soft as its seems.
Suddenly, I hear chants of my name. I frown and turn to look at everybody confused. They all crowd near us and keep shouting my name. I turn to Kriya and quietly ask her,"what did they sign me up for again." She chuckles and mumble, "you will sing for us as it's the last day of the quarter," she finishes cheekily. I smirk as I realize she didn't know I was a closet singer.
"Sure, everybody," I say smiling as I walk away from her, but I made sure our hands graze making her gasp. Smirking to myself, I walked to the stairs grabbing my guitar from my friend. I stop and turn facing the crowd as I stand halfway between second and third steps. I tune the guitar as I think of the song that I will sing. This is the best time to show her how I felt about her though I am sure she knows it herself. She is not dumb. Anyways, I will sing her my feelings.
I look up smiling and automatically like it always happens, it landed on her. There she was like a rose among all the other flowers. Her smile was huge. She didn't seem upset that I completed the dare if anything she was glowing from happiness making my heart swell with a familiar feeling I was coming to associate with her.
"Hey, guys! So this song is for somebody... special," I say in a lower voice as my eyes dig holes in her. At that minute, I decided I can't take it anymore. I am done playing friends. I want more and I know she wants it, also. I will make her confess, I promised myself.
--Kriya POV--
I closed my eyes as I see him close his eyes. I lightly tap my hand just above my heart. "Conceal. Don't feel. Don't let the know," I start chanting this to myself. This was my mantra. I had to remember this, so I don't come right out and tell him how I feel. It was getting harder and harder.
I knew I was a fool of ever accepting his hand for friendship. Though it seems very innocent on the surface, only I know how deep the wounds lie. He affects me at every moment. I have started taking the early bus to school so that I see him. I avoid going with my sister and stay up late and taking the bus back home so that I can be with him.
Every day I promise myself that today I won't feel for him, and everyday I forget that only. I look forward to telling him everything that happens over the weekend. Every single small detail from my sister playing a prank on me to me learning how to plant veggies for the first time. He has to know everything.
His undivided attention doesn't help my case either. I could up to him and tell him anything, especially, about my dad. Sometimes we would talk about him for days. He would say about his and I would say about mine. He wouldn't get all touchy and awkward. He seems perfectly normal. He makes me think clear and with focus when I lose my own.
Sometimes I would just wish that I would find something about him so I could dislike. Maybe he stinks? Nope, he takes a shower twice in the day. Maybe he doesn't organize? Not at all. He cleans his house every week. Maybe, he is dumb? Sadly not, he is too smart for himself. There is nothing in this guy that I hate! Arghhh! Talk about the epic level of frustration!
Nonetheless, I am also stubborn. I bow down to my feelings. I will squash my heart and throw it in the trash but never let him know how I feel. Never, ever! It is the last day. So it is almost over. I can do it. It is almost over. I opened my eyes when I heard him sing. I smile not upset at all to know that he can sing.
His eyes were closed, and his face has a look of concentration...Kaise bataaun tujhe ki dil mera kya keh rahaMy heart skips a beat as he opens his eyes and look right into my eyes making me lose my breath for a second...Rahe na faasle ye jo hai apne darmiyaan
Ho...
I smile at him as I blush looking down feeling his intense gaze at me.Kaise bataaun tujhe ki dil mera kya keh rahaSuddenly, I felt a hand under my chin making me look up and I feel his beautiful blue eyes making melting my heart.Rahe naa faasle ye jo hai apne darmiyaan
I felt his eyes move all over my face and then stops on my quivering lips.Tere qareeb main ho sakoonShyly, I put my hands on his chest and push him away as I try to run away.De de tu apni razaBut he caught my wrist and pulls me back, my back crash right on his chest as I felt his fingers run through my hair strands.Paas bithaaun ye zulf sanwaroonI struggle to get away blushing hard which makes his arms around wrap around my stomach hugging me from the back.Aur baahon mein le loon tujhe main
He finally lets me go, and I run to the tree trunk standing there holding onto it as I breathe hard.Hai dil ki ye khwaashishI felt his gaze on my back and slowly turn to look at him.Ki sun le guzaarishI gasp as I see him say the last line with his arms open as he looks at me with love in his eyes.Aur de de tu khud ko mujhe
Ho ho...
I couldn't help myself as I run to him and hug him tightly.Tujh se mohabbat huiI slowly pull away and his cup his face as I look at him with all the love and pain.Hai meri hai bas ye khataI slowly pull away taking steps back from him.Tujh se main door rahoonBut I shook my head and run to him and hug him tighly.Yeh mujh ko gawaara kahaanI pull away smiling as I slowly intertwine our fingers showing him my faith in him.Main tere saath mein hi rahoonI down at our join hands and smile at him with all the love.Chhodo ye saara jahaan
He slips one hand in my hair as I see him playing with it.Paas bithaaun ye zulf sanwaroonHe pulls me closer to him wrapping an arm around my waist.Aur baahon mein le loon tujhe mainHe looks at me with an intense desire making me shiver as my hand slowly wraps around his biceps.Hai dil ki ye khwaahishWithout breaking the eye-contact, he leans down slowly.Ki sun le guzaarishI close my eyes as a defeat as my hold onto his shirt tighten.Aur de de tu khud ko mujhe woh ho ho...
Ho ho...My eyes snap open as I look around.Kaise bataaun tujhe ki dil mera kya keh raha...
I look around disoriented as I try fruitlessly to get my heartbeat to be normal. There were my classmate dancing around and having fun. Then my eyes found him. He was there in the right middle across from me. He seems to have been looking at me.
His eyes held questions that I didn't dare search answers for. I look away breaking the eye-contact. I picked my bag lying on the grass and start walking towards the bus stop. I needed distance from him. Nothing like this has ever happened to me. I was stun and scared from him, his feelings and most of all, my feelings.
Just as I reached the bus stop, I heard him calling my name, but I didn't stop. He calls me once more and then it gets quieten down. Just as I stop at the bus stop, I felt somebody grab my wrist and turn me around. I turn to find him looking at him with a blank face hiding all his emotions.
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