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Just when I decide , ab aur na likhoongi , ye kambakt keeda bahut zor se kaat deta hai , kamina😡
likhne par majboor kar diya , sach mai dimaag kharab hui gawa , jaise pahle se nahi tha 😆
This OS is dedicated to mitu, meenu , anby and cyndu, in kamino ne hi mujhe bhadkaya hai.
Toh if any body reads this OS and likes inko thanks bolna aur acha nahi lage toh inko hi peetna 😆
Just Joking, peetna mujhe hi , mere pagal doston ko nahi 😆
is baar kuch naya try kiya hai , trying to be different 😎(I am complete gone case )
chalo bahut bakwaas kar li, padhna start kar lo ...
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Poonam was visibly upset on returning from college.Her mood was foul since morning.
She hadn't seen him since morning , he hadn't met her at the college , he hadn't contacted her on mobile, he hadn't sent her any message like he usually did when he couldn't personally contact her.He wasn't taking her calls, she had lost the counts how many times she had called him or how many times she had messaged him.
All her efforts were proving futile.
Where was he???
A whole complete day had passed without any contact with him,without any information of his whereabouts.
such things never happened when he has concerned.She was restless was an understatement.Her mind seem to wander every where.
She couldn't concentrate on any thing, she didn't feel like having any thing,hunger had lost its significance,she couldn't even concentrate on classes or studies. The whole day without him seemed like endless pit of misery.
No eating left her body drained but she couldn't relax, she was restless from inside , the wretched feeling that some thing wasn't right never left her.
But today when he wasn't there with her ,wasn't there overlooking her every move , wasn't there to scrutinize her , she did not feel any good.
She should have been happy for her freedom, she should be celebrating the free air, free space and free breathes but to her utter annoyance she felt miserable.
She never thought his absence will play such havoc on her.She hadn't inhaled a single puff of air without thinking about him.
As it is his sudden disappearance was giving her nightmares , her own rogue feelings had left her completely rattled from inside.
This was the first time in her life when she hadn't seen him all day ,although she always fret to every one around that he was annoying,over protective and over possessive but she knew he was the shield protecting her from the outside world.He was her fence against
all the adversities of life.
He was always with her from dawn till dusk, always besides her, always giving her the support and confidence which was now her strength.Her days started with him only, he was at her home when she woke up, he was with her when she went to
college, he was standing outside when she was inside the classroom , he was with her at the cafeteria , he was with her when she came back home.
With him she always felt safe, secure , protected and important.
In her desperation she had called him a lot of times which she hadn't done in ages.
Her condition was more pathetic than being miserable.
She couldn't share her concern with any one not even with guddi, her best friend in the home,couldn't do anything else but wait and continue feeling wretched.
The twisted feeling in her stomach never left her which didn't allow her to eat or drink all day, her chest felt heavy and the sinking abandoning feeling never left her.
Infuriated with herself,she washed her face with cold water but it did not help her to cool down.Ma also noticed the gloominess spread all over her.
She also got worried and started the usual motherly concern.
She was forced to lie blatantly that it was because she had missed some lecture , making her more furious with herself.
She took bath thinking the cold water drops would give her much needed comfort knowing very well that the only solution to her bustling nerves would be him and only him.
She dried herself and wore his favorite dress pulling it from the bottom-est corner of her closet and smiled at her own baseless decision, mocking herself.
She tried to get herself busy in her studies and failed as expected .
She tried to get busy doing the household chores, helping ma in the kitchen , even cleaned her already cleaned room but much to her annoyance nothing worked.It felt to her that finally the time had actually stopped moving.The clock had stopped spinning.
The earth, it seemed to have taken break from continuous revolving and had stopped to take a break.
This was worst day of her life.
Her mom send her downstairs to spend time with guddi and kids understanding her restlessness.
After spending around 1 hour with them , maya bhabhi came to take the kids for dinner and then sleep.Guddi was also yawning by that time and Poonam understood that
it was time for her to leave.
She started walking towards the balcony from where she would go to her home.Suddenly something familiar hit her ears and she ran towards the balcony.By the time she reached the edge of the terrace she was out of breath.
The person from whom she was waiting for all day was finally in front of her.
Lakhan Thakur was putting the brakes of his jeep and it came to a sudden halt right in front of the badi haveli main gate.
He was wearing dark blue kurta with his signature scarf wrapped around his neck.His black ring on his right hand was as usual shining in the gate lights as his hand moved on the steering.
His long hair were ruffled and flowing all over his the back of his long neck.
His clothes looked dusty which made poonam guess that he had been driving for a long time.
He looked more rugged than he usually looked with dust hogging limelight all over him
Poonam finally heaved a sigh of relief and as if he sensed her presence he turned his face up.
Poonam turned her back reflexively as if to hide her desperation, her frustration ,her happiness , her relief and her worry from him.
He got down within flash of a second and went inside the badi haveli.
Satisfied that he had returned safely she returned to her room peacefully.
Her mother was wrapping up the daily chores before retiring to bed.She helped her ma, said her good nights and reached her room.
She closed the door of her room and lifted her hand to switch on the lights, when suddenly some body caught her hand and closed her mouth to stop screaming.
The strength of hands on her hand and mouth crushed her completly and she realised she was wrapped completely by some one
Her back was glued to the hard chest and since both her hands and mouth were in his hands , she was enveloped in the embrace of this stranger.
Fear ran through her spine and she panicked , when suddenly she was turned and she felt her mouth being taken up.
With in no second she knew who was he.
The familiar aura surrounded her senses and the same familiar taste filled her mouth , her nerves and her body.
His maddening hands were frantically running across her back , to touch every inch of her back.His lips were moving hungrily on her lips, licking them,biting them and asking her permission to allow him to enter.
Besides being wet from the fresh shower, he was desperate, he was furious and he was burning to hold her, to feel her , to touch her and to savor her.
So strong was his yearning to be with her that it engulfed both of them in a world of their own, alternate to the existing one.
His fury to take her was drowning both of them into pool of sensual turmoil.
Poonam had no other option but to kiss him back.His wild act and her own rebel nerves got better of her and she couldnt stop herself from pulling him close to her with her free hand. He was brutally honest towards his intentions to compensate the day long yearning of not being able to see her, not being able touch her, not being able to feel her.
Blanketed in his strong and tight embrace , Poonam couldn't stop herself from reveling in the pleasure of his uninhibited display of desire of wanting her.
He had freed her other hand which had secretly maneuvered itself onto his wet nape.
She hadn't known that her hands possessed so much courage to not only settle at his nape but where also capable of stroking leisurely driving him even more insane.
His mouth continued savoring every part of her lips, her parting of lips fueling his longing, her soft hands laced with his hair circling on his nape did nothing but kindled the already roaring passion.
Her face was flushed with his kisses all over , ranging from light to vigorous , breezy to hard, soft to fierce and from requesting to commanding.
His lips moved smoothly and effortlessly all over her cheeks, neck and forehead.
None of them noticed when he threw her dupatta away revealing the milky long irresistibly inviting neck .The storm inside both of them thundered like it will never settle down.He dug himself on the newly exposed skin and couldnt stop himself from licking the honey filled delight.
God, she was addictive , every inch of her was exotic.
Ravenous inertia to devour her was unstoppable.Her soft moans did nothing besides fanning the already fuming passion.
His teeth dug deep into the hook of her neck extracting a cry of ecstasy from Poonam's throat.
'Poonam, are you allright' came her ma's voice, making lakhan pull away from poonam. Nothing came out of poonam's mouth , she was still shocked , still eyes closed and still holding him.
Lakhan brushed the strands of hair from Poonam's face, kept her balanced with his hand snaked around her waist.
'Poonam', he said in his velvety voice.
'Hmmm', came from Poonam's dry throat
'Open your eyes and answer ur mom before she marches here '.
Hypnotized under his command , she replied, 'I am fine ma , just lost the balance, no need to worry'.
Involuntary smirk adorned his chiseled jaw line and he carried Poonam towards the wall and made her stand against the wall.
Face smudged and flushed, lips swollen and reddened ,she was looking such a wanton.
ohhh gosh, he could keep looking at her all his life. Poonam who was still somewhere between reality and dream was in the daze of this overpowering proximity.
She could feel the turbulent churning in her stomach which she thought would engulf her entire being.
Never before had she encountered such exuberant assimilation of emotions.He could drive her to edge of the world just with his piercing looks but with no air between them and his uninhibited display of passion , he was maddening her with unbounded ecstacy.
She felt the wall on her back and thanked the almighty for making lakhan thakur do that cause she was sure of passing out if she didn't get any support.
She had no idea what gave her courage but she tried to move away from him.
Big mistake.
Just then she felt his wet lips on her forehead squashing all her attempts of restoring sanity.
'I missed you all day' he said in that melting tone , with his fingers tangled in her mane heating her up in ways she could not even imagine.
He continued : 'Did you miss me ?'
Poonam moved her head denying her obvious state.Her desperate attempt to lie brought a wide grin on his face and he leaned in towards her ears.
'Liar', he said with his arousing tone and bit her earlobe. Poonam whimpered with a soft moan.He continued in the same enticing manner 'I know you waited
for me in the morning, you waited for me after every class , didnt had anything to eat, you waited for me while returning from college.
You were missig me so much that you wore my favorite dress and you ran to see me in the balcony'.
Poonam went red in her cheeks and all she wished at this moment was to hide in the darkest corner of earth and never ever come back.
She knew he was smiling on catching her red handed.Running out of option she hugged him and dug her face into the wide chest right in front of her in an failed attempt to hide herself from him.
His voice become even more hoarse, 'I love you Poonam' and he tightened her arms around her.
'I love you too', Poonam replied, the unexpected answer shook him from inside and he took fistful of hair and pulled, making her look up.
Her eyes were still closed.
'Open your eyes Poonam'
She nodded her head sideways.
'Open your eyes', more commanding this time.
'No'..
'I have to see those eyes Poonam, eyes filled with love for me , eyes assuring that you love me and nobody else, eyes screaming that
you waited for me all day, eyes echoing that I am not alone and you love me as much as I do , eyes which give me confidence to take
another breathe so that i can be alive to love you.You know I won't be at peace without your assurance,Please Poonam'.
'Poonam, if you are not sleeping , just comeout and help me in fixing the wardrobe, came her mom's voice.
Poonam pushed him away and started to move towards the door, he swore under his breath.
She turned back to look him, he was looking down dejectedly and wasn't even looking at her .
He was about to swore again when he felt soft hands covering her lips and the most beautiful eyes looking at him.
'nahi ma , hum nahi aa sakte , aaj toh hamein saari raat jaagna hai , kal ke exam tyaari karne hai'
and she winked and smiled at him , with a very surprised lakhan thakur at the receiving end.
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ho gaya rey baba , finally , 12:00 bhi baj gaye , kassam se aur na likhoongi 😆
chalo bhai , sone jaati hoon main , acha lage toh like kar dena bhai nahi toh hum gaali bhi seene pe lete hai 😎
padhne ke liye dhanyavaad !!!!
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