Losing Your Memory~A dark MaNan SS Part4~page 38 NOTE PAGE 44 - Page 23

Chapter 4

I could feel people talking around but I couldn't hear clearly what they were saying my mind got drifted on when I first found out that I am having twins

Flashbacks

It was 2 months ago when we all were watching manik and others practice their skills for the fight with Harshad and Dhruv "Ah" I groaned when I felt cramps in my stomach. It was usual to feel a little, but it would happen at random unexpected moments. It'll die down in a moment. A sudden craves washed over me and my fangs came out. I gasped and closed my mouth the best I could. My pointy fangs pinched my lips and gums, but I ignored it. Decided I needed something to drink, I got up and walked over to one of the waiters who were off the side and asked him if I could get something to drink. He nodded and left to get me some. I put my hand on my forehead and sighed deeply, feeling the cramps getting a little worse. I felt someone come up behind me and I turned to see Neyonika, "Are you okay?" she asked I laid my hands on my belly and nodded, "Yeah just these cramps" She nodded and put one arm around my waist, "It should pass soon" she said as we walked over to the pillows and she sat down next to me. I was rubbing my belly at the bottom where the cramps were when the guy came over with my drink in a wine glass. I thanked him and he nodded then left. I drank the whole thing time in matters of ten seconds, feeling a little better again. Manik was smiling at me while he practiced he was totally flawless vikram when ever tried to beat him he always catch up and threw him down he was fast I smiled seeing this "Ouch" I whispered neyonika looked at me with concern "It's nothing" I said, I took deep breathes I felt the baby move around, but something else was starting to freak me. Why do I feel some else move in something else move? I screamed a little too loudly and I gripped the blanket. What's happening to me? Is my baby...dying? In the pit of my stomach fear built up and I feared I was going to lose my baby. The thought of it dying just made me feel scared and terrified. Lord, please don't make me lose my baby. Neyonika pulled me back on my stomach "What do you feel Nandini" she asks "I..I don't know but..." I try to explain "but what?" she ask "I thi..think there is another one in there" Her eyes widen and she placed her hand on my belly "Lord" she breathed out.

Flashback ends

present day

"Is she okay?"

"Are the babies okay?"

"What is going on?"

I could hear all these voices but none was of manik he was not even near me what is going on I try to open my eyes but failed "doc she needs to wake up why the hell is she not?" "We are trying but she is in distress babies are not getting blood they are crushing her from inside?" oh no! My babies this can't happen no this can't happen manik where are you I need you? My breathing increases I open my eyes with a jerk second and look around everyone was beside me except manik "manik?" I asked vikram he nodded in a no I sigh "what about the babies?" I asked the doc "babies are fine we gave them blood they were in distress your craving for blood is increasing nandini you need to keep it intact" I nodded and got up "where are you going you are not well yet?" "I am fine I have to go see manik where the hell is he" I said and walked out

I rushed to the palace too see all the servants running here and there what is going on I walked to the hall and my feet froze the scene what I saw in front of me was not what I was expecting manik drinking blood from a girl several girls were dancing around manik and he was enjoying himself this is not the manik I know this can't be I walked to him and pushed the girl way "leave right now and forgot this ever happened" I compelled her she immediately walked away I moved to manik and slapped on his face he looked at me "how dare you?" he shouted "how dare I what the hell were you doing?" I shouted back "this is called enjoying" said manik moving away from me and moved towards the other girl I walked to him "hey what is your problem?" he tried to move and I stopped him "what is your problem why are you doing all this? This is not you manik? Feel something please you are not this guy anymore you are my manik?"

he looked at me for a minute like he was trying to get my words He changed the subject "I need her back here" My eyebrows forward together "who?" "Alya" he said "I need her back here It will only help make me feel somewhat better" I looked at him in disbelief "excuse me what did you say? "I need her here, she is my wife" he asked and I swear I wanted to rip his heart out or snap his neck. "I am your wife" I practically screamed "you have any idea what have I been through today and you were here doing all this and now you want her back in your life" His head snapped around to look at me and he looked angry, "No I am not your Manik right now, right now I'm hers and I need her here" "Well good luck with that" I said. "Cause right now she can't she is in the dungeon and she can't come here not without my consent" "I'm the prince of the Shadow Coven I can easily get her here" he said and I just shook my head as I glared at him. I heard the door open and in walked Aryaman with others. I looked at them they saw everything around and were shocked "what is all this?" asked neyonika "why don't you ask your son he is going mad" I said and walked way but turned and looked at him he was staring at me "Your such an ass Manik, your right though you aren't my Manik because he wouldn't try and hurt me right now you're just some stranger and I don't care how long it takes for my Manik to come back I will be here but she will never come back to this house ever" I said before walking away. Worse thing is I can't help but still love Manik No matter what he says, he is my Manik and I will do anything to have him back sooner. Even if means I have to make him fall in love with me again.

I came to my room and sat on the bed just then the servant walked in with two blood bags for me "the queen send this for you princess" I nod and ask him to place it on the table I sat on the bed and thought about the first time when I felt manik so close to me for the first time when kissed me

Flashback

It had been a week since I meet manik he said we will never meet when I saw him for the first time yet he comes every night it was weird I never thought I would want a vampire around me but I liked him around he was sad his eyes spoke of the pain he had it was like his heart is dead from inside though he is not human yet he had a heart I felt it and whenever he was with me even when quite he silence use to speak it was Sunday and I was waiting for manik don't know why but I was really excited to meet him it was around 12 at night and there was no sign of him I closed my eyes thinking about him when we first meet how he took me in his arms just as I was lost I felt someone near me I opened my eyes to see it was manik "manik" I said his name slowly "shh" he said and came on top of me I felt his cool lips press on my warm ones. My hands were clutching on his shirt as he kissed me gently moving his lips on mine. Due to the shock I did not move first but then kissed him back. One of his arms went around my waist while the other held my face angling it. I felt him trace my bottom lip softly and my toe curled at the feeling. He bit my lower lip and made me let him enter in. He slipped his tongue inside my mouth and deepened the kiss coaxing and making it more passionate. He broke the kiss after few seconds, his forehead pressed against mine. I was trying to catch my breath while he looked at me intently and moved to drop kisses on my neck he slowly started nuzzling in my neck and bit it a little making me scream his name "manik"

as I did he turned me around on my back and start dropping kisses on my back he slowly slide his hand inside my shirt making me still and moved his hand slowly upward as he caressed my back this send shivers to my body and I started to feel something really different I have never been ever touched by a guy before in my life the feeling was passionate yet intense he was caressing my back and dropping kisses on my neck when I heard a ripping sound my shirt was torn off from the back and now I was lying with a bare back he started dropping wet kiss on my back "manik ahh" I tried to suppress my passion but I was unable to stop it manik turned me around and crashed his lips against mine he was eating my lips chewing them I let him enter my mouth and he kissed me hard I was panting hard breathless but he was tucking my lips with his teeth pulling them and then sucking them I was so engrossed in him that I didn't even realize that he was gone I opened my eyes and he was nowhere I touched my lips they were bruised but manik was not even there as if it was all a dream was it? Did he even come here? I stood up from my bed to feel my dress ripped off he was here it was not a dream I walked to the window of my room to see him standing outside looking at me his eyes were speaking but he was not then he walked away quietly.

There were so answered questions in my mind as to why he is like this but today I felt him close to me his touch was still on my body it felt that our souls were intact I was falling for him. I was falling for the vampire...

Flashback ends

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