"Main Jo Jee Raha Hoon
Wajah Tum Ho"
Ishita suno toh...i am sorry baba...kab tak naaraaz rahogi, he apologized to his angry wife for the sixth time.
(Ishita listen to me...i am sorry baba...for how long will you remain angry, he apologized to his angry wife for the sixth time.)
He was apologizing to his annoyed wife for the past one hour but probably she was not in her generous mood today.
Neither were his taunts working today nor his romantic shayaris. Neither was his killer smile affecting her today nor was his puppy face melting her heart.
He had tried every possible thing that would possibly coax her but today, nothing was turning in his favor.
And why would...!!! He had made such a big mistake rather a crime as quoted by her.
He had forgotten their marriage anniversary which eventually meant he had forgotten Valentines Day as well.
Just like any other wife, this was a very serious issue for her as well and so now she was punishing him for his own deeds.
He had taken her out for a party which she had expected to be a surprise anniversary celebration but her hopes had crashed when she had seen all his business delegates assembling there.
She had not said anything at that very moment respecting the place they were at but ever since they had left from the party, he was bearing the consequences.
All throughout the drive back to their home, she had given him a silent treatment which was no less than a torture. And as soon as they had reached home, she had thrown him and his pillow out of their bedroom.
He had knocked at the door so many times that she had opened the door to him but her silence didn't break.
He had already apologized six times but her anger didn't seem to budge today.
He hadn't forgotten to blabber his random but epic one-liners here and there which he thought she didn't hear but she had heard them all and her anger had only risen with those one-liners.
Kahaan phas gaya yaar...aaj toh madrasan kisi bhi tarah se maan hi nahi rahi hai...yeh Mihir ko bhi kya khujli machi thi mujhe naya phone dilane ki...bhai naya phone lelo bhai naya phone lelo karke peecha pada tha...mere paas mera purana phone hota toh reminder toh bajta...is naye phone ke chakkar mein meri band baj gayi, he jabbered while pacing back and forth in the room.
(Where am I stuck...today madrasan is just not giving up her anger...this Mihir was so eager to get me a new phone...he was after me saying bhai buy a new phone bhai buy a new phone...if I had my old phone reminder would have rung...i am dead because of this new phone, he jabbered while pacing back and forth in the room.)
Kya kaha aapne...aap phas gaye hain...yah right...mere saath aap phas hi toh gaye hain, she finally broke her silence unable to resist his one-liners anymore.
(What did you just say...you are stuck...yah right...you are stuck with me, she finally broke her silence unable to resist his one-liners anymore.)
Arre nahi Ishita...mera matlab woh nahi tha...main toh bas keh raha tha ki mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi hai...please mujhe maaf kardo na, he tried to cover up for his out of habit taunts and apologized for the seventh time.
(Arre no Ishita...I didn't mean that way...i was saying that I made a big mistake...please forgive me, he tried to cover up for his out of habit taunts and apologized for the seventh time.)
Rehne do aap Raman...aapko toh mujhse pyaar hi nahi hai...hota toh aap humari anniversary aur Valentines Day thode na bhulte...main hi paagal hoon jo phaltu expect kar baithi, she taunted him.
(You leave it Raman...you just don't love me...if you loved me then you wouldn't have forgotten our anniversary and Valentines Day...i was only mad to expect things, she taunted him.)
Arre kya baat kar rahi ho tum...pyaar nahi hai...tumse pyaar hai tabhi toh bhula na, he said something that confused her.
(Arre what are you saying...i don't love you...i love you that is why I forgot, he said something that confused her.)
Mujhse pyaar hai islie aap anniversary hi bhul gaye...zara samjhayenge iska kya logic hua, she demanded an explanation.
(You love me and so you forgot our anniversary...can you please explain the logic behind this, she demanded an explanation.)
Arre dekho na Ishita tumhare pyaar ne mujhe kya kar diya hai...kuch hosh hi nahi rehta...bas har jagah tum hi tum nazar aati ho...tumhare pyaar mein main aisa deewana ho gaya hoon ki yeh tak nahi pata rehta kab kounsi taareekh hai...mujhe humari anniversary obviously dhyaan thi but yeh dhyaan nahi tha ki aaj date kya hai, he started to convince her once again.
(Arre just look Ishita what your love did to me...I just don't remember anything...all I do is see you everywhere...i have become so crazy in your love that I don't even remember dates...i obviously remembered our anniversary but I didn't know what was the date today, he started to convince her once again.)
Kaise Kahun Ishq Mein Tere
Kitna Hoon Betaab Main
(How do I even tell you how restless I am in your love)
Rehne do Raman...yeh sab bas bahaane hain...mujhe toh har date yaad rehti hai...toh kya main aapse pyaar nahi karti, she denied his explanation.
(Forget it Raman...all these are excuses...i remember every daye...so does that mean I don't love you, she denied his explanation.)
Arre maine aisa kab kaha ki tum pyaar nahi karti...main bas itna keh raha hoon ki tumhare pyaar mein main itna khoya rehta hoon ki baaki kuch yaad hi nahi rehta, he tried once again holding her hand in his.
(Arre when did I say you don't love me...all I am saying is that I am so lost in your love that I cannot remember anything else, he tried once again holding her hand in his.)
Raman aapko khud ko pata hai aap kya bol rahe ho...kuch bhi bol rahe ho aap jiska koi sense nahi hai...anyways mujhe neend aa rahi hai main sone jaa rahi hoon, she started to leave freeing her hand from his.
(Raman do you even know what you are talking...you are just saying anything which does not even make any sense...anyways I am sleepy so I am going to sleep, she started to leave freeing her hand from his.)
Yeh acha hai madrasan...meri neend udaake tum sone jaa rahi ho...par main bhi Raman Kumar Bhalla hoon...jab tak mujhe neend na aaye main tumhe bhi sone nahi dunga...tumhari neend aur neendon ke sapne dono chura lunga, he looked deep into her eyes and winked making his intentions oblivious to her.
(This is good madrasan...you are going to sleep after ruining mine...but even I am Raman Kumar Bhalla...I won't let you sleep until I myself feel sleepy...i will steal both your sleep and dreams, he looked deep into her eyes and winked making his intentions oblivious to her.)
Aankhon Se Aankhen Mila Ke
Chura loon Tere Khwaab Main
(I will steal your dreams by making my eyes meet with yours)
Jo churaana hai churao...main toh jaa rahi hoon sone, she ignored his romantic antics and settled down on the bed.
(Steal whatever you want to...i am going to sleep, she ignored his romantic antics and settled down on the bed.)
Letna hai toh mujhpe leto, he lied down on the bed occupying the space where she was about to lie down.
(Lie down on me if you have to lie down, he lied down on the bed occupying the space where she was about to lie down.)
Aapko kya lagta hai aap meri jagah late jaoge toh main soungi nahi...main couch pe so jaungi, she angrily grinned her teeth before leaving for the couch.
(Do you think I will not sleep if you lie down at my place...i will go and sleep on the couch, she angrily grinned her teeth before leaving for the couch.)
Chaahe jahaan chali jao...har jagah tumhare peeche peeche aa jaunga tumhari parchaayi ki tarah, he followed her to the couch and sat so close to her that the proximity they shared started to affect her.
(Go wherever you want to...I will come after you wherever you go like your shadow, he followed her to the couch and sat so close to her that the proximity they shared started to affect her.)
Mere Saaye Hain Saath Mein
Yaara Jis Jagah Tum Ho
(My shadows are with you everywhere you go)
Kya hai yeh Raman...kyun itna pareshan kar rahe ho mujhe...mera bilkul mood nahi hai aapse baat karne ka...ab kya chain se saans tak nahi lene doge, she looked at him irked trying hard to hide the affect he was having on her.
(What is this Raman...why are you troubling me so much...i am not in a mood to talk with you...will you not let me even breathe peacefully, she looked at him irked trying hard to hide the affect he was having on her.)
Lo yeh kya baat keh di...main tumhe kaise chain se saans nahi lene dunga...meri saansein tumse chal rahi hain...mere jeene ki wajah tum ho aur main tumhe hi jeene na dun...agar sach mein chahti ho chala jaun toh jaata hoon main, he spoke before leaving the couch.
(What did you just say...how can I not let you breathe peacefully...my breaths are from you...you are the reason of life and so how can I not let you live...if you really want me to go then fine I will go, he spoke before leaving the couch.)
Main Jo Jee Raha Hoon
Wajah Tum Ho
(The reason I am alive is you)
Arre Raman suno toh, she realized that she had stretched the matter too much and her words had hurt him seriously this time.
(Arre Raman listen to me, she realized that she had stretched the matter too much and her words had hurt him seriously this time.)
Aaj ke liye so jaana hi acha hai warna apni baaton se aur mood kharaab kar dunga Ishita ka...aur phir galti toh ki hi hai na maine...kaise main apni anniversary bhul gaya, he sadly came to the bed while cursing himself.
(It is better to sleep for today or else I will ruin Ishita's mood even more with my words...and anyways I did make a mistake...how could I forget my anniversary, he sadly came to the bed while cursing himself.)
Yeh acha hai aapka...pehle khud ne hi galti ki aur ab khud hi muh phulaake bhi baith gaye, she came close and sat next to him.
(This is not fair...first you made a mistake and now you are only sitting being angry here, she came close and sat next to him.)
Main kahaan muh phulaake baitha...main toh bas, he smiled a little on finally getting some attention from her.
(I am not angry...I am just, he smiled a little on finally getting some attention from her.)
Main toh bas main toh bas kya...galti ki aapne aur ab main naaraaz hoon toh bhi bura lag raha hai...taaki manana na pade islie khud hi gussa hoke baith gaye, she understood his antics.
(What I am just...you made a mistake and now when I am angry you are feeling bad...so that you don't have to coax me you yourself got angry, she understood his antics.)
Arre main kahaan naraaz hua...woh toh bas tum kisi tarah maan hi nahi rahi thi toh maine socha tumhe aur jyada naraaz karne se acha hai main so hi jaun, he made an excuse.
(Arre I am not angry...it is just that you weren't agreeing today so I thought I should better sleep instead of upsetting you even more, he made an excuse.)
So hi jaun...kuch bhi...anniversary ke din koi sota hai kya, she unwillingly laughed finally giving up all her anger seeing his cute excuses.
(I should better sleep...you say anything...who sleeps on anniversary, she unwillingly laughed finally giving up all her anger seeing his cute excuses.)
Toh kya karte hain anniversary ke din, he winked.
(Then what is done on anniversary, he winked.)
Kuch nahi...bas biwi ko pyaar se I love kehte hain aur uske saath thoda quality time spend karte hain, she casually spoke while playing with her own fingers.
(Nothing much...just say I love you to your wife and spend some quality time with her, she casually spoke while playing with her own fingers.)
Kaisi insaan ho yaar tum...abhi kuch der pehle Jhansi ki rani ki tarah mujhse lad rahi thi aur ab ek dum bhartiya naari ki tarah baat kar rahi ho...kaisa pyaar hai yeh tumhara jo kabhi ek dum neem sa kadwa hai toh kabhi shehad se bhi meetha, he looked at her amazed.
(What a human you are...just few minutes back you were fighting with me like Jhansi Ki Rani and now you are talking like an ideal Indian women...what sort of your love is that sometimes it is as bitter as Neem leaves and sometimes sweeter than honey, he looked at her amazed.)
Hai Ye Nasha Ya Hai Zehar
Is Pyaar Ko Hum Kya Naam De
(What name should I give to our love which is sometimes like some intoxication and sometimes like a poison)
Chaahe neem sa kadwa hai ya chaahe shehad se meetha...mere dil mein aapke liye bas pyaar hai...beintehaa pyaar...wish you a very happy anniversary mere kadwe ravan kumar, she caged him in her arms.
(Whether it is bitten like Neem or sweet like honey...all my heart has is love for you...unconditional love...wish you a very happy anniversary my bitter ravan kumar, she caged him in her arms.)
Meri madrasan wish you a very very very happy anniversary and I am sorry, he too wrapped his arms around her.
(My madrasan wish you a very very very happy anniversary and I am sorry, he too wrapped his arms around her.)
It's ok Raman...bhul jao ab...i love you, she shyly confessed.
(It's ok Raman...forget it now...i love you, she shyly confessed.)
I love you too Ishita...i love you so much, he declared.
Ab kya, she looked at him.
(What now, she looked at him.)
Ek kaam bahut der se adhura hai...woh pura karen, he asked.
(One work is pending since long...shall we complete it, he asked.)
Kab Se Adhuri Hai Ek Daastaan
Aaja Use Aaj Anjaam De
(Let's give the final destination to one story that is incomplete since long)
Adhura kaam...kounsa, she looked at him baffled.
(Incomplete work...what work, she looked at him baffled.)
Pyaar ka adhura kaam, he affirmed before placing his lips on hers letting their souls wish each other.
(Love's incomplete work, he affirmed before placing his lips on hers letting their souls wish each other.)
Apne faayde ke kaam kabhi nahi bhulte na aap, she asked shyly after coming out of the loving moment they just had.
(You never forget something that benefits you, she asked shyly after coming out of the loving moment they just had.)
Aise kaam kaise bhulunga madam...yeh toh life ki sabse badi zarurat hai na, he arched his brows to tease her.
(How will I forget such things madam...all this is life's biggest need right, he arched his brows to tease her.)
Kitne bure ho na aap Raman...saaf keh bhi rahe ho ki aapko main sirf aisi sab zaruraton ke liye chahie hoon...galti kar di maine aaj maanke...aapse baat hi nahi karni thi, she made angry faces.
(You are so bad Raman...you are even shamelessly saying it that you need me to fulfill such needs of yours...i made a mistake today by giving up...i shouldn't have talked to you today, she made angry faces.)
Galti tumne nahi ki...maine ki thi...tumse shaadi karke, he made a statement that shocked her to death.
(You didn't make a mistake...i did...by marrying you, he made a statement that shocked her to death.)
Par kya pata tha us time ki woh galti meri zindagi ki sabse khoobsurat galti ban jaayegi...mere bachon ko maa mil gayi...mere pariwaar ko bahu mil gayi...aur mujhe...mujhe toh zindagi hi mil gayi, he continued before she could react to his previous statement.
(Who knew at that time that my life's mistake will become such a beautiful mistake one day...my kids got a mother...my family got a daughter in law...and I...I got my life, he continued before she could react to his previous statement.)
Tumhe Bhuloon Kaise Main
Meri Pehli Khata Tum Ho
(How do I forget you as you my first mistake)
Yeh sab sunke ab kya bolun main...kaise ho na aap...ek pal mein darate ho aur duje hi pal aisi baatein kar dete ho ki lagta hai bas is se safe jagah toh koi ho hi nahi sakti...mujhe nahi pata maine aapko kya diya par aapne mujhe sab kuch de diya hai Raman, she uttered those few words with great difficulty as her eyes were already moist and her throat was choked as a result.
(What should I say after hearing all this...what a man you are...you scare me one moment and the very next moment you make me feel as if there is no other place safer than this...i don't know what was I able to give you but you have given me everything Raman, she uttered those few words with great difficulty as her eyes were already moist and her throat was choked as a result.)
Tumne mujhe jeene ki wajah di...main jo aaj jee raha hoon wajah tum ho, he pulled her into a bone crushing hug yet again.
(You gave me a reason to live...today if I am alive, the reason is you, he pulled her into a bone crushing hug yet again.)
Main Jo Jee Raha Hoon
Wajah Tum Ho
(The reason I am alive is you)
kya Raman aap bhi...aaj anniversary ke din khud bhi ro rahe hain aur mujhe bhi rula rahe hain aisi senti baatein karke, she mentioned about the tears that he was trying to hide by pulling her into the hug.
(What Raman...today on our anniversary you are crying yourself also and making me cry along with your emotional talks, she mentioned about the tears that he was trying to hide by pulling her into the hug.)
Ok ok abse no tears only smiles...waise bhi aaj toh celebration banta hai, he wiped off her and his own tears.
(Ok ok no tears now on only smiles...anyways a celebration is must today, he wiped off her and his own tears.)
Par is time celebration kaise, she shook her shoulders.
(But how a celebration is possible at this time, she shook her shoulders.)
Dekho na main kyunki bhul gaya toh kuch special toh hai nahi...haan par kaam toh chala hi sakte hain...cake ki jagah humne jo ek dusre ko meetha khilaya us se better sweet dish kya ho sakti hai, he scratched his lips with his thumb making her go red.
(Since I forgot so there is nothing special...but yes we can manage...instead of cake what could be a better sweet dish than what we fed each other, he scratched his lips with his thumb making her go red.)
Raman, she closed her eyes.
Aur haan...aise mauko pe nasha chadhane ke liye Champagne bhi chahie hoti hai...par uski jagah tumne apni aankhon se jo abhi khushi ke aansu bahaye hain unse acha nasha koun chadha sakta hai mujhpe...toh woh bhi ho gaya, he rested his arm on her shoulder as they remained in a side hug.
(And yes...Champagne is needed at such moments to get drunk...but instead of that what else can intoxicate me in a better way than how your tears of happiness have intoxicated me; he rested his arm on her shoulder as they remained in a side hug.)
Toh ab kya reh gaya, she looked at him with questioning eyes.
(So what is left now, she looked at him with questioning eyes.)
Amm...ab dance, he stood up forwarding his hand to her.
(Amm...now dance, he stood up forwarding his hand to her.)
Perfect, she happily commented before accepting his hand.
Main Jo Jee Raha Hoon
Wajah Tum Ho, they both swung together on his current favorite track.
(The reason I am alive is you, they both swung together on his current favorite track.)
Waise Raman kal hum sabke saath kaise celebrate karenge...I am sure ghar mein sabko yaad hogi humari anniversary...sabko dinner pe le chalen...yah phir pura din outing karen...family picnic type, she excitedly spoke as they still oscillated to the rhythm of the song.
(By the way Raman how will we celebrate tomorrow with everyone...i am sure everyone at home will remember our anniversary...shall we take everyone for dinner...or else we can plan a whole day outing... family picnic type, she excitedly spoke as they still oscillated to the rhythm of the song.)
Kaisi beghairat aurat ho yaar tum...raat ko 1 baje apne bedroom mein apni anniversary ke din apne pati ke saath...tum yeh discuss kar rahi ho ki agle din family ke saath kaise celebrate karenge...shit yaar...thoda toh upar utho...kuch toh ACHA romantic socho, he mocked at her.
(What a shameless woman you are...it is 1 o clock at night and in our bedroom on our anniversary day and with your husband...you are discussing how you will celebrate with the family the next day...shit yaar...get over family a little...think something good and romantic, he mocked at her.)
Jaise ki, she acted to be innocent.
(Like, she acted to be innocent.)
Jaise ki abhi is dance ke baad hum kya karenge, he spoke mischievously.
(Like what will we do after this dance, he spoke mischievously.)
Kya karenge, she continued to act innocent.
(What will we do, she continued to act innocent.)
Hawan karenge, he hit his forehead giving hopeless looks.
(We will perform a Yajna, he hit his forehead giving hopeless looks.)
Hawan, she laughed out loud.
(Yajna, she laughed out loud.)
Kyun kuch aur karna chahie, he stroked his finger tip around her neck.
(Is it that we should be doing something else, he stroked his finger tip around her neck.)
Raman, she moaned.
What, he gave "I don't know" looks.
Yeh kya kar rahe ho aap...mujhe na aapke iraade thik se nahi lag rahe hain, she held his palms that were giving her a sweet torture in her palms.
(What are you doing...I am not finding your intentions right, she held his palms that were giving her a sweet torture in her palms.)
Tumhe kya pata mere iraade...main tumhe tumhi se churaake khud mein samaa lunga, he freed his palms and secured them around her waist.
(How will you know my intentions...i will steal you from you and hide you in me, he freed his palms and secured them around her waist.)
Kya Jaane Tu Mere Iraade
Le Jaaunga Saansein Chura Ke
(You don't know my intentions that I will take away your peaceful breaths)
Kya shararat ho rahi hai yeh, she held his collar.
(What mischief are you planning, she held his collar.)
Aaj toh dil bhi keh raha hai ki ek gustaakhi kar hi dun, his arms fondled her back.
(Today even my heart is asking me to do a mischief, his arms fondled her back.)
Gustaakhi karne waalon ko saza bhi mlilti hai, she managed to speak while going weak on her knees.
(The ones who do mischiefs get punished as well, she managed to speak while going weak on her knees.)
Aise gunaah ke liye koi bhi saza manzur hai kyunki tumhari di gayi saza mujhe sukoon hi degi, he lifted her in his arms.
(I can take any punishment for such crime because your punishment will also give me peace, he lifted her in his arms.)
Dil Keh Raha Hai Gunehgaar Ban Jaa
Bada Chain Hai In Gunaahon Se Aage
(My heart is asking me to become a criminal as there is so much peace in committing such crimes)
Make me yours; she expressed her need of the moment before hiding herself in his arms.
Tum toh pehle se hi meri ho...main kadakti dhoop toh tum suhaani shaam...main bhatakti raat ko toh tum ujali subah...aaj main tumhe apna nahi khud ko tumhara bana dunga, he proudly declared while making their way to the bed.
(You are already mine...if I am a harsh noon then you are the calm evening...if I am a wandering night then you are the bright morning...today I won't make you mine but make myself yours, he proudly declared while making their way to the bed.)
Main Gumshuda Si Raat Hoon
Meri Khushnuma Subah Tum Ho
(I am a lost night and you are the happy dawn)
And to celebrate the day of their union, they opened the treasure of love for each other gifting each other a night of desires.
Main Jo Jee Raha Hoon
Wajah Tum Ho
Wajah Tum Ho
(The reason I am alive is you)
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