Chapter 1-Mistake
Kunj havnt you yet taken your marriage to next level,it has been months since your wedding and you are still at holding hands,What a shame,I am look at me,Ria and I consumated on the very first night of our marriage said Abhay kunj's friend sitting on a bar counter,a glass of whisky in his hands.Kunj wondered his mind getting confused with what abhay was saying,his relation with twinkle has progressed from where they have started but still they havnt taken the Big next step of thier relation,he was ready but he thought twinkle was not,abhay was the only person to whom he shared everything,sometimes he didnt,he took a sip of his whisky and alcohol was showing his effects on him.
I am ready but I think she isnt ready yet,and obviously I cant force her naa said kunj.
Abey yaar she is your wife,you have full rights oon her,pehle pyaar se baat kar if she dosent agree then you know what to do,said abhay winking at kunj.
Kunj knew what he wanted to say but he made up his mind that he will never force or pressurize twinkle to take the next step in thier relation,it will happen when she will agree for it.
As the evening the number of drinks also increased,kunj knew he has never drank so much in his life but he didnt knew what got into him today,the things abhay was talking about made him go confused,does twinnkle really dosent want to be with him,is she in love with someone else,why dosent she let him near her,he was insecure,afraid that he might loose her,and the fear forced him to drink more and more,he was drunk to the extent that,he wasnt able to even walk properly,his mind was clouded with thoughts that were irrevelent in reality but his mind which was in the influence of alcohol made him see and think things that wrnt supposed,he imagined twinkle leaving him and going away with someone,He need to do something,twinkle only belongs to him,he was like a warewolf who only wants to keep his mate with him and no one else,this side of kunj was never seen before,he was possesive like never before,insecure like never before,somehow abhay managed to drop kunj at sarna mansion,he dailed twinkle's number and ask her to come out and take kunj inside,twinkle cane outside,shook hands with abhay and talked with him for few minutes passing smiles occasionaly,before picking up kunj she half hugged abhay and bidded him good bye,and then she went to kunj,she was shocked to see him this much drunk because he never was,seeing twinkle hugging and talking to abhay,kunj's mind drifted to another incident when twinkle met her childhood friend rahul and how she hugged him and kissed him on cheeks and he also remembered how concious and uncomfortable she gets whenever kunj tries to get close to her but why she is so comfortable with other men,a sudden jealousy and anger erupted in kunj.
Twinkle supported him by shoulder and tokk him inside,no one was at home as everyone went to attend a satsang.
Twinkle took kunj to thier bedroom and made him sit on the couch and asked him to sit there till she brings some lime water for him,twinkle quickly came back in five minutes with the lime water and placed it on the table infront of kunj and turned to get his night clothes.
Twinkle tumhe kou aur pasand hai kya,she heard him asking her and turned 180 degrees to face him.
What do you mean by that kunj asked a shocked twinkle on the sudden question.
Tell me twinkle,kunj said lightly.
I am not gonna answer such a stupid question,replied twinkle.
TELL ME TWINKLE,kunj said shouting and he threw away the glass making it shatter into pieces on the ground,the lime water spilled all across the floor.
Twinkle flinched at his sudden loud voice and the glass breaking,kunj stood up and went near her,leaving barely an inch between them,holding her by her waist.
Tell me twinkle tumhe koi aur pasand hai kya,someone with whom you want to do things which you dont like to do with me said kunj making twinkle shocked at way he was talking.
Kunj,you are drunk,you should sleep said twinkle avoiding all his stupid and baseless questions.
Twinkle what should I make out of your silence,is it a yes he said holding her right arm behind her back tightly,slightly twisting her arm,he continued are you cheating on me twinkle,who is he tell me,I will kill that bas***d said kunj unaware of what he was saying.
Twinkle was feeling ashamed at the things he was saying,she realised he was not in his senses but what will make him say such things when he know she dosent have anyone else in her life,what made him think like that.
Now I get it twinkle,why you get so concious whenever I try to come near you or try to be intimate with you,because you dont like me doing it right ,I know its due to him that you feel awkward in bieng close to me said kunj.
Kunj tumhara dimaag kharab ho gaya hai,tumhe bahut zyada pii li hai aur bakwas bhi bahut bol rahe ho,jao aur so jao,said twinkle but his hold on her went tighter,leavibg imprints of his fingers on her wrist,the pain in her wrist increasing with each passing moment.
Kahan kahan touch kiya hai usne tujhe twinkle,yahan he said placing his finger on her lips,moving it down to her neck,yahan? Aur yahan tracing his finger down her breats,moving it down on her waist and pulling her more closer to him,bahut maza atta hai na tumhe whenever he touches you twinkle everywhere and bahut bura lagta hoga whenever I touch you,twinkle was feeling disgusted with his talks,kunj has lost his mind she thought.
Kunj mai bol rahi hun tum jakar so jao hum subha baat karenge right now you are not in your senses kunj said twinkle trying to supress her anger on him.
I am in my senses twinkle and I dont to do what you tell me,What do you think that I will let you go away from me and with him,forget it,YOU ARE MINE ONLY MINE he said directly into her ears making her shiver with the intensity of his voice.
Today he was different,kunj was not himself,something has changed him,the glow in his eyes was the same,his eyes told twinkle that he is not the same kunj she has been with,every person on this earth has two personalities,one of which becomes dominant supressing the original animalistic personality which is driven by the need of pleasure and not by the principle of morality and values,sometimes that dormant personlity can re surface if a strong stimulus is given to someone and the same has happened with kunj,twinkle remembered one of the lectures she attended on the topic "Real self and unsual psychological behaviour of himan biengs".
She saw exactly the same things in kunj as she was told in that lecture,his eyes showed no morality and values they showed something different something that is driven by the obsession of doing something and it scared twinkle,she didnt got the time to come out of her thoughts when she felt her lips bieng captured in a voilent and forcefull kiss against her will,kunj was holding her face in his hands and was kissing her at lips,twinkle tried to push him away but he was too strong for her.
He was actually forcing himself on her but she was not able to do anything,she was constantly trying to push him away but his hold on her got tighter,his hands travelled down to her back and pulled her closer,his lips travelled to her neck placing kisses down her neck,he bit her hard at her neck making her whimp in pain,twinkle was tired from her failed attempts to get away from him,kunj was like an animal who would stop only after marking his tertory,he removed her dupatta and threw it away pulled the dori's of her kurta and pulled it off her body in one go and pushed her on the bed,and went on top of her doing whatever he wanted with her without caring if she wants it or not,twinkle tried to get away from him but all her attampts failed.
After some twinkle gave away herself to him,she never thought her first time with her love with her kunj will be like this,rough and forced,it was opposite the way she though it would be,she wanted her first time be to perfect full of love and gentleness,the bed decorated with roses and room enlighted by candles but here she was taking whatever kunj wanted to do with her in a drunk state, in the dark,tears flowing down from the corners of her eyes,and he claimed her as his,entering her roughly and making her call out his name in pain,
Kunj please stop its hurting,said twinkle to him,but it was like he was not listnibg to any of her talks,he took his face near her ear and said Mine Only Mine!!!!
-Morning-
Kunj's head was throbing with pain,his eyes felt heavy he opened his eyes and tried to look around and realised the state he was in,naked on his bed in the covers,his hand wrapped around twinkle's waist tightly and he realised she was also there without any clothes,he closed his eyes and everything that happened during last night hit him hard,he saw everything what he did with twinkle,how he forced himself on her and how she was requesting him to stop,how animalistic he behaved with her and damaged her,he saw twinkle and she was lying there,her face strained with tears and devoid of any emotions,he realised the damage he has done in his insecurity and doubts is huge and a feeling of imense guilt took over him,he felt disgusted himself he quickly withdrawed his hand away from her and moved back,he stepped down from the bed and the pieces of glass that he threw away at night pricked him in his feet,a wave of pain went up his body but the feeling of guilt was so huge that the pain was nothing infront of that,the pain he has given to twinkle was nothing compared to what he has experienced,he should die after doing something so bad and disgusting,he quickly wore his clothes and left the room without even knowing what he will do when he will exit the house.
Twinkle slowly got up and wrapped herself in the bedsheet,and went to take a shower trying to erase all the memories of last night but was unable to,kunj doing something like that hurted her more than the act itself.
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