MERA KUCH SAMAAN
A dheera song fanfic /OS By Dheera_1
Author's note: this is a song fanfic... I highly recommend those of you who haven't heard...this song "mera kuch samaan...from the movie ijazat" should hear it first... that way you ll be better able to relate the lyrics of the song and their relevance to the present context
The events of the story takes place... after the court proceedings wherein Dharam is freed from all charges, meera realises her mistake and love for dharam and wants to go back...however...gaura is furious at meera's deeds...and pressurises dharam to make meera collect her belongings from suryavanshi house...and get lost from their lives for ever
Meera gets summon to suryavanshi house ..probably one last time..she will pack her samaan (luggage) and come back...
Meera (entering suryavanshi house) : Raamji bhai... Dharam ji kaha hain..? main apna samaan vapas le jane aai hun
Ramji bhai: memsaab ...sethji..apka apne kamre mein wait kar rahe hai..
Meera slowly moves towards her room...engulfed in nostalgia..Happier and sad times alike...she had so many memories here...she indeed missed this house...and her dharmji ( though she would not admit..no she was proud women after all..she thought to herself)
When she enters the room..see dharam fidgeting with radio...
Meera : Dharamji kya kar rahe aap...mai kuch help karu aapki ??
Dharam : nahi..bas ek gana lagne ki koshish kar raha tha..par mai kar lunga...vaise bhi ab toh tere bina hi sab kuch karne ki aadat daalni hogi... khair..mene tere saare dress , sarees.. cupboard se nikal kar bed par rakh diye hai...tu baaki cupboards bhi check ker lena ..kahin kuch reh na jaaye
As meera procceds towards the be to collect her belongings...she realises..she may check each and every corner of every cupboard n almirah in this house..and take back all her physical belonging..but is it all she got here.??...all of her samaan...??...is it just the visible samaan..what about memories..how will she clear each and every corner from that..?? no that will remain here forever...she then realised uska kuch samaan will stay with dharamji forever..their memories
As if in cue with inner thoughts and dilemma ...radio starts playing...
Mera kuchh saman tumhare pas pada hai
Mera kuchh saman tumhare pas pada hai
O o o... savan ke kuchh bhige bhige din rakhe hain
Aur mere ik khat mai lipatee rat padee hai
Woh rat bhula do, mera woh saman lauta do - (2)
Mera kuchh saman tumhare pas pada hai
Dharam: Meera tune ye picture dekhi hai ... ijazat...? Oo sorry sorry...mai toh bhool hi gaya..tu tabh bachi hogi ne..? tune kahan se dekhi hogi...
Meera : oh please dharmaji..mai koi bachi vachi nhi hun...aur aap ye bar bar hamare beech ka age difference na bataya kariye.. I don't like it...u understand...u better understand...and haan mene movie bhale hi naa dekhi ho...but ye song suna hai..infact its one of my favourites
Patjhad hai kuchh... hai na
O patjhad me kuchh patto ke girne kee ahat
Kano me ek bar pahan ke laut aayee thee
Patajhad kee woh sakh abhee tak kanp rahee hai
Woh sakh gira do, mera woh saman lauta do
Listening to these lines...she remembers how..in last autumn dharamji and she had...collected fallen golden dried leaves...wrote their name on them..or dipped some of them in paint...then imprinted its pattern on their master bedroom wall...an unconscious smile played on her lips...what time had they been...so carefree..and happy
Ek akelee chhataree mai jab adhe adhe bhig rahe the
Ek akelee chhataree mai jab adhe adhe bhig rahe the
Aadhe sukhe aadhe gile, sukha toh mai le aaye thee
Gila mann shayad bistar ke pas pada ho
Woh bhijwa do, mera woh saman lauta do
These lines propelled dharam to break his silence...
Dharam : Meera terko yaad hai ..peechli baar sawan mein...humne kitna mazza kiya tha..??..bilkul bachche ban gaye the hum..!!
Meera : haan..dharamji ..kaise bhool sakti hun...apne mere liye garden mein jhula bhi bandha tha, and hum kaise garden mein baithkar ghanto...baatein kiya krte the na..gaane gaya krte the...garam garam...chai samoso ke sath... (with a little sadness in her voice she adds) .. kya din the na wo bhi dharamji... koi tension nhi tha
Ek sau solah chand kee ratein ek tumhare kandhe kaa ti
Ek sau solah chand kee ratein ek tumhare kandhe kaa ti
She remembers ... how that unfaithful eve of cheerharan... Dharam had consoled her in her room...kissing her forehead... lightly embracing her...he even had fed her food from his very hand
And then he had given her ,his bed..himself slept on floor despite of his broken leg
Gilee mahendee kee khushbu, jhut muth ke shikwe kuchh
Jhuth muth ke wade sab yad kara do
Sab bhijwa do, mera woh saman lauta do
Meera was now...unconsciously crying...and simultaneously packing her stuff in mechanic , bored , and routine way
Dharam : meera kya hua...tu ro rahi hai..kya...aur tera samaan pack hua...laa main teri kuch help kar doon
But Meera.. was somewhere else..altogether...she wasn't listening...she was instead reminiscing how she used to throw tantrums...and dharamji would always melt...like when she said...dharam ji mujhe ne paata...aap baaji ko boliye na...mujhe wohi necklace pehna hai deewali party mein ...and he replied..arey tu pareshaan na ho..mai hoon na...main baa ko bolunga... arey tu is ghar ki bahu hai...tera pura haq hai wo necklace par...
Dharam : meera ..meera tu sun rahi hai...dekh na radio ko kya hogaya hai..gana bhi band hogaya
Meera (who by then was done with her complete packing, replied in a poignant tone) : shayad light chali gayi hai dharamji...ab main bhi chalti hoon.. I am done ...
she walks towards the door... lingering a little with regret, as if not wanting to leave,while dharam stands outside the room looking on forlornly as she recedes from him. Unsaid words and feelings hung heavy between them.
Then suddenly... out of the blue...she says...
Meera : dharamji...do you want me to complete the song for u...(and she starts singing the last line...all while sobbing)
Ek ijajat de do bas, jab isako dafanaungee
Ek ijajat de do bas, jab isako dafanaungee
Mai bhi vahin so jaungee
Mai bhi vahin so jaungee
Meera : dharam ji ...I don't want to leave...please...rok lijiye..mujhe...mat jaane dijiye mujhe
Dharam : ye toh hamesha se tera hi ghar hai...mai rokne wala kaun hota hoon
Meera runs...into his arms...now fully sobbing
Meera: mujhe wo divorce papers bhi sign nhi karne...par baaji..kya wo manegi??
Dharam (kissing meera's forehead) : bas itni si baat...main hoon na..tu pareshan mat ho
Meera smiles...and dharm's heart melt...like always...
The end