Dear Sanskaar ...,
Congratulations for your success...so finally you made swara to leave you... you know what did u lose..??
Wait ...before jumping to conclusion that your decision is right...let me clear a few things ...
What did u say??? Swara broke your heart??? Swara took advantage of you??? Swara always prefer to be mahaan??? How...
You said swara always prefer to be mahaan...but no...for me she is not mahaan...for me she is selfish...yes...but you made a perspective about her that she is mahaan & want to do everything for others by putting her life at stake...what did she do ...she married you (of course ...it wasn't real wedding) to bring her sister's truth out...so that her parents can reunite... Did u imagine how it will be to see parents who came together after so many years will get separated again? She passed through that trauma...bcoz she had seen her mom from childhood without vermillion ...she had seen her mom to cross all the hurdles of the life...she had seen her mom how she brought up in a good way...
If she thinks to give her mother s desired life by taking risk of doing marriage act with completely a stranger ...then what's the so called mahaan in it??? So for me she is not any mahaan...
Then you said she took advantage of you...oh really Mr.sanskaar maheswari??? Remember you took a lot of advantage of her to take your bloody revenge on your badepapa...Remember how you mixed drugs in her drinks...remember how you made her to be caught by police in a hotel raid...Do you even realize how will it be for a girl to be in that position?? Literally you wanted you proof her a characterless girl...and you made all the possible attempts to degrade her in the eyes of society...ohhh what am I saying ...You said sorry for that...so matter over...& yeah...u helped her by giving the position of your wife so that she can enter maheswari mansion...but its not at all your greatness mister...even you wanted a chance to prove yourself that you had changed for good...you want to show your family..esp..Your badepapa that now your are the ideal son of maheswari's...so for me you didn't do any great deed...
Then finally...swara broke your poor heart...oh my god...how did I forget this...when you proposed her she rejected ...so she broke your heart...hell yeah...doesn't she have the right to reject? Doing drama ...giving her your full support you fell in love with her...it's not her mistake...from the day 1 she is very clear about her mind...she didn't realize your feelings...Yes... how could she?? She lost her love..., She lost her sister's love..., her parents separated ..., In all these how could she even think about falling in love???Even if she realizes how could she even live in a house where her past love is present...Ask me Sanskaar ...it is not that easy ...for me it's very painful to see your love with other...Then you kept on saying that you love her...at the same Laksh even kept trying to force her to accept him once again...Then how can she even realize ...honestly you both brothers made her a life hell along with her sister...Chalo ...if she accepts you that will be picturized as if she is making Laksh jealous..., that will not be true love Sanksaar...
Then you may think how she realized her feelings for you...When she left your house ...when she was away from you ..then she realized your value,your love,your care...so she decided to be part of your life by applying vermillion of your name...but what did you do...When you expressed your feelings she didn't realize...& now when is saying clearly in words...you are not ready to accept her...How fair is this man??
If I were in the place of swara I'll tell you , express you , make you understand..but will never beg you like her...but she literally begged you...leaving all her self respect ...for who??? Only for YOU...for what?? To Be Mrs.Swara Sanskaar Maheswari...
Suhasini