Firstly, let me be grateful to the CV's for actually giving us a real beautiful confession & not that begging, grovelling & disgusting thing as a sorry excuse of a confession. Seriously WHAT A CONFESSION! Probably the best I've ever seen on the indian telly for a female lead. It was SOOO awesome ❤️ I absolutely am head over heels for it, it comes very close to Sanskaar's confession for me, like unness bees ka fark Sanskaar's confession is still just a wee bit more dear to me only because of the sheer brilliance & the powerful impact of his dialogues there. Especially the part where he says, iss pyaar ki koi manzil hain bhi ya nahi, nahi pata. Bass itna jaanta hoon ki tumhare bina apni zindagi jeene ke baare mein main soch bhi nahi sakta, ILU Swara. Ah the sheer impact of words there & the way Varun delivered them ❤️ It just shows the pain & purity of a love, so amazing, so selfless cos it was entirely one-sided at that time. Like Sanskaar actually admitted that he's almost certain that there's no reciprocation & acceptance of his love but he still can't help but bear his heart out to her ❤️ One-sided love confessions have their own magic, no? 😳 BUT this day belongs to Swara & her confession, which was absolutely surreal ❤️ What a beautiful moment, especially when the back hug (eeekkksss!) was added to it
When the episode started with Swara tripping on the stairs & Sanskaar catching her, I was SOOO happy 😳 Like we have waited so long for trip, fall & catch for SO long that it was so good to have that & & Helly's expression here, so full of love for Sanskaar, gah this girl ❤️ Sanskaar, as always there to save her when she's about to fall as promised & Swara acknowledging with all her heart that she doesn't need to care cos he's always there to catch her adgdgfghkl feelsss
After this I was like, ho gaya aaj ka 2 mins SwaSan quota poora, ab jhelo :/ BUT what a pleasant surprise we get
That confessionnn, still can't get over it <3 It started so cutely with Swara having hand-written those love notes for Sanskaar & pasted them all over the room ❤️ Awww she took our suggestion of writing love letters for him 😳 Those oh so cute & lovely messages for him, reminding him of his tablets, how lonely she feels without him, such amazingly cute gestures *sighs* Sanskaar was goddamn cute here trying to maintain his angry expressions yet not being able to stop reading those notes <3 & then how cutely does Swara herself appear, with that cute pout & finger on her lips, letting her notes & eyes convey her feelings, she looked so goddamn cute, literally anybody would melt at that sight & am sure Sanskaar did too 😳 some more argument & then Swara asking, you still love me right? You still want me in your life & Sanskaar turning his back to her, eyes closed in pain & saying a NOOO What a blatantly obvious lie that even a 3 year old would catch looking at his face ;) Swara of course understood it & nailed it by putting his hand over her head & asking him to swear on her & say he doesn't love her anymore, I was like YAAASSS! You go girl, kasam always works, experienced it personally uncountable times 😆 & of course Sanskaar's resolve broke for the guy can fake swear in front of god, for HIS love but never fake swear on his love, even in exchange of heaven ❤️ Seriously this touched my heart when I compared this Kasam with the fake one he took in front of god. He really showed today that nothing is above his love for Swara for him, not even god himself. He'll actually sacrifice literally everything & more only for her, such love *sighs* ❤️
Swara too understood this simple fact & happiness glowed on her face, completely assuring her of his love for her & SHE CONFESSED ❤️ She hugged him from behind outta happiness (I ALWAYS wanted back hug during their confession, the scene was literally out of my dreams eeekkksss ) & reinstating the fact aloud that she knows he still loves her, I know you still love me & I love you too Sanskaar❤️ My mouth flew open at this point & I was like OMG OMG OMG did this beautiful scene JUST happen?! I cannot express my feelsss, literally & what made my joy double was Sanskaar's expression here, it was like he just stilled for a moment, taking in her words slowly, the way her hug reassured him of her love & he just wanted to forget everything, take her in his arms then & there and in return confess his own undying love for her in that moment. Just watch this scene, it was actually a hurculean task for Sanskaar to disentangle himself from her & tell her otherwise 💔 Sanskaar really thinks Swara can never love him? In a way he was right when he said that he feels Swara doee not love him & is only saying so because she cannot bear to see people move away from her. She's always been a naive girl who wanted happy families & is deeply insecure & always trying to make everyone happy, even at the cost of her own self, even if it leads to self-destruction for her. He knows this & is exactly WHY he's wary of her feelings for him. It's actually understandable now & I feel so bad for both of them 💔 We as viewers know the depth of Swara's feelings for him, how irrevocably in love she's fallen in with him but he doesn't & it's just heartbreaking to see both of them not being able to be with each other due to their own demons despite wanting to be together & only that ❤️ What an apt song played when Sanskaar finally broke down, admitting he loves her too but not being able to bear the heartbreak of losing her after finally having her to himself. Pyaar humko bhi hain, pyaar tumko bhi hain, toh ye kya silsilay ho gaye. Swara is standing at the same spot where Sanskaar stood once, where she had labelled his feelings as betrayal & today Sanskaar named her feelings as sympathy, god these two heartbreaker babies 💔
Why did Swara say that she would go away & his zidd & zindagi be mubaarak to him? God I just hope Sanskaar doesn't actually take this seriously & believe in the divorce thing. One bit am sure of is that Sanskaar is NEVER EVER going to believe in the alimony bit & THAT should be his clue to sensing something terribly wrong in the whole thing if he hasn't already. I actually think that Sanskaar is protecting Swara & not himself cos the guy said, I love you TOO Swara, clearly implying that he took her confession seriously but can't accept it, maybe due to being unsure of her feelings OR trying to protect her from external harm. That dialogue about not being able to bear losing Swara after finally having her to himself & he'd rather stay away from her. This can be interpreted both ways so let's see what happens. One thing am sure of, Sanskaar's behavior would be absolutely justified either ways after today's episode cos both of them are so Sanskaar. I can actually imagine how broken he must be to really think that Swara can never love him & it's only her affection for him speaking while on the other hand, going lenghts to protect her, even if it means never having her in his life, the way he wants her to. These two made me cry today 💔 Gosh please make my babies confess mutually & unite them soon :( The way Sanskaar broke down after Swara left, it was sooo heartwrenching, curled up like a ball while tearing up at his loss of love 💔 & the way Swara ran from there, crying behind a pillar after her love rejected her 💔 I like that Swara's resolve didn't break even after all this & how adamant Swara Maheshwari is to get her love back! Yeah you go girl 🤗
VaHe's best performance till date, seriously I am SOOO awestruck ❤️ Varunnn, this guy, gosh am speecless. The way he emotes Sanskaar's pain, it's like daggers shooting through your heart seeing him in pain. That moment when he closes his eyes to steel & brace himself & then when he breaks down and confesses his love for her while not being able to still be with her OHMYGOSH 💔 what an actor ⭐️ I am sucha proud Varun fangirl & his awesomeness just awes me more & more with each passing day ❤️ Helly is SOOO amazing as Swara, she nailed it today <3 such a brilliant performer at sucha young age ⭐️ Kudos to these two for bringing SwaSan so alive on our screens & leaving us speechless every single time
DurgaPrasad Maheshwari. I've never felt more hatred than I am feeling for this man in the show, at this moment. No & absolutely NO reason can ever justify his move today, the sin he committed by separating two souls meant to be by deceit, atleast on paper. Ugh you taklu buddha, just go move away from my sight, don't show me your dirty face. You separated two lovers only to hide your old sins & save your precious AnnaPurna, god how could you?! Ugh just gooo -_- Can't believe I wanted him with my lovely Shomi, who despite Daadi's dhamkis, asked Swara to not quit & give up fighting for her love. I love you Shomi 😳 Daadi, who used to say that SwaSan's relationship is destined to be, wants them to seperate now & says being out of MM is the only way to keep Swara's bhalaai, what do I make of this? Are Ragini & Daadi being blackmailed? Ragini is adamant on torturing AnnaPurna the most out of all MM waasis, the lady who always supported & loved Ragini unconditionally & the one whom Ragini was genuinely concerned about till she got back to MM. No motive whatsoever so WHY? Only Atariya Aunty has a problem with AnnaPurna due to DurgaPrasad factor so blackmail? Swara got included to dushman list today. Can I say I loved it that her photo was pasted next to Sanskaar? Haha crazy IK 😳😆
Oh & I thoroughly enjoyed RagYa today too. Drunk Laksh ji rocks. Am I the only weirdo to do so? 😳😆