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Mr Malhotra will see you now Part 18

My life was happy a kid who has everything who always wanted a family had one me, mom and dad what else do i need. My father was everything to me my buddy, my mentor, my angel if i say that way if i looked up to someone it was him but i was wrong i thought i am the most happiest person alive well i am not i was never happy the life i was living was a dream. One fine day it all ended he left us left me and i was drawn to darkness the darkness which sucked me up and i was the most lonely person. After him i thought my mom is there for me but no she was not a new guy came and took the place of my father first i was pissed at her how can she do this to me but then i realized it was not her fault she deserved to be happy and the happiness which my dad well i still call him that didn't gave her yash gave and i got the beautiful n sweet princess as my sister i adore her and dhruv who when became my buddy i have no idea but still i was alone the fear which caught on to me never left me. I wanted to be happy i tired but failed. And one fine day she walked into my life and changed everything i started to be happy again i thought life can give me something good too can i be happy too but the fear of losing her is still inside me i fear she will leave me like he did he never cared for me it's like the person i thought my father is he was not that guy. Nandini became that angel who got the light inside me which i thought i lost it in the darkness she gave me hope she gave me love she bought that side out which i thought didn't exist anymore. She is my angel my love and today am alone here without her i left her i moved away from her she had no idea why i did that but what could i do he called again last night his words ring in my heart the way he said "he never loved me he never loved my mom i was a troubled child for him he never wanted me as a son he wanted nothing from me and that i don't deserved to be loved he never wanted a family with us" why he said this why what did i do why so much hate for me us why he thinks that way what did i ever do to him i always saw him playing with me he was happy came to my school events but then all of a sudden what changed.

I saw her standing there looking at me she knew me better than anyone she knows how to calm me down she knows right now something is wrong deep down i know i should tell her but I can't when i don't even know the reason that is why i stay away from my own family i build my own life my own business my own empire i manik malhotra is the most lonely guy ever i didn't took yash's name because i felt i can't i am a malhotra and i will be always one nothing can change that. I can't see people leaving me again i just can't handle this one was enough.

I take a flight to states seeing her sleeping one last time in my room or say ours i told Aryaman to drop her safely at her home and inform me tomorrow he agrees to me but he also tries to stop me he knows me everything about me i understand what he is saying but right now i need this i can't hurt her she will get hurt. Next day he informs me about her that she was upset in pain this makes me flinch why am i hurting her when she doesn't even know anything about it. I am here all alone thinking and thinking everyone is pissed at me mom, yash, mukti, dhruv they know the reason i have kept them shut out from my life for a long time but this time they are hurt because am about to break her heart or say i already did. She was supposed to be my star and i myself crushed it.

Miserable, sleepless nights will be my companion again. There is a gaping hole in my soul; something gnawing at me inside. What is that pain I have never experienced? It's is as if part of me died. Not some other being, or another person, but as if I died. How do I live with this pain? I'm being clawed from inside out like a ferocious lion is caged in me and feeding on my heart! What Promethean misery I'm going through! Like my f**king heart grows all over again for that torturous lion to devour and consume, feasting on it, one painful bite at a time! I've lost my purpose in life...Dhruv called me last night "are you still alive?" I know his anger he is pissed at me well i am too at myself "what is it dhruv" "manik am done am so done with you this is the limit" he shouts at me i keep quiet and listen "you hurt us alot of times we didn't said anything thinking you need time but this time am done with your stupidity you left her because of that man manik he left you alone and every time he calls you to tell u he didn't want you whenever you try to reach for answers you get this from him that he never wanted a son or this life with mom and every time he says this you go off the edge but this time after nandini came the way i saw you around her how happy you were and now this how can you do this to her manik" i am still quite what can i say that my brother is right and i am wrong "it's been almost a week manik all most a week and you are locked up in that house do you even know her condition she is dreadful i see her every single day how i am handling alya i know her questions never end because like you she loved nandini and here you don't even care" "it's not like that Dhruv you know it it's not how is she is she okay?" I ask about her flashes of her comes in front of my eyes how much i miss her "so now you ask about her after one whole week manik get you a** here back to London or else i will tell her everything i can't see her like this man" "you think i don't know anything you know how i am I will hurt her dhruv and if I did it will kill me" i try to justify my self "god you guy what should i do with you the reason you left is because you are worried that she will leave you just how he did just how that..." "dhruv not another word" i stop him before he goes further "let her in manik she is worried for you come back bro she needs you and most important you need her i know you never came for us mom because we knew you won't and we made peace but her manik you know she is not like that give her a chance let her in" i listened to his words and think and before he says anything i hung up

I sat down alone thinking about when she came how i changed how i was happy every time i looked at her and the last week was the most perfect bliss for me. I can't hurt her dhruv is right i can't I took my phone "i am coming tomorrow" dhruv laughs as he hears that "finally mom he is coming" i hear him telling mom and hear mom saying "thank god tell him to get here then I will show what a mother does enough of his attitude" i smile on her words because i clearly know she will not do anything but hug me like always "don't tell nandini i will surprise her" i hung up and stood to get ready to leave

I reached when dhruv told me they are at this club and Nandini is there with Alya. I walk in she is sitting at the bar totally lost in her thoughts i can scene she is sad her eyes speak pain clearly as if she haven't slept for days i feel a knife in my heart how much i have hurt her she looks here and there as if she sense me around then our eyes meet she keeps staring at me and i do the same as we will disappear if we blink we walk passed the crowd towards each other and within a min our lips found each other the kiss was filled with desperation, need and anxiety no one of us was ready to leave each other as our lips break apart i look at her tears were flowing from her eyes and before anything happens she feel in my arms she fainted and i panic i took her in my arms and ran outside Aryaman was standing he saw and opened the door ASAP i was shocked worried my emotions were taking control "get to Cornica and call the doc" before i could say anything she stir and woke up. "Nandini are you okay baby can you hear me" she looks at me as if I am a ghost "Manik" she sits straight moving away from me I feel a cling in my heart I am losing her I am ..She will leave me... my heart beat rises I stare at her with a blank expression "Manik How are you?" she still asks me how I am I smile a little "how am I looking" she stares at me "Ma..nn..iikkk I ...me.." she stammers and cries hard but continues "Manik, I... I've cried so much," she whispers. "Oh baby no" I tug her handhold her in my embrace where I have wished her to be since the second I left her. I wrap my arms around her tight, and bury my nose in her hair, inhaling her scent. This is heaven... She's my heaven, and I had to harrow hell to get here. "I've missed you so much Nandini am so sorry baby for going away like this but I promise I will never do this again believe me" I breathe, and she finally melts into my embrace resting her head against me. I love you! I love you! I love you!' my heart whispers, my soul intact, but my mouth silent.

she is in my arms sniffing "baby please stop crying please" I take hold of her face and wipe her tears away "I will tell you everything at home I promise no more secrets" she looks at me "Manik I ...Love.." "shh..shh I know first I will tell then you will" she nods and hugs me tight "you better Mr Malhotra or I will kill you this time with my hands" she says hitting me and I smile. As we reach home I ask her if she will walk she nods in a no I smile I take hold of her in my arms and walk inside not before seeing Aryaman smiling at me. Reaching towards the elevator I hope in but before I punch the code I look at her "baby I love to hold you forever but how will I punch the code so will you" she looks at me and nods "it's 10.10" she punches in but before that looks at me "10^th October as in the day we meet" she asks with sniffing I nod and kiss her on her nose "yes baby now punch in" she smiles and punch in and we step inside I look around it is the same as I left one week ago I walk passed towards our room and place her on the bed we keep eying each other I walk on the other side and rest on the it and pull her in my arms she rests her head on my chest and kept playing with my shirt buttons "Manik what is wrong why did you leave like this what happened?" "Nandini my life has always been a pain my father he left us, left me he thinks I am not worth it and I have no idea why he did this he was my mentor my buddy and he just..." words left me as a lump formed in my throat I look at her she keep staring at me "that is why you feel I will leave you?" I nod "everyone I have love have left me Dad did I don't know the reason why, Mom got married and I was left all alone no one by my side I have lived a lonely life nandini and I am not a good guy I will hurt you and this thought gives me pain like I left you for one week an see it hurts you Nandini it does I did hurt you" "Manik I would never say that, you're a good man. I can see that you're generous, you're kind, and you've never lied to me you have always shown the best side to me you are not hurt manik and you can never hurt me and being lonely manik I am with you why do you feel you are lonely I will never leave you I have promised and I am doing again also I will prove it too you" she replies completely shocking me. "Last week on the party night he called me it was him nandini I was tracking him down to find out about the reason but he again said I was not worth his love he never wanted a son nandini how can he say that to me I always saw him happy around me and he said he never wanted me my mom he said I don't deserve love and when I saw you your eyes the love it had I just thought what if you leave me too and after I left, it dawned on me the pain inflicted on me the pain of losing you. The thought kills me" she moves up and sits straight making me lift up too and cups my face "I love you, Manik Malhotra and I will by your side every minute of the way I will never leave you, you are my present and future and most of all my destiny I will be by your side until you tell me to leave". she declares. If I died right now, I'd die a happy man She love me she does she loves me OMG she does Thank you! Thank you! Thank you for hearing me! I love this woman so much! Finally I realize that this is not a dream, not a trick my brain is playing on me, and that Nandini really truly loves me; me! This insignificant man! I snake my arms around her and crush her to me. "Oh Nandini" I breathe and pull her on my lap I bury my nose in her hair, inhaling her scent, kissing her hair. We sit, wrapped around each other, listening to a soothing piano music, completely reflecting what we are feeling right now, a tranquil tone. She just snuggles into my arms resting her head in the crook of my neck. I just stroke her back soothing both of our ravaged souls with the events of last week.

That's all for now

Love Sehr:)