IKRS Friday 11th December 2015 ep 107 My Take
Along the ages ,the gender as in man and woman, have some distinct impressions of how they are perceived in terms of behavior and expectations, ethics and code of conduct in terms of conditions they live in. The dark ages had the primitive man in role of the hunter who went looking for food. He was the provider of sustenance, while the woman was the companion who bore his children and was predominately the one who nurtured and provided care. Even now, in the present day, it is a natural partnership that is put into place in clans ,family units.As human race multiplied ,faiths evolved to maintain order, harmony and some form of social order and the sense of justice to curb lawlessness.The female figure in many faiths is seen to equate with the maternal role.. psychologically a man invariably sees an angle of his mother in his wife.He looks for same foetal connection that he had with his mother before the umbilical cord that attached him to his mother was severed at the time of his birth. Hence even in the present day world of anti -sexist, and equal opportunities drives, a male may still seek the nurturing element in a female , who invariably showers the maternal drives within her, upon the male.. take a look at this scene between an ill Viplav and a nursing Dhani,
Fed by the hand of love.. He has taken on board her order , do as she says. Like a compliant child he receives the morsel obediently chewing away at his food. Dhani tells him ,she spoke to Rajlaxmi and asked her to convey to his family that he was fine and also we we would try come back when the coast is clear. This is becoming ridiculous Viplav muses as she orders him mechanically , open your mouth.. Man why is treating me like a toddler? cajoling me to open my mouth ?just because she says so! Not any more !my hands are not maimed I can jolly well eat myself, he lets his head move to the side, to dodge the morsel she held before his mouth, look I can manage myself and he goes for the tray from her hands! but she pulls it back, no you look! I am feeding you.. he moans ,I said I 'll eat my self and she grips the tray and the poor plate becomes a victim of tug of war between them and she finally pulls ot forcibly out of his hands and she shouts stop fussing around andhe goes awwwoo! he stares into her face with a twisted in pain expression, look what's happened now! she complains but carries on preparing the next morsel for him.. You're such a baby! fussing and being stubborn in everything I am feeding you! and she brings the morsel near his mouth he gives her a furrowed look ,what is she on? told her I can eat myself but she is so stubborn herself! Viplav glares at her face and she glares back but still carries on ,open your mouth! and he thinks what's the point she won't get off my case.. And he opens his mouth sulkily , accepts, glares at her then his face curls up in a smile which gets broader as he chomps and confused she yells you're doing it again laughing! What is your problem did I tell you joke , she protests angrily and he laughs aloud haahaaa! and goes noo.. and she demands then why were you laughing? and he continues do you know when you are angry you look like a banshee! and he pushes his palm in her face! she lurches back! he continues ,that's why I was laughing and she too smiles back at him, and retorts have you seen your face it looks like a ghoul! and she smiles, he laughs with his mouth open, she pops another morsel in his mouth and he goes oohh! and moves and gets the food in the corner of his mouth, and they both share a hearty laugh together! Viplav rests his head on the bed head rest and she gives her a beaming smile.. dhani it was my desire to see you smile ,laugh unreservedly !and then comes, one last morsel and he raises up his palm to say all done! she puts the plate on the side.. he chews as she spots the food at the of her lip and she points to it on his , he jerks up his head what? he beckons her towards him with his forefinger, and she knows what he wants and she picks off that bit of food by her finger, in fact with her bent finger she brushes bits off from the rest of his tash as well , then she finishes off the act with inside of her sided palm..and his eyes glow with the light of her face ,she loves you Viplav babba! for sure! such feminine grace , such tenderness can only mean one thing love..as it goes beyond the care of duty.. his eyes sparkle.. as he watches her with profound interest such simplistic innocence,those thick long noir tresses! ,ordinary beauty but it's the ordinary factor that adds a pure natural form to the way she looks, hold herself and is this Dhani, muses Viplav as he watches her reach out for his glass of water.. she passes it to him and a cheeky smug smile he takes a sip under her watchful eyes, screws them devilishly over the rim of the glass; Dhani looks and smiles,at the silly faces he pulls and then she giggles so much! her body shakes and he just studies her face and mues, . that's all I want pull faces, so that I can see youl laughing,smiling, giggling before me,Dhani... thus carry on the dramatics of the vibrant Viplav!
But at his house Viplav's mother begins to lose the plot due to no news of her son.her melodramatics on this occasion seem genuine as she falls to the feet ofher FIL and urges him to use his influence to seek out Viplav. she even threatens to starve herself from food and water till the return of her son. now this in itself is no ordinary feat for Kanak who is accustomed to fine food, as one call recall during karvachaut she was the one who harped on about how famished she was and was desperate for the fast to end. Dashrant is not impressed by her wailing and he asks Sushma to take Kanak away as he was finding increasingly difficult to think the next step with her being around. For once Dashrant for sure looked extremely anxious.He is one person who knows everything, that's what his devotes come to him for ,and to find himself in the dark regards Viplav was dissipating him gradually and thinks aloud where are you my child? where shall I seek you out?
Tripurai barges in and speds off with Dhani right before Viplav's eyes and he wakes up with a start! calls out for her ,no reply , than saunters into the lounge and asks kaki if she had seen Dhani.. she no she must be around..
Viplav is gripped with a strange fear he hadn't come across before.A premonition plagues him , his dream that Tripurari grabbed Dhani..he walks out of the house straight into the garden. Frantically , cast his eyes around calls her name Dhani! Dhani! no answer ,hope his dream is not true! he can't lose her! he cannot! he is responsible for her ,he has to take her back to her mother! like he did at the landslide incident... but this Viplav, is different Tripurari is out to get her it's not him, but her he wanted.. Dhani! Dhani! he shouted he's lost her !his whole face falls , than music to his ears.. what is it ? !with tears in his eyes, he sees her carrying a bucket coming towards him, ..he just looks at her ready to cry.. why do you want? and why have you come out she yelled at him.. relieved he muses she is before me alive ,well yapping at me.. told you not to come out don't you understand ? she accused him and he stepped forward, grabbed her shoulders and then gathered her in the sanctuary of his arms.. embarrassed she muses, in his embrace, my god what's got into him? and shocked Dhani wonders, but Viplav just holds her close, his head bent against the side of her neck! you stupid girl you nearly took my life.. couldn't see you anywhere thought I'd lost you my peace... felt lost and alone.. and his face shows signs of deep insecurity.. strange why do I feel safe with her? my being latches on to her for a serenity I never felt before.. muses Viplav as he continued to hold her in an embrace. he felt close to her not in body but in soul.. what is the foreign feeling? what bond is it that we share ? why does he hold on? clutch on to her? what want or need ? does she fulfil in me ? that I never want to let go off her..?Dhani can you hear my heart beating? can you feel it racing? how could you just leave without telling me? I got sick with worry!he mumbled at the side of her head .. but I was just drying some clothes , has something happened to you ? she asked a bit taken aback and he grumbled at the side of her head still in his embrace, how can you leave without telling me.. thank god you are fine! if something had happened to you? you can't even imagine how much I l...and kaki clears her throat ahem !and they part and she smiles at them and they stare at each other wondering what she must be thinking? but kaki says hey! I know how much you both love each other ! what's there to be shy about ? two people who love each other must show their love to each other because,the bond of love strengths and Viplav looks at Dhani's hooded eyes and smiles at kaki's words.. and dhani bullies him, and says come let's take you inside, and he muses hope she doesn't think I am jesting? she helps him into the room and tells him off, what was the need to come out you act so mad at times! look at yourself you've become so weak now sit down and rest and she leads him to his bed.. but then you never listen to me do you ? sit down now! she orders and he goes into a strop no! and she argues why the fuss ? what if something had happened to you? and he turned to look at her and replied , and what if something had happened to you what then? you didn't tell me you were leaving he accused ? I went sick with worry! what about that? you can't even imagine what was going through my head? and she argues , nothing was going to happen to me ,besides it's you who are ill not me? yeah being ill doesn't mean I don't worry? and she understands and cajoles him come on, sit down, you don't understand anything.. sit down here and let me go and get something for you to eat nd he looks up into her face insecurely ..heaven's she leaving me again! I'll lose her! and he grabs her just above her wrist and puts up a stubborn resistance, preventing her from leaving! she stops and looks down at the grip ofher hand on his wrist and looks into his innocent raised up head can't you see Dhani ,every time you leave my sight,I feel insecure and Dhani looks confused right into his eyes stopping her from leaving..his eyes peer up into her face and appeal look into my eyes Dhani surely you can see into my soul .. and hear what I am trying to say by stopping you from leaving? why does she act if she can't read my silent gaze? Dhani does, but overcome by his silent verbal plea but daring visual declaration, lowers her eyes and just looks at the grip of his palm on her wrist then to the captivity of his intensely quizzical gaze upon her face.. look she consoles him gently .I am only going to get some food for you? so you get better soon, not going anywhere else, I'll be right back, you just stay and rest.. she explains to him.. seeking his permission since he made such a hue and cry about her leaving before telling him.. but he looks up blankly all love lost into her face , and she explains why are you acting so childish? I am not going anywhere will just come back soon and she loosens his grip ..he was like a needy toddler unwilling to let go of his mother!. mesmerized by her presence, her words ,her voice..he was numb, deaf, dumb and mute to the rest of the world except to her being!, and then she leaves and he casts his eyes down crest fallen..
Revelations, positive or negative, however, make a difference..in the great scheme of things! ..As the day melts into daily ordinary chores. Uaware sits Dhani, of what else it'll bring.. and she's not the only one.. likewise unaware is Viplav too, as he stands at a distance, his shoulder pressed against a pillar.. fresh air does well for his spirits and the sight of her does even better for his heart! as his eyes watch her with interest, peeling and slicing fresh crisp apples. As he watches kaki comes by and gives her a set of dried folded clothes.. but hark listen to what she says, you are so lucky ,you're husband cares so much for you..he's so faithful! , even she is aware of what I feel for you Dhani.. Viplav muses, look as she slices the apple she ponders on kaki's words..and as for me, what has kaki said? that the colour of my love is white.. not just me alone who sings about it but the whole world rings with it ,that .. that girl over there slicing apples is special.. for me.. how could I have not known all this time? threw the sindoor at this widow! she was destined for you Viplav! saving her publically from the rabble? I don't believe this ? my heart goes giddy.. he rests his head against the wall, in submission looks across to her..I bet she doesn't know I am washed, coloured, immersed, reformed by her love.. I am not who I was, but one who you have changed Dhaniii.. hear me out.. aaah, what sentiment is this? that makes my soul soars across the skies.. the soft touch of her chunni blows in his face and blocks her face from his view..Viplav pulls down the chunni down from his face.. one peep at her and he discovers.. Viplav Tirpathi .. looks like you have fallen head over heels in love with Dhani! the colour of your love is white..surely such a feeling can only mean love! Viplav accepts this divine feeling which he hears in the twittering of the birds!
Tripurari's goons phone him, Suvarna picks his mobile as he sleeps.She discovers he is involved in Viplav's Dhani's disappearance.!in fact he spear heads it. he warns her never to attend his phone again,but Suvarna now knows her husband lies yet again.. and as expected Tripurari decrees his men finish them both as soon as they are seen!
Dhani sails in with the plate of fresh fruit.. and wants him to sit and eat..and he grabs her arms and thumps her to sit on the bed and orders, no!you sit down and eat! eat!hepoints to the fruit and Dhani pops up him and argues ,I am not the one who is ill you sit and eat. kaki comes in with the folded clothes , and smiles..as Dhani finally gets him to adhere to her order, you sit and eat now! and he sides his eyes as he hears kaki with her ahem! she than asks the inevitable question tell me son ,how you did you get the head injury? ,in panic both start off with a differing tale ,then Viplav says ,we went to the temple with friends and his foot slipped and he fell in the waters so Dhani saved him and kaki smiles and alleviates their fears in her belief that she accepts them as husband and wife..Symbolically Viplav was immersed in the sea of oblivion about his love.. till dhani leads him to the knowledge that he loves her..
As kaki leaves Viplav decides to act the role of a husband...he gets up and brings Dhani to the bed and makes her sit on the edge facing him.. look I am not well so don't argue with me and eat! and she retorts ,you need it more as you're ill and I am well! so you eat! and he argues no will not as I know the moment I eat you'll dash off and she says no you eat ,I'll eat later .. ok tell you what ,let's eat together Dhani finds middle ground and Viplav loves the idea and they both pick up a slice each. bite into the crunchy piece.. both watch each other chomping away happily.. biting into the fresh fruit, a boon from the heavens! tasting, savouring together the sweet ,nourishing flavour of who knows a fruitful progressive bond?..his eyes giving her a few roughish message.. you miss pepper pot! are as sweet as this apple!
Viplav shares, I think I should speak to dada today , you say you told rajlaxmi to tell him about him ,despite that he didn't bother to find out about me? how odd, still never mind I'll ring him to day ..
More revelations that pull the carpet from under his feet..Dashrant receives a phone call from Viplav who informs him he's well because he got injured,but it was Dhani who saved him.. with a smile he repeats Dhani saved his life. Worse still he reveals the irony.. of which Viplav is unaware to his dada ji.. that Tripurari his trustworthy devotee is behind this mishap.. that Tripurari's target was Dhani! but he intervened ,got injured but saved her! Viplav smiles he dying to give him some good news about himself but he can't tell him now as he'll dpo that before the whole family when he returns gome shortly.. so this would be Viplav's second homecoming where he brings some news about the widow Dhani the bane of Dashrant's life.. Viplav smiles like a conquerer but Dashrant cowers like a loser.. will he be a quitter?
Helooo folks .. sorry late post of an epic proportions episode.. pardons again for it being so long.. I won't say more seemed to have poured my whole being into the episodes.. many thanks to Eisha and Mishal for their amazing offering.. Hamlet53 12.12.15
Precap: kaki insists Viplav to put vermillion in Dhani's parting.. Viplav takes a pinch of the sindoor..