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PART 8
Ishita - Because I love you She broke down
Raman smiled, goes near her and hugged her tightly.
Ishita hugged him back and was crying loudly. He was patting her back.
Ishita - I love you Raman! She repeated in between her cry and hugged him tighter.
Raman - I knew it. I love you too. He kissed her hairs
Ishita - Raman Are you ok.
Raman - I am fine. I know you will not let anything happen to me. Now stop crying
Ishita - started hitting him - You are so bad. Pehle rulate ho phir bolate ho stop crying. I hate you.
( First you make me cry and then saying to stop crying )
Raman - I am sorry bacha. You are so stubborn. I had no other option then this. I am sorry
Ishita hugged him tighter.
They both remain in that position. After some time they parted.
Raman - Ishita lets go back. I want to tell everyone about us. Chalo lets go.
Ishita stopped him - Raman we can't be together. You don't know anything about me.
Raman held her shoulders - Don't say that ever. We are meant to be together. I don't care about your past. I m only concerned with your present and future, which is with me.
Ishita with teary eyes looked at him.
Ishita - Raman please. Don't make this difficult for me. It's for you I am saying go away from me.
Raman hugged her tightly- I can't. Even if I try I can't. You have become my world. Now I can't imagine single day of my life without you.
Both were crying hugging each other. After some time she spoke.
Ishita - Raman I m orphan.
He parted away from her. They sat on a bench nearby.
Ishita - I was only a day old when my mother died. My mother knew very well that she will not be able to make it. Still she gave birth to me. She chose me over her life. She died of excessive hemorrhage during delivery. She died because of me.
Raman kept silent, just side hugged her and kept his hand on her shoulder reassuringly.
She continued - My father, He didn't see my face from that day. He blamed me for her death. My childhood it was all gone waiting for him. Every day I use to wake up with a hope, today he will come and hug me. He will caress my hairs. But that day never came. He indulged himself in alcohol. I was 10 when he died of cirrhosis. He in his depression, took excessive dose of alcohol.
My relative took our whole property and blamed me for my parent's death. I was send to orphanage. You were asking about that place, we went that day. My orphanage was behind it. I use to find solace there. But then everyone in orphanage also blamed me for my parent's death.
Trust me Raman I didn't kill them. She was sobbing.
He hugged her tighter and gave her some water to drink.
Raman - I know Ishita... It was not your fault. He kissed her forehead.
After some time she spoke again.
Ishita - My life in orphanage was worse. Rector of that orphanage treated me very badly. I had to work whole day with the hope of getting some food in the night. Those were the worse days of my life. Every night I use to cry hugging my pillow. All people taunted me, for killing my parents.
But I am still thankful to that orphanage who gave me my Dai Jaan.
She smiled. She worked there as maid and treated me like her daughter.
She was lady in her late 40's, who showered her love on me as she didn't had her own child. We two were each others world. She encouraged me to study. She use to spend her small salary on my needs and education. I use to call her DJ. She was my mother father my guide philosopher.
I studied on scholarship. I wanted to become psychiatrist. My father died of depression. That very day I decided to help and treat such peoples. I never wanted this world to have one more Ishita. Raman You might think why I m so childish, probably because I have never lived my childhood.
She wiped her tears.
I completed my higher education on scholarship and taking tuitions. DJ was my life support system.
One day when I was leaving for my specialization, I didn't know I was lost in my thoughts. I was about to fall from staircase but on a neck time DJ pulled me back and slipped instead of me. She died in front of me. She died because of me.
Raman whosoever comes near me dies. I am inauspicious. My relatives were right. I am not worth your love. Go away from me. Go away from my dark world. Please! Leave me
She hid her face in her palms and started crying again.
Hearing her whole story Raman had tears in his eyes. Ishita who is such a lively person can hide this huge sorrow inside her.
He just hugged her tighter, kept her head close to his heart.
Ishita - Raman please go away
He lifted her head and kissed her eyes.
Raman - Ishita. Listen to me Ishita. It was not your fault. Stop blaming yourself. Your mother gave you this life not to blame yourself.
Ishita - Raman My mother, father, my DJ... They all lost their life because of me.
Raman - SSHh! Shut up Get this clear Ishita. It was not your fault.
Raman consoled her and Ishita rested her head on his shoulder. They sat there in that position.
Due to continuous crying and whole day exhaustion she drifted to sleep in his arms. Sensing her weight he carefully lifted her in his arms and placed her in car. He closed the door and drove back.
He took her to his farmhouse in lonavala. On reaching there he scooped her in his arms and move to the bedroom. He asked the guard to arrange for some food.
Ishita was still sleeping. He sat beside her and caressed her hairs. He kissed her forehead and wiped a tear at the corner of her eyes.
Raman- Ishita! Today you cried for the last time. From tomorrow morning there will be only happiness in your life. You have suffered a lot but not anymore. Jaan! I will take away all sorrow from your life and fill your life with my love.
After sometime he also slept.
In her sleep she cuddled to him. Her head was on his chest and Raman was holding her tight, keeping her close to himself.
Raman woke up first and saw her cuddled to him. He smiled, lifted her head and kept it on pillow.
He then went out and prepared coffee for two and brought some snacks with it. Till that time Ishita woke up. Sensing her in new place she immediately sat up. Raman was entering with coffee.
Raman- Hey Finally you woke up
Ishita- Raman where are we
Raman- It's my farmhouse. Yesterday it got late. It was of no use returning back so I brought you here. Don't worry we are leaving back after breakfast. We are having flight in the afternoon. Have your coffee. Tell me how it is. I have made it.
Ishita took a sip - It's nice
Raman smiled - Finish your coffee. We need to talk after it.
Ishita looked at him and kept her mug on side table - We have nothing to talk.
Raman - Ishita listen to me.
Ishita - No Raman You listen to me.I have told you everything about my past.
She turned her face - Raman I have made myself clear. We have no future together. Its for your good.
Raman turned her looked straight into her eyes - Do you love me
Ishita - Raman
Raman - Yes or No
Ishita - You are not understanding...
Raman - Ishita Yes or No
Ishita - Yes
She close her eyes and tears roll down from it.
Raman wiped her tears with his thumb and held her face with his hands- Bas Ishita! I have told you before. Stop blaming yourself.
You want me to go away from you for my good. But if I say I want to be with you. I want to spend rest of my life with you. I want marry you ,make babies with you ,grow old with you, die old in your arms.
A day without you in my life is like a day without sunshine. I need you in my life to keep me happy. You make me feel alive. You are my strength, my smile, my happiness. Dont take that away from me.
You came into my life & changed it for forever. Jaan,I will love you till the end of my days.
Ishita! You have become my life. I want to love you till eternity. Fill your life with happiness which you very rightly deserve. Please dont take my life away from me. I will die without you.
Fresh tears came in her eyes. She just hugged him.
Ishita - I love you Raman. I want to be with you.
Raman - We will be together Ishita. He kissed her forehead.
They stayed in that position. Some time later she spoke.
Ishita - But I have one condition
Raman looked at her questioningly
Ishita - You will tell your family everything about my past
To be continued
Precap - Mr and Mrs Bhalla decision... First kiss
Edited by ruhi_ishra - 10 years ago
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