"I am your Fuggy, not the doll"
She closed the door of their bedroom with a determined look.
She walked towards the conversing Rock star with slight hesitation. With great difficulty she convinced Dadi that she would tell the rock star of half-truth and would handle him such that their plan is not foiled. She convinced her with great difficulty that this would be better this way, as Abhi would no more interrupt their plans.
"Fuggy Fuggy ! I think the Lady Mogambo is here. Don't fear. I am here. " he was adjusting the chasma properly on his Fuggy'.
"Mujhe aapse kuch kehnaa hai" slight irritation dripped in her voice.
"Fuggy don't worry. I am only yours "
"We need to talk" came another futile effort.
"Can't you see I am busy" He barked into her after suddenly turning towards her.
"You are my boss, but you can't control my personal life"
"You really don't want to listen to me" a slight frustrated cry made its appearance. Desperation was clear in her eyes. After a slight pause and after gathering herself
"I.. I want to tell you something. Something that you want to listen" She looked hopefully into his eyes, which by now were just inches away from her.
He jerked back slightly after a slight thought.
"Fuggy she thinks I will fall into her trap" "She might be alluring, but nothing in front of you" "Nobody can attract me like you .."
"I am yours and you are mine. I am only your's" his mocking tone and happy dance is breaking her.
"Listen I need to tell you something. Something ! really important. " She pulled him desperately to face her.
He pushed her back. "I am not interested in you or what you talk. "
"This is my Fuggy time, And nobody can disturb me now. " His no-nonsense look broke her completely.
"So you really do not want to listen to me" a bigger cry is mixed with her slight shout. "You really do not want to listen to something you probably have been waiting."
"Can you not understand? I am not interested in you or what you talk. My fuggy is waiting for me and don't disturb me" his determined face broke her completely.
"So I lost you completely. I probably lost you completely. That too to a doll" She started crying now. "You really do not want to listen to me." She shouted with all the desperation clearly now visible.
"Fuggy I will buy a new dress. You have been wearing the same yellow dress... You would look sexy .. " his romance with the "fuggy doll" is interrupted by sufficiently loud and defeated cries.
He turned around to see her completely broke. She was sitting on edge of the bed and sobbing uncontrollably. In no time he was by her side and tried to lift her head. Slight touch from him, she jumped into him and hugged him tightly. All her frustration so far was coming out with rigorous sobs. Sitting by her side, he held her tightly and protectively while she continued with her sobs.
"Aap mere ho, bus mere ho" "Uss .. Uss doll ki nahi" the doll was tossed away to the farthest corner of the room when she pushed it away with all her might.
A stubborn crying baby crying for favorite lost toy is all he could see in her desperate and water filled and now Chasma adorned face.
"Mere ho, Mere.." she cried/shouted once again desperately pressing her finger deep into his chest.
He pulled her into a desperate hug and crushed her into him. The doll from the far away corner could see overwhelming and desperate love between the two while the two are pulling the other closer and closer into themselves.
Few minutes were required to soothe the two burning souls.
She bore into him while repeating the well-rehearsed words in a rushed manner "I am acting. And I am doing this entirely for you, for me and for us. Please believe me. I cant tell you any more things. Please cooperate with me. Don't get hurt with any thing. Please watch it like a film. It kills me to see you hurt. Please believe me. Please don't come in anything that I am doing. Please will you do this for me" She asked him desperately.
"Even if you do not want to cooperate it is fine. But please don't hurt your self. I can't see you anymore like this. Please .." she begged him again while hugging him one more time tightly.
"I love you. I love you and really love you a lot. My everything is centered around you, please see this." She said to the silent him. Their physical proximity, her finally exposed love for him, her desperation drove him to dive into her lips. He sealed her request with a soul-burning kiss.
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