Jaldi aaiyye Arnavji! NOTE on pg 92 - Page 7

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Posted: 9 years ago
#61
Nice update
But I feel rachana has blamed Arnav little too much, after all he was a teenager and lost his parents.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: Pdrover

Nice update Thanks a lot!
But I feel rachana has blamed Arnav little too much,you are right. Certain unpleasant circumstances make some people bitter. The same thing has happened with Rachnaa. So when she met him after so long, she vented her frustration, sadness & all that was buried inside her on Arnav. after all he was a teenager and lost his parents.

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Posted: 9 years ago
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NOTE: The update will be there by 10 pm tomorrow, IST.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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A/N: As per the serial IPKKND, Sheesh mahal had been converted to a hotel when Arnav bought it from his chachaji. But,Sheesh mahal is not a hotel
in my FF. Please consider that chachaji & his family were residing in Sheesh Mahal during that period of 14 years. They were forced to leave when
Arnav bought that house. Once the fashion show (where Khushi fell in Arnav's arms) was over, Arnav gave the responsibility of taking care of Sheesh
mahal to his old, trusted servants. He left that very night & is coming back to that house only in this part,alongwith Khushi.
Thanks for the likes & comments! Over to..
Part 122
Khushi felt Arnav's hold on her hand getting stronger as they approached closer to the house where he had spent his cherished childhood.
Without caring about the driver, she brought his hand to her mouth & kissed it softly.
Arnav pulled her closer to himself.
Khushi could feel his escalating pulse when she stroked the back of his neck.
Khushi: Hum aapk saath hain..
Arnav(breaking apart): Thanks!
His eyes spoke of his heartfelt gratitude whereas her eyes spoke of her promise to be with him through thick & thin.
The gaze was broken when the car came to a halt.
Khushi turned sideways to find huge,ornate iron gates lined with spikes just ahead of the car.
As the gates parted, the driver took the car up on the driveway lined by manicured shrubs on both sides.
Khushi's eyes first went to the marble fountain & then to the majestic building standing in front of it.
She felt a sense of deja vu as she recalled her first meeting with her future sasuraal.
Khushi(thinks): Uss raat humein chinta khaaye ja rahi thi isiliye humara dhyaan is ghar par gayaa hi nahi! Ise ghar kehna galat hoga. Yeh toh sach me
1 mahal hai!
Her thoughts were interrupted when an armed security guard opened the door of the car for her.
Khushi thanked him as she stepped out of the car.
All traces of excitement vanished when she saw Arnav's forlorn face as he came to her side.
Khushi(placing a hand on his shoulder): Arnavji..
Arnav's gaze shifted behind her.
He nodded when the guard saluted him.
Arnav: Press reporters ko yahaan se door rakhne ki zimmedaari tumhari hai.
Guard(nods): Ji sir,aap befiqar rahein.
Arnav: Agar koi bhi anjaan aadmi ghar ki taraf aata dikhaai de toh mujhe immediately call kar dena.
Guard: Ji,bilkul sir. Hum chaukanne rahenge!
Arnav turned to Khushi once the guard left.
Arnav(holds her hand): Chalo. Andar tumhara intezaar ho raha hai..
Khushi(frowns deeply): Kya?
Arnav had already begun guiding her towards the porch by then.
Khushi: Par.. andar kaun hai?
Arnav: Andar chalkar bataaun?
Khushi(guesses): Dilli se Amanji aaye hain?
Arnav shook his head as they climbed the few steps leading to the main door.
Khushi was surprised to see diyas placed on either sides of the main door.
The door opened before she could voice any of her questions & Khushi saw an old lady standing across the threshold.
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Her salt n pepper hair were partially covered by the pallu of her saree.
Her mouth wrinkled at the corners when she smiled & her large eyes glistened with tears.
Khushi did not fail to notice the aarti ki thaali in her hands.
Arnav: Yeh Deepa mausi hain. Inhe,waise toh,meri aur di ki dekh-bhaal karne k liye iss ghar me laaya gaya tha par, humari gairhaazri me, inhone iss
ghar ka bhi utne hi achchhe tareeke se dhyaan rakhaa hai jaise woh humara rakhti thi jab hum.. iss ghar me rehte the.
Deepa mausi caressed Arnav's cheek as a tear escaped her eye.
Khushi(folds her hands): Namaste mausiji!
The smile on her lips grew wider as mausi greeted Khushi.
Mausi(pats her cheek): Namaste! (pats her head)Khush rahiye, bahurani! Sheesh mahal me aapka swaagat hai!
Khushi's heart skipped a beat when she heard that word: bahurani!
Her eyes filled to the brim while mausi performed their aarti.
When ArShi touched her feet, she blessed them to have a long,fruitful life.
Then she pressed a 100 rs note into Khushi's hand.
Mausi: Aapka shagun.. (turning to Arnav) Aur Chhotey raja, yeh aapk liye!
Arnav: Main yeh nahi le saktaa hoon, mausi.
Mausi: Manaa mat kijiyega! Hum apni khushi se de rahe hain aur.. yeh Rivaaz bhi hai..
Khushi saw the joy on mausi's face when Arnav relented & accepted the money from her.
She saw a man in his late thirties approaching them soon after mausi placed something sweet in her mouth.
Arnav: Yeh Keyur bhaiyya hain, mausi k bete..
Keyur greeted Khushi before placing a wide copper dish filled with red colored water at the threshold.
Mausi: Aaiyye bahurani..
Several tears escaped Khushi's eyes as she placed her right foot in the dish,followed by her left.
She clutched Arnav's hand as she stepped inside the house,marking it with her footsteps.
Once inside, her eyes took in the view of the grand living room: the embroidered carpets, the wall mounted fireplace, the crystal chandelier, the silk
curtains, the huge brass artefacts, the exquisite showpieces on the mantlepiece and the furniture, which was totally covered.
Khushi: Itne bade ghar ka dhyaan rakhnaa koi aasaan kaam nahi hai. Aapko daad deni hogi mausiji! Bade jatan se rakhaa hai aapne iss ghar ko!
Mausi: Shukriya! Aur.. Maaf kijiyega!
Khushi: Kis liye?
Mausi: Saadi si grah pravesh ki rasam k liye! Jaldbaazi me itna hi kar paaye aap k liye! Saanjh dhal gayi thi so phool nahi tod paayein aur.. ghar me
kalash toh hai par chaawal nahi the so.. woh rasam bhi nahi kar paayein. Mithaai banaane ya laane jitna samay nahi tha so Ramdana se hi aapka
moonh meetha karvaana padaa.
Khushi: Koi baat nahi,mausiji! Humare liye yeh hi bahut hai! Aur.. Ramdane se yaad aaya.. (looking around)iss ghar me mandir bhi hai?
Mausi: Ji,bilkul hai!
Khushi(smiles): Humein wahaan lekar chaliye na..
Mausi: Wahaan toh Chhotey raja hi lekar chalenge aapko! Hum dono baazaar jaakar aapk liye badhiya sa khaana lekar aate hain! Biriyani pasand hai
aapko?
Khushi(turns to Arnav): Arnavji ko bahut pasand hai!
Mausi: Jaante hain.. In k liye toh biriyani, raita aur paneer tikka laane hi hain! Aap kya khaayengi,bataaiyye?
Arnav(answers for her): Khushi ko naan, malaai kofta aur shaahi paneer bahut pasand hain!
Mausi(smiles): Theek hai. Hum woh bhi lekar aate hain!
Arnav was about to take out his wallet, when mausi stopped him.
Mausi: Paise hain humare paas.
Arnav: Theek hai. Baahar driver wait kar raha hai aaplogon k liye..
Mausi(nods): Aate hain..
Khushi: Ji. Sambhalkar jaiyyega..
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Mausi closed the door as she left the couple alone.
Khushi: Aapne.. (looking around) yeh sab kab karvaaya?
Arnav: Jab tum mandir gayi thi,tab..
An overwhelmed Khushi threw herself at Arnav who caught her weight while balancing himself.
Khushi: Ab bas bhi kijiye, Arnavji!
Arnav(confused): What the..!? Kya.. bas karoon?
Khushi: Humare liye aur kya,kya karenge aap? Aap itne dukhi ho rahe the phir bhi aapne humari khushi ka dhyaan rakhaa!? Bina humare kuch kahe ya
maange humare grah pravesh ki taiyyaariyaan karvaa di.. Humari bhaavnaao ko dhyaan me rakhaa.. humara..
Arnav(interrupts): Ssshh! Khushi..
Khushi: Humein bolne dijiye! (breaks the hug) Aap itne zyaada achchhe kyun hain?
Arnav silently mopped her teary cheeks.
Khushi: Boliye..
Arnav: Ab.. kya bolun main? (tucks her hair behind her ear)Har baar tum woh hi sawaal karti ho aur har baar main yeh hi jawaab deta hoon.. Main itna
achchha isiliye hoon kyunki tum itni achchhi ho! (pecks her lips)Tum mujhse bahut zyaada achchhi ho!
Khushi(shakes her head): Nahi! (cups his face)Aap humse kayeen guna zyaada achchhe hain!
Arnav: Kya hum yeh debate postpone kar sakte hain?
Khushi: hmm. Chaliye,ab humein apnaa ghar dikhaiyye. Aur shuruaat..
Arnav(completes the sentence): Mandir se karenge. Come with me..
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Once she had seen the pooja room,Arnav took her to the room next to it.
Arnav(opens the door): Yeh dadaji aur dadi ka room hai..
Khushi was surprised to find the walls of the room adorned with paintings and lamps.
Khushi: Dadaji aur dadiji ki tasveer kahaan hai?
Arnav: Pehle hua karti thi but.. ab nahi hai.
Khushi: Toh kya.. chachaji ne apne amma babuji ki tasveer.. nikaal di?
Arnav gave a short nod.
Khushi sighed as her eyes scanned the room.
The furniture had been covered so as to protect it from dust & dirt.
Arnav: Maybe nani k pass unki koi photo hogi..
Khushi: Ha.. ho saktaa hai.
Arnav: Baahar chalo..
He took her to the adjoining verandah which had marble flooring and granite pillars.
Khushi: Palaash ka ped?
Arnav(nods): Dadi roz subha Devi Maiyya ko Palaash k phool chadhaaya karti thi.
Khushi: Aangan me Juhi phoolon ki khushboo aa rahi thi.
Arnav: Garden me Juhi ka ped hai. Di ko Juhi phool bahut pasand hain! Diwali k time par.. maa aur di juhi phool k gajre pehna karte the..
Khushi immediately took hold of his hand.
Arnav: Iss verandah me baithna dadi ko bahut achchha lagtaa tha! Jab humlog school se waapis aate the toh woh yaheen baithkar dhoop sek rahi hoti
thi..
Khushi: Woh aapko bahut pasand karti thi na?
Arnav(nods): Main unka laadla tha! Aur main bhi unhe bahut pasand karta tha! Hum dono diabetic the. Aur humare beechh ek secret pact tha- Jab
mujhe chocolate milti thi tab main unhe aadhi deta tha. Aur jab woh mandir se laddoo churaati thi tab..
Khushi(shocked): Dadiji.. mandir se laddoo churaaya karti thi!?
Arnav(nods with a smile): Maa k haathon k motichoor k laddoo unhe bhi bahut pasand the aur mujhe bhi! Par maa hum dono me se kisi ko laddoo nahi
khaane deti thi! Generally woh sweets aur icecream par kadi nazar rakhti thi. Par kabhi unko baahar jaana padta ya unka dhyaan bat-ta toh dadi
laddoo chura leti thi! Aur phir hum dono yahaan baithkar laddoo khaaya karte the!
Khushi smiles as she imagines the scene.
Arnav: Unk jaane k baad maine kabhi mandir se laddoo nahi churaaye.. Aur na hi apni chocolate kisi k saath share ki..
Khushi(rubs his arm): Bahut miss karte honge na aap unhe? Khaas kar jab aap.. iss kamre ko dekhte honge tab..
Arnav: Haan. Dadaji k baare me mujhe.. utna kuch yaad nahi hai kyunki main bahut chhota tha jab.. unki death huyi thi. Mujhe sirf itna yaad hai ki
woh chashme pehente the jinhe kheenchne me mujhe badaa mazaa aata tha! Aur woh.. mujhe puchkarte huye kehte the: Chhota bachchha badaa
pyaara!
He became silent after saying that.
Khushi(leans her head on his shoulder): Aap bahut khushnaseeb hain,Arnavji. Aapko dadaji,dadaji,nanaji aur naniji.. sabka pyaar aur aashirwaad mila!
Humne toh apne dadaji aur dadiamma ko dekha hi nahi kyunki wohlog amma babuji ki shaadi se pehle hi chal base the. Kam waqt k liye hi sahi par
aapko apne dadaji ka pyaar aur unhe apne pote k saath khelne ka sukh mila!
Arnav nods as he kisses the top of her head.
Arnav: I love your positivity!
Khushi: Shukriya! Aapko.. dadiji ki punyatithi ki taareekh yaad hai?
Arnav: Of course!
Khushi: Toh aapko yeh bhi yaad hoga na,ki jab aaplog chhote the tab uss din ghar me pooja hua karti thi jis k baad aap sab vriddhaashram k logon ki
seva karne jaaya karte the..
Arnav: Rachnaa ne bataaya?
Khushi: Ji.. Hum soch rahe the ki.. humein bhi aisaa hi karnaa chahiye. Buzorgon ki seva karnaa punya ka kaam toh hai hi,saath me yeh dadiji ki
aakhri ichchha thi. Unk bete nahi hain toh kya hua,aap toh hain na,unk pote? Toh aapko unki uss ichchha ka maan rakhna chahiye na?
Arnav: Rakhenge,next year unki death anniversary par humlog pooja bhi karvaayenge aur vriddhaashram bhi chalenge!
Khushi(smiles): Theek hai.
Arnav: Ab uss taraf chalo..
Khushi: Wahaan kis ka kamraa hai?
Arnav: Wahaan guest room hai... jahaan.. maine tumhe.. band karvaa diya tha..
Khushi's face became pale as she recalled that evening when she had met him for the first time.
Arnav held both her hands in his as he apologized.
Arnav: I'm really sorry for whatever I did that night, Khushi!
Khushi took a moment to compose herself before replying.
Khushi: Koi baat nahi! Aapko apni galti ka ehsaas ho gaya hai yeh achchhi baat hai. Lekin.. hum kuch aur bhi kehna chahtein hain aapse..
Arnav: Kaho..
Khushi: Agar phir kabhi.. koi galti se aapk fashion show me pahuch jaay, phir chaahe woh ladka ho, ladki ho, koi bhi ho.. toh.. uss k saath ai.. aisaa
sulooq mat kariyega. Usse apni safaayi dene ka 1 mauka toh zaroor dijiyega..
Arnav: Sure! (hand on her arm)Tum pani piyogi?
Khushi(shakes her head): Hum theek hai.
Arnav: Tum uss raat Sheesh mahal kaise pahuchi? I mean.. tumhe yahaan ka address kisne diya tha?
Khushi: Galat pate par pahuch gaye the hum. Humein Taj mahal hotel jana tha aur.. raste me yeh haveli dekhi toh.. humein lagaa ki yeh hi woh hotel
hai jahaan.. Abhishekji aur unk parivaarwale reh rahe the.
Arnav: Unbelievable! Jo log Taj jaise 5 star hotel me rehna afford kar sakte hain woh log bhi dahej demand karte hain?
Khushi: Chhodiye na purani baaton ko! Humein woh kamraa nahi dekhna hai. Aur.. kaunse kamre hain?
Arnav: Ground floor par dining room hai, kitchen hai aur uss k peechhe servants' quarters hai, jahaan mausi aur unki family rehti hai.
Khushi: Itne saalon se wohlog hi iss ghar ko sambhaalte aa rahe hain yeh sunkar humein taajjub hua.
Arnav(leads her out of the room): Kyun?
Khushi: Chachaji ne.. unhe kaam se nikala kyun nahi yeh sochkar taajjub ho raha hai.
Arnav: Unhe pataa tha ki mausi aur phoopie se wafaadaar servants unhe poore Lucknow me kaheen nahi milenge!
Khushi: Phoophie.. kaun?
Arnav: Madina phoophie khana banaane me aur kitchen se related kaamon me maa ki help kiya karte the. Unk husband Rizvi miyaan humare gardener
the.
Khushi: Toh kya.. unhone kaam chhod diya?
Arnav: Nahi. Unk bete Rasool ko beta hua hai,jise dekhne k liye wohlog Unnau gaye huye hain.
Khushi: Varnaa woh dono bhi yaheen rehte hain?
Arnav: Haan. Rizvi Miyaan aaj bhi garden ki dekhbhaal karte hain. Aur phoophie sab k liye khana banaati hain.
Khushi: Itne badi haveli ko 4,5 log milkar sambhaal lete hain?
Arnav: 4,5 nahi poore 9 log hain. Sab k baare me main tumhe baad me bataaunga. Abhi chalo..
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Arnav took the covers off the old,carved,wooden dining table with a thick,glass top.
Arnav: Iss table ko banaane k liye dad ne Burma se teakwood import karvaaya tha.
Khushi: Isski kaarigari toh bahut hi baareeq(fine) aur sundar hai!
Arnav(looking around): Iss room me baithkar.. maa k haath se na jaane kitne nivaalein(morsels) khaaye hain maine!.. Mere aur Advayit k beechh kitni
ladaaiyaan hui hai yahaan!.. (runs his hand over the glass top) Har saal mere birthday ka cake iss hi table par kat-ta tha..
He walks over to the other side of the table & uncovers the dining chairs.
Khushi joins him as he inspects a couple of chairs.
Khushi: Kya dhoond rahe hain aap?
Arnav(smiles): Mil gaya! Look here..
He points to the back of 1 of the chairs which had scratches resembling 'Arnav' on it.
Arnav: Jab maa ko pataa chalaa ki maine iss chair par apnaa naam likha hai tab meri bahut pitaai huyi thi!
Khushi: Par aapne aisaa kiya kyun?
Arnav: Kyunki yeh meri favorite chair thi! Iss par baithkar main kitchen me maa ko kaam karte huye dekh sakta tha isiliye main hamesha yaheen par
baithta tha. Aur Advayit ko yeh pataa tha phir bhi woh din me 1 baar toh iss par aakar baith hi jaata tha! Jab main usse kehta ki yeh meri chair hai
toh woh bolta "Iss par aapka naam likha hai kya?" 1 din maine chammach se apnaa naam likh diya aur phir jab woh baithaa tab usse dhakke maar k
giraa diya!
Khushi(shocked): Haww!
Arnav: Usse bahut proudly apnaa naam dikhaate huye kaha ki ab toh iss par mera naam bhi likha hai toh yahaan sirf main hi baithunga! Dobara iss
par baithne ki galti mat karnaa!
Khushi(shakes her head): Aap bhi na Arnavji!
Arnav(pats the chair): Iss chair se,iss room se meri bahut saari yaadein judi huyi hai! Khaaskar family dinners ki yaadein! Dad.. bahut rarely humare
saath khana khaaya karte the. Par festivals k time par hum sablog saath milkar dinner karte the. Aur maa har festival par dad k favorite aaloo k
koftein banaaya karti thi.. apni khushi zaahir karne k liye.. uss dish k thru thanks kehne k liye.. unhe yeh bataane k liye ki woh kitni khush hain ki dad
ne humare liye time nikaala.. hum sab k saath khaana khaaya.. Par dad?
Khushi notices the stiff line of his jaw as he grinds his teeth.
Arnav: Unhone kabhi maa ki taareef me ya kofton ki taareef me kuch nahi kaha!
Khushi gasps when He bangs his fist on the table.
Arnav: Meri maa ne apni poori zindagi guzaar di unki 1,1 cheez ka dhyaan rakhne me, unka ghar sambhaalne me, unka khayaal rakhne me.. par
unhone kisi baat k liye maa ko kabhi appreciate nahi kiya! Bas order dete rahein.. yeh aise hona chahiye, woh waise hona chahiye.. Woh order dete
aur chale jaate aur peechhe se maa sab kuch unk hisaab se karti thi. Apni zindagi me kuch bhi apne hisaab se nahi kar paayi. Sab kuch maa ko unk
hisaab se karna padaa! par unhone 1 baar bhi maa k liye kuch nahi kiya! I hate that man to the core!
Khushi wordlessly wrapped one arm around his shoulders.
Arnav(gulps): Maa k saath-saath meri aur di ki bhi zindagi kharaab kar di unhone! Chheen liya humari ma ko humse! (looks at the ceiling)Iss ghar ko,
humare bachpan ko, sab kuch chheen liya!
Khushi cupped his cheek & turned him towards her.
Arnav: I jus'.. hate him!
He went into her soothing arms & shed tears on her shoulder.
Khushi: Dekhiye.. hum aapki bhaavnaaon ko aur aapk dukh ko samajhte hain. Aapki aur Rachnaaji ki baaton se toh yeh hi lagtaa hai ki unk liye aapki
nafrat kaheen na kaheen jaayaz hai. Par phir bhi,aap iss baat se inkaar toh nahi kar sakte na ki woh aapk pita the?
Arnav: Unfortunately no! And I hate the fact ki.. woh mere dad aur meri maa k pati the!
Khushi: Aapne apni taraf se unhe waise hi pyaar diya aur sammaan diya jaise 1 beta apne pita ko deta hai. Waise hi, maa ne apni taraf se unhe
waise hi pyaar aur sammaan diya jaise 1 patni apne pati ko deti hai. Unhone dad ki har baat maani,sab kuch unk hisaab se kiya sirf isiliye nahi kyunki
dad ne hukm kiya tha par isiliye kyunki woh unse pyaar karti thi!
Arnav(nods): I know. Par I doubt dad ne kabhi bhi unse pyaar kiya hoga. He jus'.. (gulps) used her.
Khushi felt his arms tighten around her waist.
Khushi: Inn ehsaason k saath jeena bahut mushqil hai! Ab humein samajh me aaya ki.. dad ka ziqar karte hi aap gusse me kyun aa jaate hain.
Humne jaane-anjaane me jab bhi.. unki baatein chhedkar aapko taqleef pahuchaayi tab k liye hum maafi chaahte hain!
Arnav broke the hug & shook his head.
Arnav: I'm sorry! Maine har baar unka gussa tum par nikaala!
Khushi: Koi baat nahi! Ab chaliye yahaan se..
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*Later that evening*
Khushi released a breath after ascending the stone staircase which conveyed her to the first floor.
Arnav: Tum theek ho?
Khushi(nods): Kitni saari seedhiyaan hain yahaan par! (sighs)Khair, chhodiye! Pehli manzil par kis k kamre hain?
Arnav pointed towards a room on the other side of the lobby.
Arnav: Yeh di ka room hai.
Khushi: Chaliye,pehle yeh hi dikha dijiye..
When Arnav switched on all the lights,Khushi felt like she was in a princess's chamber.
The room was elegantly decorated in shades of lavender and white.
The walls were adorned with canvas paintings of various Gods & Goddesses, Japanese sconces & woven tapestries.
Khushi: Yeh toh.. bilkul waisaa hi hai!
Arnav(frowns): Waisaa as in.. kaisaa?
Khushi: Jaisaa filmon me rajkumari ka kamraa hota hai,waisaa!
She entered the room & grinned while looking around.
Khushi: Di ko iss kamre me rehne me kitna mazaa aata hoga na?
Arnav smiled as she gazed around the room with her mouth hung open.
White,lace curtains were draped around the circular wooden bed forming a canopy of sorts.
Vintage glass candle stands shone on the bedside table.
The wall to wall cupboards had heavy, glass handles and abstract designs.
There was a floor length mirror in front of the white, dressing table and a round,cushioned stool behind it.
Khushi smiled upon seeing the small chandelier above the table.
Khushi: Iss ghar ka har 1 jhoomar kitna sundar hai! Aur yeh pankhaa?
She pointed towards the white fan with golden design on its blades.
Arnav: On karoon?
Khushi: Nahi! Hum keh rahe the ki.. yeh bhi kitna sundar hai!
Arnav: Seriously?
Khushi: Aur nahi toh kya!
She moved past the covered sofas and the low,coffee table to reach the other side of the room.
There was a huge table in front of her with chest of drawers on both ends and leg space in between.
Khushi: Yeh..?
Arnav: Di ka study table hua karta tha.
Khushi(wonders): Par iss k saath kursi kyun nahi hai?
Arnav: Thi.. Pehle yahaan par table k design se match karti hui wooden chair thi. Phir jab revolving chairs India me launch huye tab di ne bhi revolving
chair ki zidd ki.
Khushi: Toh kya.. dad ne unki zidd puri ki?
Arnav(nods): Di ko uss revolving chair par baithkar revolve karte rehna, poore room me yahaan se wahaan karnaa bahut achchha lagtaa tha!
Khushi: Toh woh chair..?
Arnav: May be toot gayi hogi?
Khushi nodded as she proceeded to survey the attached balcony.
Her face lit up as she exclaimed loudly.
Khushi: Jhoolaa!?
Arnav(nods): Di ka favorite hai! Roz iss par baithkar atleast aadhe ghante tak jhoolti rehti thi aur neeche garden me mujhe khelti huye dekhti thi.
It was only when he said that that Khushi realized that the balcony overlooked the garden.
Khushi: Yahaan se toh poora bageecha dikh raha hai. a.. kya hum.. iss par baithkar kuch der jhool saktein hain?
Arnav: Sure!
Khushi: Shukriya! Aap bhi baithiye na humare saath..
She held his hand & took him towards the swing.
Sitting beside him she clutched the rusted chain with one hand & his hand with the other.
Khushi: Shuru karein?
Arnav nodded before they pushed the swing forward.
Arnav noticed that the swing made a lot of noise.
Khushi was too happy to notice anything!
Khushi: Ab tez jhoolein?
Arnav: No,no,no!
Khushi(frowns): Kyun nahi?
Arnav: Yeh jhoola bahut purana hai,Khushi. Tez jhoolne jaogi aur yeh.. toot gaya toh?
Khushi: a.. achchha,theek hai. Dheere hi jhulte hain.
Arnav placed an arm around her as she leaned onto his chest.
Arnav stopped the swing with his foot.
Arnav: Ghar achchha lagaa?
Khushi: Bahut! Yahaan kitna suqoon hai, Arnavji! Sheher se,traffic se door, hariyaali k beechh base iss sundar se ghar ko.. aise..
Arnav: Kya? Bolo..
Khushi: Aise khaali nahi chhodna chahiye. Ya toh aapko iss ka hotel banaa dena chahiye..
Arnav: Noways!
Khushi: Kyun? Aaj kal har jagah yeh hi toh hota hai. Raja maharajaon ki havelion ko aur mehelon ko hotel me badal diya jaata hai..
Arnav: Par iss ghar k saath aisaa nahi hoga.
Khushi: Manaa karne ki wajah kya hai?
Arnav: Main iss ki taraf unnecessary attention nahi chahta hoon. Hotel me convert karunga,toh logon ka aana-jaana hoga. Log probe karenge toh unhe
iss ghar ki history k baare me pataa chalega.. Aur.. humare saath jo hua ko uss k baare me, maa aur dad k baare me log tarah,tarah ki baatein
karenge. I won' be able to stand that!
Khushi: Aap sahi keh rahe hain! Toh phir.. aapko iss k saath woh hi karnaa chahiye jo aap.. babuji k ghar k saath karnewale hain..
Arnav: You mean to say ki mujhe isse weekend home ki tarah..?
Khushi: Ji haan. Lucknow me do,do ghar hote huye hum hotel me kyun rahein bhalaa?
Arnav: Iss baare me baad me sochenge. Filhaal chalo..
As Khushi stepped inside the bedroom,she noticed a door on the opposite end.
Khushi: Woh bathroom hai na?
Arnav: hmm.
Khushi: Hum dekhkar aate hain..
The bathroom was no less of a spectacle with a circular bath tub, circular washbasin, a big, round mirror, round wall lamps, lace curtains separating
the shower area and color co-ordinated tiles and bathware.
Khushi: Yeh bhi bahut sundar hai! Man kartaa hai ki yaheen reh jaayein, iss hi ghar me!
Arnav: Hum yahaan nahi reh sakte,Khushi..
Khushi(turns to him): Aaj raat bhi nahi?
Arnav(shakes his head): Humein raat ko hi hotel lautna hoga.
Khushi: Kyun Arnavji? Aaj ki raat yahaan ruk jaiyye na..
Arnav: I'm sorry,Khushi! I cant take that risk. Abhi tak media tak yeh khabar nahi pahuchi hai ki humlog yahaan hai. Agar unhe pataa chal gayaa toh
wohlog humein chain se rehne nahi denge. 100 sawaal karenge. Aur kal subha tumhare birthday k celebrations chhodkar mujhe press conference me
jana padega. I don want that to happen!
Khushi: Theek hai.
Arnav: Next time jab hum Lucknow aayenge tab..
He was interrupted by the door bell.
Arnav: Neeche chalo. Baaki k rooms dinner karne k baad dekh lenaa..
Khushi: Ji.
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ArShi waited in the living room while Keyur set the table.
Khushi sat on the diwaan with her legs folded and the bolster on her lap.
Khushi: Humein iss tarah k diwaan khaat bahut pasand hai! Jab hum chhote the tab humare ghar me bhi 1 diwaan tha. Jaante hain hum uss par kaise
let-te the?
Arnav: Kaise?
Khushi: Seedhe letne k bajaay (gestures horizontal postion)aise let-te the! Humare pair deewar par hote the aur humare baal diwaan k chhor se
neeche jhulte rehte the! (sighs)Kya-kya harkatein karte the hum bachpan me! Aapne bhi toh aisi koi harkatein ki hongi na?
Before he could answer..
Khushi: Hum unse poochhte hain!
She went into the dining room with Arnav following her.
Khushi: Mausiji..
Mausi: Hum abhi Keyur ko bhej rahe the aapko bulvaane k liye!
Khushi: Oh.. Khaane ki khushboo toh zabardast hai! Baahar tak aa rahi hai!
Mausi(smiles): Baithiye..
Khushi admired the exquisite Benjarong tableware.
Khushi: Aise bartan humne pehle kabhi nahi dekhein hain! Yeh videsh k honge na?
Arnav(nods): Maa ki friend laayi thi, Phuket se.
Khushi: Kahaan se?
Arnav: Thailand se. Maa had a fabulous crockery collection! Alag-alag cities aur countries k collectibles,crockery aur kundan jewellery ka bahut shauq
tha unhe!
Khushi: Humein naniji ne 1 baar bataaya tha ki unhe kundan k kangan bahut pasand the!
She noticed Keyur & mausi who were waiting to serve them.
Khushi: Aaplog bhi humare saath baithiye na.
Here she turned to Arnav who took the hint & coaxed mausi to have dinner with them.
Mausi: Nahi.. Hum baad me quarters me jaakar kha lenge.
Arnav: Wahaan toh aaplog roz hi dinner karte hain,mausi. Aaj humare saath dinner kar lijiye..
Khushi: Please mausiji,manaa mat kijiye na! Abhi toh humein Arnavji k bachpan k kisse bhi sunne hain aapse! Phir na jaane kab aapse milkar
batiyaane ka.. (looks around)iss ghar me aane ka mauka milega humein!
Mausi(cups her cheek): Theek hai! Par pehle aap baithiye,hum khana paros dete hain..
Khushi: Ji,theek hai.
Arnav felt a lump in his throat as he sat down on his favorite dining chair.
Khushi placed a hand on his knee as she sat beside him.
Arnav nodded to indicate that he was fine.
Mausi: Shuru kijiye..
Khushi: Mausiji, aap Arnavji ko Chhotey raja kyun bulaati hain?
Mausi(smiles): Pehle hum inhe Raja bitwa kehkar pukaarte the,par unhe woh naam pasand nahi tha. Phir jab humne inhe chhotey raja kaha toh yeh
bahut khush ho gaye! Uss hi din se humne unka naam chhotey raja rakh diya!
Khushi: Tab inki umar kya rahi hogi?
Mausi: Dedh-do saal..
Khushi: Oh..! Aapne.. tab se sambhaala hai inhe?
Mausi nodded as she sat down opposite ArShi.
Mausi: Tab inhe 'au' bolna nahi aata tha. Yeh humein 'musi,musi' kehkar pukaarte the! (smiles fondly)Ink meethi zaban se musi sunkar humein kitni
khushi milti thi hum.. kaise bataayein?
Khushi: Hum andaaza lagaa sakte hain! Bachchhein apni tutlaati zabaan jo bhi bole woh bahut meetha lagtaa hai!
Arnav: Khana shuru karo,varnaa thandaa ho jaayega..
Khushi: Baat mat palatiye! Aaj toh hum aapk bachpan k kisse sunkar hi dam lenge!
Arnav shrugged as he proceeded to savour the biriyaani.
Arnav: Khana bahut achchha hai! Iss biriyani ko chakhkar phoophie ki biriyani yaad aa gayi!
Mausi: Jab aap agli dafaa aayenge tab Madeena behen se kahenge ki aapne biriyani ki farmaaish ki hai! Phir dekhiyega, biriyani k ilaava aapki saari
manpasand cheezein banaa dengi woh!
Khushi: Phoophieji se mulaaqat ho jaati toh aur achchha hota. Khair,aap unse aur Rizvi miyaan se kahiyega ki Arnavji ne unhe yaad kiya. Aur un dono
ko humara salaam kahiyega.
Mausi: Ji,zaroor. Aapne toh ab shuru bhi nahi kiya! Naan thandi ho jaayegi..
Khushi: Ha bas.. shuru kar hi rahe hain. Aap bhi khaiyye na.
Mausi nodded as she filled her plate.
During the course of dinner, mausi narrated several stories from Arnav's childhood.
Khushi listened with to her with a grin plastered on her face.
Whereas Arnav listened to her with a sad smile & an occasional wet sheen in his eyes.
When his gaze fell on the kitchen,he recalled maa making rotis for him while he waited on the table,hungry and angry.
Maa would feed him with her hand to placate him.
Her smile accompanied by her words and the yummy food would melt his anger in minutes.
His heart lurched as he thought of the night before Anjali's wedding day.
Maa had made sugarfree halwaa for him.
Even though she had a lot of work to do and hordes of relatives to attend to, she had sat by him as he had dinner alongwith the other kids of his age.
And when it was time for dessert,she had taken the bowl of halwa from his hands & fed him lovingly.
Arnav inhaled deeply and his vision became hazy because of the tears.
He closed his eyes when he felt Khushi's hand on his shoulder.
Mausi immediately came to his side.
When she placed her hand on his head,Arnav could no longer control himself.
Tears emerged in mausi's eyes as she placated him.
Khushi felt tears emerging in her eyes as well but she blinked them away.
She had to be strong for him.
When Arnav was about to get up,she stopped him.
Khushi: Nahi arnavji! Iss tarah se khana adhoora chhodkar mat jaiyye! Maa kabhi nahi chahti ki aap iss tarah se uthkar,anna ka apmaan karein. Hum
sahi keh rahe hain na mausiji?
Mausi: Ha bahurani. Chaahe inki pariksha ho ya koi match, badi maalkin kabhi bhi inko bina khaaye nahi jaane deti thi.
Khushi: Humare kehne par na sahi,par maa k liye hi sahi.. kha lijiye.
Arnav could not refuse to eat when she said that.
They finished their dinner in silence before Arnav took Khushi to his old bedroom.
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A/N: Arnav & Khushi's conversation and details about the room will be revealed later as a flashback during Khushi's conversation with Anjali.
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Arnav closed the door of his bedroom before taking Khushi's hand.
Khushi had already guessed where Arnav would be taking her next.
The slow pace of his steps and the strong grip on her hand told her that they would be going to his parents' room.
When he opened the door, Khushi went inside with him & sat down on the bed beside him.
She did not survey the pastel hued room like she had surveyed the others.
Her eyes, which generally paid attention to every little detail, did not spare a glance for the dressing table with three way mirrors or the curio
cabinets on the wall or the Victorian settee.
Not even the large,filigreed wooden partition which separated the bedroom from the adjoining study.
Her gaze was fixed on Arnav who seemed to be lost in his memories.
She sat there & waited till he was ready to vocalize his feelings.
And when he did so,his words moved her to tears.
Arnav: Jab tak main 5 saal ka hua tab tak main iss hi bed par sota tha,ma aur dad k beechh me. Mere 5th birthday k kuch din baad hi main apne room
me shift hua tha. Wahaan shift hone k baad main iss room me sone tab aata tha jab ma ki tabiyat kharaab hoti thi aur dad out of town hote the ya
phir tab jab meri tabiyat ya mood bahut kharaab hote the. Jab main bahut pareshaan hota tha aur mujhe peace of mind chahiye hota tha,tab main
yahaan aakar maa k pass baithta tha, unse kuch der baad kartaa tha & my sanity would be restored.(swallows)Tumhe pataa hai main pichhli baar iss
bed par kab soya tha?
Khushi: Kab?
Arnav: Maa aur dad k daahsanskar(last rites) k baad. Jab humlog dopeher ko samshaan se laute tab main seedhe yaheen aa gaya. Na maine khana
khaya aur na hi kisi se koi baat ki. Main yahaan aaya,maine darwaaza lock kiya &..
His lips quivered as a tear ran down till the corner of his mouth.
Arnav: & I collapsed on this bed.
Khushi could feel the raw emotion in his voice as he continued.
Arnav: Meri poori body kaanp rahi thi.. I was.. so badly shaken with everythin'. I dunno kisne aise stupid rites banaaye hain! Kis idiot ne yeh.. kaha
tha ki jab tak maa,baap ki.. bodies poori tarah se.. jalkar.. kh.. khaak(ashes) nahi ho jaati tab tak bete ko samshaan me hi wait karnaa chahiye! I
wanna know the name of that idiot!*
Khushi: Aisi baat mat kijiye, Arnavji! Shaant ho jaiyye..
Arnav: Woh jo koi bhi hoga I'm sure uss k dil me koi emotions nahi honge, koi feelings nahi hongi! apni maa k liye.. zaraa sa bhi pyaar nahi hoga
isiliye ussne aise rules banaaye! Isiliye usse pataa nahi chalaa ki 1 bete par kya beet-te hai jab woh.. apni maa ko.. apne.. haathon se.. jalaata hai!
Aur woh panditji!? Woh chita,chita, chita kehte rahe.. Mera man kar raha tha ki main cheekh-cheekh kar sabse keh doon ki koi unk liye chita word use
nahi karega! (yells)Woh meri maa hai, dammit! Koi inanimate object nahi hai!
By this time even Khushi had tears in her eyes.
Arnav: Mujhe yaad bhi nahi hai ki main kitni der tak yahaan baithkar rota raha. Aur kab rote-rote main so gaya. I was so damn exhausted, physically,
mentally & emotionally! Jab aankh khuli tab I realized ki shaam ho gayi hai. koi zor,zor se darwaaza khat-khataa raha hai. Baahar se di ki aawaaz
sunaai di. She sounded damn worried. Jab maine darwaaza khola toh unhone mujhe gale lagaa liya. Woh bahut ghabraai hui thi. Pehle mujhe lagaa ki
main itni der tak room me band tha isiliye woh tensed thi. Baad me unhone bataaya ki.. chachaji humein neeche bula rahe hain. Aur woh bahut gusse
me hain. Tab bhi mujhe aisaa lagaa ki shaayad woh mere behaviour se naraaz hain ya iss baat se naraaz hai ki maine di aur chachi ki baat nahi suni,
kisi aur ritual ki parvaah nahi ki aur.. aise hi oopar chalaa aaya. I could never imagine ki.. woh itni ghatiya harqat karenge! Woh bhi uss din! (shakes
his head)Jis tarah se unhone humein zaleel(insult) kiya,maa aur dad ki insult, dad aur.. uss aurat k relation ki wajah se unhone.. maa k liye jis gande
shabd ko use kiya woh sunkar.. I wonder ki maine hosh kaise sambhaala? Agar di ne mera haath nahi pakdaa hota toh main kuch kar baithta! Uss din
jo bhi hua humare saath.. I'll never be able to forget that! Jab unhone humara saamaan phenk diya.. That was the last straw on the camel's back! Uss
hi din maine thaan liya tha ki main iss ghar ko haasil kar k rahunga! Chaahe jitna bhi time kyun na lage, chaahe mujhe jitni bhi mehnat kyun na karni
pade! Jo karnaa pade main karunga lekin unse zyaada ameer bankar dikhaaunga! Aur 1 din unhe uss hi ghar se nikaal dunga jis ghar se unhone mujhe
aur di ko nikaala tha!
Khushi: Aapne iss ghar ko haasil toh kar liya par iss ghar ko dobara apnaa ghar nahi banaaya. Isse aise hi,naukaron k havaale chhod diya. Kyun?
Arnav: Kyunki I realized ki na toh main dobara iss ghar me pehle ki tarah reh paaunga aur na hi.. iss ghar ko kisi ko bech paaunga ya..
Khushi: Ya?
Arnav: Maine initially isse todkar yahaan mill banaane ka socha tha.
Khushi(shocked): Kya keh rahe hain aap?
Arnav: Sach keh raha hoon. Par.. (closes his eyes) main aisaa nahi kar paaya!
Khushi: Kaise kar paate bhalaa? Iss ghar me aapne apnaa bachpan bitaaya hai. Aapk dheron jazbaat jude hain iss ghar se. Aise kaise aap ise tudva
detein?
Arnav: Jahaan main isse tudva nahi saktaa wahaan main iss me dobara aakar reh bhi nahi saktaa hoon. Thats jus not possible!
Khushi: Hum aapki baat samajh rahe hain. Hum yeh nahi keh rahe hain ki aap yahaan aakar bas jaiyye. Par.. kuch samay k liye toh hum yahaan aa hi
sakte hain na? Saal me 1 ya 2 baar hi sahi.. Bas.. aap iss ghar se moonh mat pheriye. Yeh ghar aapka hai. Aap yahaan k maalik hai. Agar aap hi aise
karenge toh.. iss sheesh mahal ka kya hoga?
Arnav: Kuch nahi hoga. Sab kuch waise hi chaltaa rahega jaise ab tak chaltaa aaya hai. Mausi aur phoophie aur baaki saare caretakers honge yahaan.
Khushi: Naukaron me aur sadasyon me farq hota hai. Aur aap yeh bhi toh sochiye ki ab tak aap iss ghar me aane k liye raazi nahi the isiliye na di, na
naniji aur na hi koi aur itne barson me iss ghar me aa paayein. Di ka bhi toh jee kartaa hoga na kabhi apne bachpan k ghar me aane ka? Par.. uss din
k baad phir kabhi nahi aayi,kyunki woh aapko dukh nahi pahuchaana chaahti thi. Ab jabki aapne apne beete huye kal se sulaah karne ka faisla liya
hai, aap sheesh mahal se bhi sulaah kar lijiye. Khud ko bhi yahaan aane dijiye aur doosron ko bhi.
Arnav: Main kisi ko yahaan aane se nahi rokunga,tumhe bhi nahi.
Khushi: Aur.. aap? Aap kab lautkar aayenge yahaan?
Arnav: Aaunga par thoda waqt lagega.
Khushi: Koi baat nahi! Aap jab yahaan aayenge hum bhi tab hi aayenge, aapk saath!
Arnav(gazing at her): Kyun?
Khushi: Kyunki pati k bina sasuraal adhuraa lagtaa hai. Aur aap toh jaante hain, aap k bina hum kaheen chain se nahi reh saktein! Phir chaahe woh
shantivan ho, buaji ka ghar ho ya phir sheesh mahal ho!
Arnav caressed her cheek & smiled.
Khushi wiped his tears before kissing his widow's peak.
Khushi: Kuch aur kehna chahte hain aap?
Arnav: Bahut kuch kehna hai. Yeh toh bas.. shuruaat ki hai maine. Baatein toh kaheen par bhi ho sakti hain. Filhaal humein yahaan se chalnaa
chahiye. Agar tum second floor par jaana chaahti ho toh jao par main wahaan nahi aaunga.
Khushi: Hum samajh gaye ki wahaan par chachaji aur unk parivaar wale rehte honge. Humein bhi wahaan jaane me koi dilchaspi nahi hai. Filhaal aap
humare saath neeche chaliye. Humein Gangaajal chhidaknaa hai.
Arnav nodded as he got up from the bed.
He gave the room a once over before closing the door.
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When they came downstairs, ArShi found the ground floor deserted.
Khushi: Mausiji aur Keyur bhaiyya kahaan chale gaye?
Arnav: Wohlog servants' quarters me gaye honge. May be they wanted to give us some privacy..
Khushi: Mausiji k parivaar me aur kitne sadasya(members) hain?
Arnav: Keyur bhaiyya ki wife hain aur unk do bachchein hain.
Khushi: Aur phoophieji k parivaar me?
Arnav: Bas woh aur Rizvi miyaan hain. Unka 1 hi beta hai, Rasool bhai,jo Unnau me job karte hain.
Khushi: Agli baar jab hum yahaan aayenge tab hum inn sab k liye koi na koi tohfa lekar aayenge, theek hai?
Arnav: Sure!
Khushi: Ab hum.. ghar k har kone me Gangaajal chhidak dete hain.
Arnav: Har kone me chhidakne ki kya zaroorat hai? Tum bas mandir me aur ground floor par chhidak do. Thats good enough.
Khushi: Nahi,nahi. Maa aur dad ka kamraa toh oopar hai. Aur unk kamre me isse chhidaknaa zyaada zaroori hai.
Arnav(frowns): Kyun?
Khushi: woh.. Rachnaaji bataa rahi thi ki.. aap aur di.. kriyaakaram wale din hi.. Dilli k liye ravaana ho gaye the.. Toh..
Arnav: Toh?
Khushi: Maa aur dad ka chautha, unki tervi aur punyatithi.. sab kuch waheen par hua hoga. Jis ghar me woh log rehte the, waheen par saari antim
vidhiyaan honi chahiye thi. Par.. yahaan toh.. kuch hua hi nahi. Isiliye.. Gangaajal.. chhidakna zaroori hai. Aur.. agar aap nahi chaahte toh koi baat
nahi par doosri manzil par bhi.. hum isse chhidakna chaahtein hain.
Arnav(shrugs): As you wish!
Khushi: Aap chaliye na humare saath..
Arnav: Main kyun? Mujhe toh isse chhidakne ka sahi tareeqa bhi nahi pataa hai.
Khushi(insists): Phir bhi.. Aap iss ghar k bete hain. Aap bas humari kalhaai par haath rakhiyega.. aur kuch nahi karnaa hoga aapko!
Arnav nods in acquiesence before following her towards the mandir.
Khushi(closes her eyes): Hey Devi Maiyya! Ab hum aap k mandir k ird-gird(around) aur iss ghar k har kone me Gangaajal chhidakne ja rahe hain. Iss
ghar me sadaa shaanti aur khushaali bani rahe, iss ghar se jude har insaan ko sukh, shaanti aur samriddhi mile aisi humari praarthna hai!
She bows her head in reverence before opening the sealed pot & splashing some of the Holy water around the temple.
Khushi: Humare saath boliye: Om Shanti,shanti,shanti hi!
Arnav repeats the verse with Khushi as she splashes some Gangaajal in the four corners of the temple room.
They do the same thing in every room of the house.
Lastly,when they reach maa's bedroom,Khushi pauses to recite a prayer.
Khushi: Hey Devi Maiyya! Humare maa aur dad ki aatmaaon ko shaanti dijiyega! (holding Arnav's hand) Ab aap jal chhidak dijiye aur humare peechhe
shanti mantra boliye: Asatoma sadgamaya..
Arnav: Matlab?
Khushi: Baad me samjhaayenge,pehle aap boliye toh sahi!
Arnav repeats the verse after her as they disperse the droplets of Gangaajal in every nook & corner.
Khushi explains the meaning of the verse once they leave the room.
Khushi: Asatoma sadgamaya ka matlab hota hai humein agyaanta se gyaan ki or lekar chaliye. Tamasoma jyotirgamaya matlab humein andhere se
ujaale ki or lekar chaliye aur.. Mrityorma-amritam gamaya matlab humein maut k baad amarta ki or lekar chaliye, aisi humari praarthna hai.
Arnav: Okay.
Khushi: Om shanti,shanti, shanti hi!.. ka matlab samjhaane ki zaroorat nahi hai.
Arnav: Nahi. Chalo,ab humein nikalnaa chahiye.
Khushi: Theek hai. Agli baar.. din k samay aayenge. Humne dhang se bageeche ko dekha hi nahi! Aur na hi hum chhat par ya pehli manzil wale
jharokhe par jaa paayein. Ghar k peechhe wale taalaab ko bhi bas.. door se hi dekha humne. Agli baar hum iss poore ghar ko aur aas-paas k nazaaron
ko din k ujaale me achchhe se dekhenge! Aur.. yahaan thoda aur samay guzaarenge.. Hai na?
Arnav: Of course! Tumhara ghar jab renovate ho jaayega tab hum phir se Lucknow aayenge. Tab tumhari yeh wish bhi poori ho jaayegi!
Khushi hugged him dearly to convey her gratitude.
Arnav wrapped his arms around her before kissing the top of her head.
They bid goodbye to mausi & her son before leaving for the hotel.
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Once they had changed into their nightclothes, Khushi covered the pot of Gangaajal with a newspaper.
Khushi(thinks): Iss me jo thoda-bahut Gangaajal bach gayaa hai usse hum kal Gomti sadan lekar chalenge aur wahaan..
Her thought process was interrupted by Arnav who put his arm around her shoulders.
Khushi: Arnavji?
Arnav(kisses her cheek): Thanks a lot!
Khushi: Kis liye?
Arnav: Tumne jo bhi rituals kiye aur.. mujhse karvaaye uss k liye.. (smiles)Tumhare moonh se 'humare maa aur dad' sunkar bahut khushi hui!
Khushi: Jab woh humare maa aur dad hain toh hum unhe waise hi sambodhit karenge na? Aur rahi baat Gangaajal chhidakne ki toh.. uss k liye aapko
Rachnaa ji ko shukriya kehna chahiye! Unk kehne par hi humne yeh kiya.
Arnav: 1 hi din me and in fact 1 hi mulaaqat me, you've grown really fond of her!
Khushi: Woh hain hi itni achchhi! Aur sirf woh hi kyun, auntyji aur Apekshitji bhi bahut achchhe hain! Aur Nirvan? (smiles)Woh toh sabse pyaara hai!
She was surprised when the smile disappeared from Arnav's face.
Khushi: Kya hua?
Arnav: Khushi.. (holding her hands)I know that.. you long for a baby!
Khushi was confused at the sudden shift of topic.
Khushi: Aap.. iss waqt yeh sab.. kyun..?
Arnav: Maine shaam ko dekha ki tum.. Rachnaa aur uss k bete ko dekhkar smile kar rahi thi. May be tum.. apneaap ko aur.. humare baby ko imagine
kar rahi thi? I.. (sighs) Maine ab tak tumhari iss wish ko pending rakhaa hai. I'm so sorry to keep you waiting! But,I promise,main tumhe 1 saal se
zyaada wait nahi karvaaunga! Aur iss 1 saal k dauran.. I will prepare myself to embrace fatherhood!
Khushi smiled before placing a soft kiss on his lips.
Khushi: Aapne yeh kehkar humein kitni khushi di yeh hum shabdon me bayaan nahi kar paayenge! Par haan,hum yeh zaroor bataana chaahenge ki hum..
yeh nahi soch rahe the ki Rachnaaji k paas un k pati aur beta hai isiliye unka parivaar poora hai ya.. kaash humare paas bhi humara bachcha hota!
Hum toh Rachnaaji aur Apekshitji ko saath dekhkar khush ho rahe the! Un dono ki aankhon me pyaar dekhkar dil ko tasalli mili!
Arnav: Really?
Khushi places the pot of Gangaajal on the side table & turns fully towards him before continuing.
Khushi: Haan,sach me! Jab kisi ka pyaar poora ho jata hai tab humein bahut achcha lagtaa hai! Hum nahi chahte ki iss duniya me koi bhi akela reh
jaaye ya kisi ka bhi pyaar poora na ho paaye! Pyaar hai hi itna khaas ehsaas! Har kisi ko usse mehsoos karne ka mauka aur jinse pyaar karte hain
unka pyaar paane ka sukh milna hi chahiye!
She was startled when Arnav pulled her closer by wrapping his arm around her waist.
Khushi: Areh!? Aap ne yeh kyun..
Arnav(interrupts): Main bas tumhe mauka de raha tha!(leans closer) Apne pati se pyaar jataane ka aur (pecks her lips)apne pati ka pyaar paane ka
maukaa!
Khushi(laughs): Mauke pe chaukaa marnaa toh koi aapse seekhe!
She cupped his face & placed her mouth on top of his, initiating a rather short kiss.
When she broke the kiss, Arnav tried to pull her closer but she firmly resisted.
Khushi: Sun.. iye na..
Arnav(groans): Kyaa?
Khushi: Aaj toh.. humein 12 baje tak.. jagnaa hi padega.. kyunki.. jiji ne kaha.. tha ki.. 12 baje.. woh humein.. badhaai dene.. k liye.. phone karengi..
Arnav: Haan,toh?
Khushi: Toh agar.. aap zyaada.. thake huye na.. ho toh.. kya hum.. koi puraani.. position.. aazmaa lein?
Arnav: Main bahut.. thakaa hua..
He pauses to gauge Khushi's reaction.
As he was expecting, the shine disappears from her eyes and her face bears a look of disappointment.
Arnav(smirks): Tha!
Khushi: huh?
Arnav(nods): Frustrated tha.. irritated tha, gusse me tha but.. thanks to you, ab main.. bilkul theek hoon! (leans closer) Which means.. you can
continue from where you left!
Khushi smiles before taking his mouth in a long,tantalizing & satisfying kiss.
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Precap:
Khushi: Wahaan par.. 11 rupaye ka shagun dene ka.. rivaaz hai. Toh.. agar humare koi padosi aapko 11 rupaye dein toh.. aap.. bura mat maaniyega!
Arnav: Kya sochkar wohlog shagun me 11 rupaye dete hain? I mean.. utne kam paison me kya milta hai?
Khushi: Bindi!
Arnav: What!?
Khushi(non chalantly): Haan! Bindiyon ki 1 patti 10 rs ki aati hai! Toh 11 me se 10 rupayon ka kharchaa aur 1 rupaiyye ki bachat ho gayi! Aur doosri
baat, yeh zaroori toh nahi hai na ki shagun k paise humein kharch karne hi honge? Hum paison ko jodkar baad me.. kuch achchha sa khareed sakte
hain! Kyun?
Arnav(shrugs): Whatever!
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A/N: As per the serial IPKKND, Sheesh mahal had been converted to a hotel when Arnav bought it from his chachaji. But,Sheesh mahal is not a hotel in my FF. Please consider that chachaji & his family were residing in Sheesh Mahal during that period of 14 years. They were forced to leave when Arnav bought that house. Once the fashion show (where Khushi fell in Arnav's arms) was over, Arnav gave the responsibility of taking care of Sheesh mahal to his old, trusted servants. He left that very night & is coming back to that house only in this part,alongwith Khushi.
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Translation for Part 122
Khushi felt Arnav's hold on her hand getting stronger as they approached closer to the house where he had spent his cherished childhood.
Without caring about the driver, she brought his hand to her mouth & kissed it softly.
Arnav pulled her closer to himself.
Khushi could feel his escalating pulse when she stroked the back of his neck.
Khushi: I'll always be there for you..
Arnav(breaking apart): Thanks!
His eyes spoke of his heartfelt gratitude whereas her eyes spoke of her promise to be with him through thick & thin.
The gaze was broken when the car came to a halt.
Khushi turned sideways to find huge,ornate iron gates lined with spikes just ahead of the car.
As the gates parted, the driver took the car up on the driveway lined by manicured shrubs on both sides.
Khushi's eyes first went to the marble fountain & then to the majestic building standing in front of it.
She felt a sense of deja vu as she recalled her first meeting with her future sasuraal.
Khushi(thinks): I was so worried that night that I failed to notice this house! It would be wrong to call it a house. Its truely a palace, a mahal!
Her thoughts were interrupted when an armed security guard opened the door of the car for her.
Khushi thanked him as she stepped out of the car.
All traces of excitement vanished when she saw Arnav's forlorn face as he came to her side.
Khushi(placing a hand on his shoulder): Arnavji..
Arnav's gaze shifted behind her.
He nodded when the guard saluted him.
Arnav: Its your duty to keep the press reporters away from the house.
Guard(nods): Yes sir. Please dont worry.
Arnav: Call me immediately if you see any stranger coming towards the house.
Guard: Right sir. I'll be alert!
Arnav turned to Khushi once the guard left.
Arnav(holds her hand): Come. Someone's waitin for you..
Khushi(frowns deeply): What?
Arnav had already begun guiding her towards the porch by then.
Khushi: But.. who's waiting inside?
Arnav: Can we talk bout this once we're inside the house?
Khushi(guesses): Has Amanji come from Delhi?
Arnav shook his head as they climbed the few steps leading to the main door.
Khushi was surprised to see diyas placed on either sides of the main door.
The door opened before she could voice any of her questions & Khushi saw an old lady standing across the threshold.
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Her salt n pepper hair were partially covered by the pallu of her saree.
Her mouth wrinkled at the corners when she smiled & her large eyes glistened with tears.
Khushi did not fail to notice the aarti ki thaali in her hands.
Arnav: This is Deepa mausi. She was brought to this house years back to take care of me & di. But,in our absence,she has taken equally good care of.. our house.
Deepa mausi caressed Arnav's cheek as a tear escaped her eye.
Khushi(folds her hands): Namaste mausiji!
The smile on her lips grew wider as mausi greeted Khushi.
Mausi(pats her cheek): Namaste! (pats her head)Stay happy, bahurani! Welcome to Sheesh mahal!
Khushi's heart skipped a beat when she heard that word: bahurani!
Her eyes filled to the brim while mausi performed their aarti.
When ArShi touched her feet, she blessed them to have a long,fruitful life.
Then she pressed a 100 rs note into Khushi's hand.
Mausi: Here's your shagun.. (turning to Arnav) And this is for you, Chhotey raja!
Arnav: I cant take this, mausi.
Mausi: Please dont refuse! I'm giving it out of sheer joy! And besides, its part of the ritual.
Khushi saw the joy on mausi's face when Arnav relented & accepted the money from her.
She saw a man in his late thirties approaching them soon after mausi placed something sweet in her mouth.
Arnav: That's Keyur bhaiyya, mausi's son..
Keyur greeted Khushi before placing a wide copper dish filled with red colored water at the threshold.
Mausi: Please come in, bahurani..
Several tears escaped Khushi's eyes as she placed her right foot in the dish,followed by her left.
She clutched Arnav's hand as she stepped inside the house,marking it with her footsteps.
Once inside, her eyes took in the view of the grand living room: the embroidered carpets, the wall mounted fireplace, the crystal chandelier, the silk curtains, the huge brass artefacts, the exquisite showpieces on the mantlepiece and the furniture, which was totally covered.
Khushi: Its certainly not easy to take care of sucha huge house. You need to be applauded,mausiji! You've kept this house spotlessly clean and tidy!
Mausi: Thank you! And.. please forgive me!
Khushi: For what?
Mausi: For the simple grah pravesh! We could only do so much in sucha short span of time! It was past evening so I couldnt pluck flowers and.. there was a kalash at home but there wasnt enough rice to.. complete that ritual. There was no time to either prepare or buy sweets so I had to make do with Ramdana.
Khushi: Thats alright,mausiji! And thats good enough for me! And.. Ramdana reminds me.. (looking around)is there a temple in this house as well?
Mausi: Yes,of course!
Khushi(smiles): Please take me to the temple..
Mausi: Chhotey raja will do that! We'll leave for the market in order to buy something yummy for dinner! Do you like biriyani?
Khushi(turns to Arnav): Arnavji loves biriyani!
Mausi: I know.. I'm going to bring biriyani, raita & paneer tikka for him! You tell me,what would you like to have?
Arnav(answers for her): Khushi likes naan, malaai kofta & shaahi paneer!
Mausi(smiles): Okay,so we'll get those as well!
Arnav was about to take out his wallet, when mausi stopped him.
Mausi: I have enough money.
Arnav: Okay. The driver's waitin outside..
Mausi(nods): We'll be back soon..
Khushi: Alright. Take care..
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Mausi closed the door as she left the couple alone.
Khushi: When did you ask them to.. (looking around) do all this?
Arnav: While you were in the temple..
An overwhelmed Khushi threw herself at Arnav who caught her weight while balancing himself.
Khushi: Now stop it, Arnavji!
Arnav(confused): What the..!? Stop what..?
Khushi: What else do you plan to do for me? You were so sad yet you didnt forget to do something to make me happy! You made arrangements for my grah pravesh when I didnt even ask you to do so.. You give so much importance to my feelings!.. You're always..
Arnav(interrupts): Ssshh! Khushi..
Khushi: Let me speak! (breaks the hug) Why are you so good to me?
Arnav silently mopped her teary cheeks.
Khushi: Tell me..
Arnav: What do I say now? (tucks her hair behind her ear)I give the same reply everytime you ask this question.. I'm so good to you 'coz you're so good to me! (pecks her lips)You're much better than I am!
Khushi(shakes her head): No! (cups his face)You are much better than me!
Arnav: Can we postpone this debate?
Khushi: hmm. Now,show me your house. We'll start with..
Arnav(completes the sentence): The temple. Come with me..
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Once she had seen the pooja room,Arnav took her to the room next to it.
Arnav(opens the door): This is dadaji & dadi's room..
Khushi was surprised to find the walls of the room adorned with paintings and lamps.
Khushi: Where are dadaji & dadiji photographs?
Arnav: They used to be here earlier but.. they're nowhere to be found now.
Khushi: So did.. chachaji remove his.. amma babuji's photographs?
Arnav gave a short nod.
Khushi sighed as her eyes scanned the room.
The furniture had been covered so as to protect it from dust & dirt.
Arnav: Maybe nani has their photo..
Khushi: Ya.. maybe.
Arnav: Come outside..
He took her to the adjoining verandah which had marble flooring and granite pillars.
Khushi: Palaash tree?
Arnav(nods): Dadi would offer Palaash flowers to Devi Maiyya every morning.
Khushi: I got a whiff of Juhi flowers in the courtyard.
Arnav: There's a jasmine tree in the garden. Di loved jasmines! Maa & di would adorn their hair with juhi gajras during Diwali..
Khushi immediately took hold of his hand.
Arnav: Dadi loved sitting in this verandah! Whenever I came back from school,I found her sitting over here, basking in the warmth of the sun..
Khushi: She really liked you,didnt she?
Arnav(nods): I was her darlin! And I loved her a lot! Both of us were diabetic. And so we had a secret pact- Whenever I got a chocolate,I would share half of it with her. And when she would steal laddoos from the temple..
Khushi(shocked): Dadiji.. would steal.. laddoos!?
Arnav(nods with a smile): We loved the motichoor laddoos which maa prepared for prasaad! But maa would never allow us to have even 1 of those! Generally she would keep an eye on the sweets & icecream. Dadi would steal laddoos when she(maa) went outside or when she would be busy with somethin! And then we would sit here & gorge on those laddoos!
Khushi smiles as she imagines the scene.
Arnav: I never stole laddoos from the temple once she passed away.. Niether did I share my chocolate with anyone..
Khushi(rubs his arm): You must've missed her so much! Especially when.. you would be around this room..
Arnav: Ya.. I dont really remember a lot bout dadaji coz I was quite small when he died. I only remember that he used to wear spectacles & I loved pulling at his specs! And.. he would pinch my cheeks while sayin: Chhota bachchha badaa pyaara! (the small kid is very dear to me)
He became silent after saying that.
Khushi(leans her head on his shoulder): You're very fortunate,Arnavji. You recieved the love & blessings of dadaji,dadaji,nanaji & naniji! I never got a chance to meet my dadaji & dadiamma because they'd died long before amma & babuji got married. It may have been for a short while, but atleast you got lots of love from your dadaji while he got the joy of playing with his grandson!
Arnav nods as he kisses the top of her head.
Arnav: I love your positivity!
Khushi: Thank you! Do you remember the day as in.. the date when dadiji passed away?
Arnav: Of course!
Khushi: Then you would also remember that while you were a kid,there would be a pooja at home on that day. And then all of you would serve the elderly in old age homes?
Arnav: Did Rachnaa tell you bout it?
Khushi: Yes.. I was thinking that.. we should be doing that on her death anniversary. Not only is it a pious deed to serve the elderly but it was also dadiji's last wish. So what if her son is not here. You are here. As a grandson,dont you think that you should respect her wish?
Arnav: I will. We'll have a pooja & visit the old age home next year, on her death anniversary!
Khushi(smiles): Okay.
Arnav: Now come this side..
Khushi: Whose room is that?
Arnav: Its the guest room... where.. I'd.. got you locked up that night.
Khushi's face became pale as she recalled that evening when she had met him for the first time.
Arnav held both her hands in his as he apologized.
Arnav: I'm really sorry for whatever I did that night, Khushi!
Khushi took a moment to compose herself before replying.
Khushi: Thats okay! Its good to know that you realize your mistake. But.. I'd like to say something
Arnav: Tell me..
Khushi: Dont behave in that manner with anyone who.. interrupts your fashion show in future! Be it a man or a woman.. be it anyone. Please give that person a chance to explain his/her story..
Arnav: Sure,I will! (hand on her arm)You wanna have some water?
Khushi(shakes her head): I'm fine.
Arnav: How did you end up in Sheesh mahal that night? I mean.. who gave you the address?
Khushi: I'd ended up at the wrong address. I was supposed to go to the Taj mahal hotel but.. when I saw this haveli on the way,I mistook it to be the hotel where.. Abhishekji & his family were staying.
Arnav: Unbelievable! People who can afford to stay in a 5 star hotel like the Taj also demand dowry?
Khushi: Lets not talk about all this! I dont wish to see that room. Which other rooms are there on this floor?
Arnav: There's the dining room, the kitchen & the servants' quarters are right behind it. That's where mausi & family live.
Khushi: I was shocked when you told me that they've been taking care of this house since the last 15 years!
Arnav(leads her out of the room): Why?
Khushi: Why didnt.. chachaji.. kick them out?
Arnav: 'Coz he knew that he wouldnt find more faithful servants than mausi & phoopie in Lucknow!
Khushi: Phoophie.. who's that?
Arnav: Madina phoophie would cook & help maa in kitchen related chores. Her husband Rizvi miyaan was our gardener.
Khushi: So.. has she left her job?
Arnav: No. Her son Rasool has had a baby. So they've gone to meet him in Unnau.
Khushi: Otherwise they also stay here?
Arnav: Yes. Rizvi Miyaan looks after the garden even now. And phoophie cooks for all of them.
Khushi: I wonder how 4 or 5 servants take care of sucha huge haveli?
Arnav: There arent 4 or 5 of them. There are 9 servants in all. I'll tell you more bout them later..
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Arnav took the covers off the old,carved,wooden dining table with a thick,glass top.
Arnav: Dad had imported teakwood from Burma for making this table.
Khushi: The design is really fine and beautiful!
Arnav(looking around): I dont know how many morsels I've had from.. maa's hand while sittin in this room!.. I've fought with Advayit n number of times over here!.. (runs his hand over the glass top) Every year I would cut my birthday cake in this room..
He walks over to the other side of the table & uncovers the dining chairs.
Khushi joins him as he inspects a couple of chairs.
Khushi: What are you looking for?
Arnav(smiles): I found it! Look here..
He points to the back of 1 of the chairs which had scratches resembling 'Arnav' on it.
Arnav: I had recieved a severe thrashing from maa when she came to know that I'd written my name on this chair!
Khushi: Why did you have to do that in the first place?
Arnav: Coz this was my favorite chair! I could see maa workin in the kitchen while sittin on it. So I always chose this one. Advayit knew it very well yet he would capture my chair atleast once in a day! When I would tell him that it was my chair, he would say "I cant see your name anywhere on it then hows it your chair?" 1 day I took a spoon & wrote my name on it. When Advayit sat on it later that day,I pushed him off it!
Khushi(shocked): Haww!
Arnav: I proudly displayed my name & told him that henceforth only I would be sittin on that chair! He shouldnt even think bout sittin on it!
Khushi(shakes her head): You're too much, Arnavji!
Arnav(pats the chair): I have a lot of memories related to this chair, this room.. Especially those of family dinners! Dad.. rarely had any meal with us. But we all had dinner together durin festivals. And maa would make dad's favorite aaloo koftas on every festival.. That was her way of expressin her happiness.. of sayin thanks thru the dish.. of tellin him that she was so happy that dad took out some time to.. have dinner with us! But dad?
Khushi notices the stiff line of his jaw as he grinds his teeth.
Arnav: He never praised maa or the koftas!
Khushi gasps when He bangs his fist on the table.
Arnav: My mother spent her entire life in this house, she took care of the house,she took care of dad's needs.. but he never appreciated her for anythin! He would jus give orders.. this should be done in this manner, that should be done in that manner.. He would leave after givin orders & maa would be left to take care of everythin & do all that he had asked for. She could never do anythin accordin to her wish. She had to do everythin as per his orders & instructions! But he never did anythin for maa, not even once! I hate that man to the core!
Khushi wordlessly wrapped one arm around his shoulders.
Arnav(gulps): He not only spoilt maa's life but he also ruined his kids' lives! He snatched our maa forever! (looks at the ceiling)We lost this house, we lost our childhood, we lost everythin coz of him!
Khushi cupped his cheek & turned him towards her.
Arnav: I jus'.. hate him!
He went into her soothing arms & shed tears on her shoulder.
Khushi: Look.. I understand your emotions and your grief. After listenin to you & Rachnaaji, I feel like you have legitimate reasons for hating him so much. But still, you cant deny the fact that he was your father..
Arnav: Unfortunately I cant! And I hate the fact that.. he was my dad and my maa's husband!
Khushi: You respected & loved him the way a son loves his father. Similarly, maa loved & respected him as a woman loves her husband. She did everything as per dad's wishes not because he gave strict instructions,but because she loved him!
Arnav(nods): I know. But I doubt dad ever loved her. He jus'.. (gulps) used her.
Khushi felt his arms tighten around her waist.
Khushi: Its very difficult to live with these realizations! Now I understand why you got enraged everytime.. I mentioned dad. I'm sorry for hurting you,knowingly & unknowingly, by talking about him!
Arnav broke the hug & shook his head.
Arnav: I'm sorry! I always took out the frustration & anger meant for him on you!
Khushi: Koi baat nahi! Ab chaliye yahaan se..
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*Later that evening*
Khushi released a breath after ascending the stone staircase which conveyed her to the first floor.
Arnav: Are you alright?
Khushi(nods): There are so many stairs over here! (sighs)anyways, whose rooms are there on the first floor?
Arnav pointed towards a room on the other side of the lobby.
Arnav: This is di's room.
Khushi: Lets see this one first..
When Arnav switched on all the lights,Khushi felt like she was in a princess's chamber.
The room was elegantly decorated in shades of lavender and white.
The walls were adorned with canvas paintings of various Gods & Goddesses, Japanese sconces & woven tapestries.
Khushi: Its.. exactly like that!
Arnav(frowns): Like.. what?
Khushi: Like a princess's room in the movies!
She entered the room & grinned while looking around.
Khushi: Di mustve had so much fun in this room na?
Arnav smiled as she gazed around the room with her mouth hung open.
White,lace curtains were draped around the circular wooden bed forming a canopy of sorts.
Vintage glass candle stands shone on the bedside table.
The wall to wall cupboards had heavy, glass handles and abstract designs.
There was a floor length mirror in front of the white, dressing table and a round,cushioned stool behind it.
Khushi smiled upon seeing the small chandelier above the table.
Khushi: Every single chandelier in this house is breath taking! And this fan?
She pointed towards the white fan with golden design on its blades.
Arnav: Should I switch it on?
Khushi: No! I mean.. even the fan is so beautiful!
Arnav: Seriously?
Khushi: Ya,of course!
She moved past the covered sofas and the low,coffee table to reach the other side of the room.
There was a huge table in front of her with chest of drawers on both ends and leg space in between.
Khushi: Whats this..?
Arnav: Di's study table..
Khushi(wonders): Where's the chair?
Arnav: There used to be 1 earlier.. Initially there was a wooden chair whose design matched the table's design. But then revolving chairs were launched in India & di demanded 1 such chair for herself.
Khushi: So did.. dad fulfill her demand?
Arnav(nods): Di loved sittin on that revolving chair! She would use it to roam around the room!
Khushi: So what happened to that chair..?
Arnav: May be it broke or got damaged?
Khushi nodded as she proceeded to survey the attached balcony.
Her face lit up as she exclaimed loudly.
Khushi: Jhoolaa!? (Hindi word for swing)
Arnav(nods): It was di's favorite! She would sit on this swing for atleast half an hour everyday. She could see me from here while I played in the garden.
It was only when he said that that Khushi realized that the balcony overlooked the garden.
Khushi: The entire garden can be seen from this point. umm.. can I.. sit on this for a while?
Arnav: Sure!
Khushi: Thank you! Come,join me..
She held his hand & took him towards the swing.
Sitting beside him she clutched the rusted chain with one hand & his hand with the other.
Khushi: Shall we start?
Arnav nodded before they pushed the swing forward.
Arnav noticed that the swing made a lot of noise.
Khushi was too happy to notice anything!
Khushi: Now we'll swing it faster,okay?
Arnav: No,no,no!
Khushi(frowns): Why not?
Arnav: This swing is really old,Khushi. What if it.. breaks while you swing it faster?
Khushi: umm.. okay. I get it.
Arnav placed an arm around her as she leaned onto his chest.
Arnav stopped the swing with his foot.
Arnav: Liked the house?
Khushi: I loved it! There's a sense of tranquility in this house! Sucha marvellous house located amidst greenery, far away from the city & the traffic shouldnt be.. umm..
Arnav: What? Tell me..
Khushi: Shouldnt be left alone like this. Either you should convert it into a hotel..
Arnav: Noways!
Khushi: Why not? That is the trend these days. The havelis & palaces belonging to rajas & maharajas are converted to hotels..
Arnav: But I'll never convert this house into a hotel.
Khushi: May I know the reason behind your decision?
Arnav: I don wanna attract unnecessary attention towards it. If I convert it to a hotel, people will frequently come & stay over here. And on probin, they'll get to know the history of this house.. And.. they'll also get to know bout.. all that happened to us. They'll say all sorts of things bout maa & dad. I won' be able to stand that!
Khushi: You're right! Why dont you.. consider doing it up like.. babuji's house?
Arnav: You mean to say that I should convert it to a weekend home..?
Khushi: Ya. We have 2 houses in Lucknow. Then why should we stay in a hotel?
Arnav: We'll think bout this later. We need to hurry up now..
As Khushi stepped inside the bedroom,she noticed a door on the opposite end.
Khushi: Is that the bathroom?
Arnav: hmm.
Khushi: I'll go & see it..
The bathroom was no less of a spectacle with a circular bath tub, circular washbasin, a big, round mirror, round wall lamps, lace curtains separating the shower area and color co-ordinated tiles and bathware.
Khushi: This is so pretty! I feel like staying here,in this house!
Arnav: We cant stay here,Khushi..
Khushi(turns to him): Not even tonight?
Arnav(shakes his head): We need to get back to the hotel pretty soon.
Khushi: Why Arnavji? Why cant we stay here for the night?..
Arnav: I'm sorry,Khushi! I cant take that risk. Till now the media has no idea that we're here. If they get to know,however,they wont let us stay in peace! They'll ask 100 questions. And I'll be forced to arrange a press conference tomorrow mornin instead of celebratin your birthday. I don want that to happen!
Khushi: Okay.
Arnav: The next time we're in Lucknow,we'll..
He was interrupted by the door bell.
Arnav: Lets go downstairs. You can see the rest of the rooms post dinner..
Khushi: Okay.
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ArShi waited in the living room while Keyur set the table.
Khushi sat on the diwaan with her legs folded and the bolster on her lap.
Khushi: I really love these kinda diwaan cots! There used to be a diwaan in our house when we were kids. Do you know how I used to lie down on it?
Arnav: How?
Khushi: Instead of lying down vertically(gestures horizontal postion)I would lie down like this! My legs would be up on the wall while my hair would dangle down the edge of the diwan! (sighs) I had many,such funny habbits as a child! You must've had some peculiar habbits as well na?
Before he could answer..
Khushi: Let me ask her!
She went into the dining room with Arnav following her.
Khushi: Mausiji..
Mausi: I just asked Keyur to call you both for dinner!
Khushi: Oh.. The smell is so inviting! I could smell the food right from the main door!
Mausi(smiles): Please have a seat..
Khushi admired the exquisite Benjarong tableware.
Khushi: I've never seen such utensils! These are not from India na?
Arnav(shakes his head): 1 of Maa's friends had got them from Phuket.
Khushi: From where?
Arnav: From Thailand. Maa had a fabulous crockery collection! She had a penchant for collecting crockery,kundan jewellery & other collectibles belonging to different cities & countries!
Khushi: I remember naniji telling me that she liked wearing kundan bangles!
She noticed Keyur & mausi who were waiting to serve them.
Khushi: Please have dinner alongwith us.
Here she turned to Arnav who took the hint & coaxed mausi to have dinner with them.
Mausi: No.. We'll have it later in the quarters.
Arnav: Thats where you usually have your dinner,mausi. Have it with us tonight,for a change..
Khushi: Please dont refuse us,mausiji! You havent even narrated stories from Arnavji's childhood as yet! I dont know when I will get a chance to meet you.. (looks around) & visit this house again!
Mausi(cups her cheek): Alright,I'll tell you about his childhood once I've served dinner!
Khushi: Alright!
Arnav felt a lump in his throat as he sat down on his favorite dining chair.
Khushi placed a hand on his knee as she sat beside him.
Arnav nodded to indicate that he was fine.
Mausi: Please start..
Khushi: Mausiji, why do you call Arnavji as Chhotey raja?
Mausi(smiles): I initially called him Raja bitwa but he didnt like that name! But he loved the name chhotey raja! And I started calling him by that name ever since that day!
Khushi: How old was he at that time?
Mausi: He must've been around 2 years old..
Khushi: Oh..! So you've.. been here since that time?
Mausi nodded as she sat down opposite ArShi.
Mausi: Back then he couldnt pronounce 'au'. Thus he would call me 'musi'! (smiles fondly)How do I tell you how elated I felt when I heard musi in his sweet voice?
Khushi: I can imagine! No matter what kids say, even if they stammer it sounds very sweet!
Arnav: Start having the food before it turns cold..
Khushi: Dont change the topic! I wont give up until I've heard enough stories from your childhood!
Arnav shrugged as he proceeded to savour the biriyaani.
Arnav: The food is delicious! This biriyani reminds me of phoophie's biriyani!
Mausi: Once Madeena behen is back,I'll tell her that you were remembering her biriyani! The next time you're here, I'm sure she'll prepare all your favorite dishes, including biriyani!
Khushi: It would've been so nice to meet phoophieji today! Anyways,please tell her & Rizvi miyaan that Arnavji was remembering them. And do convey my salaam to them.
Mausi: Sure! Please start having the food before the naan turns cold..
Khushi: Ya,I was just.. about to start. Please continue..
Mausi nodded as she filled her plate.
During the course of dinner, mausi narrated several stories from Arnav's childhood.
Khushi listened with to her with a grin plastered on her face.
Whereas Arnav listened to her with a sad smile & an occasional wet sheen in his eyes.
When his gaze fell on the kitchen,he recalled maa making rotis for him while he waited on the table,hungry and angry.
Maa would feed him with her hand to placate him.
Her smile accompanied by her words and the yummy food would melt his anger in minutes.
His heart lurched as he thought of the night before Anjali's wedding day.
Maa had made sugarfree halwaa for him.
Even though she had a lot of work to do and hordes of relatives to attend to, she had sat by him as he had dinner alongwith the other kids of his age.
And when it was time for dessert,she had taken the bowl of halwa from his hands & fed him lovingly.
Arnav inhaled deeply and his vision became hazy because of the tears.
He closed his eyes when he felt Khushi's hand on his shoulder.
Mausi immediately came to his side.
When she placed her hand on his head,Arnav could no longer control himself.
Tears emerged in mausi's eyes as she placated him.
Khushi felt tears emerging in her eyes as well but she blinked them away.
She had to be strong for him.
When Arnav was about to get up,she stopped him.
Khushi: No arnavji! Please dont leave right now! Maa would never want you to get up midway & insult food like this. Am I right, mausiji?
Mausi: Yes bahurani. Even when he had an exam or a match, badi maalkin would never allow him to leave without having his meal.
Khushi: If not on my insistence then you must finish dinner,for maa's sake..
Arnav could not refuse to eat when she said that.
They finished their dinner in silence before Arnav took Khushi to his old bedroom.
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A/N: Arnav & Khushi's conversation and details about the room will be revealed later as a flashback during Khushi's conversation with Anjali.
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Arnav closed the door of his bedroom before taking Khushi's hand.
Khushi had already guessed where Arnav would be taking her next.
The slow pace of his steps and the strong grip on her hand told her that they would be going to his parents' room.
When he opened the door, Khushi went inside with him & sat down on the bed beside him.
She did not survey the pastel hued room like she had surveyed the others.
Her eyes, which generally paid attention to every little detail, did not spare a glance for the dressing table with three way mirrors or the curio cabinets on the wall or the Victorian settee.
Not even the large,filigreed wooden partition which separated the bedroom from the adjoining study.
Her gaze was fixed on Arnav who seemed to be lost in his memories.
She sat there & waited till he was ready to vocalize his feelings.
And when he did so,his words moved her to tears.
Arnav: I used to sleep on this bed,in between maa & dad till I turned 5 years old. I'd shifted to my room shortly after my 5th birthday. Thereafter I would come to sleep in this room when maa would be sick & dad would be out of town. Or when I would be sick or in a bad mood. When I was really upset & in need of some peace of mind,I would come here, sit next to me, chat with her for a while & my sanity would be restored.(swallows)Do you know when I slept on this bed for the last time?
Khushi: When?
Arnav: After maa and dad's last rites. I came straight to this room as soon as we returned from the crematorium. Niether did I eat anything nor did I talk to anyone. I came inside, locked the door &..
His lips quivered as a tear ran down till the corner of his mouth.
Arnav: & I collapsed on this bed.
Khushi could feel the raw emotion in his voice as he continued.
Arnav: I could feel the tremors in my legs.. I was.. so badly shaken with everythin'. I dunno who invented these stupid rites! Which idiot said that the.. son is supposed to wait in the crematorium until.. his parents'.. bodies have.. completely turned into.. ashes! I wanna know the name of that idiot!
Khushi: Please dont say such things, Arnavji! Calm down..
Arnav: No matter who he was,I'm sure there were no emotions,no feelings in his heart! He must not have.. loved hi mother which is why he designed such rules! Thats why he didnt know.. how a son feels when.. he sets.. his mother's body on.. fire! And that panditji!? He kept sayin chita,chita, chita(pyre).. I felt like yellin on the top of my voice & forbiding anyone from usin the word chita for her! (yells)She's my maa, dammit! Not an inanimate object!
By this time even Khushi had tears in her eyes.
Arnav: I dont remember for how long I kept cryin. Niether do I recall when I fell asleep. I was so damn exhausted, physically, mentally & emotionally! When I woke up, I realized that it was evening. Someone was loudly bangin the door. I could hear di's voice as she waited outside. She sounded damn worried. She hugged me the moment I opened the door. She was scared. At first I thought that she was tensed because I had locked up myself in the room for a long time. Later on she told me that.. chachaji was callin us downstairs. And that he was very angry. Even then I thought that he was upset with my behaviour. He was angry because I came into the room without listenin to what di and chachi were sayin & without botherin bout any other ritual. I could never imagine that.. he would stoop so low! That too on that very day! (shakes his head)The way he insulted us,the way he insulted maa and dad, the.. horrible word that he used for maa.. jus 'coz dad was.. havin a.. relation with another woman.. I wonder how I controlled myself? Had di not held my hand,I wouldve done somethin! Whatever happened that day.. I'll never be able to forget that! When he threw our things on the floor.. That was the last straw on the camel's back! I'd decided that very day that I'll get back my house! No matter how long it takes, no matter how hard I have to work for it! I'll do all that it takes to become richer than he is! And 1 day I'll throw him out of that very house from which he'd once thrown us out!
Khushi: You bought the house but you never made it your home again. You left it like this,at the mercy of servants. Why?
Arnav: Coz I realized that niether will I be able to live in this house again nor will I be able to.. sell this house or..
Khushi: Or?
Arnav: I'd initially thought of demolishin it & gettin a mill constructed in its place.
Khushi(shocked): What are you saying?
Arnav: I'm tellin the truth. But.. (closes his eyes) I couldnt do that!
Khushi: How could you do that? You've spent your childhood in this house. So many of emotions are binding you to this house. How could you even think that you'll be able to see it getting demolished?
Arnav: I cant get it demolished. Likewise,I cant come back & stay over here like I used to. Thats jus not possible!
Khushi: I'm getting your point. I'm not asking you to shift over here. But.. we can surely spend sometime in this house? Maybe once or twice a year.. Please dont.. keep yourself away from this house. Its your house. You're the owner of this property. If you stay away from it.. what'll happen to sheesh mahal?
Arnav: Nothin will happen. Everythin will work like it has been workin till now. Mausi and phoophie & the other caretakers will be here.
Khushi: There's a difference between servants and family members. Why dont you think this way: Since you were not ready to come back to his house, niether di nor naniji or any other family member came here in all these years. Maybe di longs to visit her childhood home? But.. she never came here except on the night of the fashion show, because she doesnt want to hurt you. Now that youve decided to make peace with your past, its time you make peace with sheesh mahal as well. You should allow yourself to come here & thereby allow others to come here as well.
Arnav: I'll never forbid anyone from comin here,not even you.
Khushi: What about yourself? When will you come back to sheesh mahal?
Arnav: I will come back but it'll take some time.
Khushi: Doesnt matter! I'll comeback alongwith you on the day you decide!
Arnav(gazing at her): Why?
Khushi: Because sasuraal seems incomplete without the husband! And you know by now that I cant live in peace anywhere if you're not with me! Be it shantivan, be it buaji's house or be it sheesh mahal!
Arnav caressed her cheek & smiled.
Khushi wiped his tears before kissing his widow's peak.
Khushi: Do you want to share something?
Arnav: A lot of things! This is jus the beginnin. We can chat anywhere. Right now we should leave for the hotel. If you wanna see the second floor you can go there but I wont accompany you.
Khushi: I understand that chachaji and his family must've stayed on that floor. I'm not interested in exploring that area of the house. Lets go downstairs. We need to perform the Gangaajal ritual.
Arnav nodded as he got up from the bed.
He gave the room a once over before closing the door.
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When they came downstairs, ArShi found the ground floor deserted.
Khushi: Where are Mausiji and Keyur bhaiyya?
Arnav: They must've left for the servants' quarters. May be they wanted to give us some privacy..
Khushi: Who else is there in mausiji's family?
Arnav: There's Keyur bhaiyya's wife & they have 2 sons.
Khushi: And what about phoophieji's family?
Arnav: She & Rizvi miyaan live over here while their only son,Rasool bhai lives in Unnau with his family since he works over there.
Khushi: I'd like to give each of them some present the next time we meet them.
Arnav: Sure!
Khushi: Now I'll.. sprinkle Gangaajal in every corner of the house.
Arnav: Whats the need to sprinkle it in every corner? Just sprinkle it in & around the temple & the ground floor. Thats good enough.
Khushi: No,it isnt. Maa & dad's bedroom is on the 1st floor. And its essential to sprinkle it over there.
Arnav(frowns): Why?
Khushi: umm.. Rachnaaji told me that.. you & di.. left for Delhi on.. the day of their.. last rites. So..
Arnav: So what?
Khushi: So the pujas for their chautha, tervi & 1st death anniversary.. must've taken place in Delhi. Ideally they shouldve taken place in this house where they lived. But.. no other ritual was performed in this house. So.. its neccesary to sprinkle.. Gangaajal. And.. I wont force you to join me when.. I go on to the second floor to.. sprinkle it there.
Arnav(shrugs): As you wish!
Khushi: Please come with me..
Arnav: Why me? I dont even know the correct way of sprinkling it.
Khushi(insists): Still.. You're the son of this house. You'll just have to place your hand on my wrist.. thats it!
Arnav nods in acquiesence before following her towards the mandir.
Khushi(closes her eyes): Hey Devi Maiyya! We're about to sprinkle the Gangaajal around your temple & in every corner of this house. We pray that peace & prosperity may forever reside in this house! May You bestow happiness, peace & wellbeing on every person related to this house!
She bows her head in reverence before opening the sealed pot & splashing some of the Holy water around the temple.
Khushi: Repeat alongwith me: Om Shanti,shanti,shanti hi!
Arnav repeats the verse with Khushi as she splashes some Gangaajal in the four corners of the temple room.
They do the same thing in every room of the house.
Lastly,when they reach maa's bedroom,Khushi pauses to recite a prayer.
Khushi: Hey Devi Maiyya! Please grant eternal peace to the souls of our maa & dad! (holding Arnav's hand) Now you sprinkle it & repeat the shanti mantra after me: Asatoma sadgamaya..
Arnav: What does that mean?
Khushi: I'll explaining the meaning later. Just say it for now!
Arnav repeats the verse after her as they disperse the droplets of Gangaajal in every nook & corner.
Khushi explains the meaning of the verse once they leave the room.
Khushi: Asatoma sadgamaya means lead us from ignorance to knowledge or truth. Tamasoma jyotirgamaya means lead us from darkness towards light and.. Mrityorma-amritam gamaya means lead us to immortality once we die.
Arnav: Okay.
Khushi: Om shanti,shanti, shanti hi!.. is self explanatory.
Arnav: Yeah. We need to leave now..
Khushi: Alright. Next time.. we'll come during the day. I couldnt see the garden properly! Niether could I go to the terrace or the jharokha on the first floor. I couldnt even see the pond behind the house close by. Next time I'll see the whole house & the surrounding area clearly in the light of the day! And.. we'll spend some more time in the house. Okay?
Arnav: Of course! We'll come to Lucknow once your house is renovated. And you'll get to fulfill this wish during that trip!
Khushi hugged him dearly to convey her gratitude.
Arnav wrapped his arms around her before kissing the top of her head.
They bid goodbye to mausi & her son before leaving for the hotel.
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Once they had changed into their nightclothes, Khushi covered the pot of Gangaajal with a newspaper.
Khushi(thinks): I'll take the remaining Gangaajal to Gomti sadan tomorrow. And..
Her thought process was interrupted by Arnav who put his arm around her shoulders.
Khushi: What happened Arnavji?
Arnav(kisses her cheek): Thanks a lot!
Khushi: For what?
Arnav: For all the rituals which you did alone.. & for those which we did together.. (smiles)Feels great to hear you say 'our maa & dad'!
Khushi: When I consider them as my maa & dad then thats exactly how I will address them! And as far as the Gangaajal ritual is concerned.. you should thank Rachnaa ji for that! I did that only on her behest.
Arnav: You've grown really fond of her in just 1 day! In fact, after meeting her only once!
Khushi(nods): She's sucha wonderful person! And so are auntyji & Apekshitji! And Nirvan? (smiles)He's the sweetest of them all!
She was surprised when the smile disappeared from Arnav's face.
Khushi: Why did you become so serious?
Arnav: Khushi.. (holding her hands)I know that.. you long for a baby!
Khushi was confused at the sudden shift of topic.
Khushi: Why are you.. talking about that.. right now..?
Arnav: I saw that you were smiling while looking at.. Rachnaa and her son this evening. May be you were.. imaging yourself with.. our baby? I.. (sighs) I've kept this wish of yours pending so far. I'm so sorry to keep you waiting! But,I promise,I wont make you wait longer than a year! And, during the course of this,1 year.. I will prepare myself to embrace fatherhood!
Khushi smiled before placing a soft kiss on his lips.
Khushi: I wont be able to express how I feel upon hearing these words from you! But yes, I'd like to tell you that I wasnt thinking that.. Rachnaaji is very lucky because she has a son & a husband so.. her family is complete. Nor was I wishing for a baby like Nirvan! I was smiling at the eminent love visible in Rachnaaji & Apekshitji's eyes! I felt satisfied upon seeing their love for each other!
Arnav: Really?
Khushi places the pot of Gangaajal on the side table & turns fully towards him before continuing.
Khushi: Ya,really! I feel so glad when someone finds love! I dont want anyone to remain alone in this world! Nor do I want anyone to face the pain of unrequitted love! Love is sucha special feeling! Everyone should get a chance to express it & the joy of being loved by that person whom one loves!
She was startled when Arnav pulled her closer by wrapping his arm around her waist.
Khushi: Areh!? Why did you..
Arnav(interrupts): I was only giving you a chance!(leans closer) To express your love for your husband & (pecks her lips)to feel the joy of being loved by him!
Khushi(laughs): You really know how to make the best of every opportunity that comes your way!
She cupped his face & placed her mouth on top of his, initiating a rather short kiss.
When she broke the kiss, Arnav tried to pull her closer but she firmly resisted.
Khushi: Lis.. ten na..
Arnav(groans): Whhaaat?
Khushi: We'll have.. to stay.. awake till.. 12 am tonight.. Jiji'd said that.. she'll wish.. me at 12 o'clock..
Arnav: Ya,so?
Khushi: So if.. you are not.. very tired.. can we.. try 1 of.. the old.. positions..?
Arnav: I'm.. really tired!
He pauses to gauge Khushi's reaction.
As he was expecting, the shine disappears from her eyes and her face bears a look of disappointment.
Arnav(smirks): Not!
Khushi: huh?
Arnav(nods): I was tired.. enraged, frrustrated &.. irritated but.. thanks to you, I'm.. absolutely fine.. right now! (leans closer) Which means.. you can continue from where you left!
Khushi smiles before taking his mouth in a long,tantalizing & satisfying kiss.
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Precap:
Khushi: Its a custom over there to.. give 11 rupees.. as shagun. So please dont feel offended if.. any of the neighbours gives you.. 11 rs!
Arnav: And why do they give only 11 rupees as shagun? I mean.. what can you possibly buy with that small amount?
Khushi: Bindis!
Arnav: What!?
Khushi(non chalantly): Ya! 1 strip of bindis costs 10 rs! So out of 11 rs, I get to spend 10 & save 1 rupee! And secondly, is it neccesary that we have to spend the shagun money now itself? We can always store that money, add some more to it &.. then buy something later on! Cant we?
Arnav(shrugs): Whatever!
Kindly ignore typos & mistakes. Next update on Thursday, 15th October,2015.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Great update
Finally they inside Arnav childhood house.
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Posted: 9 years ago
#67
Finally khushi has met Arnav's past.
Continue soon
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Posted: 9 years ago
#68
Wonderful update
Loved it
Thanks for the pm :)
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Posted: 9 years ago
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awesome update
happy that arnavcome over his past demons
and they visit sheesh mahal
and khushi do the rituals
loved the update
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Posted: 9 years ago
#70
This story is so close to me smitu di... This is the 1st FF I strtd reading in IF...

Am so attached to this one ki kitni bhi stories padun this one has a spl place ...
. May b nt my fav ff bt it has a very very spl place...

I dnt read this FF balki I feel it...

I love the way u write.

1 ya 2 mnths ke baadh update kare toh bhi voh touch humesha rehta hai unlike other ffs. ...


wonderful update like always
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ankhe bar aayi di whn tht scene came where arnav was asking which idiot made the custom
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u have a spl way of writing jo maine kisi aur writer main nahi dekha. ..

thnk u fr this FF smitu di
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waiting for the next update. ..

stay blessed

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