I need to go Manik... Alone

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tvfiction

@tvfiction

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Posted: 10 years ago

Nandini's Pov:

Cabir, mukti, Navya and Aliya.. they all are trying to help me revive out of this mess I am in.. they say only music can save me.. but what must I do? When the person, a teacher, who taught me music harrassed me. Yes, it was harrassment. Holding me against my will. Touching me against my will. Putting me inside a box, where I could have suffocated and died is ... He scarred me. He destroyed all my beliefs, my hope.

My hope.. My manik.. The pain he is going through because of me is much worse. I can't see him struggle because of me.. with me. I cannot be so selfish. I cannot let him suffer along with me.

I need to get away from those memories, this place that reminds me of that pandit, that evil man.

All my beliefs, my rights and wrongs were shattered because of that one night.

I need to go back to the place I call home, the arms of my amms. the place where I learned music for the first time, where I grew up with those same values that are deprived of me today...

I love him so much but I cannot be selfish and let him suffer with me. I need to get away from him and this place.

I'll come back when I am in a better frame of mind. I just need some time,... some space.

Staying away from him would be just as hard if not more. But I need to do this for myself and for Manik.

HOW CAN I GIVE HIM LOVE AND HAPPINESS WHEN I AM SO LOST?... SO LOST!

One cannot love, if they cannot love themselves... if they cannot accept themselves...

I need to be that Nandini that He fell in love with. This is not the same Nandini.. I am not me. I don't know who I am anymore. I need to go back to my roots and find myself... for my Manik.

I need to find that smile that is owned by my Monster Manik.

I need to do this for Him. I love him.

He would hate me for leaving him and walking away once again... but I would hate myself more if I see him suffer one more day because of me..

I need to go Manik... ALONE.

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LovesToBeLoved

@LovesToBeLoved

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Posted: 10 years ago

Very well written👏👏

To understand the depth of love,, ppl need to understand the meaning of LOVE first. They are being calculative just like Nyonika and Manik's answer to Nyo's applies to them also..

I actually feel sorry for them because they are missing out such a beautiful love story. MaNan love makes any one(who s normal) fall in love with their LOVE.. Their love is above all mistakes and manipulations. They are Imperfectly perfect. If ppl fail to understand/love Nandini the way Manik does or vice versa its their loss.

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ArchRM

@ArchRM

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Posted: 10 years ago

Pandit may be a musician but most importantly he is a Human... What he learnt & teach is his talent. Relying on music is different than relying on a person..

She ignored Manik's warning coz she was trusting Pandit very much.
She never shown such trust on Manik when he actually needed her (In Soha's case) but instead of all Manik didn't hate her. Till today whatever happened Manik was always in her support & always trust her...

Just look into navya&nadini's situation... navya is RK's fan... when she saw harshad she fell in & replaced RK from her dreams.. when she got dump she also gone through lot pain but not stopped believing in love.

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parthian223

@parthian223

Beginner

Posted: 10 years ago

pointing out anyone's mistake doesn't make u a basher...if nandini was fully right on this matter,then manik wouldn't have gone after her..so try to understand,everything is made by cvs..so people may not like something,they can say.yaa some people goes against any character blindly,that is not acceptable..btw no offence,i myself don't have any complain about nandini till now as she told manik about her decision/...😊

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Mimi2609

@Mimi2609

Sparkler

+ 4

Posted: 10 years ago

My time on this forum is very limited now, because i want to enjoy this show, and though i'm open to people's views, i see that i dont agree with many of them!

instead of wasting my time to try and make them understand, i now prefer to watch and stay afar from so much criticism😉