MUSINGS
I need to plan craftily as he does to balance my time at
homes and work
I long to stay with Amma soaking in her love and care
I knows she'll hardly have time for me like before with
our growing numbers
Appa has treated me like a hostile neighbor ever since I voiced
my desire to be his
My poor dude bears the brunt of all pent up hostility
I can't understand why this haste in bringing a babe into this uncertain worldI've still not made up the extent of my hate for my adversary
I now have to clamor for her attention and don't ace her list of favorites
My brother's care she equally shares with us
Her quitting will push us under severe stress,
Vandhu needs help in managing her chores and kids
She should have waited till Bala and Vandhu were settled with their boys and accomplished responsibilities
The irresponsible rascal shuttling between continents has burdened my daughter for sure
My two daughters are blessed with babies one after another
I'd love to treat them alike though their needs and circumstances are so unlike
One in luxury her every want sensed and addressed treated as the most precious being
Another taken for granted and accommodating every stretch strain pull and tug
I need to keep a close watch to see how she manages
herself
Home we have folks to watch and care for her
Her diet and work is what I fret over. Work compels me to
travel
Her emotional state perplexes me to the core
I cannot share the discomfort she bears physically
All I can do is be with her stand by her at all times
Simple pleasures of hers need to be humored
Her needs be met unasked...I wondered what she meant when
she said I'd have to give up what I love
I can give up the world and all its pleasures to be by
her forever
My lil angel I will miss as well I've grown accustomed to
feel her and accommodating her between us
We choose to disagree she is convinced our first born will
be a boy just as I'm convinced it's a lil angel
We have a few months to wait to hold our joy and time
share her
We all await with our dreams and prayers and hopes the
lil one ushers
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