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Part 1

Dear Diary

Life is simple...we complicate it..with words..with emotions...with endless thoughts...with hopes.
That is what I believe now...I was not always like this ...but well with time things change...people change and so did I.
I do not have a heart wrenching past which left me broken or destroyed my hopes. I am just 27 year old practical female who understands life cannot be lived on dreams.
I am only attempting to pen down my feelings just to remind myself why I changed because lately things have started to flow backward...
When i entered college with hope to find new life. I did not have a very happening school life...so I thought a law college might be more interesting than my convent school.
A quiet girl at first impression and a crazy girl at fourth was how I was defined by my friends. I had weird ... funny ...loud side to me . Don't we all? But that side was allowed to come out only among whom I was most comfortable with.
Not a nerd at heart...but not an irresponsible person either. My parents had worked hard all their life and I felt it was my turn to do good in college and help them out.
Well enough of me ...
I want to write those feelings which I never whispered to myself let alone speak it out to anyone else.
We all have that little part in us that is hidden from everyone and sometimes even from us.
But I need to remind myself ...I need to ...especially after today.

I entered my first class in hope to see some familiar faces...some of my school friends had also applied in the same law college.
I was early with hardly 2 - 3 more students in the class.
I saw a guy sitting on a table with his back turned towards me. I took my place without further ado. The guy seemed to be in a serious conversation with his friends.
Why is this part important?...Well it was his voice that I heard first before anything else... For some reason...his husky but strong voice intrigued me. You know that feeling when you want to turn and look at someone just because you feel that voice is calling out to you.
Suddenly lots of students started entering the class. The teacher also came .The guy got off the table and sat at hearing the commotion. I saw his face finally. His voice had done justice to his personality. He was tall with muscular built. He caught me looking at him . I Lowered my gaze feeling red.
The attendance was carried out after that
"Roll No - 40 Khushi Kumari Gupta"
"Present Sir"
"Roll No - 41 Arnav Singh raizada"
"Present Sir"
It was the same voice... I again turned my gaze towards him...and he again had caught my eye ...I went red again...

These memories are still vivid in my mind...even after 10 years...
I had to write them down...I have to inch by inch let these memories be forgotten...

With love

Khushi.

I closed my eyes as I felt hot again on the face...My mind flashed back to today's morning...
" Khushi , you have a meeting today with our new clients...this deal is important to us..make sure there is no mistake..it would be very beneficial if we could represent this company"
" Sir, I was on vacation for a month. I have not even checked the documents"

"It is okay..today you just need to meet their representative..."
" Okay"
When I entered the room ..there sitting was a guy with his back turned towards me...but this time I recognized that back...


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Let me know whether you guys liked this even a bit...if yes...please comment and let me know !!! Suggestions are most welcome!

I am coming back to writing after long...

Cheers😃

Griffy


P.S. : INDEX - last post of this page !😃



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Posted: 10 years ago
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Welcome back to IF Griffy hugs after so long so nice to read a story by you


Amazing start Griffy
Loved the beginning diary form
It's very interesting
Looking forward to read the next part flashback and future story
Khushi will see Arnav again looking forward to hear his side of story too
Cont soon


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Originally posted by: Anam Ali

Welcome back to IF Griffy hugs after so long so nice to read a story by you


Amazing start Griffy
Loved the beginning diary form
It's very interesting
Looking forward to read the next part flashback and future story
Khushi will see Arnav again looking forward to hear his side of story too
Cont soon


awww anam u are the best as always ...lovely comments 🤗thanxx so much dear..love u
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Lovely story so plz do continue
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Originally posted by: Uzii

Lovely story so plz do continue

awww thanxx a lot i will for sure :) 😳
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Awww that was so lovely written down by you, I actually felt like I was readif someones personal Diary. It has been ages I have not watched Ipkknd and I feel like you are going to make me fall in love again with them
I am very excited and waiting desperatly for you to continue :D
Send me a whatsapp when you update because I am not as active as I use to be but I am always a loyal reader

lots of Love,
Laiba
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Originally posted by: -Laiba-

Awww that was so lovely written down by you, I actually felt like I was readif someones personal Diary. It has been ages I have not watched Ipkknd and I feel like you are going to make me fall in love again with them
I am very excited and waiting desperatly for you to continue :D
Send me a whatsapp when you update because I am not as active as I use to be but I am always a loyal reader

lots of Love,
Laiba


awww ak_fan😉...laibuuu love u so much dear ...thanxx so much for reading and for such beautiful comments...
you are for sure a loyal reader ...its time i became a loyal writer...
will deffo continue for you
and yh you will be getting PMs, whats app messages and maybe calls even 😆...until I dont get such a nice comment

love u

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Index

Part 1 - Page 1
Part 2 - Page 2
Part 3 - Page 3
Part 4 - Page 4
Part 5 - Page 6
Part 6 - Page 8
Part 7 - Page 10

Part 8 - Page 12
Part 9 - Page 14
Part 10 - Page 17
Part 11 - Page 20
Part 12 - Page 24
Part 13 - Page 27
Part 14 - Page 29
Part 15a - Page 32
Part 15b - Page 34
Part 16 - Page 36
Part 17 - Page 40
Part 18 - Page 42
Part 19 - Page 43
Part 20 - Page 45
Part 21 - Page 47
Part 22 - Page 50
Part 23 - Page 53
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Part 2

I froze for a moment...It was as if I stood in the class...something dropped from my hands...and he turned...
and that moment ...everything stopped and not in a romantic way...
The promise of not crossing each others path lay broken in front of us...
Our eyes were locked with minds running with questions...flashbacks...arguments...thinking of the next step...

"Khushi..." the same voice that had intrigued me so many years ago...the same voice I had sworn to forget... the same voice that still could make me weak...yes...weak...but no! I can't be weak...not after building myself all these years...

My boss entered the room...and what carried out was a blur...
Thankfully I had nothing to speak...I kept my head down...as every minute felt like an hour...
I knew he was catching glimpses of me... which ached my heart...ached my soul... it was all coming back... as memories started pouring out...
I rushed out of the room with excuse of attending to urgent business...an action i regretted immediately... it showed weak side of me... and the also the one hour rantings of my boss which had followed...further added to my regret...
This was not the solution...

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It has been two days since my meeting...with that known stranger...with that friend who was no more one...and its like time has frozen for me.
I have been unable to understand the situation. I took a day off yesterday but today I had to go to office. I was questioned by my boss whether I wanted to stay on the case. I knew that he was just being sarcastic. After all a corporate firm like mine had no place for emotions just like I wanted ...just like I was ...???
maybe yes ...maybe no...
My boss thought I was getting offered a place somewhere else and that is why I was behaving detached.
I need to be strong I need to let the memories fade into nothingness

I picked my diary and felt this was the only way...I had to finally come in terms with my past and that is how I can move on...

Dear diary

Mistakes are those actions which you regret...but then some mistakes make you happy for a while...and maybe that is how humans evolve...we evolve from our own doings...from our experiences...maybe 10 years before ... i would not have imagined...myself evolving into the person I was today.

It is better that the past remains in past...nothing good has ever come off from looking backwards. But I also need to face the realities of my past...speak up the things I have kept in my heart for so long as forbidden secrets.

There are some memories that remain vivid in your mind even if years pass...but what is weird for me ...is all his memories are vivid for me even today. I had shut them away... in hope that if this forbidden secret remained locked.. then the reality will remain hidden.

The college I had entered with hope to change my life norms...did bring change but in unexpected ways.

I still remember how my story or should I dare say our story?...Arnav and Khushi's story ?...began?

Few months had passed of college and our friendship had not yet started,,, we talked in indirect ways as surprisingly or co incidentally we had common friends... One of the art that I had mastered all my school life was to hide my emotions which I felt embarrassed about. There were no second thoughts that I did like arnav but to accept it to even myself even today is difficult. I remember convincing my friends that I had no feelings for him...I did a good job in convincing which will become clearer as I write my story...oh our story...these convincing sessions were more for me and less for others. But somewhere I knew ...or I had a gut feeling that he knew...but then what ensued made me feel that even he denied the feelings...

From awkward smiles...to quick hi's...to short conversations...to hours of chit chat...how I progressed even I don't know...But I do remember our first conversation.

I was leaving class when the same husky voice called out to me..."Khushi"...I turned...somewhere butterflies attempted to flutter and I held my book more tightly

" yeah Arnav"...

"I need notes of yesterday's class...I wasn't present and neither were my other friends"

He stressed a bit on others...so did that mean I was his friend?...a tiny hope rose which I shot down immediately...

"yeah sure but they are in my locker"

"Oh...so...can I walk with you to it?"

His small smile...his eager eyes...his cute dimples...well yeah I was falling...

"yeah sure..." ..and I smiled...one of those effortless smiles...which even my controlling heart could not stop...

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She is the same...just her smile is missing...her beautiful smile...oh how much did I miss you Khushi Kumari Gupta...

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Thanx to everyone who liked the post and commented...thanx for boosting my confidence

I hope you guys like the update

plz do comment

Cheers

Griffy



Part 3


Edited by griffy.fz - 9 years ago
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Wonderful update Griffy
So descriptive
Loved the flashback scenes and present story
Looking forward to the next part
Cont soon

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