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Heyyy Everyone!!!
I am here again...this is a b'day gift (chotu sa) for my sweet sis...PARI...(I know I am late but can't help it)
Hope u all will like it...
MY SILENT LOVE
Girl's POV
I was standing at the corner of the hall which was beautifully decorated. I was invited in a marriage by someone very special to me but I was not happy at all as that special one was my "only love". Yes,I was invited to my love's marriage. I don't know what dragged me here. But I have to come because he personally invited me with lots of plead and now I am here standing and watching everything. I the most stubborn person who only listens to heart and wants what my heart wishes is letting the marriage happen. The reason behind is my LOVE for him which made me silent. I was all lost in my thoughts when somebody called me,"Crime Investigative Journalist Ms. SAKSHI ANAND".
I answered him with a plastered smile,"Yes". After that he started blabbering something that he is a big fan of my articles but my mind again went back to my lonely thoughts.
My eyes went to the mandap where the groom was sitting waiting for his bridal to come soon. The thought that he will say YES to his second marriage never came to my mind. I always felt that he will stick to his first marriage for the lifetime. But I am very happy for him that he is trying to move on in his life. I was again disturbed by the same voice of that guy. He said pointing at the groom,"Woh ACP ARJUN SURYAKANT RAWTE hai na??". I nodded in a yes but this time sadness showing on my face. I excused myself and went somewhere else. Now I can't bear any question related to this marriage.
After sometime the bride came with my two besties, Aisha and Liza. Her face was covered with the dupatta.. I just wanted to see what's so special in her that is not in me and I know the reason very well that why I am not there in the place of her. The main reason is that HE do not like me and that's enough for me to stay away from this marriage.
As the rituals started, my eyes started getting wet and my chest became heavy. I felt like losing everything. Things were going blur around me. My head was spinning. Tears started flowing but that plastered smile didn't left my face. The rituals ended and the pandit said the last line which killed my heart many times,"Aaj se aap Pati-Patni huye".
I shouted "ARJUN" at the top of my lungs. My whole body was sweating like I had a swim in my own sweat. Tears were flowing from my eyes. I looked around to found me sitting on my bed in my own bedroom. Was it dream?? No it was the worst nightmare and getting nightmares like this was a routine. I got up and went to washroom to get ready.
After sometime I was all ready to go to office but my face was all pale. I was not well because of that nightmare. I got these type of nightmares every night but the last one crossed limits. It showed Arjun getting married and that too in front of me. That's the last thing i wanted to happen in front of my eyes.
I entered the office with a smile but it didn't worked. All can see that I am not well and was forcing a smile on my face. I ignored it because I am not in a mood to answer anybody. Just then a worker was taking a cup of tea to Arjun's cabin. I stopped him and told him that I will give the tea to Arjun.
I knocked on cabin's door and his voice came. I just wanted to hear that voice and a natural smile appeared automatically. I went in and kept the cup on the table and stand there. I wanted him to take the cup or say something to me and he did that too,"Sakshi tumne chai rakh di na toh tum jaa sakti ho and suno Riya ko bula dena."
Riya, a friend who a person will always wish for. She always ask me about my feelings for Arjun but I never told her as she ends saying "Yaar agar tere dil mei Arjun Sir keliye kuch hai toh bata na. Mai baat karungi unse and sorry yaar...tujhe bura lagta hoga na jab mai unke saath hoti hu" and by this she always makes me feel guilty. I don't want Arjun in my life without his consent. But then the thought of losing him have always been a dreadful one. Once again I got lost in my thought and forgot to went outside. He cleared his throat to bring me out from my thought process. I only said "Ok" and went from there.
I felt that he checked me out, may be he also noticed my condition and was thinking about it only. I ignored everyone and went straight to Riya. I told Riya that Arjun was calling her. She also sensed that I am not well but I insist her to go to Arjun first. She went from there and with a sigh I sat down on the chair.
After sometime I was going to the conference room when I saw Riya and Arjun together. I was standing there when a colleague came and said "Arjun sir aur Riya mam ek saath bohut acche lagte hai". I nodded in a yes but my heart always say NO. My mind said that everybody was playing with my emotions but my heart always said that you are the one who was playing with your own feelings. Sometimes I feel that I should confess my feelings but then a strange thought pull me back. Its not that I am scared to be rejected. Its just that I want to see him happy at any cost. I didn't tell him anything that doesn't mean its a mere attraction towards him. Its...MY SILENT LOVE for him.
So here I end the 1st part...sorry for any grammatical mistake...hope u all liked it...plsss do comment
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