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"Batao tum kya khaogi? Jalebi-rabdi-sewai halwa - jamun ek se badhkar ek mithai milti hai inn dukano mein?" I took a deep breath, filling my senses with the mouth-watering smell of sweets.
"Shiv Shiv! Main yeh sab nahi khati." she shook her head firmly.
"Toh phir kya pasand hai tumhe? Panipuri, hawa mithai yeh sab cheezein?" I raised my eyebrow.
"Arre nahi nahi. Main toh surya-ast ke baad sirf phal khati hoon, ya phir raat ko sone se pehle thodi dudh pee ke so jati hoon." her innocent gaze was on me again.
"Achcha!! Mujhe nahi pata tha ke dharmik log sirf hawa kha ke pet bharate hai. Bhai main toh bahut kuch khane wala hoon, If you want to join me then you are most welcome. Agge tumhari marzi." I shrugged.
"Main nahi kha sakti. Yeh paap hai." She pressed her lips together and gave me a helpless look.
Her words suddenly angered me. I rubbed my temple impatiently. "Arre, umr kitni hai tumhari? Badi aayi paap-punya ke baat karne wali! Itni si toh ho, aur baatein itni badi badi?"
"Tum toh itne bade ho, phir bhi yeh tameez nahi ke ladkiyon se unki umr nahi poochni chahiye?" She rolled her eyes at me.
I gaped at her in disbelief. "How old are you, please tell me again?"
*Does she even understands half of the heavyweight words coming out of her mouth?*
"Tumne abhi tak bataya nahi tumhe kya pasand hai? You know jab main chota bachcha tha, main bahut he gusse wala tha, ekdum 'grumpy kid'. Then my dadi used to feed me lots of sweets, specially prepared by her. Aur phir mera gussa ek dum se shant ho jata tha." I smiled fondly at the memory.
"Tum bhi mithai kha liya karo. Kya pata tumhara gussa bhi thanda ho jaye!" I winked at her.
"Khane se sirf 'rakshash' ka gussa thanda hota hai, insaanon ki nahi." the corner of her lips twisted in a rare smile.
I liked the twinkling of her eyes with the hint of that smile.
I probably liked it more than I should.
My eyes followed her as she walked to the nearest 'panipuri' stall and ordered "Bhaiya, yahan ek patta dena."
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"Ouch! itni zor se nahi, mujhe dard ho raha hai." I yelled over the rush of wind.
"Kya karoon. Humein bahut darr lag raha hai." she screamed.
"Isse pehle kabhi try nahi kiya kya?" I tried to ignore the sharp pain in my arm where her fingers were clawing my flesh.
"Shiv jee ki kasam, kabhi nahiii" she squeezed her eyes shut and chanted under her breath.
"Matlab jhule mein yeh tumhara pehli baar hai?" I couldn't suppress a chuckle. "Aur shayad akhri baar bhi?"
She didn't answer. Her face had turned a little pale, but the rush of colour to her cheeks told me somehow she was secretly enjoying the ride.
The giant Ferris wheel took another spin, and I could feel the air leaving my lungs with the steep drop. Beside me, she gave a small squeak. "Shiv Shiv. Shiv Shiv." I could hear her chanting.
Before I could stop myself, a hearty laugh escaped my throat. Soon enough, I was laughing madly. This whole thing, to me, was utter crazy madness.
I liked this madness.
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"Arre itni tez kyon chal rahi ho? Andhera hai thoda samhalke chalo." I hurried to match her pace in the near darkness.
"Lagta hai baarish anewali hai. Tum thoda tez nahi chal sakte? Meri mai bahut paresan hogi. Sab meri galati hai. Mujhe tumhare sath jana hi nahi chahiye thi." she wailed in despair.
I couldn't believe her. A few minutes back, she was just fine; gushing over the little 'pocket Ramayana' she bought in themela, giggling and eating 'barf ka gola' (ice popsickle) like a teenager (well, she probably was a teenager); and suddenly I became the 'rakshash' again.
"Tumhara problem kya hai? Tum logon se itni darrti kyon ho?" I felt my temper rising again "Thodi hans logi toh kya aafataa jayegi? Hanste hue achchi lagti ho tum, pata hai. Itni sadu nahi lagti."
She stopped to look at me. I could only make out her silhouette in the darkness.
"Tumhara baal safed kaise ho gaya? Itni kam umr main!" the tips of her fingers touched my hair.
"Ohh! mere baal safed nahi hue, Dhaani jee. Yeh woh safed rang hai jo aap se maafi mangne ki chakkar mein mujhe taufe mein mili hain." I closed my eyes, trying to ignore the heat creeping up my neck when she touched me.
"Badi pakki rang hai. Doh deenon se utri nahi." I joked.
"Mujh pe 18 saal se yeh rang chadi hai, aur tum do din mein paresan ho gaye." there was a hint of smile in her voice.
Her words stirred something deep inside me. For a few moments, I stood silently.
I thought of saying something to her. Something which could ease her pain. The way she was smiling back there in the mela...the way her hand clutched mine...we were so close in the tiny seat of the ride!
A silver flash of light pierced the sky, followed by a deafening rumble of thunder. In no time, fat droplets of water started pouring from the heaven.
"He Shiv jee, ab kya hoga?" I heard her muffled cry.
"Jaldi chalo, uss mandir ki taraf." I clutched her wrist and ran towards the nearby Shiv mandir.
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We both were panting breathlessly, leaning against the wall of the temple.
"Andhere mein kuch dikhai nahi de raha. Aab main ashram kaise jaoon?" she gasped.
"Baarish thoda kam ho jaane do, phir main tumhe tumhari ashram tak chhod dunga." I tried to console her, trying to catch my breath.
"Tumhe badnami se bilkul darr nahi lagta?" her voice trembled.
"Mujhe kissi se bhi darr nahi lagta. Yahan tak tumhari Shiv jee se bhi nahi." I grinned.
"Aise baatein sun na bhi paap hai. Shiv jee naraz ho jayenge. Agar Devta naraaz ho gaye, toh Shrap (curse) denge." she pleaded.
"Bakwas. Bilkul bakwas bull..." before I could say anymore, she pressed her fingers on my mouth to shut me up.
The strange sensation swirled inside my chest again. Her wet skin was smelling like jasmine. Her breath was coming in shallow gasps. The mad thumping in my chest matched her erratic breathing.
"Aisi baatein keh kar kya tum apne aap ko 'shaapit' (cursed) karna chahte ho?" she said in a barely audible whisper.
"Aaj ke baad hum dono 'shaapit' hone wale hai." I whispered back.
"Kyon?" she breathed.
I leaned my face slowly towards her. My senses filled with her wet earthy fragrance. Softly, very softly, like caressing a bird, my lips brushed against hers.
Her entire frame trembled, like the flame of a candle in the wind. I sensed she was about to collapse and wrapped my arms around her firmly.
I wanted to stop. I knew my one act of craziness could ruin so many lives. but the moment I felt the touch of her wet, soft lips against mine, desires raced like fire through my veins. I deepened the kiss, passionately devouring the warmth of her lips.
For the briefest of moment, her statue like frame seemed to awaken from a deep slumber, but the next moment, I found myself being violently pushed away from her.
"Rakshash! Rakshash ho tum!" her voice broke. She buried her face in her hands and turned away from me.
"Haan, woh toh main hoon." I mumbled.
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