Death of a Masked Rose (Epilogue - Page 37) - August 30th

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The update was sooo emotional!!!😭👏

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Saffi Sanam

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One whole week passed, and I didn't see Sanyukta again.

I went crazy looking for her - I went to the police station to file a missing person report, but they weren't of much help. They said if she was an adult and left of her own will, there was not much they could do. Even if they did find her, and she told them to leave, they would need to listen.

I was not only heartbroken and anxious, but I was also famished - hungry to see my Sanyukta again. I felt like I was dying a slow, painful death when she disappeared. I didn't even know when she would be coming back to me. I didn't even know if I'd see her again.

One week later, I heard the front door open, and I bolted downstairs to see who came. A smile lit up my face as I saw Sanyukta.

I ran up to her and hugged her tightly, her face pressed against my chest. She was perhaps pressed so tightly against my chest that she couldn't breathe, but I just wanted her to be with me - I couldn't have her leave.

She grabbed my arms and pushed me off her.

"Don't touch me," she said sternly.

"Where did you go?" I asked her, cupping her face with my hands, not listening to her.

"Randhir I'm going to leave again if you don't listen to me," she snapped.

I let go of her and looked at her, feeling hurt. It was okay though - at least Sanyukta was safe in front of me.

"I'm here because I went to another doctor," she explained to me. "The other doctor told me that I could give birth to a baby, and there is a higher chance of me dying, but my baby being safe."

I looked at her with shock - she came back here just to tell me this?

"Sit down," I said to her, but she shook her head.

"No," she said seriously, "I'm going to have my baby Randhir... and I came to tell you, that when I die - or if I die, then the baby is your responsibility. You have to take care of my baby and be a good father. You may not have been a good husband, but I hope I can expect you to at least be a good father."

I didn't know what to say to her - perhaps I had been shot by multiple bullets, or even strangled, but I couldn't even form any words.

"Yes or no?" she asked impatiently.

"Sanyukta..." I said softly, finally finding my voice again. "Come here."

I held the top of her arms and tried to pull her towards me again just so I could hug her, but she remained stiff.

"Yes or no?" she asked again.

"No," I responded simply. "I will accept our baby only if you're here with the baby... if you're not here, then neither will I be."

She glared at me like she didn't believe me.

"Look Randhir, you can tell me all the mushy words and all the lies you want, but from now on, I'm not going to believe any of it," she snapped angrily. "I know you don't love me as much as you claim you do... I know if I die, you'll live. So don't try to twist this around. You have to accept this baby... that's final."

"I'm not -" I started, but she interrupted me.

"Don't talk to me," she said seriously. "I don't even want to look at you anymore, but I'm just tolerating you for my baby."

Then she turned around and started to walk out of the door, but I grabbed her wrist to stop her.

"You're staying here," I said to her, "And that's an order."

"You can't order me," she said, struggling to free her wrist from my grip, but I was holding on too tightly.

"You have no choice but to listen," I ordered and started to pull her towards our bedroom.

I closed the door to our bedroom and Sanyuka sat down on our bed, tears falling down her cheeks. She was having a hard time - I knew that. I wanted to support her, but she had to understand that I wasn't against her. I truly loved her. I wasn't pretending to love her.

"Randhir I don't want to even look at you for another moment. I feel disgusted to look at you - seeing you makes me want to run away!" she yelled.

I fell to my knees on the floor in front of her and took both of her hands in mine as I caressed her knuckles softly.

"I know you are angry Sanyukta. I am sorry for everyth-" I started, but was cut off by her.

"It's your fault Randhir - how do you feel knowing that it's only because of you I'm going to die?" she screamed. "If you had told me the truth I wouldn't have stopped taking the pills - but no, as usual you resort to lying!"

I felt like I got punched in the gut - she was right. It was all my fault. I kept the truth from her.

"I don't want you to die," I mumbled.

"I don't want to die either!" she yelled, tears streaming down her cheeks. "Randhir, I wanted to spend a lot of time with you... I wanted to be in your arms, explore places with you. I wanted to just love you! But what have you done? You haven't just cut my life short, you've cut our life short!"

I squeezed her hands painfully.

"Sanyukta, if I could take all the pain and sorrow off of your shoulders and carry your burden, I will. If I could die, knowing that you will continue to live, I will. I would die just to bring one smile to your face," I confessed to her, my heart aching with pain.

"Really?" she asked with disbelief. "Really Randhir? I don't believe you - you're too cowardly to tell me the truth, how can you be brave enough to face death for the girl you constantly lie to!"

"I didn't tell you because you were depressed... I didn't want you to fall further into depression," I told her truthfully.

"I don't care why you did what you did," she snapped. "All I know is that it is your fault we are stuck here right now."

"I love you Sanyukta," I told her and brought her hands up to my lips.

She yanked her hands away and looked at me, as she hoarsely said her next few words.

"Because only a lover can commit a murder?" she asked sarcastically.

"Murder?" I asked her, feeling myself choke.

"If this isn't murder, then what is it Randhir?" she asked me hoarsely, her lips quivering.

"I give you permission to murder me then," I told her sincerely. "If you consider this murder, I give you full permission to take my life."

"You will die a horrible death Randhir," she cursed, with full intensity - meaning every word she said. "You will die everyday, because you have to witness me dying right in front of you. And that is your punishment."

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Ayushi

@loveparsh

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Posted: 9 years ago

#215

Aha.. that last line... so much pain..

Randhir and sanyu both are dying to be with each other

But the destiny has its own plan..

Such a bitch destiny is..

Randhir can go to any extend to save sanyu...

And can do anything for her happiness..

Everything is so messed up...

Plz update sooner...

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Rashi Bhargava

@newmoon18

Sparkler

Posted: 9 years ago

#216

Awsme updte
Loved it
So painful
Poor sandhir dying to be with each other
Bt this destiny creating hurdles

Cnt wait for next
Update soon

Love u
Keep smiling