Death of a Masked Rose (Epilogue - Page 37) - August 30th

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bloomspring

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Posted: 11 years ago

#201

Oh god. ..I just hope nothing will happen to sanyu

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#202

Wow fabulous update ...continue soon

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ritika

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Posted: 11 years ago

#203

finally read the remaining chapter at a go...
first word which came from my mouth was ..."intense love"
wonderful saffy di👏👏👏
u r afaboulous writer😊
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Alaukik

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Posted: 11 years ago

#204

lovely update.

Sanyu don't want to make friends, she is just living in her cocoon.

OMG Sanyu is pregnant.

what will happen now.

How will Randhir tell her the truth.

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florine_20

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Posted: 11 years ago

#205

Omg she is pregnant.
Wat will randhir do now

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Saffi Sanam

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Posted: 11 years ago

#206

I didn't know if I was alive, or if I had died. My breaths seemed to betray me, but somehow I was still breathing. I was alive, but I didn't know whether I truly was here.

Sanyukta was pregnant. How could my Sanyukta be pregnant? She couldn't be... I thought we had established certain measures to prevent that. Did she miss her pill? Why hadn't I checked up on her? What happened? It was my fault... all my fault.

My eyes filled with tears. No... this couldn't be true. My Sanyukta couldn't be pregnant. She was lying - she just wanted to get a reaction out of me.

I ran up the stairs furiously, where she was sitting on her bed, looking sullen, her arms folded. I grabbed her arm and pulled her up.

"What is wrong with you?" I screamed. "You aren't pregnant!"

"I am pregnant!" she yelled back. "I swear I am!"

"Did you miss a pill?" I screamed furiously, grabbing her shoulders and shaking her.

"Why are you overreacting?" she shouted, "I am pregnant, you should be happy!"

"Did you miss a pill or not?" I yelled angrily.

"I stopped taking the pills one month in!" she screamed back. "I didn't want them. I wanted to have kids with you and you are getting angry for no reason. Why are you so against having kids?"

"Sanyukta you did that without consulting me?" I bellowed.

I was furious. I had gone insane. This was not right - how could she do that?

"Randhir it isn't like you haven't lied to me in the past so don't even pull that!" she yelled.

"Do you even know what you did?" I screamed, shaking her violently. "Do you even understand?"

"What did I do? What is wrong in me wanting to start a family? What is wrong with you?" she screamed, tears streaming down from her eyes. "Why are you behaving like this? Randhir I just wanted to have a family with you."

"You want to kill me," I said to her, my eyes filling with tears. "That's it. You want to kill me."

"What? Where are you taking this?" she asked, "Why would I want to kill you?"

"You're going to kill me... you will kill me," I said, in a state of shock. "Oh God... Sanyukta, come with me right now... we're going to the hospital."

"Why?" she asked. "No! I'm not going to the hospital."

"Come with me!" I yelled. "I said come with me - I'm not giving you an option."

Then I grabbed her wrist and pulled her towards the door, my heart beating incredibly fast, as I felt my life slowly being pulled away from me.

Sanyukta was crying on the car ride to the hospital. How could she not? I was dragging her to the hospital for getting pregnant, I was angry at her... she was obviously going to be shaken.

"Are you taking me to the hospital to get an abortion?" she asked in the car, her voice barely above a whisper.

"If it comes to that, then yes," I told her seriously.

"What?" she asked, looking at me with wide eyes, as if she didn't believe her ears. "I never expected this from you."

She wiped her tears with the back of her hand and took deep breaths, as if she had to calm herself down.

"The Randhir who was with me six years ago never suggested an abortion when I got pregnant - my Randhir told me we'll make it work... he said he'll support me through all of my choices. Who are you? Where is my Randhir?" she wailed.

I pulled up into the hospital and found a parking space.

"I'll tell you everything Sanyukta... but please trust me," I told her softly. "I'm sorry for yelling at you, but what can I do? I love you too much."

"You love me too much? Really? Then why would you drag me here to have an abortion?" she asked me, tears filling her eyes again.

"I didn't drag you here to have an abortion," I told her seriously, "I dragged you here to visit a doctor, because we need to know what will happen."

"What do you mean what will happen?" she asked me, looking at me with a confused expression.

I took a deep breath and decided that it was now or never - I had to tell her the truth, otherwise not only would I look like the devil in her eyes, but she had the right to know what was happening with her body.

"The reason I didn't want you to get pregnant was because... because..." I said, struggling to find the words to explain the situation to her.

"Because?" she asked softly, looking at me with wide eyes.

"Because after the complications of your first pregnancy, the doctor said, if you become pregnant again... that... that there are high chances of you losing your life," I managed to get out.

She looked at me with a shocked expression, and I felt my heart drop just by watching the heartbreak take over her features.

Her expression clearly conveyed her heartbreak and pain. I wanted to do something to make it better - I wanted to hold her tight and tell her I loved her so much, and that none of that would matter, because we could adopt or find another method to conceive. We wouldn't need to resort to pregnancy.

However, the damage had already been done. Sanyukta was already pregnant.

"Sanyukta... I'm sorry," I apologized as fresh tears invaded her eyes.

My hand touched her shoulder softly, but Sanyukta unlocked the door and got out of the car. I got out of the car too and followed her as she walked into the hospital, in a trance - she was walking in a zombie-like manner, like nothing mattered.

She wasn't watching for traffic, and if I wasn't with her, I was afraid that she might have gotten run over by now.

I followed her into the hospital and all the way to the reception.

"I - I n - I need to see a gynecologist," she said to the receptionist. "I - I'm pregnant, and there are com - complications."

The receptionist directed us to the gynecologist's office, and we waited outside in the waiting room until it was our turn.

"Sanyukta, talk to me," I said to her, as we were waiting in the waiting area, sitting next to each other.

She just looked ahead and ignored me. I touched her hand softly, but she removed it from my grip and stood up, before she started to pace back and forth in the waiting room.

I decided to give her some time - I didn't even know the extent of her medical condition. After the meeting with the gynecologist, I was hoping we would have more information... perhaps everything would be okay, and the pregnancy would not be a threat to anyone. After all, it had been over five years since the complication had been brought up - maybe there was a ray of hope somewhere.

When we entered the gynecologist's office, I explained to the gynecologist the situation. Sanyukta was pregnant, and over five years ago, Sanyukta was told she shouldn't be pregnant due to the complications from her first pregnancy posing as a possible threat to her life in her succeeding pregnancies.

The gynecologist performed some tests on Sanyukta and said that the report would be out in a couple of hours, and she asked us to wait in the waiting room, until they were out.

The whole time, Sanyukta hadn't said a word.

Sanyukta continued to pretend that I didn't exist, and I didn't even try to speak to her - I knew she didn't even want to acknowledge me right now. How could I blame her? She had just received such a huge shock.

Three hours later, the gynecologist called us back in.

"Alright Mr. and Mrs. Shekhawat," she said, "I have examined your reports, and I have to tell you that if you don't abort the fetus by the end of the week... the risks attached to following through with this pregnancy will grow exponentially. Right now the fetus is small, we are barely six weeks into the pregnancy. If the fetus is aborted now, Sanyukta will be okay - just take extra precautions for next time. However, if we wait, then the chances of hemorrhage or death will increase significantly. It will be almost certain that the pregnancy will not work out - there is over a 85 percent chance that Sanyukta will not make it through the pregnancy, and neither will the child. So, my advice is to abort, but the decision is ultimately up to the two of you."

I looked at Sanyukta, as if it was obvious what we would need to do - if the child wouldn't make it anyways, it made more sense to terminate the pregnancy.

"I refuse to abort my baby," Sanyukta then said firmly, "Even if there is less than a 0.01 percent chance, I will take the chance and I will go through with my pregnancy, even if it kills me."

I glared at her - she was insane, and didn't know what she was saying.

"Doctor, please make an appointment for an abortion," I said firmly. "We are going to terminate this pregnancy."

"It's my body," Sanyukta said loudly. "And I will not allow you guys to touch it. Stay away. This is my body, this is my baby, and this is my life. You aren't allowed to make any of these decisions for me."

She looked at me directly in the eye before she angrily said her next few words.

"I will put a restraining order if I have to Randhir, so do not even come near me. I don't trust you," she snapped.

Then tears filled her eyes, and she covered her mouth with her hand and ran out of the room.

My heart shattered into a million pieces at her harsh words - I cared about her so much. I couldn't lose her. I loved her too much. I could die, but I couldn't let her die.

"Sanyukta," I called out, and ran outside into the hallway, but she had already disappeared.

I didn't see her again for over a week.

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Rashi Bhargava

@newmoon18

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Posted: 11 years ago

#207

Omg yeh kya ho gya
Sanyu intentionally missed her pills

Rd dying every second

He cnt lose her

He told her the truth
Bt its too late now
She's so broken

So many complications
She refused for the abortion

Excited for next
Update soon
Love u
Keep smiling

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Alaukik

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Posted: 11 years ago

#208

emotional update.

Sanyu intentionally missed pills and got pregnant.

even after knowing the truth that continuing her pregnancy will kill her, she wants it.

where is Sanyu gone for the whole week, after the week there is no chance of termination, she intentionally did this.

Poor Randhir, he is blaming himself.

he loves her so much, he can't loose her.

now he has no other choice, to silently watch her nearing her death.

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florine_20

@florine_20

Dazzler

Posted: 11 years ago

#209

Why does she have to take everything In a wrong way.
Even now she will hover over the trust issues and not understand the gravity of the situation.
and one week she disappeared means the abortion time is also passed