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Posted: 10 years ago

lovely update.

Sanyu is pregnant.
she is really innocent, she trusted Randhir blindly.
Taking the responsibility of child at an young age when they too are dependent on their parents is not possible.
What is their next step, is going to be interesting.
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Posted: 10 years ago
Saffi... Plz plz plz update seven days.. I beg of u...
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Posted: 10 years ago
Awesome update...
Kitna wait karwaya apna...😳

Sanyu kissed Randhir...😳
Randhir controlling his desires...😆

I knew that sanyu would get pregnant...
Even randhir doubt it...

And see she became preggy..😆

Sanyu predicted that they had sex..
she doesn't know that it's true...😆

I don't want ki they abort the child..
But even they are small for this responsibility...

Di plz update jaldi jaldi...
kitne din se wait kar rhe teh...

Update soon

Love
ayushi..
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Posted: 10 years ago
Finally updte mila I was dying to read it
It was superb

Loved it

I was thinking the same that she will get pregnant
Rd so scared
Poor sanyu so broken
Still unaware of truth
What will upon when she came to know abut everything

Update soon
Wtng

Love u
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Posted: 10 years ago
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"Okay... Sanyukta, we need to go somewhere quiet and talk about it. We're close to your house, if anyone your family knows sees us here like this, there will be problems," I explained.

She nodded.

"Sneak into my room," she said.

"Yeah, I'll do that, let's go," I agreed.

I followed her to her house, and then when the coast was clear, I climbed in through her window, as Sanyukta walked through her own front door.

As soon as I got inside her room, Sanyukta had already closed the door and was waiting for me.

She sat down on her bed and I sat next to her. She leaned into my chest again and I held her close to me.

"We'll get married," I said to her.

"Married?" she asked. "It's not that simple - we're so young, we have to finish college... how will we support ourselves and a baby?"

"We'll be able to do it," I said to her softly. "Don't worry... we'll take it one step at a time."

She let go of me and lay down on her bed, covering her face with her hands.

"I just want to die," she confessed. "Randhir, this is so bad... how will I face everyone?"

"Forget about everyone," I said to her. "We have each other. We don't need anyone."

"How could I have gotten pregnant?" she cried. "Randhir... I feel like... I don't know, I don't even remember it!"

"I don't remember much either," I said to her.

"Don't remember much?" she asked, shocked. "So you remember some of it?"

"No I mean, I remember us kissing a bit," I said to her. "Just the beginning, then when I woke up... that's all."

"What happened when you woke up?" she asked suspiciously.

"Nothing," I lied. "You were sleeping and I had a headache."

"Randhir," Sanyukta said out loud with disbelief. "I woke up first that day."

"I went back to sleep," I said, trying to cover up for what I just said.

"Randhir now that I come to think of it, how were we fully clothed?" she asked. "I don't think if we were so drunk, we would have been in any position to dress ourselves back up."

"I - I don't know," I stammered.

"Randhir," she whispered, her eyes wide, as if she was coming to a conclusion. "Did you know we... we had sex?"

I took a deep breath. I wasn't able to lie anymore.

"Sorry," I mumbled.

Her eyes widened as fresh tears fell from her eyes.

"You knew we had sex... and I would have never known if I hadn't gotten pregnant?" she asked loudly, as if she was trying to make herself understand what was going on.

Then the door to her room opened, and Sanyukta's mom saw the two of us. She looked at us in shock.

"Pregnant?" Anju exclaimed. "You two..."

She looked like she was going to pass out, and Sanyukta's mouth dropped open.

"M - mom," she croaked.

"You," Anju said, glaring at me. "Get out."

"M - mom he - he's my friend - friend," Sanyukta defended.

"I heard what he is," Anju yelled. "Get out! I need to speak to my daughter."

I looked at Sanyukta's frightened, tear-filled face and I picked up my stuff before walking out the front door of the house.

Never in my life had I felt so small.

41

I tried calling Sanyukta that night, but her phone was off. I assumed that her mom took away her phone. I hoped she was alright. I knew that Sanyukta loved her mom a lot, and was close to her - so maybe her mom would be easy on her... it wasn't even her fault. Sanyukta didn't know what she was doing. She had been under the effect of alcohol.

I decided to wait for five days - that way Sanyukta would have enough time to collect her thoughts, and her anger at me may subside too... after all, I had hidden the truth from her.

Once the next five days passed, college resumed again. The first thing I did was search for Sanyukta, but she was nowhere to be seen. I asked all the girls, but nobody knew where she was. She hadn't come back from the break.

Two days later, when Sanyukta still hadn't returned, I went to her house to check up on her. I tried to climb into her window, but I saw that it was bolted shut.

I nervously walked up to the front entrance and was shocked to see a lock there.

I asked the neighbours where the Agarwal's had gone, but nobody knew. They just disappeared without saying a word to anyone.

I tried her number again and again, but it was unreachable.

I didn't know what to do. It was like a part of me died. Where was Sanyukta? Was she okay? Why wasn't she contacting me? Couldn't she make the effort to speak to me once?

I understood that she was mad at me. I knew she was angry that I hid the truth from her... but how could she just leave without messaging me or doing something - anything, to give me a sign that she was okay?

What was happening? Why was life this cruel? Where had my Sanyukta gone?

I went back to college, and tried to search for her profiles on Social Media websites. All of them had been deactivated. Her whatsapp last seen was before I had seen her in person last, over a week ago.

Sanyukta had completely disappeared.

She had dropped out of college completely, disappeared off the face of the planet, and hadn't contacted me once.

Either she was so mad at me that she didn't think to even send me one message saying she was okay, or she had no access to any of my information, just like I had no access to hers.

The next six years passed like that... with me dreaming day and night that Sanyukta returned to me, with me hoping to see her again, with me fearing whether she was even alive.

Although time passed, and everything around me changed, my love for Sanyukta remained constant. My heart still beat only for Sanyukta, and my insides were filled with hope. I had a gut feeling that she was okay somewhere... she was alive, maybe missing me too, but she was safe, and that gut feeling was what kept me sane all these years.

42

I was starting to lose all hope of ever seeing my Sanyukta again. If she hadn't come to find me now, why would she come and find me at any other time?

"Randhir, move on," Parth said to me.

I was at his and Vidhushi's housewarming party - they moved in together, but weren't married yet. They were just engaged.

Vidhushi was attending to other guests. They were one couple that survived all those years of college drama, and I was really happy for them. Parth just didn't understand my dilemma though, despite loving Vidhushi a lot.

"I can't," I told Parth.

"Randhir you're just being stubborn," he said to me. "Sanyukta is the past. It has been six years Randhir... if she was to come back, she would have by now."

"I know... but even if she doesn't come back, I can't just move on," I told him.

How could I make him understand that one couldn't simply leave their life behind and move on?

"You can't waste your whole life Randhir," Parth said to me.

We were seated in his living room.

"How am I wasting my life Parth? I'm doing something I love," I told my best friend with a smile. "I love loving Sanyukta... and it makes me feel so high, even if she's not here with me."

"You sound insane!" Parth said. "Look Randhir, I've been trying to convince you for years to get back to reality, but if you're going to stay stuck on Sanyukta, then I have nothing more to say to you."

"Parth, whether I move on, find someone else, live the rest of my life, happy or not... does it matter? In the end, I'll die," I told him seriously. "One day we'll all have to die. It won't matter if you're happy or sad, rich or poor, smart or not... our fate's are all the same."

"But Randhir - you have a great job... there are some really nice girls. You should meet new people. All you do after work is think about her. I know you love her, I'm not denying that, but you can't throw your future away," Parth explained. "I'm just concerned for you."

"She is my future Parth, whether she's here with me or not," I told him firmly. "Look, some people take drugs to get high. Some drink to live. Some people work and work and work, they follow society, and become great people, but they never find the meaning of life. I found my meaning Parth."

Parth raised his eyebrow, as if he couldn't believe what I was saying.

"My meaning is her. I don't need her to be with me. She could be alive, she could be dead. She could be far away, or right beside me... but one thing is certain, and that is this: I have never felt high like I did with her. I have never felt happier, than I did with her. I know that my purpose is her, and only her. Maybe it doesn't follow social constricts, but let me tell you one thing Parth, it keeps me happy. Love is that powerful," I told my best friend with a smile. "You know, it's okay if you can't understand me... I won't expect you to, but the least I can ask you to do is respect my decision. I know what I'm doing is right for me."

Parth sighed, as if he didn't know what else to say.

"Well then," he said. "You go and do what you want... but I just hope you don't regret it later, and years down the line, you'll wish you spent your life differently. You'll say you wasted your life."

"Never," I told him with a glint in my eye, "I would never consider loving her to be a waste."

Then I stood up and stretched.

"I should get going now. Thank you for the party... I wish you all the best in the new house," I said, and patted his shoulder. "See you later."

Parth nodded and escorted me to the kitchen so I could say bye to a gossiping Vidhushi.

"Oh Randhir," Vidhushi said with a smile as she saw me. "I need to tell you something important -"

"Actually I was going to go," I explained, but she grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the kitchen into the hallway.

"Randhir, I got a lead about Sanyukta," Vidhushi said to me, dropping her voice to a whisper. "If my source is correct, then we can find her really quickly."

43

I looked at Vidhushi with surprise - she had been the least interested in finding out where Sanyukta could be... how did she find out about her whereabouts?

"I know it's hard to believe, that's why I'm still apprehensive. My friend Sheila said she worked with a Sanyukta two years ago in Bangkok," Vidhushi explained. "I was telling her that there were some friends from college that I wish I could've kept in touch with and I brought up Sanyukta by name."

"Sheila?" I asked her, surprised. "How do you know it's the same Sanyukta?"

Sheila was inside the kitchen right now. I had the urge to go inside and interrogate Sheila myself, but I knew that was not something I was supposed to do.

"Because Sheila said she worked with Sanyukta Agarwal," Vidhushi clarified. "I can get the office address, but there's no guarantee that it is the same Sanyukta. I just thought, that after years of waiting, maybe whatever makes decisions in this Universe was deciding to be kind to you and this was destined to happen."

"Destined?" I asked her, a small smile forming on my face. "So Sanyukta Agarwal is in Bangkok according to your friend - and you didn't show her a picture to confirm if it's the same one?"

"Randhir I'm not that stupid," Vidhushi said, her tone still a whisper, "I tried to, but Sheila said Sanyukta didn't work in her department so she couldn't really recall what she looked like."

"Okay, then get the address," I told Vidhushi coolly.

"Yeah I'll do that," she responded. "Don't get too excited though - there may very well be lots of Sanyukta Agarwal's out there, and this is Bangkok two years ago - the chances are slim."

"The chances may be none Vidhushi, but if the Universal will is that I have to find my Sanyukta, then it'll turn the impossible around, and will make it possible," I said to her seriously. "She will come to me - even if I don't seek her, there is no way that she could be away from me for long."

It was true that I had lost hope, but with this piece of news, it had just confirmed something deep within me, and that was this... I knew that Sanyukta would come back to me. She had to. There was no other way.

I smiled at Vidhushi.

"Send me the details," I told her. "I'll see you later."

She nodded and I left the house, feeling a new feeling - of excitement, hope, nervousness, and more importantly, faith.

I had faith that with each passing moment, the Universe was carving a path for me. Sure it was a path full of obstacles, but the destination was one.

The destination was her.

Sanyukta was my end point, and I was walking on that path - no matter how many days, months, or years it would take me to get there, I would reach her in the end.

I used to think that I was a servant of the Universe, but now I was slowly beginning to see that the Universe was a servant of me.

Anything I willed or desired, the Universe was bound to make happen. It was an unwritten contract. The only control it had over me was time, but slowly, even time would be in my power.

Then somewhere down the line, all time and space would disappear, once I reached her, and at that point there would be no separation between me and her, for we would be united forever.
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Posted: 10 years ago
awesome update.
Sanyukta finally guessed that Randhir knew that they had sex.
Anju came and the situation changed.
Sanyukta disappeared without any trace.

Six years passed.
Randhir still in hope that one day he will find his Sanyu.
A new hope,a lead to her came.
Randhir's love is out of the world.
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Posted: 10 years ago
Wow Dt ws awsum...cont soon...excited fa sandhir's reunion..
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Posted: 10 years ago
Interesting turn of events 😳 😳
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Posted: 10 years ago
Wow di...
awesome...

Sanyukta got to know the truth...
Her mother too got to know...

Six year leap😲
randhir still love her like mad..

She disappeared like anything...
all because her mother got to know about her pregnancy...

Parth is so cornered for randhir...
he really wants him to move on...

But randhir is so stubborn...
we all know it...
he will love Sanyukta till his last breath...

Vidushi found a clue...
randhir so happy...

Please don't create a mess when they meet know...
I don't want her mother or father interrupting...

I think she must have ran away...
and she must have delivered the baby..
After all the baby was the last sign of their love...

Hope everything goes well...

Update soon

Love
Ayushi

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Posted: 10 years ago
Superb update
Loved it

Finally sanyu came to know the truth
She's very hurt
Omg her mom heard everything

Sanyu disappeared
Rd dying without her
He's still wtng for her
He really loves her a lot

New lead new hope
Jldi sandhir ko mila do

Wtng for next
Update soon


Love u
Keep smiling

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