Maneet ff-Humrahi.#7...link to thread 8 page 1 - Page 21

Dev:maaan..

Vicky:maan..where are u going..

Maan was lost in his own thoughts..he needs fresh air..the roof he is standing with geet is mocking him..the last night too he was desperate to love her..

He smirked..love..was that ever a love for her..n will be for me ever..?????

He started to walk aimlessly where his legs took him...the villagers are rarely seen outside..n it was too silent like a grave yard..its not only the outer world..his inner self too was empty..he stopped near the pond..

Maan: Aaahhh...

He screamed his lungs out as much as he can..but his inner volcano was such he couldn't cool it..his every moments with geet flashed before him..he hit his hands on the tree..how could he..

How he will face her..will he be able to treat her the same way like before..will he be able to see her as his wife..he cant even touch her..the husband inside him has died the moment he came to know geet is under age..he failed to understand his wife ..he doesn't know anything about her...

he is so confused ..now there is baby..his baby..his jaan..his ansh..but is it a symbol of love or the symbol of his sin -a result of his physical desire...will he be able to love his child..

Maan st:yeh kya sochrahi hoon mein..baby..no..i cant risk geets life with baby..she is not yet prepared for marriage..n carrying a child is big responsibility..more than my baby I want to know geets view..ab jo bhi hoga uski marzi se hoga..if she wants the baby she will..if she doesn't..

The thought itself killed him..he closed his eyes..i ll ask her to abort if she is not ready to carry the baby..

But the thought of losing his blood..his baby made him tremble..

tears rolled down his cheeks with the thought itself..

his dreams is now in geets decision..

n he don't know will he be able to near geet the same way he did before..

He was helpless ..confused..

for the first time in his life he couldn't take any decision in his life ..he stood there numb watching the dark sky...

why me god..why???what I have done that I am standing helpless today..

but there is no answers..only the fate can answer him...

Geet gained conscious..nt n sd was near her..

Geet tried to sit..

Geet looked around in fear..

Geet:maa..woh..mei..ne..

sd stopped her..

Sd:take rest ..no need to get up..or speak..we will talk later..

Nt:haan geet..u must take rest at this time..n must take care of yourself..you must eat healthy foods..n..

Sd glared nt..she shut her mouth immediately..

Sd:u take rest...i ll come now..sd signaled NT to follow.

N she did..

Sd:naina..what r u doing there..

Nt:meinei kuch nehi kaha..mei tho uski balai keliye hi bola..

Sd:hmm..its not wrong..but she doesn't know..it must be a girl who will say to her husband first..n now as geet doesn't know it is maans right to say it..n in this way maan may talk to her..the gap will reduce between them..

Nt:hmm..now I understood..

Sd:go n ask Vicky to call maan..i guess he may be near the pond...he usually goes there when he is upset...

Nt:ji..

Nt conveyed the msg to Vicky n he left in search of maan..

geet was trembling in fear..she want to run outside n search her husband..she want to say him..not to leave her..she was not at fault..n she has nothing to do with their age difference..same time she cant go against her mother in law..who said her to stay there n take rest..

geets st:kya hua mujei..why I fainted..where is maanji..

Her eyes travelled around insearch of him..but he was not seen anywhere..the fear was like a dragon eating her inside..

Savitri entered inside n saw geet lost..her eyes told everything..she is searching her husband..

She gently placed her hand on her head breaking geet's trance

Sd:maan has gone out..vicky has gone to call him..he will come now..

Geet felt a bit relaxed hearing her mil..her eyes fixed on the entrance ..

Sd:do u want to have anything..

Geet:j..j..iii..

Sd:do u want to have anything..nakul se kahoon..

Geet was still scared n couldn't fathom whats going around..why she feels her mil is so sweet today..even nt..but what mattered her was only maans presence..she just want only him n nothing else..

Geet :n..o..

She said meekly ..

Vicky came to pond n saw maan staring the vast sky..

He cleared his throat to get maans attention..maan sensed him..

Maan:go from here Vicky..

Vicky:maa called u..

Maan:u go..i ll come later..

He said without turning his side..

Vicky was getting maans intentions..he doesn't want to come back home nor face geet..

Vicky came n stood before him..maan looked other side..

Vicky:kab tak bagogi maan..

Maan:tum jao..

Vicky:cb has gained conscious..

Maan stilled in his place..

Vicky:n maa has asked me to get u home..so that u may say about baby...it must be u now who has to say this news to her than us..

Maan closed his eyes..how will he face her..how will she react to it..how will he ask her to take the decision about baby..does he have courage to hear her answer..he felt weak today..

Vicky:she is already weak..u know that..n don't make her sick..she is waiting for you..

He pulled maans hands..n started to walk..

maan started to follow him like a zombie..his heart was in storm..but he cared for geet too..he cant make her sick at this time..that too when she is carrying his child.

As the house neared he felt vulnerable..he stopped at entrance n Vicky turned n looked at him..knowing his turmoil he left him..

Vicky:maan..whatever happened is happened..u cant change..but think what to do on it..u only taught me to face every thing..

Maan looked at his small brother..once it was a time he guided him..now the plates have changed...n he is guiding him..

Maan sighed n went inside..

Dev who was in living room stopped man..

Dev:maan..u r not a kid..u just left all without saying where u r going..gods sake maan u r not single..u r married n u have family to worry on u..maa bhi guzza hai tumse..

Maan:sry bro..aagei dyan rakunga

Dev:don't behave childishly again running away from situations..

Maan:ok bro..

He respected dev as his big bro n never raised his voice..today he felt guilt for making all worried on him..

Dev:first go n speak with ur wife..bichari doondrahi hai tumei..

Maan nodded n left..

Seeing him sd started to leave so maneet can talk alone..

Maan:maa..woh mei..

She gave a glare n went out..she is angry on him..bcoz of his anger she couldn't relish the good news of the new arrival too..she sighed n walked to kitchen..

Sd:nakul..

Nakul:ji maa

Sd:make some sweet too for night dinner..sab ki muh meetta karni hai..aur kuch special khana bhi..bahuke liye

Nakul smiled..:ji maa..choti bahu has given such a good news..dont worry I will make all special dishes too..savitri moved from there n asked nt to help nakul..which she accepted but like always cribbing inside for making her work..

Sd joined dev Vicky n ansh..

Dev:maa...maan..

Sd:he is with bahu..

Dev:ab bhi guzza hai kya..

Sd:hmm..but I know him..he knows to control it too..aur haan..tomorrow morning we must call geets parents n inform the good news too..now its late..we don't know if they are awake or sleeping..

Dev:ok maa..

Ansh:dadi..chachi will give me bhai or behen..

Vicky:ansh..jo bhi ho..we will love it ..he/she will play with you..n after he/she arrives u r going to be the senior..big bro to the baby..

Ansh was too happy to hear it..

Sd:ansh tum khelo..i want to talk to ur father n chachu..

He obliged n went to play..

sd discussed few things with dev..he too gave his suggestions..

vicky:pata nehi how maan will react on your decision maa..

Sd:let geets family too come tomorrow we will decide..

All chatted for few minutes...

Maan entered the room with thudding heart..but determined to face geet..

He saw geet who was looking at the entrance with longing eyes n seeing him she left a long breathe like she got her life back.

Geet hurriedly sat up to rush to him..maan was too quick he rushed to her n stopped her from moving so fast..

maan:what are you doing..sit..

geet:who..mei..aap..mujei..

she couldn't form her words what she want to say..

maan :hmm..woh..mujei tumse..baat karni hai...

all the happenings again came fresh before her..she panicked n her thoughts went negative..

geet:pls..dont send me back..i don't know we have long difference..sachi..

she pinched her throat n maan smiled painfully..

she is till such a kid pinching her throat n swearing she is saying truth..isnt her face enough to say she too is unaware of truth like him..

maan:mujei bolne dogi..

he requested her before she starts her insecurity talks..

geet waited for him to speak..but maan was looking all places than her..how to say her the news... there was a fear inside him ..n that made him tongue tight..

geet was looking only his face..why he is thinking so much..his face showed nothing..just a blank expression that made her scare more..she clasped her fingers with his..after all she ony knew he was always there for her to comfort her..she is so used to his care n she seeked the same now too..

maan closed his eyes..her mere touch n her squeeze in his hands he felt a tug in his heart..

geet:maanji..pls..say something..your silence is scaring me..

he felt the pain in her voice n her scared eyes looking at him with expectations..how he is going to say the news to her..if its normal he would have lifted her up n swirled her n happily scream they are going to be parents..but now the decision is going to be in her hands..maan saw her hands holding him tight..he slowly released his hands from his..geet felt rejected..does he hate her touch too..but before she think more he kept her hands on her stomach..

maan:there is another life growing inside you geet..

there was no love nor hate in his voice..it was plain flat..geet blinked her eyes..trying to understand what he said..n finally the realization dawned upon her..it means she is pregnant..she looked her stomach that is flat..then towards maan..she couldn't believe she is pregnant..she knew one day it will come..but so soon..she never expected.or prepared for it...n when she is now she doesn't know how to react..n the way maan told her..she was confused..he must be happy..it is his wish to hold his heir in his arms..then why he seems so distant..

geet:maanji..mere andar bacha hai..

she asked unbelievingly..without knowing how her every innocent questions making him so vulnerable..

he nodded yes..

geet:matlab..you are going to be father..

she said with a little excitement..atleast she has got an opportunity to give something to the man she loves..her twinkle gave him a small hope n he decided to say what he feels..n then all is left over in her hands..

maan:geet..i..want to ask you something..

geet:ji..

maan:geet..i know..this marriage is forced on you..n I don't want to force you more with responsibilities..

geet was silent..matlab kya hai iska..poor girl is confused..but her hands were still caressing her flat stomach to feel the little soul growing inside her..still it felt like a dream to her...

maan:geet..tum sunrahi ho na

geet:ji..matlab.

man:geet..i know u r too small for marriage itself..but now baby..i don't want to force you geet..this one is more than marriage..n u have to be careful at every step..n more its your health..is umar mein..u wont be able to bear the pain..

geet:ji..why are you saying all this..

man:geet..take your own time..if u think u can carry the baby then ok..but if you don't want..we..will...

maan gulped his saliva..it was unbearable for him to say..

maan:abort it..its upto you geet..you have full freedom..noone will force you..

shock was under statement for geet..

geet:don't you love our baby..how can u say it..

she asked him..

maan avoided her eyes..she turned him by his chin n made her look at him..her questioning eyes..is she fault anywhere..

maan:I do love it geet..but more than it..its your age..your health matters to me most..

geet sighed in relief..its still her he is thinking about more than his wish..

geet:i..i..want this maanji..this is ours..

maan:don't take decision in hurry geet..socho..then tell..i will w8 till tomorrow..

saying he left her in anguish..

who will say him for geet his happiness is her first preference n nothing mattered to her..now too she doesn't know she loves baby or not..but she loves to give the happiness what maan desires for n that is his baby..n she will never destroy his happiness..she was determined..

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