New OS unspoken love

Hey guys I am presenting a new story here ,I m really thankful that u all like my ff entangled relationships...now I have tried my hand on OS...please read and reply your views...

The unspoken love

Hey guys ,I am ishita vishwanathan iyer,I am going to share a secrete with u all which I even not tell to the walls of my room...koi sun leta to... its my love story

Don't get so excited my love story is not like when two people meet at certain situations,fall in love with each other gradually and get united after long hurdles and problems and stay together forever...

My love story has only one person and her love...

My story has the most difficult kind of love...which either makes people criminal or make them alone and unnoticed...well I choose to be the latter one...

Everybody feels attraction to somebody in their life...they call it crush...mostly when it is one sided ...but some times that one side crush extends to the level of love...

In every love story hero gets his heroine everybody claps and went home...but there are certain love stories which left incomplete in completing another story...the love that is selfless,unconditional,pure but UNSPOKEN...THE ONE SIDED LOVE...

I could forgot everything but cannot forget the day when I noticed him first time...I was a shy girl ,never talks to boys...but I talked to him...a little formal conversations for other people but for me that was something I will be thinking about the whole day...and remember my whole life...

The face that I would found in between so many faces and keep staring at him...until he noticed it but in next moment I will avert my eyes ,I was afraid to be caught...first I think to befriend to him...but realisation struck ...he is Raman Kumar bhalla ,one of the smartest ,handsome and ambitious boy of school...he is a sweet persone...will be friend of mine...but if he got to know about my feelings ,I will not say anything my tounge already gets tied in front of him and says stupid things for that I curse myself later but my eyes how would I can control them to not express my heart's feeling...,he will laugh...made of me...I can't let him make fun of my feelings I was already so low estimated...I was one of the toppers in class but I was never confident about my personality my looks...I always thought people don't enjoy my company and in order to make them happy I got my self more embarrassed...but I want to talk about him...I want to know more about him...I got an idea my friend shagun who was the best friend of rkb I made her my best friend...she used to hangout with him and I used to hangout with her...although I was burning with jealousy but rkb ke liye sub kuch chalega boss...

Days passed I always used to pretend in front of my friends that I am annoyed with rkb this way I got to talk about him to my friends...which was the only topic in my mind...complains gets no doubt but praises did...so I choose to complain...

t one day I was sitting with my friends shagun was there too...rkb was not there...my friends were talking about him...suddenly all tabels turns on me...they all get the clue...and make the assumption that I like rkb and used to stay away from him because I don't want to let him know my feeling... They start teases me...and said they will tell him...I got so vulnerable and starts crying...my friends gets horrified to saw me crying vigorously...they diverted the topic and decide to not discuss it future...from the day I never talked about rkb to anyone but staring session not ended...we were in the final year of school ,we went to same coaching institute ,we are the only two who study in that coaching...but he never talked to me..only formal conversations which includes shagun...the year passed ,my days and nights passed in the thought of him...and there comes the farewell day...he was wearing a black Nehru suite... Looking so handsome..I was in the blue green saree..in the first time in my life I think myself as pretty...people were taking photos getting emotional but I was only staring at him...suddenly our eyesmet I thought he will at least give me a smile but he watch me and avert his eyes in ignorance... My last ray of confidence broke...

On our last day of school I go to him and wish him all the best for his life...he wish me back too...I decided from the farewell day that I will never expect anything from him not even a smile...I will only love him in my corner of heart...how could I expect him to understand the unspoken love for him that only my eyes reflect...actually I also don't want him to understand...I am too afraid for result...so it is better to leave in inclose...

Now it's been two years after leaving school...my love is still as it is...we met sometimes in friend's gathering...but I never look in his eyes while talking...

He is doing successfuly in his life now...he was ambitious he does hardwork...and I ...in course of loving him and living in my insecurities I left my ambitions I study less...and could not acheive my goals...I can get inspire by him and go ahead in life by loving him...but I choose to let down myself in loving him...

However life has given me a second opportunity...I will surely catch it...and complete my goals ...and will hope that one day,when I will meet him there will be confidence and calmness in my heart not restlessness and insecurity...which will reflect in my eyes...

So guys give ur ambitions a chance ...and blow away ur insecurities. ...may be one day u got someone to read u r heart...and make u feel secure about ur feelings...

Because if u can love someone and he does not have an idea of that...it can possible there is someone who loves u ...and u have no idea of that...keep smiling ...and watch dreams...to keep someone happy it's very important to keep urself contented and happy...

Ishita vishwanathan iyer...

But plzzz continue this story

Hey janani as always u made me happy ,but this time u suprised me too...I just posted this story so close to my heart...I thought this would not get positive responses but I m surprised...

Raman didn't avoid ishu knowingly ...she was no one to him ...just a classmate ...may be a competeter in exams which seems to get weak...he also might get wondered why she is staring at me...or may be he knows but avoiding the fact because it doesn't matter to him...he was a ambitious boy and he wanted to become most successful man...shagun is just a connecting link for them...she was also an ambitious girl and used be around Raman because she also want success...Raman taught her so much...ishita fail to learn because her love become a hurdle for her ambitions...

When we do not talk we make assumptions so does ishita...Raman is not grey character here...

I want to keep this story close to reality so I will not be able to post Raman's POV...but I promise I will post a new story soon having same concept ,it will be a ff so I will apply all my imaginations...but let this story be a true story of many hearts...love u...stay blessed

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