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Junoon- Tere Ishq Ka
It's a very big day for me today. Today, my life will change forever. The step I am going to take today will not only change my life but it will change the life of the person, who I love the most, who love me the most.
Today, I am going to marry Vishesh, who is nothing more than a friend to me. I know what ever Rey did was for my good and I am really thankful to him but don't know why my mind is not allowing me to go and say him that I Love him! I can't live without him even for a second.
"Taani, baraat has arrived! Be ready, you'll be called any moment!" I heard Sharon informing me about the arrival of Baraat. My heart was beating very fast. Don't know why I am feeling like I should not do this maariage. I am feeling like I am cheating on Vishesh by doing this marriage.
To calm myself down, I closed my eyes and there I saw his face, his smile which gives me relaxation. I reminded my beautiful memories which I spent with him.
I came out of my trance when I feeled his presence. I opened my eyes with a jerk and there he was standing, near the window. His eyes clearly tells that he hadn't slept properly and cried for hours. Still his eyes were moist.
"Rey, Aap yaha kya kar rahe hain?" I asked him a question but truthfully, I have the answer. He was there for me! He has the power to read my mind.
He took few steps towards me and took steps backward. I hit to wall and he was just inches apart from me. My breathing became fast.
"As if you don't know!?" He replied. I closed my eyes and tears made there way by my eyes. He kissed the tears away from my eyes.
"Rey, Its wrong! Today is my marriage." I pushed him with all my strength but he didn't moved back more than 2 steps.
"Janta hu, kise bata rahi ho Taani? Khud ko ya mujhe?" He voiced out the fear which was in my heart. Yes! I don't want to marry him but I have no choice. I have to do it.
"Rey Please! Chale jao yaha se." I closed my eyes because I didn't really wanted him to go.
"Open your eyes Taani. Look into my eyes and repeat it and I promise I'll go forever. I'll never come back!" He demanded. He is really very bad, he knows that I can't do that! I can't say him to go from life. He knows that he is the reason I am alive today or else I would have killed myself when he brokedup with me.
"Please leave!" After 10 or 15 minutes I looked into his eyes and finally said him to leave. Said him to leave my live. Said a person to leave a body without soul.
"I am going Taani, I am going! But remember one thing No one can love you the way I love you, no one can care for you, how much I care for you. I Love You sweetheart and always will!" The last words I heard from his mouth and he left and never came back to see how is his Taani living without him!
I opened my eyes and looked at the other side, No one was there. He was right No one can love me the way he loves me and may be his those words were enough for me to live like this. That day I didn't got married. I told everything to Vishesh and he leaved from there with a smile. I still remember his words.
"Hamesha apni life mein khush rehna! Maine tumse pyaar kiya hai aur sacha pyaar karne vale vahi hote hai jo ek dusre ki khushi ke liye kuch bhi kar jatey hain. Aaj tumhari khushi ke liye Rey ne tumhe chod diya aur aaj Rey ki khushi ke liye mene tumhe."
3 years have passed but Rey, he is not with me. He haven't came even to meet me. He is not here with me but he is everywhere in me!
*
I looked at the watch It was exactly 8:00 pm. My Rey's interview about his new Music Album. I switched on the T.V. and there he was siting on the chair in a 3 piece black suit. Today he is one the biggest Dancers in India. He is on the Number 1 position but in all his interview he dedicates, the secret of his this position to his Love.
"So Mr. Reyansh, What would you like to say about your this music video?" I heard the reporter asked him and he just smiled, a fake smile! What a great actor he is.
"This Music Video is really close to my heart because this is my last video and after this I am leaving this industry!" I was damn shocked, did he really said that or I heard it wrong? He is leaving this industry? How can he do it?
"And as always this video is also dedicated to her. In this music video I have also singed a song, which you people may like." Tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Oh.. That's Lovely! We are sure that song will also be amazing as your dancing! Sir You always dedicate all your success to your Love but if you don't mind would you like to tell us about her?" Reporter asked and his eyes became moist.
"My Love, She's everything to me! Her everything is lovable. The way she acts, the way she cares for others. She always thinks about others before herself. Uski hasi, Uski aankhe, Uske baat karne ka tareka everything. My day begins with her thought and ends with her." I started sobbing badly. He still Loves me. He still cares for me. Please come back Rey! Please.
"Is she your wife?" My heart skipped a beat after that reporters this question.
"I am not married yet!" His reply and that conversation ended because he needs to go for promotions for his music video.
Why? Why you Love me so much Rey? Why? Mene apko dukh ke siva kabhi kuch diya hi kha hai? I don't deserve your this Love Rey! I don't even expect a forgiveness because whatever I have done to you is unforgiveable.
"Taani?" I heard a knock on the door and wiped my tears and opened the door.
"Dinner is ready! Please come for dinner." Sharon Bhabhi askd me.
"I am not hungry!" I replied and closed the door.
I opened my closet and looked at my Rey's corner, took his one pic and careressed it.
*
"Rey, tu sach keh raha hai?" Swayam asked from the other side of phone.
"Yeah! I am coming to Jodhpur and I'll come to meet you!" Rey replied with a smile.
"Rey, you don't know. How much big happiness you have given me by saying you are coming!"
"Huh?"
"Nothing, just come soon. Koi barso se Intezar kar raha hai tera!"
They both hunged the call. Swayam's last line was haunting Rey. Don't know why but he was feeling something is not good with her.
*
"Kaka, Is everything ready?" Sharon enquired. Today Swayam and Sharon are really very happy because Today Rey is coming to Jodhpur.
"Ji!" Kaka replied and everyone checked one last time their respective work, given by SwaRon.
"Swayam! Sharon!" Rey said and all looked at the direction.
"Why are you shouting?" Sharon said and Rey looked at her with a disbelieve, Mrs. Siren Shikhawat is saying not to shout! Really? But she was saying it because Taani was in her room and she is not aware about Rey's arrival. It's a suprise.
Swayam and Rey shared a brotherly hug and Sharon brought some snacks for them to eat. They chatted for sometime but Rey was constantly looking at Taani's room and it didn't got unnoticed by Swayam.
"Go!" Without any hesitation Swayam asked him to inside her room. But according to Rey the room must be empty as Taani must at her(Vishesh's) home.
"Sure?" Rey asked and Swayam nodded in positive. Rey stood up and took steps towards her room.
*
I stepped out from washroom, after taking my bath. I was wearing my bathrob only and I found a man standing inside my room, his back was facing me and he was caressing my and Rey's pics, by which my room's wall was covered. Unknowingly I took steps towards him and I was just few steps away from him when I kept my hand on his shoulder. He looked back!
Am I dreaming? Is it really Rey? My Rey? I touched his cheek. OMG he's in real! Tears were unstoppably flowing from our eyes. His eyes were indicating that he was shocked to see me here but more than shocked he was happy!
"Rey.." I was about to say but he didn't let me complete and kept his index finger on my lips.
"Itna pyaar karti ho mujhse to phir jaane kyu diya uss din Taani? Kyu Mere zindagi mein se zinda rehne ki vajah hi cheenli? Kyu kiya essa? Aur kyu mujhe ek baar bhi roka nahi? Why Taani? Am I that bad?" Rey questioned his Love for me.
"Nahi Rey! I don't deserve your Love! I am really bad! Main akela rehna hi deserve karti hu Rey! Aapka Love is something which is like oxygen for me. Like night is incomplete without stars vese hi Taani is incomplete without her Rey. I am sorry Rey. I know I don't deserve forgiveness but please don't leave me ever again! The second you leave me, I'll be d..." I felt his lips smached on mine. With all our Love and care we kissed each other. That was our first kiss, completely filled with pure love. After sometime we broked the kiss to get some oxygen.
"Dare you say that again! If you don't deserve my love then nobody in this world deserves my love!!! Taani, tum mera passion, possession, obsession, Junoon sab ho! I can't live without you and I don't want to live without you, I want to live with you, I Love You." He confessed.
"I Love You too Rey." I said and hugged him. After sometime, we broke the hug and I realized my condition. I was in my bathrob in front of him. I closed my eyes and I am sure my cheeks would be tomato red by now he must be smiling at me.
I opened my eyes, when I felt something on my head and I looked at him, he covered my head with dupata and he was having vermillion in his hand and he filled my parted hairs with vermilion and it indicates that I belong to him. Now I am Mrs. Taani Reyansh Singhania. I hugged him and he too wrapped his hands protectively and kissed my hairs.
*****
I know it was bad. Tried my best to make it good but came out with it.
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