Hi everyone, sorry for the delay, but here I came with the update and it's NOT the last chapter, I still have one more + the epilogue 😉
Chap 30 All is well
-Nisha, I have a big problem and I really need your help, I don't know what's wrong with me, Zoya posed her hand on her belly and she was helpless those last two months, since she was aware of her pregnancy, she was acting weirdly with Asad. She was lucky that she didn't get any sickness symptom but it seemed that it was replaced by something bigger and she can't control it and it scared her.
-Tell me, Zoya, what's wrong? Nisha was worried especially looking at Zoya's gloomy face.
-Nisha, I don't know how to say, it's ...Really...Hugh, I am...I can't Nisha, she hide her face in her palms.
-do you any contractions?
-no
-did you loose blood?
-Nisha it is worst than this, she looked up, asking for courage to say it
-Zoya, if you are scared because you can't sense your baby, it's normal. You didn't finish your first quarter, so normally, it's around 5 month.
-No, it's not this Nisha, it's about me
-about you?
-yes, she muttered
-what's about you? You don't want to have this baby? Nisha was even shocked with her own question.
-Of course NOT, Nisha, how can you say this? She grabbed possessively her belly, I am so happy to have this child.
-then what's wrong with you because I can't understand anything, Nisha tried to search in her mind what could be the reason, but she failed to find something tangible.
-Promise me, you will not laugh at me, she said hesitantly
-Of course not, I am doctor, I saw many gross and weird things in my life, so nothing which you're going to say will make me laugh or overeact, so please, could you tell me what-is-happening-with-you?
-I...She rolled her eyes in discomfort, I... Always...Want...She stopped and huffed.
-what? Nisha was really curious now, Zoya came closer and whispered, she didn't want other to hear her.
-I... always want to make love with Asad, she blurted quickly
-then? Nisha shruggered her shoulders and didn't catch why Zoya was looking so deseperate
-Nisha, I mean, all the time
-All the time?
-ALL. THE. TIME, she shook her head up and down in positive between every words
-I still didn't get where's the problem, Zoya? It's just your hormones and during the pregnancy, the level increase and some of the symptom can be this. Some women want stranberry but you...You want your husband.
-Nisha, this is totally inhuman and not me AT ALL, it's not about making love, I feel that I only want to be touch all the time, it's more about sex than love. Whole last week, he woke up tired in the morning because, I used to wake him up in the middle of the nigh just to...You know, she said in disgust, he was so tired this week so he decided to close himself in the guest room to have a complete night, he slept away from me. Can you imagine? She looked sad recalling this night with a teary eyes. So you have to help me, Nisha? I don't want to loose him.
Nisha didn't move for a second and the second after, she burst out loud while Zoya started to cry out loud, both of them didn't apprehend the problem in the same way, Nisha was used to see this but she was finding Zoya's reaction funny and thought about Asad's behavior to be unexpected for a man. After some minutes, Nisha stopped with difficulties to laught while Zoya was still crying.
-why are you crying now? I am sorry and It's ok, Zoya, I don't see any problem.
-I...I ..am not crying for this...Nisha
-then why?
-because, I want him right nowww, she whined loudly
-Oh God, I can understand him,
-What? What about me? You think it's easy for me, I feel like I am nymphomaniac
-Zoya, you have to know that it happens and you are the first who reacted like this many will be happy to have this kind of syndrome, especially men.
-but I am NOT, Nisha and I don't think that he found this attractive or sexy, it's too much for him and I am insatiable, I always want more, I am like a sex machine, ugh, please tell me, when it's going to stop?
-I don't know, it can last until the end of your pregnancy
-WHAT!!!! Till the end, oh God, have a mercy, my husband will die from excess love making, or his penis will be broken. It s going to be the only child that he s going to give me.
-You are such an idiot, Zoya Khan, by the way, soon, you will not be able to do it easily, when you will entered in the last quarter.
-What can I do for the moment?
-Try to suppress your need,
-WHAT? You want me to die in frustration, absolutely not
-No, I don't want to die from frustration or to kill your husband from love, all I said, it's when you feel that you need him, take distant with him, or go and take a cold shower, how do you think men deal with their hunger? Take a cold shower and think about something who make you feel disgust, and I am sure you will stop jumping on him.
-Yeah, maybe, I didn't try this, a cold shower. I hope it will not last forever, it's like my body took revenge from all this month where we didn't make love. Stupid hormones, why I don't have classical symptom, like stranberry with chocolate or olives with chocolate, anything with chocolate, but no all I want it's him, him and him.
-Calm down Zoya, just try to relax and busy your mind, just say to yourself that this baby loves both of you and bring them you closer, closer and closer. I already like this baby.
-I love her or him too, she touched her womb tenderly. Thank you for everything, Nisha, I should go now try to practice.
-Remember : distance, cold shower and dirty mind, Zoya's eyes grew up at the last words, I mean disgusting things.
Nisha hugged her friend and rubbed her back in confort, reminded her advices to control her hunger.
In the evening
Since they both knew about pregnancy, Asad found his wife glowing with beauty and with happiness. It wasn't just a mythe that women were beautiful when they expected. He thought that they will make love lesser but he was lucky that one of her need was to make love, but day after day, he noticed that her hunger was much more than him. At the beginning, it was so pleasant to make love all the time, but when she started wake him up in the evening, he didn't get a whole complete night to sleep, he became exhausted but he didn't complain. He only closed himself one night because he was supposed to meet important clients the day after, he needed to be fresh and relax. He didn't miss how she was looking sad with his decision, but he had no choice. Finally, he was free for her and he will be with her as much as her hormones asked. He wanted to surprise her.
-Hi baby, he came to kiss her on her lips but she turned her face and his lips fell on her cheek
-Hi Asad, how was your day? She stepped back when he wanted to hold her
-It's ok, he looked strangely at her, why are you so far ? Are you ok?
-Yeah, yeah, I am fine, she avoided to look at him.
-Ok, he went to the room to undress, she followed him and her eyes licked every of his move, she saw him taking off his coat and felt jealous how the material caressed his biceps and arms. He was about to put it on the bed when she grabbed it, smiling at him. He raised his eyebrows and found that she was strangely quiet, she didn't touch him or kiss him, did her needs stop already? He thought sadly, when he was ready to respond to her needs, she already stopped to ask. He turned his back and untie his tie, slowly and then opened the first button of his shirt, exposing his pectoral to her. Her mouth filled with water because he exuded sensuality or maybe the double combinasion of her hormones and his sex appeal exaggerated everything now. She threw abruptly his coat and said:
-cold shower
-what?
-I mean...You take a cold shower and I will prepare your coffee, she left in hurry that he didn't get the time to answer to her.
In the kitchen
-Oh God, she closed her eyes, her mind drifted to this room where he was now, undressing and taking shower, totally naked and ...Stop it now, she held her head. Think about something else, Dalai Lama, world war, misery, famine, politics, she sighed finally, her willing to join him under the shower stop right away after her mind flashed those picture in her mind.
-Zoya, he called her and she jumped in surprise, baby are you ok? You were talking to someone
-not at all, I was talking to myself, you didn't take your shower
-not yet, I want to help you and to kiss my child, he came closer and was about to touch her belly when she jerked his hands.
-NOOO
-what ? You have a contraction? Are you ok? You want me to call Nisha , the emergency? Tell me, he held her now looking so worried and this time, his hand was on her.
-I'm fine Asad, I am fine baby,
She cupped his face but he was dangerously close to her that she felt the heat of her body increasing quickly. Her eyes fell on his exposed chest, he didn't change and she could smell his cologne and his natural smell. Since her pregnancy, her smell sense became more sensitive and the only smell that played havoc in her, was his smell once he came back from work. She closed her eyes to inhale his sent. But she pushed him away realizing that she was slidding dangerously.
-Asad, you should close your shirt you will catch cold, she stepped back from him, this was the only thing that she can do, because her mind didn't want to digust her for the moment, he was busy drooling all over him.
-Really? It s 35C outside, Zoya, I should remove my shirt instead
-NOO, please don't do this, she begged him. She was now behind the counter and he was in the opposite.
-Zoya why are you so far, come here baby, I want to hold you
-No, I am fine here, why don't you take your shower, Asad? You must be tired
-I am fine, I want you
-Me too, she whipered...I mean I want you to go in the room.
-Zoya come here, he joined her but she stepped back maintining the counter between them.
-I have many thing to do for the dinner Asad, just go in the room
-Zoya, I don't like when you behave like a child, I said come her now, next to me
-Please Asad, stay away for me,if you love me
-what this stupid request you ask, Zoya? Of course, I won't stay away from you because I love you.
-Asad, I don't want you to hate me or to hurt you
-what do you mean?
-Asad, I am sorry that because of me, you are so tired but it's not me, it's my hormones they always want you and I tried to keep control now, promise I will deal with them now, but please it's easier if you keep you distance from me.
-Zoya, seriously?
-Yes, Asad so please, go now and stay away from me, you are my only distraction and it makes me feel weak to see you so close, so sexy and so desirable, she closed her eyes.
-and how did you plan to deal with this? I should diseaper from your life ?
-no of course not, Nisha gave me some advices, first I have to keep decent distant, like right now, or I should take a cold shower or to busy my mind with thing supposed to disgust me and to decrease my libido. She said proudly, but Asad crossed his arms on his chest not at all convinced, even if it found those ideas really funny. However, he found failures in her plan and decided to play with them.
-but did those things work?
-yes of course until we maintien distant.
-Ok, I think then I should sleep in the guest room, if I follow your logic
-No why?
-because if I share the bed with you, you will be tempt, right?
-Oh I didn't think so far, only if I sleep before you? What do you think?
-Yes, but what if you wake up in the middle of the night? Like last week?
-Sh**, yes, what if...We put pillow between us? He raised his eyebrows showing her how her suggestion was stupid, yeah of course, pillow will not stop me. Then, what to do?
-I think we should sleep seperatly to help you to deal with your needs?
-Thank you so much for your support, she said sadly, I guess for me tonight, I will share my night with a cold very cold shower. She sighed and went to the bathroom, leaving Asad amused. He rolled his eyes at her drama and she forgot to think about another idea.
She turned on the cold water and let the drop falling on her, to decrease her heat, but all she can do was to cry. She expected from him to be more cooperative and to accept to be next to her, but no, he chose to maintien distant with her. She can't believe him how he was selfish, she was caring his baby and all he cared was sleeping. She growled angrily and cursed him. She ran more the faucet to speed the water-shoot. She closed her eyes and let her imagination playing with her. She felt his lips on her neck and she moaned in pleasure.
-did I tell you how much you are looking beautiful today? He whispered in her ears and she just moaned again. Did I tell you how much I want to claim as mine right now?
-What are you waiting for, Asad? She enjoyed more how her mind draw those beautiful and sexy pictures of her husband than bad and disgust pictures. His hands all over her body looked so real and her skin reacted instantly, he turned her and she gasped when she saw him looking at her with desire. ASAD? You are here?
Before she could say more his lips were on her devoring her, she didn't think twice before responding with equal hunger and even more, her small battle earlier only frustrated her. She grabbed his head and pushed him more into her mouth, throwing out all her resolution to stay away tonight. They pulled apart asking for breath.
-I have another advice for you to resist to me, Oscar Wilde say : The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it, let them give up to your temptation, Zoya. He bitted her neck.
-I prefer more Oscar Wilde's advices than Nisha, she felt herself diving into her desires without restraint.
-I forget to tell you, that I take 3 days to take care of you, she looked at him asking him if he was telling her the truth and he nodded, he pecked her, and it might be extanded if you need more of me.
-I love you Asad and you are the best husband ever, she wrapped her arms around his neck. I was just cursing you earlier but now, I am just blessing you baby, she said naughtly.
-Let tam those hormones of you now, baby, and she chuckled before they started to give up to their own desire for the other.
Two month later
Finally, it took for her almost 3 month to stop her hunger of making love, she was not relieved that she was back to normal now. Asad didn't let her and he was more and more at her service, she felt lucky to have a perfect husband answering to her need without complaining. She realized that her hormones were just at the level of the immense love that she had for him. Her belly was now more prominent and she liked to see her reflection of her belly and enjoying this constant sensation that the baby gave to her. Today, they were supposed to know the gender of the baby and both were excited for the second check-up.
-ready? Nisha asked them, Zoya held tight on Asad's hand and both nodded. Nisha apply a cold blue gel on her tummy and she hissed softly, and then Nisha placed the sonde, after some adjustement, finally they can hear the heart beat of the baby.
-so, you can see his head here, his small feet here and his hands, he is so quiet, this for sure Asad's baby. Asad smirked
-What do you mean? I can be quiet, Nisha, she replied annoyed
-yes, when you are sleeping, Zoya, Nisha teased
-You are really unfair, Nisha, let me stand up on my feet and I will for sure make you pay this one
-I am your doctor, Zoya
-And I am pregnant, I have all the right to be capricious, right baby? He nodded at Nisha and winked at her. Asad, I saw you winking at her.
-No, I have something in my eyes, you misunderstood baby, he faked to rub his eyes
-enjoy both of you and make fun of me, she said sadly and her eyes moistened
-Come one Zoya, we are joking, Zoya shook her head stubbornly, you don't want to know the gender, now?
-yes, Zoya replied excited, Asad and I bet for it, and if I win he will prepare food for a week.
-and if Asad win?
-we didn't think about because for sure I will win. Zoya said it confidently and Asad rolled his eyes at her antics.
-tell me, Zoya what your child will be ?
-a boy, for me
-and a girl for me, Asad said after her.
-ok, let's see this, Nishad started to look for it but it was hard for her, the baby's thigh was closed and she couldn't access to his sex. The baby seems shy, he or she doesn't want to reveal, I am sure she is a girl, teased Nisha.
-I don't mind girl or a boy, until she is fine, Zoya answered touching Asad's cheek and he smiled at her with love.
-Asad, I hope you know how to cook
-It's a boy, Zoya asked excited
-Yes, it's a boy, a shy boy and I feel a perfect copy of his father. Nisha teased both of them and Zoya started to sob happy with this new. Zoya, he is fine, don't worry. Her friend conforted her.
-I know it's just that I always get emotional for anything, Asad pecked her lips and wiped her tears. I love you, she said when his lips left her and he wisphered the same.
-Humm, Nisha cleared her troath teasingly.
Zoya sat up and adjusted her top. She excused herself to go to the washroom.
-My baby boy loves to play and to press on my bladder, he is so naughty, like his dad for sure, she pulled Asad's cheek playfully.
Once they were alone, Nisha started to tease Asad.
- Be prepare Asad for this week, you will have to cook and to deal with her swing mood.
-I know, but she doesn't know for what she signed, she will for sure regret it, I dodn't even know how to cook eggs, it will so much fun.
-Don't worry, you just have to order some food from outside and pretend that you did it with love
-Are you encouraging me to fool your friend? He asked amused
-No, I am just encouraging you to give her a good food, and with this, she will for sure fall in love again and again, even if I think she can't love you more because she crossed all the limits. Nisha replied smartly
-I love her more, Nisha
-I know that why I asked you to order food for her.
-What's for me? Zoya entered and heard the last word.
-Only love baby, Asad responded to her question
-that's so sweet, her eyes moistened and she sniffed.
-Time for us to leave, I guess. Bye Nisha, see you. Asad said in hurry before his wife started to cry for something else.
Zoya and Nisha hugged each other and the couple left hand in hand happily.
In the evening
Asad stood in the kitchen, scanning the whole room, without knowing from where to start or what to do. She just asked him to surprise her, for sure he will surprise her with nothing to eat. The only thing that he knows to cook was noddles, but it was so common. He scratched his head and found an idea. He has the best cooker living next to him : his mother and in the bet, she never precised that he can't ask for help. He opted for a pizza, her favorite dish. His mother gave him all the ingredients and useful advices to manage to impress his wife. He was now more confident and started the cook.
Zoya observed him amused and smiled each time, he looked confused or perplex by the receipt. She was not so much happy to win but at least, this bet gave her the possibility to watch him from far, she just wanted to look at him for as long as her heart quenched his thirst with love but she knew that she will never get enough of this man. He did everything and he faced a lot because of her and for her, without stepping back or given up, like she might have done. She didn't know what she did to deserve a man like him. Each time, she recalled that she left her wedding that day, she wanted to laugh at herself for being so fool, if this runaway bride was watching now, she would have been die from shame. She followed every of his movement in the kitchen and her heart melt for him. She didn't know that she can love someone like this, much more than her life.
-you know baby, we are both lucky to have him in our life, she talked to her baby and as he heard her, he knocked slightly her tummy. Asad, she called him loudly
-What? He looked up
-He knocks, she tried to feel her baby again but he became silent. Asad put his hand on her belly but like her, he felt nothing.
-this baby is really shy, I wished him to be more like you than me, Asad said annoyed
-Don't say that about you my baby, I love you just the way you are
-it's you or your hormones again?
-both, I guess, she chuckled and he smiled softly at her. Both of their hands were trying to stimulate to baby but he decided to stay quiet. Asad smiled sadly, he felt excluded from this joy of pregnancy, he knows as a woman she will always share the first thing with her baby. Zoya saw his sad face and she felt a pinch in her heart, she wanted him to feel his son too. Suddenly, she realized when he knocked. Asad wait, put your hand on my tummy.
He looked quizzically at her and she just nodded asking to do it. He put both of his hands on her and she cupped his face, pressing her lips on him, letting her heart telling all the love that she has for him inside of her soul. Her heart started to beat faster with the passing seconds and she loved how her heart was still reacting at him. Then, it happened and the baby knocked loudly this time and Asad stepped back excited.
-I felt him, Zoya, I felt him, his eyes dressed with sparkles and emotion.
-I know
-how did you know how to do it?
-well both of us, she touched her baby, share the same love, and it's you. She said emotionally. I love you so much Asad.
-I love you more, more and more, he kissed her this time, putting his hand on her back, this kiss was for her and only her. Look baby, I have made a pizza for tonight.
Zoya stared at the plate and the pizza was in heart shape and it looked delicious. She smiled at him and held him, this man will never fail to surprise her.
With the gool weather, both decided to eat in the garden. They feed each other, laughed and talked and teased each other with the cooking skills. She didn't expect but the pizza was indeed tasty, done with so much love, this plate can't be flavourless for sure. After finishing, Asad took a small blanket and covered both of them, Zoya placed her head on his chest while both stared at the clear and blue night sky.
-Asad, she called him softly
-yes, you want something
-yes, I want to tell you something, she sat up and he faced her. Asad baby, I don't tell you enough but I am very happy that you chose me and that you fought for me. I don't tell you enough, but thank you for everything you did for me, for my family, for our family. He wanted to speak but she stopped him, Asad, I feel so lucky to have you, I can not imagine a life without you. I'll make you see all the colors: I pushed you, I rejected you, I hurted you, I put you in danger, I said hurtful words, so hurtful that I am ashamed now. Forgive me for being weak often, for not being enough strong, forgive me for not enough trusting you, but I love you so much that sometimes I lose myself with all these emotions. Since the day, you entered my life, I knew that I will be in trouble, both chuckled, but I was blind to recognize your price and I was just a kid, but no matter what and how I am, your love remain the same and it never vacillated but I did. Asad, I can't promise you that I will not be weak in future or that I will not be emotional or impulsive but I promise that my love for you will always stay the same, because I loved you before, and I love you today and I will always love you for the rest of my life. She finished with a tears flowing on her cheeks. Asad didn't expect this confession and his tears also fell.
-You are really stupid, you make me cry, Zoya, he chuckled with a shaky voice wiping his tears, he was so touched by her words that for a change he didn't know how to reply, the waves of love that she sent, shut his mouth . I love you too and I ..
-Don't say anything, I know and all you do for me spoke enough for all the love that you have for me here, she put her hand on his heart. I have only words to give you but you give me life, Asad.
He brushed her lips soflty like she was fragile. He wrapped his arms around her shoulders and both laid down, looking at the sky, sharing this night in peace after so long.
Edited by radadolcevida - 10 years ago
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