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FLASHBACK
Nine month before
A bright evening, gleaming with sunrays- that was the last day of ' shooting, almost everything is done. The whole cast and crew has packed up, and one by one starts to leave the sets. It's almost twilight and Parth has done his packing, but still silently sitting in the room. He is much distracted and he asked to himself, 'why am I feeling this, as though I'm leaving something behind''!! But completely unaware of whatever it is, something is disturbing his inner peace for the last couple of days; he is perplexed .whatever he has in his mind has refused to come out to his lips. After a couple of minutes, he headed towards the other room in the corner. On the other hand, Niti is in her room and she is done with the packing. She was constantly eyeing at the door (as though she is expecting someone). Sitting in the front of this huge mirror, some memories just flashed in front of her and tears starts rolling from her eyes. She tried to stop it, but it's flowing like a never ending ocean. All of a sudden, she felt as though she is completely empty. She always knew that this day is coming and she was prepared for it, but today finally when that day has come and she just can't accept the reality. She wants to reveal a few things to someone; she would like to just open her heart out, as it's so suffocating for her to keep all this inside her heart for such a long time. Finally, somebody knocks at the door. She was panicked surprised, excited , and rushed to the door to opened it and there he is ,Parth' .She looked at him and her heart is racing fast ,she is startled, at the same time ,she is happy as well. They looked at each other and for the first time(off-screen) she can see that he is nervous, his eyes is full of mixed emotions, she can see it, but she can't read what exactly it is !!.Parth smiled at her and said, ''I, I just came here to say goodbye'', he said stammeringly, not getting enough words. She is just looking into his eyes and he continues,''I'm sorry for all the things I have said and done. I know I have been a jerk, all this time and have done things which I should never be doing .I don't have an explanation for all that...,I'm sorry'', then he stopped there. ( He has been rehearsing this speech for the last couple of days). Niti was completely taken aback and tears started to fill up her eyes, though she managed to say,'' it's okie with a painful smile on her face. Parth is still looking into her eyes and suddenly she said,'' All the best for everything and you have been a wonderful co-star'', and then she just stopped there. That's it! She couldn't say anymore and Parth was stunned, as he wasn't expecting that at all. For a couple of minutes, they were completely lost in each other's eyes, as though they are speaking with their eyes, still not saying anything verbally.
Suddenly with a disappointed tone, he asked, ''that's it'' ? As though, his ears are waiting to hear something else. He continues, I thought you would have got something to say '! She quickly asked,'' What did U want me to say''!!! Ahhh...There he was completely speechless; he doesn't even have a clue why he asked her that. To cover up the embarrassment, he said, ''I thought U would be angry and won't accept my apologies. I always let you down and whatever I have done is not something U can ever forgive .U never did say anything back then and still U don't have anything to say, why can't you just say something,'' hearing that her heart just melts and she just ended up hugging him. He is taken aback! She can't take it anymore and she felt like she has found her solace in him. He is shocked and for a second he felt like, his heart is breaking, he is losing himself, and at the same time he felt as though his heart is in exaltation, he is overwhelmed! It doesn't take him any longer to embrace her in his arms. A few minute later, both were back to the earth, realizing what they were doing and suddenly break the hug, and niti said, ''am sorry, Vo bus, sab chale gayi na, isliye emotional hogayi,''. That's the only lame excuse, she could come up with for that hug and Parth said,'' yeah ',out of awkwardness. They smiled at each other and both went their own ways.
3 months later
Moving on, Parth is already in a relationship with his best friend Disha. They are so much in love..But at the same time, she always has her own share of insecurities, which was the reason that kept him away from being friends with Niti. But then it was his decision to pull away his co-star, so to save his relationship. Their relationship has been a roller-coaster ride, since he started doing this show, with the lack of understanding. The insecurities in their relationship kept increasing with each passing day. But have been together for last two years, he doesn't want to walk away from this relationship- as he care about her and has done many things at times to make it smooth, evening going to such an extend and hurting many people around.
In the midst of all this, his heart never forget to reminiscence all those special moments with Niti, whether its onscreen/off-screen. He used to be in a state of ecstasy whenever her thoughts hit him. He can feel those butterflies in the stomach, whenever her face appears in front of his eyes. All these thoughts about her have been haunting him lately. He did fight very hard to brush these thoughts away, but he failed miserably every time. He thought to himself, ''where am I getting all these feelings now, why is it so much hard to ignore these feelings for Niti. Maybe I always had some feelings for her, but never even bothered to analyse it''. These thoughts about her are somewhat embedded in his soul now. Whenever his mind is invaded with these thoughts, he ignored it purposely as he knew- there is no point in it, as he is in a relationship
But then there comes a point, where both Parth and disha decided that, it's better to be apart than hurting each other and getting hurt every single time.As friends they were perfect,but not as couples.Disha has realized that, to involve with an actor is not an easy task and she is not capable of handling it with her insecurities. So by mutual consent, they decided to remain as friends.
It's been a while now and parth felt like, he can move ahead in life, he felt like he can think about Niti without having any room for guilt. He always thought of giving her a call, but then ended up not doing so. As he doesn't know what Niti feels for him or whether she has got anyone in her life. He constantly used to recall that one magical moment when both of them hugged each other for the last time. At the same time, he thought to himself, how could she feel something for him-as he did made her go through the worst, during the' **** (sHoW name)' days. He also reminisce, the few times they met during this one year... in some occasions, tats all .In all those, they haven't spoken a word, just glared at each other with a smile-tats all! There are even times, when he used to go through the place, where she is staying - just in case to get a glance of her .Never in life,he thought he would really fall for her.
One day he thought to himself, whether she has got any feelings or not, he must meet Niti to confess his feelings. If he doesn't take a step now-maybe he will end up regretting.Its better late than never. After all these time, he was certain about one thing-his explainable and unknown feeling for her has grown to a deep connection, something,'Magical and Deep', which refuses to leave his soul. Something he never felt for anyone. The journey of 'dislike to awkwardness to anunknown feelings to love to a deep connection'' that was the route map of his feelings. This time he did give her a call.- and When Niti saw her phone beeped displaying his name, for a minute she felt as though the whole universe has come to stand still .She picked up the call -initial awkwardness/starting troubles/nervousness ,everything was there, but both did talked for a while and decided to meet the next day.
Epic moment!! -
Both saw each other and smiled, both were exhilarated, they were speechless!! Parth is the one who broke the silence and though he is this calm and quiet guy, but this time once he started talking, there was no stopping for that. After all, he had waited all these days, just to speak to her. (Cos never did he talk with her so much during their work).Niti was just listening and somewhere she asked about disha and parth explained everything. Niti is again silent. Parth was waiting for her to speak up and asked,''why not saying anything''- she just looked at him, smiled and said,' 'It's the first time U are talking to me without any restrictions''! Finally, Niti was about to leave and parth managed to make a small enquiry, 'have U met that someone special'? Niti looked at him & said,'' Haan, I met him , but then he let me go and never came back. Parth was shocked, as all his hopes just went down in the flames .He asked,' R u waiting for him? She said,'' I did, but I knew he is not gonna come back''. Niti walked away. Parth doesnt understand anything. (No wonder, Akal toh kam hai uski ,hamesha se ,lol)
Parth is completely heartbroken, but he decided that he will wait for her, no matter what. Days passed and niti haven't called him yet. One night he is walking by this beautiful church across the street .He went inside and no one was there ,he sat there for a while and thought about Niti-he muttered to himself, "I wish I could get all those days back, she was there with me the whole time and it took me this long to realize it, and now I'm dying just to spend a day with her, to get a glimpse of her and to see that mesmerizing smile of her'', he felt like a lump in his throat. He promised to himself that, he is not going to sit back and relax this time, he is going to rectify each and everything he had done to her,,he will takes his chances this time,he is ready to fight with the whole world, if is needs.
Suddenly he sensed somebody was standing behind him. He turned around and it doesn't take him any time to realize that, it was Niti's best friend Brasha. He had seen her couple of times in the sets. parth felt awkward, but didn't realized that she had overheard his whispering. Both said hi and brasha asked, if he is not busy she would like to talk to him''. Brasha started out telling a story -"There is this sweet gal and a guy, both met at their workplace. Both were like cats and dogs. He had a major attitude problem and she couldn't stand him. Gradually, she begun developing some feelings for him, but she resist, as she knew that he is not fond of her and he is totally into his girlfriend.' Nothing hurts more than watching him love another girl'. Above all, they are poles apart. One is fire and other is water. One has a major attitude problem, arrogant,unreasonable and quiet. while the other is down to earth,sensible,bubbly. and soft-hearted. One is a party animal, while the other is not. Just exactly opposite!
But as days goes by, she realized that she has lost her heart to him. She struggled; she suffered, but never let anyone knew about it. Her heart skips a beat whenever he is around her. She tried to be friends with him, but he don't give a damn.(Even he was completely unaware of his feelings). In the midst of all this, they used to look at each other secretly and somehow they connected very well. she had noticed many times, the way he looks at her, as though his eyes do all the talking's, which made her having second thoughts ,about whether he has got any soft spot for her. But then she knew that, he will never be hers and he never even bothered to have a conversation with her, even for once. But somewhere she knew she has an impact on him. Then as their work ended, they part ways. But for her, the feelings she has got for him never went away, she was falling in love with him even more with each day and she decided, no matter what she will wait for him, she was sure that he won't come back, but still she waited, simply because she knew -'if there is anyone in this world she want to be with ,its only him.''... !!
Brasha finished off the story & Parth's eyes s brimmed with tears .Brasha went on saying that,its none other than "Niti'' and the guy whom she loved so deeply, the guy who is her first love and the guy for whom she waited all this time without any expectation, is"Parth ". Parth was dumbstruck and brasha said, "Don't let her go this time and don't make her cry again, she had enough''.
It was the month of December and it was freezing. Brasha give a call to niti and said,''come to the terrace, i have something for you.' 'Niti went to the terrace, where it was almost completely dark, except the candle light placed on the top of a small table. There she found no one, except a bouquet of red flowers on the table along with her favorite milk shake and uncle chips. She was amazed
She looked around & there was parth standing right behind her. She could't believe her eye -He came close to her and said,"Every time I got feelings for you, i stopped myself and all those time when I ignored U, I was hurting myself. Cos every time when we came together, I knew somewhere deep inside I was losing myself, I tried hard and I thought I got over you. But the truth is, I lost myself to U long before and it took me so long to realize this simple thing.'', tears were rolling from his eyes.
Niti was uncontrollable, streams of river flowing down her eyes. She asked,'' why did U took so long,I have been waiting for a long time'',he cupped her face ,wiped her tears offs and he said,'' There were many times when U needed me and I was not there, There were many time U shed Ur tears for me and i was not there to wipe it off, but From now, I promise,I will never let U shed even a drop of tears for me or for anyone else',,,', and both hugged each other and that was an intense hug which turned into an perfect passionate lip lock,(there 1st off-screen kiss) After all,l that was a magical moment ,a moment for which they longed for all these years. Suddenly, It starts snowing as well. and nature made that night more perfect. How could it not be, here are the two souls which are incomplete without each other, which always wanted to unite, yet destiny keep procrastinating it and now the 'PERFECT time has came''. That moment was sheer bliss for both of them.
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