PART 33
"zoya...she was my reason to life, she taught me the real meaning to live, you know zaara, we use to fight all the time, like...like Tom and Jerry, when she came here na, in India and stayed at my home, i thought she is such a spoiled girl, stuck at my old thoughts regarding tameez and tehzeeb i forgot to understand the fact that a person's manners and respect for others can't be expressed from there dressing but how they behave with others...i also took time in realizing the same, i judged her wrongly, not once but a lot of time but she having a big heart forgave me everytime...you know she use to see the world with a different way..she was indeed different...she was like a fresh air, she always use to smile making people around her smile too even though every moment of her life was a torture on her, she was struggling to find her father, she came India to search her long lost father...humaira's father, but didn't found him, she use to cry silently..i had witnessed it myself many times and she was never aware about it...you know the day she entered my life, it changed completely, i started enjoying my life, i pretended to get irritated with her childish behaviour but it made me happy, it made me realize that i am also alive and have a right to be happy...she brought a new beginning in my love, we were getting married but may be my happiness were short-lived, i betrayed her, i hurted her beyond repair and she couldn't tolerate my betrayal and left me alone...she punished me badly even though i deserved it i wished she never had left me...i loved her a lot"
Asad felt light, he wanted zoya to know everything about their past and she herself gave him a chance for it, even though he didn't gave any detail he felt happy as if all will be good soon but still there were tears in his eyes, tears of hurting her, because of him there life messed up... ' i am sorry zoya' he whispered with his head down not able to meet her eyes
Whereas zoya being zaara, she felt so lost as if she herself was living those moments of asad and zoya, she was shocked as he explained he betrayed her, she wanted to ask how but couldn't make it seeing his broken condition she decided against it..to make him feel better
'uhh Mr.Khan how about you tell me now?' she asked, he looked up confused wiping the lone tear which rolled down his cheeks 'umm what?' 'where you found your name in my hand' she replied 'uhh i said na i didn't found it...' he said in a convincing tune while she gave him a confident smile 'well better luck next time as this time i caught your lie, you found it really soon but still hided it...so will you please ' she explained and then open her folded palms for him to tell her where he found his name, he smiled a little embarrassed getting caught and signaled her the side
Both stared at eachother with some untold emotions letting other to understand there feelings zoya wanted him to know that she madly loves him but even after knowing he loves someone else she want him to love her...while asad's eyes pleaded her to remember the past to remember there love and his betrayal, she don't deserve this...she has right to know the truth even though it will be his loss
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humaira decided to stay back for zoya while all SM members left, adil too decided to take his leave and after saying bye to everyone he left...as he was about to start his car tanveer came outside to him...he came out from his car as he knew she wants to talk 'you didn't told me you are going...actually i needed to talk to you...' 'i know that you wanted to talk but i thought that it's not the right place to talk so i left...khair, u tell what you wanted to talk about...?'
'adil...actually...' she hesitated, adil placed his hands on her shoulder 'tanveer you are doing right...you need this chance, it will bring back your happiness to you...we have to take this risk to make your life normal and peaceful, so relax...everything will happen the way we planned...ohkay?' he asked and she nodded smiling while tears made it's way 'ohkay don't cry...it doesn't suits you' she nodded wiping her tears 'acha u go inside and i will go home, tomorrow we have to be active...' he winked she giggled 'Allah-Hafiz' she said and went inside
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Zoya was standing at the backyard lost in her own thoughts when asad came there 'zaara' he called, bringing her out of thoughts but she didn't turned to him considering the ritual that bride and groom can't see eachother before nikah 'ye...yes Mr.Khan' 'i know we can't see eachother, in fact i am also not looking at you..you can relax' he told her making her smile ear to ear 'wo actually i wanted to ask something' 'yes say' 'actually i wanted to know that why you agreed for this nikah..even when you know i love zoya..' he asked,
her heart skipped a beat and her breath hitched listening to his confession once again starring at nothing at all she took a moment to compose herself before she replied 'Mr.Khan i am very well aware that there is someone else in your heart and i won't get place ever in your life but still i wanted to do this, for phopo, for you and for everyone's life who loves me and want to see me settled and i found it perfect, i am ready for this nikah even after knowing everything and none had forced me at all' she said all in one breath
'but what about your happiness, you really should think about your decision once again zaara' asad suggested hoping that she will back off with this nikah because as the time is passing, he is feeling that he is betrayed her again, he can't hurt her again even though she won't realize it now but later she will hate him and he can't tolerate it at all 'Mr.Khan i had taken my decision and i am quite sure about it..my happiness lies in the happiness of all those people who loves me and i won't give you a single chance to notice that i am not happy as i myself took this decision and i won't regret it...you can relax...' she replied 'i have to sleep Mr.Khan..tomorrow will be a tiring day...Good Night ' she added and left
'Good night Zoya...i wish tomorrow bring some happiness in our life and all our problems get solved..i wish' he whispered when she left starring at her retreating figure as a lone tear escaped his eyes
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The day started with a lot of peoples praying to Allah for the day to be filled with happiness...some praying for Zoya to remember her past and some for Asad to let go of past as it held nothing now, and embrace his future with zaara as his zoya...everyone have some different views and thoughts and some were determined
Here if we will look at asad and zoya we will know that how much they love eachother as where asad was praying for her to remember everything as to not to hurt her anymore zoya was praying for all this to pass peacefully and to give her strength as she want asad to live his life again...and to get all the happiness he deserve
But none of them knew that what faith decided for them... to take decisions in both of there favours or against it...what will happen today...how will it effect there lifes this time...will this be the same anymore or all this will be ruined?
ohkay that's it for nw...so sorry if i bored you but i just wrote it in past few weeks, didnt got time actually and this story is something i love to write when i am happy and calm... š³
and yeah i am very well aware of the fact that since i hadn't updated from past few months i surely had lost readers, now i can't tell how many but one thing is for sure that i won't update until i get 55+ likes, and i am not joking at all, i am sorry again for not updating but i will try to not to do it again but still i need 55+likes to continue and as soon as i will get it i will start writing the update and will make sure that it would be long...
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Edited by asyaarshilover - 10 years ago
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