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People only realize what they had after they lose it so hold on what you have and never ever let it go.
How true these words were it was the reality. Reality of life , reality of love. He was seated on his bed which was attached to the window. Looking out for his lost love he watched the birds chirruping in a melodious baritone exactly opposite to his melancholy self.
He had crossed all his limits yesterday he had hurt her beyond repair. But he was afraid scared to let her be with his so called new found brother.
Siyali...his love and his brother's best friend. He had fought with her because of Utkarsh he had fought because he felt insecure about Utkarsh and Siyali's friendship.
It angered him to see his brother so close to her while he was always her second priority . If only he'd been left with her and not Utkarsh they'd be a couple today a normal one. Normal meant without any complications. Shoving his thoughts away he got up for a drink only to find the bottle empty. He grabbed it and walked towards the mess thinking about Siyali. As soon as he reached the staircase he heard a scream of pain identifying the voice to be hers he rushed forward only to see Siyali on the floor clutching her ankle .
''Oh god ...darn it Siyali !!..are you okay ?...'' He said kneeling beside her.
''Don't touch me Siddhart Rajput !!...'' She yelled when he began massaging her foot. He was shocked seeing the pain he had inflicted on her . He had accused her for not loving him for being selfish for bringing Utkarsh in middle of them.
''Siyali. ...I ...'' He began only to be cut off by her .
''No don't. ..just don't. ..what do you think of yourself Sid ?...you'll accuse me manhandle me and I'll forgive you just because I love you ...no ...its been high time and I don't want anymore pain so just get away from me and my life. ..''
She spoke with tears of hurt .
''Siyali...I ...I ..love you !'' He confesses.
''Huh ...joke of the day !...sid if you love me you wouldn't have said all that things to me ...Utkarsh cried yesterday he is your brother Sid ...why are you damaging your relationship with him because of an orphan girl? ...'' She said and cried in front of him.
''Siyali. ..I love you and that wouldn't change EVER !...and Utkarsh is my brother and your best friend. ..its You who keeps him your first choice I am your love Siyali I should be your first priority not my brother !!..'' He said while helping her to stand and grabbing her arms in anger.
''Sid ..stop ...its hurting please just. ..'' She said in pain.
He left her instantly and kept looking at her. It had not been one min even when they heard Vibhaa's ma'am voice. Sid picked siyali up and went to chemistry lab.
Sid closed the door and made siyali sit on the table near the blackboard she winced in pain and he was immediately by her side to help her. It had been atrocious for him too seeing his lady love hurt but it wasn't her ankle that hurt her his words were thorns on her heart.
''I am sorry siyali ...please forgive me...just this one time. ..I promise I'd never hurt you again. ..'' He said inching closer to her .
''Sid...I...'' Before she could complete he spoke again.
''Shhh...don't ruin it !...'' He said and smashed his lips on hers.
It was Siyali's first kiss and it was with Siddhart her love. He kissed her passionately making her moan in contentment. His breathes mingling with hers. She could hear him smile during their first kiss. Sid chewed on her lower lip and thrusted his tongue in her soft mouth. Moans became louder satisfaction was on its peak but loosing control was something too lewd for them now.
They finally broke the kiss gasping for air . Sid rested his forehead on hers and began taking deep breathes.
''Sid...'' She spoke in a daze .
''Forgive me ...'' It was more of an order than a plead.
''I do...'' She said smiling through her tears.
''I love you. . .'' He confessed
''I love you too...'' She said.
If you love anyone their mistakes and amateur behavior doesn't matter to you. You forgive soon and forget your arguments with them.
After all love is love. And if its not forever. ...
Its not love. ..
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