Hey guys I jstwant 2 write dis. 2day m not well nd hav a mere cold so no update of who m I...sry dose who read my story or came across it will understand my prob nd wat m talking about sryComing 2 dis post ...it is totally dedicated to Parth...Yes I m not writing 4 any1 2 read read nd think dat m writing so dat every1 see but i want 2 pour my heart out...jst say wat do I feel about him...not bcoz u r an actor Parth bt wat u r 2 me or how u became...
Parth...I didn't knew ur name...
I was on the highway...dat clear sky, grass all around and the big road. I was with a guy who was in black vest, thin, cute having a mole above d lips on the left side. I started walking with him hand in hand near the high way 2 d bus stand... his eyes jst took my heart away...and he smiled I also smile with him...nd I woke up...Man this was a dream...But who was he? It was 3:52...am. Man who d hell is he? Thought I. I...Unisha.. well every1 here know me by my nickname Mimi...
I had dreams of boys...n till date only two..1st was my first crush about whom I used 2 think whole night forcefully when I was in class 7...now I was in 11...I had never fallen 4 a guy..How cud I? I hav always regarded dat I can't fulfill d duties of a gf..I hav my home, parents, responsibilities, studies, future nd so more... I felt dat life is nothing without luxuries...I m still working hard 4 my career nd studying hard 2 crack d joint exams... But dat 1 dream had shaken me off... Who was dat guy..
Next day I told mom about my dream..Useless 1...who share such dreams..But I did coz I saw an unknown person in my dream whom I had never seen in my life ever... Nd 4 nxt 1 month I smiled like a fool when d moments of d dream haunted me... It somehow felt connected...
Nd 1 day after 1 month of d dream I was shuffling d TV channels...I switched on to MTV...nd saw d 1st promo of Ky2... My breath hitched..for seconds I cannot move but just stare at d TV screen like a fool..nd d nxt thing I remember now is dat I call my mom. When she came I shouted..."Mom this is d guy...I told u naa I saw a dream where I saw an unknown guy. He is d guy" I saw him doing d step where there was a car under his shoes nd he slipped in a dancing move...
And then I came to know d name of his character Manik...
The next thing I did I just googled him out...
Parth Samthaan..
Real name- Parth Laghate...
Maharashtran
Have one big sister..
Architect student..
Born 11th March 1991..
Big Foodie...
And then I knew I just went through KY2..
Every episode made him better as an actor...
Then I came to know he dis BFF forever in Channel V.. and The Last Bet and Close Up...ad..
But for me I saw him 1st in my dream nd dat fact took me some where else...Now its been a routine.. My every dream is reserved for him...My every morning starts wid his face as his photo is the wallpaper of my cell nd my every slumber hav him...
I am drowned by him dnt knw why... I just went deep nd deep ... now sometime I hallucinate him wid my eyes open. Its became like habit... I know deep in my heart we will never meet not for once... But still these feelings...? U r a star..m a mere girl...Why u haunted me? Why do I lov being haunted by u? Dnt knw..
Smtime I say myself... Dnt think about him so much... U will b a psycho like Soha..coz if we think d same thing we ultimately turn to a mentally sick person..But I can't resist u Parth.. I jst can't...!!
No m not ur fan... I m not..coz I hate myself..when I think abut u..coz I dnt know anything about u...nd u,,...u even dnt knw about my existence...
Am just 17 nd I know I hav a long way 2 go...bt speaking honestly u r becoming my 1st place 2 turn around...
Smtime I think I will b some1 successful in life... nd somehow I will hav u in contact wid u... Bt then I just shove myself off! nd chuckle in d thought...M being d real fool...
U r a star,...
Where r u nd where m I...
Why do I see u in my dream always?
Why?
I know these questions dnt hav ny kind of answers...
Only time can say..
But I do 1 thing wid me...
Nd dat is Patience...
Nd I do hope dat our path never crosses...
Coz den I will surely end in d mental hospital...
Last but not the least we hav d same song choice...:"HUMDARD" is my fav song too...
Nd when I hum it... I remember u...
Dats sad...Really sad!