PART 4
It was a while when she woke up and found him sitting near her.. So close his proximity was actually affecting her.. She shifted a bit away from him but he didn't let her go , he wanted her in his life.. It was too early for ishita to look at Raman , she was still living in an illusion and Raman didn't understand her.. He forward a morsel towards her mouth and she denied.. She was being stubborn now.. Off course ishita knew now that he was her husband.. And the words that escaped his mouth about the baby made her upset.. She was hurting herself all these days and now in the process , her baby life was also at stake.. She didn't knew how and when her hands went towards her still flat stomach..the Saree was giving Raman a clear picture of her still he averted his eyes letting her feel the first feeling of mother hood..
Ishita : how I didn't knew about the baby.. She murmured to herself and Raman this time forcefully feed her glaring her.. Ishita was such a baby he thought as she just pouted and looked away taking something that he didn't understood but one thing he knew that his dear wife was no angel or innocent.. The way she was giving him glares he was confused.. She was such a confused personality and after after two three morsels that he literally threatened her to eat ishita on the next turn bit his finger making Raman yelp..
Raman : owww.. What is this.. If you don't want to have just say me.. Why are you acting like jhansi ki Rani..
She made a face and took the same food that he was feeling her and made him have ..
Ishita : see its so tasteless.. How can amma appa made me marry to you.. You don't even know what I like .. I don't like this.. She pointed at the cheeze sandwiches and juice.. She wanted her idli right now.. She was having a weird feeling to have it.. Least she undertood that it was her food craving that she probably for the first time put forward in front of him..
Raman finally understood her talks , her behavior but they were contrasting and he asked her..
Raman : are you fine.. Well wrong question raman.. He should have asked if she was feeling fine after having the food and ishita answers in a sobbing voice making him startled..
Ishita : I am not pretending.. Why everyone think that I am wrong.. She sobbed and raman was feeling like killing himself she was so nubile at the time and he didn't wanted to upset her..
Ishita : I .. I just trusted him.. And he.. Please don't take me wrong... I know that you helped my family by marrying me.. But please don't .. She couldn't speak any word , the hurt and betrayal was still as fresh as it was three moths back when she came to know how her dignity was taken as granted.. The MMS of hers with some of the unknown persons in the most appropriate position was leaked and it was viral on the social networking sites.. She had undergo into depression since it was just in a day her life was spoiled.. But how did it happened she was still clueless..
Everyone was humiliated , she even tried to suicide two times but she was saved and at the end her amma appa fixed her marriage with subbu but it turned out to be a big mockery and she was married to a total stranger..the stranger who unknowingly helped her in the most difficult time and now they were tied in a unbreakable bond..
Raman was clueless about her life.. But he knew that the day he had saved her.. She was the same ishita who he had seen years back in chennai but things were changed , situations were more complex now..
Raman : ishita you don't have to say anything.. He consoled her.. His hand went to her waist and he brought her close to him.. She didn't know why but his presence was soothing her wounds..
She kept her head on his chest and he stroked her back making her calm.. She looked at him and saw that he was still looking at her.. Maybe in a hope that she will say something more..
Ishita : the baby is yours.. She said.. It was more of a confirmation for her.. He nodded.. But one thing was confusing him.. Didn't she remember did he forced her that night.. All the things were confusing and complicated..
Raman : you don't remember he asked in a soft voice not scaring her.. But with the passing time he was getting scared what if their baby is the fruit of unwanted relation they had that day.. How will she forgive him.. How will he forgive himself..
Ishita : not all the things.. They injected me some drug so that I will be unconscious but I ran away.. She said.. And raman knew that her life was far more than he knew.. She was a mystery and he had to make her comfortable first , then take any step in their relation..
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