short writeup on ishani's emotions

Ishani:

The judge has passed his verdict. I am to be hanged to death. I was expecting it. I knew this was the end of my life, my family, my dreams and especially my love, with whom I wished to live a hundred years happily ever after with our children and family. But none of that is going to happen now. Everything is over. Yes, I myself have ended it. Fear was deep within me, that death was nearing and so is the life I had so badly wanted to live with my love. But this fear can't override my determination to save my husband at any cost, even if I have to give my life for it. After all, if we love someone, we can give our life for them. I will never let my husband go through any pain or even a single day in jail as long as I am alive. I will fight the world for him. I know he will never let me go, and he will never be able to live without me. So i had to do this, i had to build hatred in his heart so that he can move on in my life after I am gone. I do not want him to waste his life pining for me. I want him to achieve great heights and live his life happily. For that, i should tear myself away from his heart. This was the hardest thing for me, it broke me while I did it. My lips were able to convince him that I never loved him, but my heart was crying out, do not believe me! I love u like u cant imagine . But he believed my words, after all thats what I wanted right? because I had no choice. The police handcuffed me and brought me inside the police van to bring me to my destination, away from my love and my dreams. Before the door was closed, I took one last look at my love. I tried to keepy face straight because i did not want him to see me breaking, i should not cry..not now..not in front of him. I did not see a single tear in his eyes, only disbelief, shock and emptiness. I knew this was the last time i am going to see him. I yearned to get a look of love from him, an assuring word that he will be with me always no matter where i am. I yearned to hug him one last time, to whisper into his ears that I love him.

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i was also overcome with emotion when i saw ishanis love..it was just.. i have no words

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thank u so much🤗 yes u r right...ii thought ranveer understool her the most that he could guess she did this for him only, especially becos she had went to jail before also for ranveer by asking him divorce and making diamond company in her name..then also she was faking hatred...yet he still doubted her..seriulsy i thought this show was supposed to be about ranveer's ashiqui, but seems like its only about ishani's ashiqui🥱