MG OS- Letter Epilogue updated pg. 19

A letter :

Its been 5 hours since that incident .. That envelop is still in my purse i just can't bring myself to read them ... I am scared of all this love shav things... I never had single BF of entire 22 years of my life... Never did anyone approached me.. Mostly cause of my nature... So now all of sudden someone giving me letter... I am feeling scared... I felt seek... I look at myself in mirror.. Come on iam not even that good looking.. Just an average looking girl why will anyone take interest in me... I just hold my breath back decide to read those papers...

The letter...

Hi... I knw u don't knw me.. Even i don't knw u except.. u did ur 11 th 12 th from Delhi public school... U completed ur graduation from National college... U love to skip ur college... And in every week at least twice u come to super market with ur sister ... And u always busy in ur own world to even recognise anyone around u...( ok that briefly my routine how the hell he knw.. Except college thing now iam working in ad agency geet stop it continue)

Its all started 6 years before when first time i saw u on bus stop (one second someone pinch me did he wrote 6 years before what the hell)...ur not most beautiful girl i ever saw(that is downright rude and insulting is it really love letter or this guy is fooling me around ok ok back to letter)

but something abt u just make my heart missed a beats .. After that day i never saw any other girl actually u never let me see any other girl (iam confuse now what he meant) .. I find myself always thinking abt u only... I never knw when i actually started following u... But never felt any need to talk to u.. Just looking at u .. Used to made my day (ok this is so not true.. Or it is )... I knw u might just get shocked but trust me i don't even knw ur name... In start i thought i was just attracted towards u... But slowly i realised iam madly, irrecoverably falling for u... (Ok so it is love letter )Its took me whole two years to realise it was summer holiday hell i missed u terribly it become impossible for me to even breath watching u is as necessary as an oxygen for me.. Then something change in me on that day i become more serious in life studies were never problem to me but after realising my love for u ... I actually looking for better career i want to be something so that i will keep u happy.. I want u to give everything... U deserve.. I become more focused... After vacation ... as usual i was waiting for u on bus stop.. U came my happiness has no bounds but u were looking different .. U were not in ur uniform... Even u took different bus.. So i followed u.. And realised that u actually went to college ... Ohhh it must had ur first day of college..(ok this dude did follow me even on my first day of college) But nothing gone stop me from watching u... But after realisation of my love for u i used to get very less time... As i wanted achieve my goal as fast as possible still i never felt like talk to u (is he dumb no he is not he can talk...but why didn't he talk with me) ... ur just being there smiling with ur frnd n sister was make me feel at peace ... It make me feel richest person in world.. I just don't want words to ruin this peace between us.. (ohhh ) Somewhere there was also fear that u might just out n out reject me and worst u being involved with some other person i could have just died but i never saw any guy with u it gave so much relief to me still there was fear but then something from inside told me ur only made for me... After my masters i went for industrial training to banglore for one year every day, every second was hell for me.. I used crave for ur one look i completey drown myself in work still at night sleep used to far away from me... I used dream crazily abt u (do i feeling bad abt him here)... After 6 months when pain was unbearable.. I booked next flight ticket i came directly on bus stop from Airport.. And just realised u might be somewere else at that time as it was afternoon... I disheartedly went home.. But i was lost i was feeling dejected seeing u is foremost need for me in evening i went to market i was crazily searching for u on street... And finally spotted u .. Ur looking as beautiful as flower.. I sharply inhealed air around u i felt like alive again.. And for first time whole Two hours i spend with u... Opps around u i wanted capture each moment, i need ur fragrance so i will breath even after leaving you... like destiny conspired and there was gentle breeze ur duppata come flying on my face and enclosed my breath with ur fragrance (why my heart is beating so fast)... Ur duppata was soft and its gentle touch create butterflies in my stomach ... I was flying... I wanted that moment stop forever just u, ur feel.. I just want to be with u... I happily went back again for Six month without u... but with each passing day made me feel excited.. As time to meet u again was nearing... Finally i came back ... Now i decided its time that i have to talk to u... From last two days iam roaming around ur locality even spotted u but my throat just went dry when i saw u... Words just died in my throat when i looked at ur hazels... I was literally shivering so decided to pour my heart through this letter... I can't even my slightest dream will not able to accept no from u... I will just die.. If u say no... Plzzz even if u believe in one percent of what i wrote... Give me a chance.. Give us chance it might sound filmy to u but its biggest truth of my life that.. I can't live without u... i knw i don't knw u ... U don't knw me but my heart says ur the one for me... I really want us to work... Plzzz give us chance.. Plzzz plzzz

-Urs only urs... Maan

Last Part

I am stunned after reading letter.. I don't knw what i want anymore... Iam kind of shocked that someone actually followed me for 6 years... How can anybody will do that am i that blind that someone follow me so thoroughly he is indeed right there that i live in my own world.. I chuckled at my thought.. i hurriedly checked remaining papers from envelop... Those paper had sketches OMG these r my sketches... And i never felt so beautiful in my entire life... On each sketch he had scripted some lines

First sketch .. It was smiling face of mine...engrossed in thoughts with smile on my face at end he had witten..

Tumhari hasi pe marate hai hum...

Par tumhare hasi se hi zinda hai hum

Tumhare hotho se nikalake sidhe mere dil pe dastak deti hai ye Hasi

meri saanson main khushaboo ki tarah mehakati hai ye hasi

Ab to hamari zindagi ki zaroorat ban gayi hai ye hasi

Automatically smile spread on my face after reading those line.. And lone tear escaped from eye

With shivering hand i pick up next sketch in that sketch i was sad... My face was blank.. Sadness was evident on my face probably one of those days when I might missing my mom I brushed away those thoughts ... But still i was looking amazing ... Is that really me.. I thought to myself.. And read those lines engraved with beautiful handwriting...

Tumhare chehere ki udasi main bhi ek nasha hai..

Tumhare dard bhare dil ka jaise ayaana ho

Dard kabhi bhi itana hasi na laga hume..

Par aisi khoobasurati se dard hota hai hume..

Apaki khamosh nighaon se dar lagata hai hume

Ab to duaon main har bar ess chehere par muskurahat mangate hai hum..

is he real... Thats what thought come to my mind...but those words evoke unknwn feelings in me... Feelings which were alien to me till.. Feelings from which i was running away till... But i didn't knw one day these feelings will come to me knocking my heart door... An unknown fear spread my heart...I quickly composed myself and grab next sketch ..

It's most different sketch from others ... It has eyes ... Only my eyes... Just to check is it really my eyes... I come in front of mirror...and realised... It is indeed my eyes... And read lines underneath

Zhil si aankhen teri in main doob jaana chahata hai ye dil

Tera haal-e-dil bayaan karati hai aankhen teri

bas inko hi padhana chahata hai dil

Who is he, why he is doing all this, is he really loves me..or it just attraction ..what should i do my heart is beating so fast... Iam hell scared but why i don't knw.. Iam excited too but why... I just hold myself back look at the card.. When i open its invitation card of Anvesha singh Khurana and Arjun singh Rathor's engagement but who r they and why he gave to me..then i saw date on card ... Its gone take place tomorrow..is he expecting me to come there .. Is it indirect way of asking answer from me OMG what shud i do...i directly burge into my sister's room who is as usual busy on phone talking to my would be jiju .. I screamed at her di its urgent i need to talk to u..di just glance at me and again got back on her phone thats it i loose it completely i snatch her phone and cut it she shouts at me ...but do i care all i need is she .. Finally when i gave my best puppy look she forgive me.. And we stretch ourselves on bed whats matter di asked me hmm let me guess its about that envelop .. She naughtily winked at me.. Which making me hell nervous finally i break my silence ' he is following me from last Six year ' my sister jaw just dropped down i close her mouth and continued .. He wrote he loves me and may be wanted me to meet him at someone's engagement thats what that invitation card suggest i think' my sister still gaping at me hope she listened me.. Then she looked at me n said ' i want to read that letter' NO that word come out of my mouth strange i never hide anything from di..then why i don't want her to read that letter...whats this Maan doing to me i never behave so weird ...like reading an open book my sister smiled at me ..i just downcast my eyes ..its ok choti i understand she assuringly said to me i looked back her then she asked do u want to go??? My eyes widen hell did i want to go???i asked myself then i horrifiedly looked at di i don't knw i said hiding my face in my palms .. Di lovingly caressing my hairs.. choti i want u take this deciision all by urself... But i also want u to give it try ... I slowly kept my head on her lap she kept caressing my hair knowing how much i love it ..may be this is how destiny wants u to meet ur Prince charming .. She said lovingly...i closed my eyes remembering my teenage fantasy of Prince charming who will sweep me away from floor .. Who will be my fairy tale ending.. Smile crept my face... Di lovingly touch my cheeks and said Whatever decision u will take i will always there for u choti... I get back to my sitting position and hugged my sister tightly her being there with me means a lot to me .. Iam feeling so light now when i was going back to my room wishing di Good night when she asked me whats his name at least tell me that... I chuckled and whisper Maan and i ran away from there... Opps my heart is beating so fast just by taking his name..then what will happen when i will meet him ...one minute did i say i will meet him...ohhh i already know my answer i want to meet him...

Morning was never felt so beautiful.. morning breeze making me feel light soft Sun rays felt like feather kisses, smile crept on my face.. Something is drastically change in my life, my whole perspective of looking at life has changed within day, this change makes me feel happy and nervous at the same time.. There is also fear underlined but still i want to be hopeful ... I decide to go for shopping just to keep my thoughts in check.. But i think that turned out to be horrible idea Di tease me whole day saying that i want to look beautiful for evening ... But it just coincident that i don't have any decent dress for evening celebration which i told my di.. On which she laughed more loudly saying that i have biggest wardrobe in house.. And for that instance i realised i don't have any answer to get back her... But it just coincident i really don't want to look special i told myself last time... When evening approach nearer suddenly i am feeling like fish out of pond ... There is fear, nervousness ..bas i don't want to go... I decided iam not going but then i looked at those sketches... And realised he might be waiting for me.. Suddenly Maan's pleading face flash in front of my eyes and i knw what exactly i need to do... I got ready in simple yet elegant red and white Anarakali suit with matching diamond earing and bracelet with minimum make up...i kept my hairs open ... I am looking decent i think... Still not as beautiful as those sketches.. Finally taking long breath i reach at venue .. Iam feeling nervous... This place so alien to me its beautiful mention though suddenly i felt what if its some kind of prank, what if someone is making me fool i had this sudden urge to run back from gates only i hastily moved back and thadak... I bumped to someone... Ohh fish iam gone fall badly i closed my eyes tightly waiting for ground but pair of arms entangled my wait securely held me tight i felt so relieve i slowly open my eyes to meet those pair of eyes which were haunting me from yesterday.. He was staring at me unblinkingly and same was i... I clearly see happiness in those eyes zeal of excitement.. his eyes telling me its own saga.. Suddenly someone surpassed us and we both broke from trance ... I immediately straighten myself... Again silence found its place between us... And my eyes were down casted ... Finally he spoke...' ur looking beautiful ' omg i never blushed so much i held my duppata at end tightly and muttered 'thank u..' shit what happens to my vocal chord sound seems to be not coming from it ... And he chuckled ohhh i didn't like that .. What he must be thinking abt me .. Then he said 'andar chale?? ' i just hummed and started walking with him .. Whose engagement it is? I asked as i really don't knw though i bought present out of curtacy.. my sister's he said again i hummed as i really don't knw what to ask next ... Suddenly he stopped and looked me and asked ' what is ur name ' ohhh fish i completely forgot that he doesn't knw my name... Geet... Geet Handa i said... He broadly smiled at me... And this time i did smiled back... He again start his staring session which i broke... Saying ' chale..' this time he hummed and we resume our walking finally we reached magnificent hall it was beautiful decorated with orchids.. Very very classy dcor... As we reached at entrance very elegant lady wearing beautiful pink Saree came towards us with fast steps... And she asked ' Maan kaha the aap sab apaka intazaar kar rahe hai .. Ceremony shuru hi hone wali hai'.. ' Mom just relax i went to receive my frnd that to at gate ' then he introduced me ' Mom meet my frnd Geet ... geet this is my mom' i said Namaste on that she lovingly caress my cheeks.'aap bahot hi sundar ho Beta ' ohh i blushed again... What exactly happening to me.. ' app chaliye na hum apako sabase milate hai..and she smiled at me and gave mischievous glance at Maan did i missing something but its was surely more than simple smile... I shrugged and now i was walking with Maan and his Mom towards stage everyone waiting as we reached at stage immediately engagement ceremony started as couple exchanged rings ... Whole hall turned into applause then Maan said ' chalo i will introduce my sister ' and we moved towards them , 'Annie this is Geet , Geet this Anvesha my elder sister' Anvesha broadly smiled at me just like Maan and hugged me tightly ' ohhh finally we meet ' she said straightening herself, 'nahi to mujhe laga tha mere useless Bhai kabhi apana moo hi nahi khol payega' ohh fish i completely become red bloody hell did she knw her weird brother stalking me .. Even before i proceed further with my thought ' annieee' maan said in chidded tone ... In reply annie just chuckled and she moved towards her fianc and introduced me, 'Geet this Arjun my fiance and Arjun this is Geeet Maan's special friend..' she actually stretched each word of last sentence on which Arjun chuckled and what seems like Maan was giving angry looks.. Finally we moved towards bar we both settled down on chairs nearby bar again familiar silence between us ... After few minutes he asked me drinks i just nodded ... And he ordered soft drinks for both of us... Now DJ was playing soft music .. Dim lights were there and couples starts dancing ... It was lovely atmosphere i smiled ... Then Maan said, 'ohhh sorry for Anvesha's beviour sometimes she became just over excited ' ohh i seriously need doctor as My vocal chord really in some trouble as i again said ' hmm..' Maan was still looking at me.. And my eyes was staring at floor .. 'did u read that letter ?? ' he asked out of blue.. Now what kind of question this obviously i read thats why iam here na... Like reading my thoughts .. He chuckled ' obviously u read it thats why ur here' he again smiled at me ' actually iam just trying to initiate some conversation between us ...' this time i looked at him and gave my nervous smile.. He continued ' honestly i really want to ask so many things to u... Even i had practice but now when ur actually in front of me it felt like some dream .. My tongue just not working properly..' ohhh he is so cute... And i chuckled ' me too' ohh god kill me what just slipped from my mouth .. I said ' errr i mean ... I don't.. Knw what to talk .. 'I fumbled badly ...but he was smiling at me.. Wanna take a walk outside we have beautiful garden .. Hell no i can't go alone with him what if he is some kind of psychopath killer shut up Geet what ur thinking i chided at myself it just a walk he look decent actually most handsome guy i ever seen..'hey what happened he said waving his hand in front of me.. Nothing i shrugged.. 'Wanna take walk' he asked again this time without thinking i said yes.. And we both started walking outside towards garden .. We both silently walking air seems to be really heavy around us my tongue was already out of order.. Geet he slowly whisper my name and came in front of me .. We need to talk Geet .. He said sincerely .. This was the moment i was dreading most and it came so quickly .. I nervously looked at him.. Geet i really don't want to talk in any riddles... I knw u read my letter and ur being here is more than assurance i ever needed.. I knw there might be so many questions in ur mind and iam very much here to answer them all... I looked at him iam hell nervous my voice is just not ready to come out .. I really don't knw what to talk .. This actually everything is so new to me .. I said honestly .. He again smiled at me like understanding my turmoil he said Its ok Geet even iam nervous even i don't knw what to talk but one thing is sure i really want to share everything with u my thoughts my secrets and my life.. He said those words holding my palm his touch was more like assurance it felt so so nice i looked at him and just got lost in his eyes.. Suddenly i heard some footsteps approaching us and realised he is still holding my hand.. Realisation definitely affected me in way i never thought i immediately withdraw my hand.. He again chuckled.. He seriously needs to stop doing that.. Then i heard his mom's voice .. maan Geet come in its time for dinner.. And we all headed towards hall again...after dinner i bid bye to everyone.. They r really very sweet to me.. As expected Maan said he will drop me home again same nervousness why can't i be just be myself in front of him iam really not this much quite person actually iam very talkative i shrugged my thoughts and sit in the car looking at him who is holding car door like pure gentleman... There is nothing called pure gentleman Geet...so shut up our drive towards home was complete silence just went in stilling glances from each other but my heart was surrounded with numerous thoughts .. what if i will involve myself in him and then he will realise he don't love me it just attraction what if he just admire me and will never love my real self... What if iam not a girl he wanted ..i looked at him and then just close my eyes.. And said to him Maan i really need to talk to u... I knw myself i just can't go around random guys and then just forget everything forgetfulness is not my cup of tea... He looked startled at me.. And said Hmm i think he was confuse but he prefers not ask anything now.. He silently drove me towards isolated part of city its more like hill side area.. When car stopped i just went away i badly need fresh air.. I closed my eyes again same unknwn fear.. There was lump in my throat and i didn't realise when tears make their way on my cheeks.. geet he said painfully he hold my shoulder like he cares what happen why ur crying he said this thing with so much concern...is it iam already falling for him..no its not possible i looked at him my vision was blur cause of tears but still i can see fear ,in those dark eyes.. I took deep breath and said Maan what if u don't love me what if it just attraction what if iam not a girl u imagined or wanted... I looked at him he held my palm like he is touching my soul with concern .. geet all this can happen other way round too na what if iam not a guy u wanted... He looked me ok he got point why i didn't thought like that i frowned at him and he chuckled at me its not funny ok i said sternly but still melting with those mischievous eyes.. Geet no relationship is perfect no person is perfect but together we can enjoy this jorney of life just don't think too much abt future i promise we will work this out together promise... What if Maan we both r not meant for each other i said meekly .. Geeet he said sternly what did i say don't think too much .. I frawned at him he cutely hold his ears.. Awee he is so so cute.. Iam feeling so relax now.. Lets take walk Maan said and this time he just hold my hand like its his sole and whole right there was no hesitation nothing i looked at him what he is doing to me iam at night walking with complete stranger who just meet me yesterday that to on deserted place still iam feeling so secure. And above all this all this feels so so right ... at that moment i realised my life gone change may be its already been changed...

your os is so so cute. maan is mad over geet since 6 long years, that's great and the letter was amazing I loved geet's reactions while reading his letter. 😆
one question who is geet's such sister???