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Dard Dilo ke-FF
a Sidni FF
Note:This is purely my imagination. Some content is my prediction and some elements of the current track are included.
Sids whole world was shattered as his wife Roshni , his Roshni was asking him for a divorce. divorce?? This word hurted him so much. In this six months of being away from her, he never expected her asking for a divorce. Sid started to cry. "Roshni, meri Roshni how can she ask for a divorce?" Roshniii..."Sid started to scream, he couldnt hold back his emotions. How would he be able to live without her? He was having flshbacks of their first meeting, their love confession, their wedding and the day his truth about being a Khurana was revealed. Sid thought that Roshni loves him dearly and will forgive him one day but now he couldnt believe her asking for a divorce.
Roshni on the other side was hiding and was looking at Sid secretly. She couldnt bear to see him cry and scream. The pain of hurting him was too much for her, she covered her ears and cried. She wished to run into his arms and to console him. But she was helpless. Even though she asked for a divorce her heart never wanted to part from Siddarth.She accepted Yashs marriage proposal because she doesnt want her family to suffer anymore. Her mom wished to see her happily married and wanted her to move on in her life. She cant disappoint her mum. Her family suffered so much due to the Khuranas. But she couldnt leave this place either after breaking Siddarths heart.She just wanted to make sure he will be fine and wont hurt himself. She wont be able to bear that. Sid started to walk aimlessly on the streets. He was in deep thoughts.
Suddenly a car was approaching him but he was lost in his own world.Roshni began to panic and started to run. She pushed him hard and both fell on the ground. " Are you okay?, Did you hurt yourself?"she was asking him, while both got up.Roshni started to touch him everywhere to make sure he was fine. Sid just looked at her startled. "Siddarth.. I am talking to you, say something." His silence was killing her.She hugged him tightly and couldnt control her emotions, "How can you do this to me, what would have happened to me if you would have been hurt ?"
Siddarth couldnt believe it. he wiped her tears." you still care for me, i knew it, you still love me, you cant live without me, "Roshni still concerned about Siddarth, screamed" Haan... I still love you, and i will always love you no matter what, but i am helpless.I cant go back to you even if i want to ."
"Roshni, meri jaan, meri bachi, why are you hurting yourself, nobody would be able to separate us, you are not helpless." Roshni, who cried constantly, couldnt say a word, so Sid took her away and both sat down on a bench nearby. It was almost night.
Sid tried to calm down Roshni." What happened Roshni, why cant you come back to me, I am your husband , why are you hiding your sorrows?"Roshni took a deep breath.
" I cant disappoint my mom, she wishes to see me happily married. And she wont accept you. So i accepted Yash marriage proposal. I am sorry."
" Marriage proposal? Sid got angry. " So this is the reason you are asking for a divorce?, you want to sacrifice your love for your family?" Sid was so enraged that he wanted to confront Yash, Roshni understood that, so she stopped him.
"Do you really think you would be happy with Yash, when your heart yearns for me? you are only end up hurting yourself. You wont be abe to do justice to this relation, you are about to destroy three lives. and do you really think i would let you become someone elses? I would rather kill myself ." Roshni immediately put her hand on his mouth.
Alone the thought of Sid being hurt pierces her heart let alone death. "I would never want to see you in pain, but what can i do?", she again started to cry.
Siddarth got worried and he embraced her to make her understand that he wont leave her.
"I will never leave you alone with your sorrows." He touched her face. "Please trust me."
Trust... This word echoed in Roshnis ears. He himself destroyed the trust she had in him. Flashbacks of DDs birthday and all the lies and insults came to her mind. she got angry and tried to get loose of Sids embrace. "How could she become weak again?",she thought.
She was about to leave when Siddarth hold her hand and said." Please atleast hear me out, you owed me this. Rajveer is behind all this, he was helping Gafoor." Roshni stopped hearing this.
So,how you guys like it? Shall i continue?
Sorry for any mistakes.
CID
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