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HEYA EVERYONE..đ
HOWZ ALL..đ
THESE IS MY FIRST ATTEMPT TO SCRIBBLE SOMETHING LIKE THESE...PLEASE HAVE A LOOK...đ
PLEASE SPARE TIME FOR THESE
RANDHIR'S FEELINGS ...đł
I still remember the day...the most important day of my life...the day that changed my life...u were solving question on the board and i came and demotivated you...it was our first challenge i guess...our first meet...for the first time i saw you..u were beautiful.. ..come on...i m allergic to girls...the day marked the start of randhir-sanyukta hate relationship i guess...because of you my friend was denied of addmission..that was it ...my mission to throw you out of your dream college resumed...i promised to make your life hell in these college...i troubled you alot...soon the first year ended with our first kiss...sorry HATE KISS...i kissed that FARZI...aarrggghhh...but wait a second for the first time i was these much close to a girl...a girl who is my mortal enemy.
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
Then the day came when i fixed your marriage with samir...omg i was so relieved ...finally FARZI is out of college...somewhere i faked my happiness...but then vardhan sir gave me a REALITY CHECK...my life revolves around you...my happiness is dependent on you..bullshit...i was restless...i was confused...how can randhir singh shekhawat's life is dependent on girl...how can these happen...
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI..
Soon second year started..with the selection of dream team members...i still remember your entry ..it was no less than a hero entry...so finally we both became part of THE DREAM TEAM...
i still remember the first dream team task...THE VILLAGE TASK...ohh how can i forget that...the great PARTH'S ENTRY...for the first time i felt jealous...me and jealous..come on...soon parth was transfered to our college..that was it..these was only left to happen..soon your and parth's friendship started blowing...and these side my jealously started blowing...i almost burned in jealously seeing you and parth together..my restless see you had no limits...even i doubted on your friendship with parth...wait a sec ...whats wrong with me...me and jealous..
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
Soon i started caring for you..i guess more than myself...for the first time i was caring for someone other than myself...the last final task of tech fest...u were standing on cliff..i was fixing trampoline ..i was so restless..my heart beats raced..my breaths were going high..what if i failed ...what if i lost you...what if something happens to you..no i cant let these happen...finally i saved you..a relief..thanking god for the first time..and we won...but why did i feel that AS IF MY LIFE WAS IN DANGER...why was i behaving like these..why did i cared for my mortal enemy..hold on..
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
With these second year came to end on a sad note..u were leaving college for your so called engagement..u didnt even took credit of being captain in tech fest..ohh how selfless you are..and for these i started developing respect for you...yes your mortal enemy randhir started respecting you..wanted you to hold that winning trophy...i was feeling proud of you..ohh please...respect and you..appreciating you..you..farzi...but..how can i...respect you...wait a moment...
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
You went home and i missed you..i missed you so much...i fixed a microphone in your bag so that i can hear your voice..just to be around you...chotu..i shared my feelings with that tiny brain..but to my surprize..he was not tiny brain...he told me to take you away from your engagement mess...lol..its not a masala movie..it was not possible...still i tried i enter your house from my favorite way..window..and you were sitting on couch with face pack on your face..lol you were looking ghost...jokes apart...i came to change your mind...how can you leave engineering..how can leave battle in between...how can you easily let me win in our so called ego wars...hold on..why was i doing all these..why i wanted you to return college ..why...why was i so desparate to be around you...why...wait..
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
Soon third year arose...i left no interest in college ...i left dream team too...because you were not in college..my biggest competion..that is you were not there...but you been smarty pants somehow postponed your engagement and came back...and that was it...it was not you that returned but it was me who returned..i retuned to my life again...wait a minute..why was it like these..why i left no interest in my passion engineering..why?
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
Then came the most important beautiful memorable phase of our life...our FRIENDSHIP..yes we were friends now...best friends..friends who were always there for each other..we were so happy...but one thing ...that changed everything...YOUR LIE..you lied ...your engagement was not cancelled it was postponed...i felt betrayed...damn i started falling for you...no ...i was already fallen in love with you..but you lied ...it broke me into pieces...but how can i fall for you ...it was not my cup of tea...but i fallen for you...how?
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
The engagement ...yes i came to break your engagement..but i failed..inturn i break ...i saw you slipping ring in that chomu's finger..your engagement...we share our second kiss...it portrayed our love for eachother,..yes you love me too...we love eachother..but were helpless...our stars didnt favoured us..and you were engaged to sameer..soon to be mrs. mittal...in an unwanted relationship..but why did i came to your house inspite of you being faking our friendship...why i kissed you...why i wanted to break your engagement...why?
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
You came back and we were back to square one..hating eachother..i hate you because you lied..you hate me because i insulted your father...our hate relationship was on...but deep inside we love eachother...our fake confession...with finger crossed...but things started melting between us...we emotionally supported eachother..you supported me during bad phase of my life..my parents divorce...i pushed you motivated you to stand against dowry..and you put a full stop to dowry...cleared all engagement mess..and broke up with sameer...yes ...these the fighter sanyukta...these is the sanyukta i met in first year...but wait a second...why did i supported you..?
i confessed i hate you..but why cant i hate you...why i motivated you to talk a stand against dowry..why?
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
Yes the fighter sanyukta is back..you left your home for engineering..u were totally broken..i knew it..i also deined my love i front of your family.but stupid ..that was just to save you from taunts..from these cruel society...and i let out my feelings in front of you I LOVE YOU DAMN IT..that was it..these was what needed to bring my fighter sanyukta back...but how can i do these? how can i let out my feelings to you...yes i was needed...
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
Then came most beautiful period of our life...we were in beautiful relationship..we were not RANDHIR AND SANYUKTA we were SANDHIR...always there for each other..in good phase ..in bad phase...loving eachother...caring for eachother...beautiful it was...i found everything in you..every damn thing..u were my family..my friend,girlfriend,mother,campanion,sometimes you behaved like typical wife...ya during our LIVE IN at your pg..how can these happen to me sanyu..how can i love you so much..how can i deserve to be so much happy...why was i happy...why i always wanted such a beautiful life...why?
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
But as it is said good things dont last for longer..that what happen with us..
we broke up..
yes we are no more sandhir.
u broke up because you feel i cheated you..
i feel you left me for your dream of working in your dad company..i compared you with my career oriented selfish mother..because she left me when i needed her the most ..and you too left me when i needed you the most...
i now these revenge thing ruined everything...every damn thing...
i dont know when i started walking on path of darkness..
i m on self destruction mode...
i m all alone
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
But you being you...didnt let me take revenge ...you sabotage my plan...
Then i joined your dad's company to destroy your dream..coz u destroyed my dream..
but the because of me your life was put in danger..
rehan..know my weakness and kidnapped you to take revenge on me..
the moment i saw you in car...i felt it was the last time we were seeing eachother...but no i cant let anything happen to you...coz I STILL LOVE YOU..I STILL CARE FOR YOU...i cant let anything happen to you..i saved you..i can never hate you..though i shouted I HATE YOU to you..but i cant farzi ..i cant hate you...no never...why?
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
Things are worst between us...
though we are not together still i m craving to be with you..
still cant see you in pain ..
still cant hate you..
though i m the only one who is supposed to destroy your dream ..but alongwith it i m destroying myself...
i dont know why... but i need you ...inspite of the differences between us...
HOW CAN I STILL LOVE YOU????WHY CANT I HATE YOU...??
WHAT YOU'VE DONE FARZI...
P.S
MEIN DIL KA RAAZ KEHTA HU..
KE JAB JAB SAASE LETA HU..
TERA HI NAAM LETA HU...
YEH TUNE KYA KIYA...
thanks you for reading these..
i know its not upto the mark..but it was my first attempt..
hope you liked it...
THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRECIOUS TIME...đ
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
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