THE DRAFT THAT REMAINED UN-POSTED(the randhir i know)

The draft that remained un-posted

Should I address myself as Randhir... "singh shekhawat"...??... I don't know.. I don't have a proper family to let me surname myself with One'.. It is not something to be astonished of... I'm always like that..CONFUSED!!.. Confused as I never got someone to get me out of such mental conflicts... I wasn't taught to care about, to love someone.. I wasn't taught to behave.. I wasn't taught to live for others.. I wasn't taught to fight for the right...in fact I wasn't taught what is right.. I wasn't taught to not hate myself.. I wasn't taught to not harm others...

Still I know I have to care about HER..To love her.. To Live for HER.. TO Fight for her.. still I know few things which others believe are right.. still I know that I should behave.. That I should not harm others.. That I should not hate myself..

I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO AND I SHOULD DO FEW THINGS... BUT ALAS!! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THEM...

I thought she will teach me How to do that... SHE came once in my life but she used to believe that I was genius enough to handle everything by myself... She didn't know that I needed her... she left me midway for the same... she has many more things but I had only her... she has much issues but mine was only her... she is being loved by many more... But I once got loved by only HER... she care for significant some but I do care for only her... she is still with those significant others but me...

She was not wrong... she could never be.. She just walked away.. Maybe it was me at fault.. I WISH SHE HAD KNOWN THAT I KNEW I HAD TO LOVE HER BUT I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO THAT... I WISH SHE COULD TEACH ME... I WISH SHE KNEW THAT I WASN'T TAUGHT HOW TO BE LIKE THOSE SIGNIFICANT OTHERS SHE STILL WITH IS..

I DON'T HAVE GUTS TO POST THIS DRAFT AND THUS IT REMAINS UN-POSTED...

Wow yr its amzng

U penned it so beautifully
His emtns so perfectly showed


U nailed it really


Keep smiling

BRILLIANT POST..👏

moi emotional 😭

CONGRATULATIONS on becoming a Goldie!! 😃🥳

mumma ...
awesome ...
senti kar diya ...

baccha;) ...

what a beautiful & amazing post this is...u deserve👏👏👏 this for the post...the way u convey his emotions, his feelings is truly fantabulous...this post has made me emotional once again...sanyukta ke paas koi na hoke bhi bahut sare log hai jo use support karte hai, jo use pyaar karte hai par randhir ke paas bahut sare log hokar bhi koi nahi hai except sanyukta...na koi family, na koi friends, na koi usse pyaar karta hai , na koi uska care karta hai...bas ek sanyukta hi to thi uski life me usse pyaar karnewali & care karne wali...this post is truly heart wrenching...

Originally posted by: Anamika2692001

CONGRATULATIONS on becoming a Goldie!! 😃🥳

This was emotional...😭

You are getting better and better at writing. 😊

This was beautiful and so well written.

You expressed the feelings of the Randhir I know and love so well.

Badle ke chakkar mein pagal ho gaya hai.

This was awesome! 👏

Keep writing!😳

xoxo

Amreen😉

thankyou amreen... but i liked that senior member vala color.. golden achha ni lagta meko ;-p

emntnl updtt..
rula diya yr.. 😭
loved itt.. ❤️