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Whatssup people... First of all thank you for the immense appreciation you all gave me for my previous works.. And I'm back with a new one shot.. I got the idea of this os from Rapshody's (Sorry I don't know your real name) os: Ebb and Flow. Do read and leave your precious comment.. And hit the like tab if you like it...
SwaRon os: They are inseparable.
Dear diary,
I have penned down many of my secrets and thoughts in you. I have shared every part of my life with you, but today I am going to open such chapter of my life to you which came back to me today. The chapter of my evilness the chapter of my life where I learnt the true meaning of love and forgiveness. The chapter of Sharon and Swayam.
Swayam, the lover boy, the dancer, the cute, understanding, handsome and awesomely clam guy with a forgiving heart. So forgiving that even after what Sharon had done to him, that is rejecting him publicly, he nearly killed me for what I had done that day. I agree that I was at fault that day and I got the worst possible punishment a bipolar patient could get, I was not at fault because I tried to kill Sharon, I was at fault because I tried taking her place in Swayam's heart, which was IMPOSSIBLE!! That day I had nearly killed her and I realized afterwards that how evil I was. But I was happy that I brought those two together. I loved Swayam but I could never and I mean it NEVER love Swayam way Sharon did. I knew what had happened in the hospital that day because uncle had come to meet me exactly one year of that incident and by that time I had realized how wrong I was. He told me everything, how Sharon had stopped breathing and the doctors had loosed hope, he told me how Swayam had begged her to come back and how she listened to him and returned, at that moment I could literally feel the pain Swayam had faced and happy tears were running down my face because I finally brought SwaRon together.
Swayam and Sharon were introduced to me by my uncle as the CS and ACS of the college. Time during my admission in St.Louis, Swayam and Sharon hated each other... or maybe I assumed it that way. I never knew their past but I could say by their behavior that it was really bad. I had heard Rey and Kriya talking to each other about Sharon Swayam and the public rejection by Sharon. At first I had took both of them as my friends but later I started loving Swayam and hating Sharon. Her attitude was too much to handle for me. I was not mentally stable at that time and I ended up challenging Sharon for winning Swayam and his love. After that day I literally started going after Swayam and made every possible attempt to bring him closer to me. Swayam and Sharon's equation at that time had become huge advantage for me. But that rehearsal hall incident gave me doubts wether Swayam really didn't like Sharon or he pretended it.
Rey Swayam and Sharon Kriya were dancing, Simmi told me that it was a face off between Rey and Kriya whose partners were Swayam and Sharon respectively. Rey and Swayam just nailed it, but Kriya and Sharon just left us all speechless. Their dance was awesome I hated to admit it then but I loved the way Sharon danced. Then at the end when Rey and Kriya were dancing when we all suddenly heard a crash and saw Sharon being pushed towards Simmi. When we all came back to our senses we saw Swayam lying on the floor with blood coming from his head. Then we all realized what happened, Swayam saved Sharon and got hurt himself. I was shaken. Everyone rushed Swayam to the hospital. Everyone except me. They left me behind. I was totally reaction less. I noticed Simmi pulling Sharon who had went pale from the shock she got few minutes back. I could see the concern in her eyes but my good thoughts got overpowered with the bad and negative ones.
I don't know what happened in the hospital, but when I reached there, Sharon was going home with Kriya. Her face was tear stained and her eyes as red as Swayam's blood. I knew this was the perfect chance to show Swayam how much I cared for him. I said Rey that I would stay with him that night in the hospital. That night Me and Rey saw Sharon coming towards Swayam's room. She stopped exactly at the entrance of the room, stood there for sometime, murmured something which I believe was I love u and left without even bothering to talk to me and Rey. We both were surprised. The next day Sharon sent a bouquet and a card for Swayam which I intentionally threw in the dustbin. I manipulated Swayam saying that Sharon did not even come once to meet him, where in reality she was the one who was there all night taking care of him but not coming in front of him even once. Then finally in the day of discharge she came. I could literally see Swayam's face glow like a 1000 watt tube light. Later that day Sharon said that see would stay at Swayam's place for taking care of him. I tried to oppose but Rey just dragged me out of there. That day I even overheard Rey and Kriya convincing Sharon and Swayam to give their relation a chance.I even spiked Sharon's milkshake due to which she got food poisoning. I even made plan to celebrate my birthday, actually fake one, with Swayam. Everything was going well, but when we reached Swayam's house to take the notes Sharon had asked, we saw Sharon and the whole gang present there to celebrate my birthday. I mentally cursed them all and especially Sharon. She even knew that it was not my actual birthday. She must have asked uncle about it. Then when I had cut my cake I wanted Swayam to eat the first bite from my hand but Sharon had it before Swayam. I was so frustrated that day, I was not a dancer. I saw Sharon and Swayam dancing together, now I realize how good they looked.
Then the rose day. I asked Swayam to be my date and he agreed. Sharon went with Vicky. Everything was was going well until that dance. The lights were turned off and we had to dance with someone, it was dark so there was no chance of being with who you wanted. And I ended up with Nilesh, and Sharon with Swayam. I admit they were looking like made for each other. But at that time the evil part of me won and once again I felt frustrated. Then I saw them dancing in the rehearsal hall. They were looking so cute and their chemistry was awesome, but damm my negative thoughts, it once again won over the good ones.
Everything was going normal, with me and Sharon both trying to win Swayam and our tiffs. Then one day I saw Sharon and Swayam in the projector room. They two were looking into each other's eyes and all I could see between them was endless love and care for each other. I stayed in the door and watched them. How selfless their love was, how much they cared for each other. But once again my stubborn and evil mind won over me. I knocked and they broke their eye lock. I went inside and asked Swayam help for my project. Just then a boy entered and took Swayam away from me and Sharon. Then once again I started blackmailing and threatening Sharon. Then out of now where she started coughing. Swayam rushed towards us and to my utter amusement he handed her a pump. He caught her and she inhaled the medicine. At last she fainted. I could see Swayam's face clouded with worry concern and love. He carried her to the medical room. The nurse told us to stay outside. When I asked Swayam what had happened to Sharon, he said me that she was an asthma patient. The world around me shook when I heard that. I could not believe that. Sharon Rai Prakash, the diva, the attitude queen and such an awesome dancer was a asthma patient. Then my mind started to create those evil plans.
That night, I knew Rey and Swayam had dropped Sharon home. After sometime, I called Sharon and told her that I was sorry for what I had done to her. I said her that I did not know she was an asthma patient and I was sorry for taking Swayam away from her. Hell my evil mind. Then I said her that I was in the old warehouse and I was going to attempt suicide. Then I cut the call. I had guessed she would come and she did. I could see worry on her face. She really is so innocent. Then I tricked her and locked her in the warehouse. She was screaming, shouting for help. I heard her and somewhere inside in my heart I wanted to help her but my mind refused. I went from there, leaving helpless Sharon behind in the warehouse. But next day I reached college, I saw everyone searching Sharon. Damm, how could I forget Sharon had so many good friends and a self less lover. I could see everyone getting tensed and Swayam, he was totally pale and worry was written all over his face. Than all of them decided to call the police. They went to uncle's cabin. I went there late and when I saw the police suspecting Swayam and Rey I mentally smirked. God me and my mind that time!! Then after some interrogation we all left from there. Then I went to the library and Swayam too came there. He informed me in such a dangerously clam tone that he would not leave the person behind Sharon's disappearance. For that moment I thought he knew that it was me. But when he left the library I felt relieved and more restless. I had by then planned to completely end Sharon's story. I rushed to the warehouse. I had that poison's bottle in my hand, I was about to empty that into Sharon's mouth just then I heard Swayam's voice. I was ice cold at that time. Time had stopped for me. He saw the poison in my hand but he acted clam. He tried to take my focus away from Sharon but I didn't listen to him and fed Sharon the poison. Then all I remember is Kriya slapping me. After that everything was blur and next day when I woke up I was in the asylums dark and damp room.
A lot has changed since that day. I realized how bad I was. I console my self thinking that my this evil act brought them together. But what if she had not survived? What would be Swayam's condition? I shudder at the thought itself.
I shared this with you today because I received a birthday card and a letter from them today. That birthday card was for my daughter and the letter they had sent me was for saying me that they forgive me. They are happily married now and have invited me for dinner at their home along with Karan and Riya.
Today I realize how wrong I was for judging Sharon. How wrong I was for trying to separate SwaRon from each other. Even god cannot separate them and though I realized it late, I'm happy that I did.
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