Today's episode was emotionally charged on all sides.First is Rudra's side. His simple question of "kyun" is enough to pierce the heart in more ways than one. Udiya Baba's death has broken him. I said that when the promo came up that if Udiya Baba died something inside Rudra would die as well and that's what happened. But what hits home is that Rudra doesn't take Mai's hand like he took Udiya Baba's hand once. He doesn't want any relations or emotions hurting him anymore. He blames himself for everything and decides that anyone close to him will leave him. He runs away and makes Punnu promise that he won't say anything to anyone. His expressions as the truck drove away and he left Punnu behind were again heart-wrenching. And Punnu's expressions were heart-wrenching as well as he saw his brother leave, but couldn't do anything to stop him.
Then there is Swami's side. You may think what's the emotion in that? Well the fact that he easily attacks the Pandit in his eyes shows that this man is remorseless and can do anything.