Hi Friends,
I am known to all my friends since atleast Apr 2014 through my FFs.
Usually after wrapping a FF it is my regular to give the concept of the next FF in almost 1 hour..
Like wise i wrapped a FF today & my friends might have thought i will be giving the next concept now..
Infact two of my friends are eager for my next FF as they suggested concepts to me..
I am really sorry friends..
First before telling you why i am asking 'Sorry' first let me give brief about my past few months in SSK IF Forum..
The below link is the one i created when i reenter into SSK IF Forum in end of March..
Then i started my 1st FF on 31st March
Following that more than 25 FFs with different concepts in different situations, different characters, making few as villians, making few as supportive..
ROSID at some place as innocent, some place as angry, some place as romantic, some place as naughty..
I cant say i am a great writer as ROSID FFs are my only writing and i just tried to show my love towards ROSID in my writing and nothing more than that..
Still I was happy when my friends encouraged me and accepted me as a writer and gave support in various forms inspite of being in school or college or work place or whereever they are..
It may be like, it may be a simple comment, it may be a lengthy comment, it may be just views...
Whatever it is i need to thank for all the support extended all these days to me.
Ok. Now coming to the point.
I was loving ROSID months together day and night without thinking anything else and was presenting ROSID in my FF and giving update was my only motto for months together.. Infact on my birthday the only thing what i did was giving more updates on my FF.
I was literally loving the couple ROSID like some girl love a boy or otherwise a boy love a girl..
But that love got love failure now.. Yes in the form of SARA entry.. I have been imagining all these months with only AVIMAN and not Manish with Sara and hence it is something not digestable to me..
Today the accident scene going to get air and already Promo released for Sara to enter as Roli.
I am really not sure whether Avika is going to return or it is just a break or just a twist or whatever it is.. It is something which i cant digest..
So i am taking a break from SSK IF forum till Avika is again shown in SSK as Roli.
This may be like somewhere far in unconscious state or searching for SID or memory loss condition or whatever it may be.. But Avika should be present in SSK as Roli...
I know this hurts my friends who are regular reader of my FFs. But please understand my feelings too friends and this break is required for me to come out the grief the news of Sara have created on me.
I wrapped the FF Love is Incomparable today with 50 updates already.. But I know Frenzy love is pending to finish.. I did mentioned in that FF why i am not wrapping as it was meant for all 200 ROSID Scenes and i dont want to put some update and wrap it today..
So friends please bear with me. bear with this break...
I am promising to complete the Frenzy love and also minimum of 10 FFs more once Avika is shown as Roli again in SSK for sure..
This is very hard decision which i have taken after much suffering i faced inside since i heard that news and got no other option other than go ahead with this decision.
For sure this is taken with lots & lots of tears đđđ
Edited by banuprasa - 10 years ago