Khud Mohabbat Se Darta Hoo Main...
Aur Wo Samajhte Hain Ki Khud-Garz Hoo Main...
Teri Khushiyo Ke Liye...Ye Ilzaam Hee Sahi...
Tu Aabaad Rahe...Main Badnaam Hee Sahi...
Sahir Azim Choudhary...the ruthless fashion moghul who is nicknamed "the shark" in his business circle...a person who believes in fulfilling his dreams and doesn't even hesistate to burn down a factory... was a man untouched by emotions...
its not that he did not have a heart...but its just that he had stopped listening to it after it was broken into a million pieces by the very person for whom his heart beated...and it was that very day he vowed...to bear that pain all alone...something had died in him...he was numb...it was that day wen he decided to build a shell around himself...and vowed to himself...that he'll not let anyone in...it was his agony...his pain...he'll bear it all alone... he'll never ever allow anybody else to see who the real sahir azim choudhary was...coz...that sahir azim choudhary who was an artist by heart...a person full of life...now lay dead for the world...what remained was the ruthless business tycoon... who preferred to be aloof...happy and content in his shell...satisfied that his pain was contained within himself...nobody...and nobody...could see or feel it...nor see the shadows of that past...that pain... in his eyes...
he put on a mask...to decieve everyone around him...and was pretty successful too...till he met aarzoo nausheen khan!
that girl entered his life like a breath of fresh air...breaking that shell around him...introducing him to his own self...his own persona whom he himself had forgotten...he smiled with her...she was the one for whom his heart started beating...
he was unable to name his feelings...till yesterday wen he closed his eyes to see the face of that one person whom he loved...and her face flashed before his eyes...
Aarzoo...yes...it was she who had slowly made a place in his heart...a heart which was pained in love...numb with the betrayal he had got from life...and only sahir azim choudhary knew that he could not let aarzoo go through the same pain with him...there was nothing left in him to give back to her...all he had was dard...and the feeling of betrayal...and he could give none to aarzoo...
sahir knows...his past will never allow aarzoo to be his future...he knows that he needs to fight his own battle...and he also knows that whatever he saw in aarzoo's eyes that night in rain...was just the start of what he saw with closed eyes...
their love for each other...
and before aarzoo went a bit too far on this path that led to him...he just has to stop her...he can destroy himself...but not aarzoo...
he had tried to push her away from him...but the more he pushed her away...the closer she came to him... and time was running out...it would not be long before she would see the same emotions in his eyes...and before that happens...sahir knew he needed to stop her...even if it meant his self destruction...
what if this whole track of fake proposal and proving aarzoo as a gold digger is sahir's last attempt to push aarzoo away from him?
he knows...if he fakes his love to her...confesses it to her...and then breaks her heart by saying she's after his money...aarzoo will start hating him...and will move away from him forever...
yes...sahir will lose everything in this bargain...but then...aarzoo will be happy...atleast she can move on...find someone who can give her the love she deserves...and not be stuck with sahir...who has nothing but pain...no matter how much he loves aarzoo...he knows the painful past of his with hurt aarzoo the most...and he cannot see her hurt...if he has to destroy himself to protect her...he'll leave no stone unturned for his self destruction...