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sorry, right now there's no way to access my vms because the kahani of blocking continues. maybe some day good sense will prevail and fans will be allowed to express their joy with a completely non commercial yet utterly precious piece of work... no matter what, i shall always have the emotional copyright to iss pyaar ko... so will you. and nothing can infringe upon it... for it stays in the dil... a fabulous vm... hamesha đł
this vm came to me out of nowhere as i listened to a song that i didn't understand. do the best things come to us like that? that "nahin understand," she said, i am in that state usually when i quietly lose it while watching asr and khushi. i don't think, i don't judge, i just am. stuck... pinned to the sensation.
i hope you enjoy the vm... to all that we don't understand but keeps calling us. takes us higher.
i will post the translation of the song later... i have read it, once, and forgotten it. that forgetting added to my joy while making the vm... i just heard the sound and felt the light and heat, didn't bother too much with the why when where... followed my breath as it became thicker, then rode my ears. please push the volume up if you need to and watch on hd, thanks.
on the blast from the past thread we are celebrating two years of bftp, the vm is part of the thread. if you'd like to visit, here's the link: 2nd blasterversary
shegarf seventyone/shegarf71, a dear friend, whom i have met here and whose poetry and other creative work i've always admired, saw the vm and wanted to express the feeling she took away from it... the result is this spectacular edit and poem... i hope you enjoy.

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