SANDHIR FF: MY EQUATION OF TRUST (DARK+MATURE)LINK TO THREAD 2!! - Page 65

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Studies r much more ipm

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this part is dedicated to Chocklaty Juhi melli paglu love u re idiot...

MY EQUATION OF TRUST

PART:14

A DIFFERENT ATTACHMENT..A CONNECTION

Recap: rd felt guilty...both trying to be strong but are weak...

After leaving the doctor to the gate he came back to his room and looked at her...she was all pale..was looking very weak..he got up panicked and went to the kitchen..he again made her favorite soup and took it to her along with the medicines..he reached to his room and then looked at her..his heart ached by looking at her condition...
She was all weak..was lying on the bed...her eyes were lil opened up now...her eyes were looking heavy...he gulped by looking at her condition in fear and guilt and took steps towards her with the Chinese soup again in his hands...he reached to the bed where she was just sitting while resting her back at the end of the bed..whereas she was gazing down at the bed with her heavy eyes...she was mum...but it doesn't mean that she had forgot everything...she was still determined...he reached to her while hesitating a lil taking slow steps trying to maintain some distance with her but unknowingly was going to her with a pull in his body..he was just don't know what but attached to her...he stood next to her with the soup bowl in his right hand while his left hand's palm was just sweating...maybe he was not ready to talk to her..he was afraid to talk on that..what if she asks him about what he was doing to her...?? Why he was trying to help her..he didn't wanted to come in that moment again..the moment when he used to take care of other freely...where he had given his all love and affection...he was sacred of circumstances..was scared of facing her questions...he was just twisting up his fingers of left palm in nervousness...just then he opened his mouth to bubble up something but ended with a gasp by looking at her facing him now..he gasped a lil and then said while calming himself a lil down trying to not to
show up his weak side..of course he didn't wanted to look weak in front of anyone...

He said up in his straight voice trying to have an eyes contact with her... "ye soup hai tumhare liye doctor ne kaha tha..tumhe dene ke liye..." and to this she glared at him and their eyes got latched...he was about to say something but he stopped by looking at her..in her deep eyes... their eyes got latched...she viewed something in them...something was very intense in them..she found something common in them...they were like speaking something...they showed innocence..pain...and something very mutual which she was not able to suspect easily..was not able to recognize it...she was all lost in them whereas he was too lost in her eyes...was finding things in them but suddenly he found her searching something in his eyes and soon he broke up the eye contact while blinking his eyes... while she also just blinked up coming back from the deep intensity... He came out from her bound and then said while avoiding eyes contact in his lil concern but stern voice... while offering the bowl to her.. "ye pee lo ab..." And to this she who was weak enough to not to argue or reciprocate back took the bowl from his hands maintain the safe side to not to touch him...she took the bowl and started taking the soup but she was not able to do so...her hands were shivering..shivering due to weakness...she was all weak but she was determined to not to back up...whereas he was just looking at her..with pain and guilt in his eyes..he was all ashamed of his deeds...he moved his hand a lil to stop her and help her up but backed off by thinking of consequences and the past...but his eyes was expressing everything..his expressions were speaking volumes..his fear...confusion...guilt ..pain everything was visible...he was just looking at her...she was just trying to feed herself up but was not able to do so...and then after continuous tries the spoon fell from her grip in the bowl and she looked helpless there at the soup bowl...and this was it he was now not able to see her like this..his guilt was just eating him up..he sat next to her on the bed giving her the goose bumps and took the bowl from her hands and started feeding her avoiding the eye contact with her...he took the spoon to her mouth and then said while looking at the bowl... In his stern voice.. "pee lo ise jaldi se doctor ne bola hai..." And to this she being shocked and lost in his new attire drank it up from his hands...she was all confused..was looking at him trying to suspect the one in him...she was all confused and was just taking uo the soup without giving any heed to it whereas he was just looking here and there in nervousness nd fear..fear of getting caught by her...by one..getting caught caring for one...she was somewhere feeling him as her helper..was finding him to be his helper.ell wisher..was just trying to figure up the things... was lost in his innocence..Reflecting from his facial antics...whereas he was just trying hard to escape those eyes but was happy that she was finally taking up anything... Both were lost in their reveries just then something happened unexpectedly which broke their trance and gave then the huge shock..she screamed in pain while he turned to her to look up...yeah the soup was on her...the bowl which was in his loose grip till now fell on her...resulting in the falling of soup on her upper chest...yeah the soup bowl fell down on her upper chest near her neck portion which was flowing to her down...she was yelling in pain while he was hyper now...was just cursing himself for carelessness..and then within the next moment...he took the apron bought by him for her and started cleaning the soup from her upper neck...leaving her in utter shock..her broken scream just ended up there..she felt his hand on her skin..on her lower neck and she opened her eyes expecting a vulgar and cheap act from him in disgust...but after looking at him she was just quiet... was just looking at him with her eyes wide opened..yeah the thing which she viewed left her in a big shock..he was just cleaning the soup from her upper body by a apron with his eyes closed..Whispering to her trying to calm her down... "shhh...its oohkk sanyu..kkta..its ohkay..." yeah he was stammering too...there was a pain in his voice..a guilt in his voice.. a kind to soothiness in his voice..he was just ashamed and guilty of his deed and she was just looking at him in shock she was not able to get what he was up to... the one who just tried to give her pain to the hell before a some 2 days was just trying to sooth her up..trying to help her..reduce her pain..the one who was up to take her dignity on their first meet was now respecting her like hell...was trying to not to effect her dignity a lil...she was just looking at him with a lot questions in her mid reading his face expressions..the expressions which were just taking the al space of her mind...was just making her weak..was just pulling her to him...yeah his expression was expressing his genuinely...his eyes were shut closed in a way like he was just feeling the pain of her... his nose was twitching in way like a small kids twitches it whenever he is in pain...whereas his lips..they were just making a movement like saying "shhh..." Yeah they were just trying to calm her down..and after looking at him like that she felt a shiver...she was just blankly looking at him..not even wincing in pain..it seemed like al her pain was taken by him..and was expressed by him...it was a connection beyond anything..A DIFFERENT ATTACHMENT..A CONNECTION.. a connection of being in the same pain...he was just cleaning her upper body with his eyes closed..his hands were moving softly on her neck region...his hands were even lil shivering at the proximity and pain...but he was all there to soothe a one like him..to help himself to reduce his guilt...soon his hand reached her cleavage and both shivered at this..she closed her eyes..whereas he also got lil nervous at that time thinking of consequences like what she would think...? But he ignored them for a moment and cleaned the soup from her skin without even looking at her...he ended up soon and then took his shivering hand back making a calm expression on his face and then opened his eyes while standing up from bed turning his back to her...and then he said after making a sigh in his lil stammering voice but the stern one... "vo vo mm sorry vvo galti se...me ice leke aata hut um thodi si cookies khalo side me rakhi hai..." and then after saying so he left from there giving her in utter shock..Confusing every state of hers...
He came out after 10 minutes with a bowl of ice in his hands..whereas she was just eating up the cookies thinking up something...yeah she had eating the cookies...he smiled to this but was not happy becuz he knew that she is eating due to the effect of the injection given by doctor...she was al busy in thinking about his behavior...just then she felt something...on her next she blinked up her eyes in disbelief and then looked at her next...and after looking at it she stopped eating the cookies and was just looking at him trying to get the answers..yeah it was him...he was sitting next to her with a bowl of ice in his hands...trying to not to face her...he took the ice and she looked at him with a lil confusing and scary expression..she was scared about his next move..she didn't wanted him to touch her again...but the next thing gave her a another shock...instead of trying to make any contact with her skin he offered her the ice bag directing her to use it...to which she took the ice bag and being lil better now applied it on her skin...whereas he left from there while murmuring sorry in his weak voice not facing her...the day passed out like this...he taking care of her trying to maintain a lil distance from her and she trying to figure up the things..she was all confused her mind taught her that it was all a trap but her inner self told something else..it found something common in him..his genuinity was holding a part of her..she was a lil bound to him...and in the night..he didn't even came to the room after serving her the dinner and slept on her bed cursing his fate..fighting with his innerself...punishing him...

The next morning...
She woke up while yawning like a lazy lad and then stood up from the bed and walked up to the washroom she came out from it and then went down to look up still lil confused and scared but determined too..yeah you all are right she was really very much better by now...she reached the floor and looked up from him but found him no where..but soon she found something..something was there on the dining table ..it was a note...she took the note and read it... "khana kitchen me hai khaa lena and medicines dining table pe hai unhe bhi kha lena doctor ne kha hai..." Yeah it was from him...she looked here and there and found medicines too over there and then she looked at the watch..it was 9..9 am...and it took no time to her to guess up that he was gone for his work...

Recap: a lil twist... in their relationship

So how was it guyz plz do tell...???

Ress


Unress

Phewww yr moi bach gi aj toh laga gi mi
Moi almost forget that 9 baj gye h n u r going to update


Bt thank god I saved my position
This tym credit goes to my luck n h my nautanki


Ab kya kaho yr
U r the bst just lyk me 😆 😆

Jokes apart seriously yr u r the best
I so luved it yr

It was perfectly penned down

U portrays everything so flawlessly
I can envision everything

Luv u yr
The story going more intrstng with each update


Rd poor soul he's so guilty he's trying his best to take care of sanyu n give her full rest
Rd making soup for her n taking care of her

He was dying to see her lifeless
Shes lost in her own world
She's not even opposing rd


She's so weak she don't even have strength to argue

Rd feeding her
Both were hell uncomfortable
Avoiding eye contact

Bt suddenly soul fall on sanyu
She was in pain
Rd panicking
He was so guilty
Bt then he carefully start cleaning her
She was feeling disgusted
Bt what he saw made her shock
He has closed his eyes
She can see pain n guilty he's going through

He was genuinely helping her
She was shocked to see dat he's the same person who's giving her immense pain n ready to snatch her dignity now he's taking care of her


She's very confused
Really rd he's a gem just bcz of his past he's so tough n rude from outside bt from inside he's an innocent lonely kid


Sanyu was so shocked to see dat note rd gone to office

Precap super excited
Kya naya twist ane wala h

Cnt wait

Do update soon


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Srry yr actually oadh to bohot pehle hi liya tha but unres krna bhul gyi 😳

this stry is very diff frm all...

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is baar pakka unres karungi 😳
UNRESS
atlast maine itne dino baad rply kiya😳
so sooorrry😭
first of all a BIG thank you for the dedication[:*]
all the parts were just awesome as always!!
I loved it wen rd found her diary!!
he was relating his pain with her!! dat was so emotional😭
no words to describe the feelings 👏
it felt good to know that rd understood her pain n could feel it
bt she misunderstood him for taking away her only possession her ' dignity' 😭
she is hating him 😲
n wen he cleared her misunderstanding then too she was not able to believe him!!
her heart is broken to such an extent that she is not believing him 😭
bt the way rd was taking care of her was sweet...
he is trying to soothe her pain nd indirectly trying to soothe himself...
the very thought of rd being broken to such an extent made me cry😭 😭
he is finding a companion of pain in form of sanyu..
he is genuinely sorry n guilty about his animalistic behavior with her earlier 🥱
he is trying to undo her pain which he had caused...now that's like a gentleman he is 😳
bt after all the hardships she has gone through it's difficult for her to TRUST anyone..
her own best friend her love broke her trust..
how will she b able to trust a stranger.. who has given her so much of pain both mentally n physically 🤢
she is scared of any kind of relationship with anyone... n same is the case with rd 😭 he is also scared to show his soft n caring nature to anyone...
sanyu is also trying to understand his different behavior n trying to get to know his real personality...
m loving it 😳
m eager to know how their relation progresses further
n how their EQUATION OF TRUST is formed 😳
precap seems interesting!!
continue soon
i'l b w8ing 😉
thnx for pm



with love
shreya

awesome dear

Aaawww so sweet awsm part...

just .
loved it dear ...
my equation with this ff is getting more stronger with
every update ...yrrr ..
sanyu in pain ., both r scared .and lost as well ..
update soonish .
keep smiling