solly i know i haven't replied was stuck in some work today wil reply at night...
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MY EQUATION OF TRUST(DARK + MATURE)...
PART:9
UNKNOWN CONNECTION
Precap: sanyu adjusted herself in the new world...
she was just crying from inside and he dug up his face in the bed with his eyes closed and a lonely tear escaped from each one's eyes...yeah they were crying...may be on their fate...she was just blank at that moment...was just trying to fix up the things in her life...just then his voice brought her back from her reverie... he ordered her to leave from the room and she did so without showing any kind of expression on her face...she came out of the room and sat up on her so called bed crossing her knees against her chest...she was not weeping..there was no expression on her face..was just looking at one point..was looking at the pale white floor...soon she dozed off there don't know when but yeah she dozed off...cursing her fate...
Whereas he was just lying on the bed with his eyes wide opened...he was just recalling the things which he was doing to her...his heart ached by thinking so...he was feeling it to be not right..he closed his eyes to take a relax but nah as always he again had that' scene in front of his eyes and he opened up quickly with jerk... Yeah something was there which was not even letting him to have peace at night..his past..it was horrible...he sat up with a jerk on the bed...he was sweating...he rubbed his palm against his head...and then said while taking heavy breaths ... "no...she is a girl...she is a girl..she deserves this..."... and as always as the last 2 years his one more half of the night went like that only without any peace..without any sleep..yeah he didn't used to sleep half of the night because of the nightmare...which was haunting hell out of him...
Next morning...
It was 6 in the morning...everything was just lil kind of dark..yeah as it was January so a kind of winter was going on...he came out of his room to have some water in the jug and the next thing which he witnessed ached his soul..he felt a lump in his throat... she was lying on the floor uff her so called bed.. crossing her knees against her chest...was shivering...her hairs were totally messy...and her face...it was pale...expressionless...her lips were lil parted and were just trembling a lil...she was cold...she didn't even had a blanket to cover up herself in winter...he felt bad for her...he took slow trembling steps towards her... He bent to her level and closed his eyes in guilt but nah again that' scene came in front of him and he opened up his eyes with jerk and the rage replaced the guilt of his face..he shook her up with a jerk...to which she sat up with jolt...while fearing a lil and moved back out of fear...yeah she was afraid of him...of her fate...she looked at him with her questioning fearing eyes and he felt a pain...by this but he composed himself and taunted in his stony voice... "uth gayi tum...are wah badi jaldi nahi uth gyi (he faked a smile at her but soon his smile was replaced by the smirk..a devilish one..he thumped his fist on the floor with a thud frightening her and then said while moving towards her..)..chalo ab uth hi gayi ho toh ek gud morning hug bhi dedo..." And after listening to this her eyes got widened she started moving backwards while he started moving towards her..soon her back hit up the backside of wall uff the end of her so called back..he smirked to this and stretched his arms while yawning a lil and then he pulled her towards him with a jerk and hugged her tightly...while smirking broadly to which she closed her eyes out of fear...he started moving his hands at her cold back with harshness...trying to show no mercy of her..trying to show his hatred...but somewhere he knew that he was doing this for her..for a human whom he had given pain..to give her a lil warmth..she was cold really very cold... and his warmness was giving her body a lil relief... he was trying to be harsh becuz of his past but somewhere his past was only stopping him to do so..his soft heart was just paining a lot...while she was just showing no moment...she had her both the hands folded against her chest to maintain some distance from him..her eyes were just closed...closed in defeat..she was feeling lil kind of disgust at his touch...but somewhere don't know why but yeah it was soothing her...there as an UNKNOWN CONNECTION between them...which was just linking them up but their horrible past was just not allowing them to have any link with anyone in the world.. it was THE EQUATION OF THEIR TRUST may be... not allowing them to have peace...he closed his eyes at a point out of guilt...he felt a kind of relief by trying unknowingly to help her up..his lips curved into slight smile but the thought were just overpowered by his past... his smile turned into his rage and he dugged his nails in her back..in her flesh giving her pain..to which she winced in pain and he smirked and made the red imprints on her back..and then left her with a jolt and pushed her back with a smirk and then said while standing up stretching his arms... "chalo gud morning hug to ho gyi ab jaake nashta bhi bana do nahi toh me kuch madad karu tumhari..." and after listening to this her confused expression was took over by the frightened one and she hurried up to the kitchen...while he was standing there with a faint smirk on his face along with a pain...he looked at her so called bed...he again felt a lump...soon he had something up in his mind and he smirked to it...
After half an hour...he reached to the dining table where she was already arranging the breakfast...he sat up there and she served him the breakfast...he had it and then he said while sipping the water in his irony voice sending a kind of shrills through her spine... "hmm so miss. Slave...tumhare liye aaj ek aur kaam hai..(she looked at him with a confused expression..and he continued then)...tumne store room toh dekha hi hoga...(he waited for the answer and she nodded in yes)...clean it today..aur ha agar koi faltu cheez charity layak dekhe toh rakh lena apne paas...u deserve it then..."and after saying so he left from there for his office while she sighed at this... soon she went to the store room and started cleaning it..it was really dusty..she sneezed a lot and smiled too at this..but finally she cleaned it up and at last her gaze fell on something new...yeah you are guessing it right... there was a mattress along with the two three lil old blankets...yeah yeah I know what you all are thinking...yes he had only kept it secretly out of his guilt...she smiled by finding it over there and took it to her room unaware of the fact that all it was done by him...and adjusted it over there...soon she got busy in her work like cleaning of the house, washing of clothes and utensil and so on...and after exact 4 hours she was done with it and was sitting in the mini library with books in her hand huffing a lil...but she heard a odd voice and made a sigh while roaming her hand on her tummy..yeah she was hungry...she went upto the kitchen along with the book in her hand and started eating like maniacs sitting on the slab with book in her hand...enjoying it a lil..yeah the books were now the only thing which used to make her happy..being with the books were just like a bliss for her..she used to got lost in them forgetting the darkness of her life at times...
Soon the day went like that and finally the night came..it was nearly 8 pm and she was sitting in the mini library reading the books with utmost interest just then she heard the sound of opening of door so she got up quickly from there and ran to the living room...to him.. he taught her to keep his bag in his room to which she nodded and took it to his room...soon he also climbed upstairs and his eyes glittered up by looking at the mattress and blanket...soon he washed off the thought and went to his room where she was adjusting his bag...some sweet memories came up in his mind... her' voice again rang up giving him a lil relief... "arre laao dikhao tumse kuch nahi hoga..me hi tumhara bag arrange kar deti hu... uff yaar sab muje hi dekhna padega abhi...afterall m your girlfriend na..."...his own voice rang up in his mind... "ha ha u are the best girlfriend in the world..now plz give me a goodnight waali huggiee..plz..." and to this her voice replied ... "ha ha kyu nahi my best boyfriend...saath me ek cheeks pe kissy bhi dungi..."...he chuckled to this with his eyes closed which didn't got unnoticed by..she was in daze..was just confused about him..was not able to figure up that what was he...his deeds forced her to believe that he was an monster but there was something which was just bounding her to him..was linking her to him...there was an UNKNOWN CONNECTION between them...she was so busy in figuring up the thing while adjusting the things in his room that the glass vase got misplaced and fell on the ground breaking into pieces bring them back from their reverie..he opened up his eyes with jolt and rage was clearly visible on his face...while she was just looking down at the broken vase with a fear in her eyes...she knelt down on the floor and started picking up the broken glass vase while panicking a lil... he was in rage...the hatred towards women again took over his mind...and within the next moment he moved towards her just like a hungry lion... and pulled her up with a jolt and pushed her to the back of the wall..due to which her head hit up the wall and she fell down on her knees on the floor..while her one of the foot got injured due to the sharp edge of the broken glass vase...she screamed in the pain..and started crying up loud while he realized his deed.. his eyes got widened by looking at her condition..he moved towards her to help her up but his past didn't allowed him to do so...his palms got tightened in fist..in frustration and then he said while leaving from the room cursing himself... "ab jaldi se saaf karo ise..." he left from there and went up to a empty room in the mansion and started hitting up the wall in frustration..he was cursing himself for doing so... his soul was scolding him hard...whereas his past and his mind was just forcing him to hate girls..and continue up with the thing...he was stuck in between them his soul and his past...soon his punch on the wall became more strong and he started screaming like maniacs.. "why...why..why..." but na nothing came back... after hitting the wall for next 15mins he sat down on the floor...but soon he stood up with a jerk and left for his room totally confused...he came out of the room and witnessed her lying on mattress covered up with the blanket with her eyes shut closed...her farce wars pale and expressionless ...he felt a lump in his throat...but he came back from his reverie and left for his room..and the next thing gave him again a pain...it was all clean...yeah despite of being injured she had cleaned each and everything...he cursed himself more and one more night went up like that.. half sleepless...
The next day he again asked her to clean the storeroom and when she was busy in doing so she found and first aid box..which was looking a kind of old...she smiled to this and dressed up the injured area unaware of the fact that it was him to help her secretly...the days rolled by like this only..she used to work like salves...used to study secretly...while he used to punish her for unknown reasons...out of his past ..but at the same time he was dying..dying from inside...and was somewhere smiling by killing himself from inside...by killing the randhir who used to live 2 years back...he was trying to kill his humanity...he many a times found something in her which made him recall all his sweet memories...his heart asked him to have mercy on her...he found a innocence in her...but due to his past he was not able to trust her whereas she had started finding up her happiness in small things..had started to find up her life in the hell...many a times she too found him to be innocent..to be pure... but his deeds were not allowing her to trust on her heart...but yeah they both had an UNKNOWN CONNECTION between them which always bounded them to look up at each other which many a times forced him to help her secretly...
After a week they were used to each other..she was adjusted in her new life full of pain...and he was too adjusted with her... was trying to find answers for himself... it was a another day...she was sitting in the mini library...reading the book of 1st year engineering...it was 7 in the eve so she was reading it with utmost interest without any fear just then a voice came up roaring at her frightening the hell out of her...and the scene which she witnessed left her dumb in fear..yeah it was him...
Recap: disaster to come up...
So how was it...????
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